Below is a winning piece in the latest contest sa UP Creative writing

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Its been 4 months since i saw him and talagang namimiss ko na siya...
pero what can i do? it seems that i have loved the wrong person....
but still the pain keeps on hurting me and kung walang magbibigay ng gamot para dito sa nararamdaman ko.... baka mamatay na ako....

to give you a background about my life, everthing seems to be fine
except dun sa time na dumating na sa buhay ko yung hinayupak na
lalake na yon.... hehehehe....
kung curious kayo about dun sa guy...
bestfriend ko po yon kaso lang iba na ang nangyari as time passes
by.....

classmate ko sya nung highschool. pards pa nga ang tawagan namen....
o db ang sweet? di na ako iba sa kanya and ganon na ren sya sa
aken....
kung di nga lang ako naging babae baka naiuwi na ako nun sa bahay
nila and baka lahat ng gawaing pang brusko eh ipagawa na nun sa ken eh.....
pero cyempre mukha pa ren naman akong babae noh!!

highskul cyempre may pr om.... wala cyang date, wla ren ako.... i know that he wanted to invite me to be his date pero ang ogag nga kasi nun kaya the last minute tsaka lang sya nag-ask. he went to our house...
nakamotor po sya and medyo pawisan pero infairness....
mabango pa ren....
he ask my permission to see my dress for the prom....
cyempre para maloka sya sa aken at may konting surprise...
i refuse....
o sige, medyo nafrustrate sya pero hindi yon naging hadlang para
invite nya ko....
sa ganda ko na to.....
cyempre ang dami munang pa-echeng....
hanggang sa tanungin nya ako kung may date na ba me....
e kung di ba naman siya abnormal eh....
papayag ba akong makipagdate sa iba eh sya lang ang gusto ko....
lam mo yon...
sarap sampalin.... so in short, papilit pa ba ako?
syempre.....
the night of my life came, i was so pretty sabi ng nang-uuto kong
nanay...
pero naniwala lang ako nang sya na ang nagsabi....
b lush ako ever....
kahit alam kong maganda ako since birth(hehehehe) iba pa ren yung sa kanya galing diba?

we enjoyed that night and lalo ko lang napatunayan sa sarili ko na
mahal ko na pala ang hinayupak na bestfrend ko......

syempre ano pa ba ang sunod na event sa prom kundi ang graduation na db?
the night before the graduation, we talked on the phone na para bang it would be the last time na maririnig namen ang boses ng isat-isa.....
ive waited for the moment na mabanggit nya na may feelings din sya
and hindi naman ako nagkamali....
tinanong nya akokung may possibilty daw na maging kame....
i know na maiinis kayo sa ken dahil alam nyo ba ang sagot ko?

ah, eh....
hindi pwede kase bestfrends tayo eh....
yung mga anak na lang
naten yung ipag-partner naten....

sa isip-isip ko....
ang tanga!
pano ko nasabi ang ganong words? pero wala na akong magagawa.....
alam namang bawiin ko pa eh di nahuli naman ako db? pe ro ang tanga
ko talga....


cyempre college na....
im so proud to say na napunta naman ako sa magandang school and take note...
pareho kame ng skul.....
ano to? kailangan bang ituloy ang naudlot na pagmamahalan namen?....
hehehe....

nagkaboyfriend ako for a year and a half....
minahal ko sya pero there are these conflicts and problems na di na
kayang ayusin....

in short.... nagbreak kame.....

i guess god meant that to happen kasi yon din yung time na nagkita
kame ng bestfrend ko.....
sa sobrang miss namen ang isa't-isa....
sabay na kameng umuwi, kumain, pumasok.....
im happy pero parang lalo ko lang pinahirapan ang sarili ko dahil my feelings for that guy grows each and everytime that
we are together...
buti na lang magaling akong magtago at magpigil....
hehehe....bilib kayo noh?.....

one morning, im so busy preparing my project that would be passed on that same day....
alam kong dumati ng na sya at nasa likuran ko na ang mokong
pero dahil sobrang pressure sa project....
gusto ko man syang dambahan...
cyempre mamayang gabi na lang di ba? hehehe....
di ko sya masyadong napansin.....

may inabot syang sulat sa aken and he asked if i could join him sa
lunch....
i said yes....
then, alis na cya....
alam naman kc nyang im busy.....

when i was about to enter the room, somebody bumped me and my precious project fell...
gusto ko mang magalet... what can i do db?
instead i asked my prof to give me another chance to do my
project....
naalala ko si mokong.... the lunch date....

kinuha ko ang cell ko to text him that i cant come to our meeting....
e kaso.... pag tinamaan k nga naman ng malas.... check operator
service daw....
i tried to look for friends or other kakilala pero malas that day
talaga....
and so i took my lunch all by my self....

naalala ko yung letter....
hinanap ko sa bag... WALA !!!!
bumalik me sa corridor praying na andon pa yung sulat.... wala ren....

god! why? minsan lang magbigay ng sulat yon.... nawala pa.... dont
know how to tell him about the letter....

and so days and weeks passed, pag nagkikita kame...
di nya ako pinapansin...
ako, i tried to talk to him pero alam kong may kasalanan ako
pero ganon ba kalaki ang nagawa kong di pagpunta at ganon na lang ang i was nya?... sige... hinayaan ko na lang....

months na ang binilang...
i heard that he was dating a girl from the same school that we are
in... masakit.... na sa iba ko pa narinig na sila na....
mas masakit na wala na akong halaga sa kanya.....

basta...
ilang araw din yon na ganon ang nararamdaman ko.... weeks....
months....


gagraduate na po ako.... i wonder what's instore for me in my last
day in school....

and so i thought na puntahan yung favorite hang out namen....
when i was about to get near the place.... i saw him... with the
girl....
umiiyak ang bruha but i cant hear what they are talking about....

so ive decided to get out of that place before my tears burst out....
and then a common frend ang sumalubong sa aken....
saying na buntis ang girl....
syempre.... durog na durog ang puso ko....
kung kaya nyo lang ma-imagine yung naramdaman ko.....

the night of that same day.... naloka ang lola nyo....
nagparamdam ang mokong pagkaraan ng pagkatagal-tagal na panahon...
i thought it was something good for me... for us.... pero i was
wrong....
so wrong.....

he gave me a wedding invitation and isa ako sa bridesmaids.....
the girl... she was waiting in the car....
o db? dati motor lang ngaun... car na....

and so the wedding came....
maganda po ako nun.... sabi ng nanay ko pero wala ng nagsecond the
motion eh.... so naniwala na lang ako sa nanay ko....

then, there was this professor who came to see me....
he handed over a letter with my name carefully printed on the
enveloped....
he said that he looked for the owner of that letter kaso lang po
malaki po ang skul namin kaya mahirap magkahanapan db? and so nung nakita nya ang name ko sa invitation, he decided to bring the letter thinking that it could save souls... daw....

and so i was about to open the letter when the priest ask kung sino daw ang tututol...
dedma ako....
alangan namang manggulo pa ko noh....

binasa ko na ang letter.....

nakakatouch po talaga....

he opened up his feelings for me....

hoping na meron din daw akong feelings for him....
he ask that if i will show up to our hang- out the next day after he gave his letter, then it means that i also have feelings for him and that he
would love me for the rest of our lives....
but if i wont.... then he will never ope n that topic again....

he pleaded to me na sana pumunta ako... ...

if only i have that letter....
if only i knew about it....
kung di lang ako clumsy and careless to keep that letter...
things would be different....
if only.....

and so i heard the priest announced the couple as husband and wife....
ang sakit......

picture taking.....
gusto mang sumabog ng nararamdaman ko....
as you know....
magaling akong magpigil....
pero masakit po talaga.... sobra......

after the picture taking......

niyakap ako ng bestfrend ko....

ang higpit.... and teary eyed nyang cnabi na.........






i still love you......

how to control ur emotions <---we could use some tips bout anger management...*wink* Message: This would give you guides on how to control your emotions towards your better-half, friends, officemates and all the people around you, especially your "boss".


The rules of practicing "ugaling langit, ugaling kaaya-aya" :

#1 Ang naunang magalit ang may karapatang magalit. Pag naunahan ka na ng galit niya, tumahimik ka na lang muna.

#2 Walang taong nag-aaway mag-isa. Pag hindi kayo sumagot o pumatol, titigil din daw ang taong nakikipag- away sa inyo.

#3 Ang taong galit, 'bingi.' If someone is angry, wala raw pinakikinggan, so, don't try to explain and fight back. Hindi ka niya iintindihin dahil wala siyang naririnig kundi ang sarili nya.

#4 Ang taong galit, 'abnoy.' Ayon sa pastor, Biblical daw ito? because the Lord said when He was crucified, "Father, patawarin mo sila dahil hindi nila alam ang kanilang ginagawa." Modern term for these kinds of people are abnoys, so you better not get angry para huwag kang matawag na abnoy.

You should also know and realize that the persons who make your day bad are jewels, because you need them for you to mature. Hangga't andyan daw sila at kinaiinisan mo, ibig sabihin, immature ka pa. God will not take away those people; it's for you to take away your bad feelings towards them. You'll know na mature ka na pag dumating 'yung time na hindi ka na naiinis sa mga taong ito because you have learned to accept them and to have patience with them.

#5 Finally, the best part of this is to tell yourself na, because of this person, "I will grow mature," and that DAHIL SA CONTRIBUTION NIYA SA MATURITY MO, KUKUNIN DIN SYA NI LORD. :p

~~~hehehehe~~~

Leo - Your Love Profile

Your positive traits: You're almost always the center of attention - and easy for potential dates to spot Your happiness and optimism is appealing to all... and contagious! You don't hold grudges - getting over little fights is no problem for you Your negative traits: You tend to ignore relationship problems, until they are too big to handle You crave luxury, and you are disappointed with partners who can't provide you with it If someone does you wrong, you'll coldly and cruelly break their heart Your ideal partner: Someone high status enough to bring you more attention - but not so great that they upstage you Makes you laugh and brings excitement to everything you do together Is aggressive and confident enough to butt heads with you every so often Your dating style: High expectations. You need to be impressed with an incredible first date for a second one to occur. Your seduction style: You like to make the first move - you're fearless about initiating things Passionate. You really get into any intimate act. Aggressive. Most of the time, you find yourself wanting sex more than your partner. Tips for the future: Try to not need so much attention. You'll feel less ignored, guaranteed. Learn to love your partner for who they are - not how they help advance your life. Let your partner shine occasionally. You don't always have to be the alpha dog. Best color to attract mate: Gold Best day for a date: Sunday

What's Your Love Profile?

Pisces - Your Love Profile

Your positive traits: You're very tuned into your lover's feelings - and always doing something caring. Sweetness - you're the most romantic person your partner has ever met. You get easily swept away and are a total delight to fall in love with. Your negative traits: You are super duper sensitive and find it hard to get out of a sad mood. It's difficult for you to tell your sweetie no, even when you should. You often tell your partner what they want to hear, instead of being honest. Your ideal partner: Is straight from a fairy tale - the man or woman of your dreams Is a total romantic, with an artistic or creative side Loves to express their love to you, in all sorts of unique ways Your dating style: Dreamy. You like traditional romantic dates, like picnics in the park and candlelight dinners. Your seduction style: Fearless - you try what your partner suggests, no matter how unusual. Loving. You'll take your pleasure second, if necessary. Internal. A lot of your enjoyment takes place within your head. Tips for the future: Be more realistic. Your romantic ideal is nice, but it may just not happen. Let go of your fear of rejection - it's holding you back from being with your true love. Open yourself up to a new love. The person you think you want make not be the one.. Best color to attract mate: Seafoam green Best day for a date: Friday

What's Your Love Profile?

Scorpio - Your Love Profile

Your positive traits: You're red hot passion makes anyone you date feel extremely wanted Loyalty, to the point of doing anything to protect your lover You are mysterious and charismatic - and you easily draw people in Your negative traits: You tend to be paranoid and think that the worst is going on with your lover You turn cold and mean at the first sign of conflict in relationship You sometimes become obsessed with dates - so much so that you develop jealousy early on Your ideal partner: Someone who will take the time to win you over. Not an easy task! Is able to keep up with your carnal appetite... lots of stamina needed. Reassures you of their love and loyalty on a daily basis. Your dating style: Intense. You prefer to stay in with take out and conversation - so that no one else is distracting you and your date. Your seduction style: Hot. New partners have trouble believing that your libido is for real. You have incredible sexual intuition - you always know what your lover craves A bit bossy. You know what you want, and you certainly aren't afraid to ask for it. Tips for the future: Don't be so secretive with your love - they want you the way you are Let go of your jealousy. Your partner has chosen *you* Spend more time alone, doing things you love. It will help you be less obsessive. Best color to attract mate: Dark red Best day for a date: Tuesday

What's Your Love Profile?

Song in Mind: Sandalan 6 cycle mind

This song is so supportive hehehe I makes me think na I dont want to be the one who will cry on somebody's shoulder ... I want to be the kuya this time sandal ka lang!

SANDALAN
6 Cycle Mind

Kanina pa kitang pinag mamasdan
Mukha mo'y di maipinta
Malungkot ka nanaman

Kanina pa kita
Inaalok ng kwentuhang masaya
Parang sayo'y balewala

Chorus:
Sige lang, sandala ka na
At wag mong pipigilan
Iiyak mo na ang lahat sa langit
Iiyak mo na ang lahat sa akin2x

Andito lang naman ako
Makikinig sayo sa buong magdamag
Sakin di ka balewala

Repeat chorus

What is your true color: Red

Your color is red, the color of racy sportscars, blushing cheeks, and luscious roses. Red symbolizes passion, romance, and love. So, since you're ruled by red, you probably trust your feelings more than your brain and tend to act spontaneously. If you see something you want, you go for it without thinking twice — impulsive is your middle name. You don't wait around for people to make decisions, either; you dive right in. Quite the romantic, you pay close attention to your emotions. In fact, if your heart isn't in what you're doing, you won't be satisfied. Of course, even when you do pour all your energy into the projects you tackle, your impetuous nature means your passions can shift as frequently as the wind. That's why some reds have trouble with commitment. Our advice? Next time you're feeling fickle, think before you act, if possible. You might be surprised at the results. Overall, though, it's great to be red. No one lives life more completely than you do.

Resolution 101


Hey Guys! First of all, I would like to greet you all a Happy New Year!! Wow its like yesterday was 2005 and now, you're saying hello to 2006. But looking back in 2005 I made a lot of accomplishments, mistake, triump, frustration and a little angst of course!

You know what? whenever another year has started, I got only one thing in my mind "A Fresh Start!". A Fresh start for a better you, for something new to do, to beat out the bad habit etc etc etc. Which all blends into one thing every start of the year... A NEW YEAR RESOLUTION

But would it work this time.... I mean some people make a new year resolution but not fulfilling it in the end. but in fairness, it makes you reflect on what you have been last year and try to do something about it, awareness.

Well my 2005 new year's resolution was not to make one so I guess I fullfilled it. Pero this time, I want to challenge myself and hopefully I could accomplish it. hmm ano kaya??

1. Lose weight - I'm *beep*beep* pounds and actually its making me insecure coz my old clothes that I miraculously fit can't perform any miracles anymore hehe in short masikip na

2. Try learning new skill per month - well I read the Z-Signs sa Yes mag and it sez there that I should focus in my education, abilities and skills, I believe that being versitile (aka multi talented) goes a long way remember: Jack of all trades slave of none.

3. New image? - well that one's kinda not sure but since I'm growing up(in numbers nga lang hindi height!) I guess its time to grow a little

slowly but surely I'm sure I can do it syempre nandyan kayo to support me di ba ?

huling hirit sa 2005

The ASAP Top 10 OPM Ballad

10. Sakayan ng Jeep - Nikki Gil (I fell in love with Nikki ever since I saw her in the Coca Cola Commercial and now that she has a single mas lalo akong nain-love hehehe)

09. So It's You - Christian Baustista (Hmm the song reminds me of the movie ni Piolo na nagflop!)

08. Pag-ibig koy Pansinin - Faith Cuneta (Langit ka..Lupa ako...)

07. Ikaw Lamang - Gary Valenciano (Dubai is a blockbuster talaga for those who failed to watch it grab a DVD in you favorite pirated stand now jokjokjok)

06. I Know - Yasmien Kurdi (The song is great! isama mo pa yung video! a lot of people thinks its a revival kaya maganda I dunno sino naman ang original any ideas?)

05. How could you say you love me - Sarah Geronimo (ang pinaka tanga na video... bakit hindi kasi ini-specify kung am ba or pm magkikita sila ni Mark ayun hindi na abutan still the song is kewl!)

04. I'll Never Go - Eric Santos (another revival from Nexxus)

03. I Need You - Mark Baustista (isa pa to from Leann Rimes tama ba spelling?)

02. Tell me where it hurts - mymp (revival nanaman! pero this one gave justice to the song. I dont think this was a hit noon, its actually my fave song noon pa man)

01. Love moves in mysterious ways - Nina another song that gave justice a ganda talaga the song inspired me a lot.

Halo guys! Belated Merry Christmas and an Advance Happy New Year! But before say goodbye to 2005 let us remember the song that touched our hearts, the hit makers of 2005 thanks to MYX.. your choice your music!

Top 20 Myx Video of the Year 2005

20. Since you've been gone - Kelly Clarkson (I think kelly delivered a big shout on goodbye relationship... a dont give a fu** no more attitude)

19. Helena - My Chemical Romance (The song I guess is a tribute to Helena the heartbreaker)

18. Wake me up when September ends - Green Day (This is my tribute song to those who are graduating or leaving too its not wake me up when march ends :p)

17. Kung wala ka - Hale (Whenever I hear this song I cant help but sing with it and get depress.. its a heartbreaking song as in!)

16. Bright Lights - Billy Crawford (Song reminds me of the TG Variety Show in Leyte)

15. I need you - Mark Bautista (didn't bother I'm not martir anymore or am I? hehehe)

14. You'll be safe here - Rivermaya (Ah! Spirits! seriously, its a very nice song makes you feel secure talaga when somebody you love will sing it to ya)

13. Same Ground - Kitchie Nadal ( I really dont get the song but some people love it!)

12. Beautiful Soul - Jesse McCarthey (nah! I like she's no you rather than this one)

11. Gemini - Sponge Cola (ha! whenver I hear the chorus of this song, I imagine a self-conscious guy who wants to check himself whether its ok if I do like this or not hehehehe Mas Nice ang KLSP)

10. Incomplete - Backstreet Boys (first it sucks but when you try to hear the song carefully... it still sucks even more so better listen to it once)

09. Untitled - Simple Plan (Angst! Angst! Angst!)

08. Stay - Cueshe (I'm Proud of Cebuano Bands maybe that's why I fell in love with this song!)

07. Kahit Pa - Hale (Reminds me of highschool days!)

06. Do Something - Britney Spears (reminds me of britney being a cute bitch to an instant mommy ayan kasi!)

05. True - Ryan Cabrera (I ignored this song at first but when I saw that it was on the charts it sounds kewl!)

04. We Belong together - Mariah Carey (A Shout of Love: We Belong together damn it! I'm proud of Mariah its a great year for her syempre! she's an Arian!)

03. Tell Me Where it Hurts - MYMP (Asan ang be ang masakit! MYMP rocks! they really know how to choose their music and do remake at lalo na yung Especially for You)

02. Love Moves in Mysterious Ways - Nina (Reminds me of Reza and Jondee! Need to say more?)

01. The Day you said goodnight - Hale (The #2 most use and abuse song of 2005 if I might add but then again... the song really made me cry but not anymore hehehe)

Pero for me that song is pang number 2 yan sa Pinoy Big Brother Theme oi! nummber 1 parin ang Pinoy Ako coz it always kicks my minds cant help but sing and dance into it!)

THIS IS MY YEARR!!

According to an advertisment from Studio 23 "Make this year... your year!" and It did coz you know what 2005 really rocked my world in so many ways possible from the ups to the downs from the dark and bright you name it... it happened!

January
Haay! My Sinulog was not a solo act anymore becuase I walked under the heat of the sun from Fuente Osmena and back with my Family. Watched a Capoeira Show, My first non-itchy henna tatoo(which is an element- Recca!), And not to mention freebies!

February

- The Red Letter Day was such an ordinary day until Dong Karyo came in! No its not actually Dong Karyo, Its the Dong Karyo Inter-skit Competition which the USC Theatre Guild (Yep that's us!) Won the 1st prize even though its our first time! Our Entry which entitled "Hagit" was directed by Ofelia Ancajas and Written/Stage Managed by Loyd Sato (a "lethal" combination...for success!). I personally felt the power of unity and passion among the peeps in TG as well as a big accomplishment for me connecting new org. and I meet a new friend in the name of Ms. Rudynah Entera.

Another wonderful event was that Ate Shaula got married to her long time bf kuya Jeff plus not to mention the blessing the bahay and it happened in a day whew!

March

I got a blast at SM where in there was an audition for MTV next VJ which only happens twice a month. With much confindence and guts I was so happy to be in the 2nd place in the TOP 10 Selected VJ's in Cebu... well too bad I didn't make it in manila but hell! I'm happy.

Another greatt thing that happened to me was I got MARRIED! Yes I got Married um well in the internet that is! hheehehe actually Level Up! (Ragnarok Online) launched their 5th installment of the game which entitled "Amatsu and Kunlun: the tale of two cities". There was a game there that we have to do 4 task in order to win some goodies. Unfortunately, the game also required a partner, since I'm alone I immediately snatch a girl who is crazy enough (like me) to join the game. Our first task was to know each other and a series of questions shall be asked and if we answer them right we'll proceed to the next task. Next was for my partner do a sing "Rock the Boat" while I'm dancing in to it. After that tiring (yet fun!) task was a big shocker... WE HAVE TO GET MARRIED! In order to do that we have to kidnap two people who will serve as a witness to our marraige as well as wear a wedding outfit and take our pic as an evidence that we got married. Finally, after that blushing moment hehehe we got our fortune told.... what lies ahead now that we're a couple. After all the task has been made we we're declare the 1st Ragna Couple to got married at Ayala Center Cebu kewl diba! I brought home some goodies.

My day wasn't over yet! I did the most daring thing I ever done in my life (exag!) I joined the Ragna CosPlay Contest! I wore the Bakulaw costume and painted myself put some colored paint in a mineral water bottle that looks like a potion and whala! I'm an Alchemist! Though I didnt won the contest because there is only 3 of us, we all took home another goody bag and 2000 pesos kewl! di ba!

Final Exam Saturday! the last day to end the 2nd semester. Sunsilk promoted the Mirror Mirror on the Bus! again at Ayala so before I miss anything I immediately passed my papers and head my way to Ayala to have a make over in my hair. I also texted Diana, classmate of mine to join the fun and taught her some of my tricks and stuff to be gutsy and have fun. I convinced her to join the Sunsilk Promo where in you have to make state ur story about some bad hair day until sunsilk came into her/his life and guess what she is got invited in the top 10 women all over the Philippines in chance of winning 1 million pesos! kewl! di ba?!

Let's not forget about TG! As the probees are now members after their hardwork, sweat, tears and (blood?! hehe) courage they DID IT! Congrats Peeps!

March also means my birthday Oh well! Another number 1 is added in the number 20. I celebrated my bday actually with myself but before my bday, I treated the TG peeps with some burger steak from Jollibee! Ang saya di ba! Happy Birthday Gar!

April

- Summa Time means back to books! Yep! for me to advance in my course I have to take Summer Classes its actually a tough summer since you have to take two hours per subject everyday but amidst all that I meet new friends, discoveries and being an INQUESTOR! Get intrigued, baffled and be a detective yep! Philippine Daily Inquirer Launched a reality based multi-media game last March which is entitled: "Inquest: The Mystery Game Adventure"!! It all started when Jerson Morales who was killed in the Purple Pear Bar in Makati last March and 6 people are suspected, my job is to track down the killer by gathering clues from newspaper (PDI), the internet (Inquestor Site even friendster!) and even in TV (Inquirer TV c/o ABC 5 ).

If you think na summer means wala ang TG Lifestyle ko well think again coz even in summer we got this oppurtunity to have a variety show not in Cebu but in Leyte kewl! di ba its a 3 days affair meaning I'll be absent for 3 days heheh ok lang I can catch up naman di ba Sir Mandane


May
as books continue to insert on my head so as my sleuthing in discovering who killed Jerson Morales... comes a more intense part! Coz Inquestor goes to Cebu yes!! a jump for joy for me. I can be able to meet the 6 suspects who now become popular as well as Jerson himself. Alas! disappointment changed my happy mood as only the promoter we're only there well at least they are here so what better way to spend my time in Ayala is by helping them promoting the game to our fellow Cebuanos. And what more kewl to end summer is to have a summer get away sa Moalboal thanks for the invite Zyra! its actually Zyra's Post Birthday heheehe

June-

as the Inquestor reached its climatic conclusion... starts the 1st semester of my 2nd year life in the office admin course. New class of friends, enemies and new org I joined in! as the OAd course finally merged with BA so does SOAd with SYBE as I became the accidental PRO of the Org. so thus my 3rd term as the PRO Internal of TG.

July-

In preparation for The 30th Anniv. of USC Theatre Guild, I got the most challenging task in TG its to be part of the business in the field of marketing, finance, house, documentation and publicity. It took a lot of energy and effort to accomplish almost all of it and at the end of the day it was my greatest contribution for the guild.

If you think my task is over think again! The Return of Bakulaw! yeah! I guess the role of Bakulaw was really meant for me after all and to think si Reich unta to para sa 2nd time ng Silangan kaso nga lang he hindi cya nakacommit because of some other responsibilities.

July also ended with a bang an almost a disaster bang when the SYBE Acquaintance Party in Maribago Blue Waters cause a lot of issues and problems which made some of the officers crash down but on the other hand I enjoyed the event since the people really showed a lot of effort to make the party a success.

August

- Midterms exam means cramming time!

USC Foundation Day also kicked off but for me, SYBE - CES launched the Market Exhibit 2005 with all corporations showcased their products. Yep work work work but at least I'm also helping the less fortunate people from Barrio Luz and Saint Arnold Janssen Parish.

And Of Course! Ang Kinaaabangan na Pinoy Big Brother and PBB Uplate na halos kinababaliwan ng lahat ng Pilipino. I met Rico, JB, Racquel, Jenny, Bob, Chix, Sam, Franzen, Say, Uma, Cass, Jason and Nene. kaya mga dude! maki Pinoy Big Brother na hehehe "Pinoy AKo Pinoy tayo! - Orange and Lemons".

September- Happy 30th Anniversary USC-Theatre Guild!!! Need to say more!

October-

Semestral Break Guys! at Oktoberfest na!! And what more to enjoy oktoberfest by drinking a mug of San Miguel Beer but for me why not work at mismong SMB Oktoberfest sa SM Fiesta Strip! It all started when Kuya Alvin, TG Alumni recruited us to be the program committee of the event, we met Kuya March, DJ Iceman and almost everybody who made the event successful, my job? Its actually my debut as a Stage Manager! Whopee! Manage the prizes, invite contestants, even do documentations, check bands status etc etc etcetera and of course the prize for hard work is sweet! As I got a San Mig Bag and sweldo! hehehe

November

2nd Sem strikes! and I'm glad to announce that I am now at my 3rd year in my OAd Curriculum! thanks to my summer class of course :) One of the best job landed in this month when THe 19th Phil. Advertising Congress was held in Cebu and man! it was the best! talaga! With all the new learnings and insights about the world of advertising and of course freebies, freebies and lotsa lotsa freebies sobrang dami parang nagshopping ka literally hehehehe I also met new friends coming from STC, UP, UC and even in La Salle in Manila just to join the best job in Phil. Ad Congress... being a student volunteer yeah!

With choices comes consequences and resposibility because of the said congress, I was absent for almost 2 weeks and thats a big problem... thankfully, my teachers we're really helpful (well not all of them but thanks anyways!). Another is a miss! Since the Philippines hosted the 23rd Sea Games and one of the chosen provinces is Cebu where there is also a need to student volunteer. Unfortunately, I wasn't able to join it because if I joined pa I might flunk my subjects and I won't risk it!

December

Naririto na ang paglilitis! "Ang Paglilitis ni Mang Serapio" directed by Loyd Sato which I think the gave impact to audiences and delivered the message of the play very well! Dec 3, 2005 Saturday at CAP! On my view, it was a war in the field the struggle to satisfy our sponsor was our main objective during that time (well magpicture picture sad!) but the weather is really not cooperating that morning becuase it rained hard fortunately, the rain stopped in the afternoon and we we're able to generate sales!

Premidterms attack but I guess the Christmas Vacation Virus infected everyone even the teachers got so excited on the 21st of December and have a vacation.

December also is a historical event for the 1st Pinoy Big Brother Winner, Nene Tamayo!

One of the coolest part of December is of course party! party! Party! (a.k.a. calorie calorie calorie!!! teehee!) One is a sybe Christmas Party wherein we celebrated at the B.A. Dept. yum yum!

Before Classes is over SYBE-CES ask for one last time event Dec. 19, Monday was also a big success as "CES: Forging Partnerships" where in big companies, firms and groups who made partnership with USC are recognized and be appreciated for their service.

And with the end of the Serapio play comes the production party ang saya! coz I consider it the one of the best party of the year!!! The party was help at Villa Teresita even though we encounter a lot of obstacles like being lost and everything we still enjoyed ourselves! We played games (aaaaahhh white team!), eat a lot (I mean pig alot!), swim and exchanged gifts even dance the PBB Theme together ang saya talaga!

If that's not enough another oppurtunity pops in as TG got invited to present a Christmas Presentation in Waterfront on Dec 25 pa dyud! (And to think I won't be back to waterfront after a long time! here comes a play!).

and of course Dec. 25 also calls for a family get together! As we meet my aunts, cousins and uncles and have Christmas Party(not to mention gifts !hehehe)

Haay Grabee the year that was! Indeed 2005 was my year! and sana 2006 would also be my year and y not?! only you can decide whether it'll be or not to be! The will to do it! ika nga :) so to all Have a Merry Christmas and A Happy New Year!!! : )

somethings money cant buy.

Message: life has been so bad lately, pero eto ako
pa2loy na humihinga, d naman maiiwasan
ang mga ganyang bagay, oo maiinis ka pero
dapat tangapin mo na lang. . . wag mo
pairalin ng higit ang emotion sa iyong utak. . .
dahil kung puro emosyon ang iyong
gagamitin, wala kang mapupuntahan. hay
buhay nga naman.
bkit ba lagi na lang ako iniiwan, ni wala man
lang nakaka-alala sakin, nakikita lng nila
pag may kailangan sila, pero sa mga oras na
kaw ang may kailangan wala na. . oo alam ko,
ilang beses nang paulitulit sinabi ng iba-ibat
tao ito. pero eto nnaman ako sinasabi, para
sana kahit papaano maramdaman ng
magbabasa nito na heto ako lagi handang
tumulong, pero kahit ganoon kailangan ko
parin ng tulong mula sa inyo. ewan ko kung
bakit ko ginagawa to, d ko na alam kung bakit
ba puro problema na lang dumadating sa
buhay, hindi ko nmn kinekwestyon pero, bakit
lagi nlng masama naririnig ko sa iba. . . wala
n b ko karapatan maging masaya? para tlga
kong timang. lam ko nmn walang
magbabasa nito. sa hinabahaba nito. . . at
alam ko ring walang panahon dahil exams
week na. . .ewan,
bakit kaya hanggang ngaun hindi parin ako
nakakakita ng taong pde kong tawagin na
tunay na kaibigan. . . bakit ikaw? masasabi
mo b na yang lagi mong kasama tunay na
kaibigan? hindi rin e. . . wala nmn patunay. . .d
m tlga malalaman. . . hay.. . ako? tanging
hiling ko lang. sana may taong lalapit sakin at
magiging kasama ko sa araw araw.. hehe. d
nmn ako mapili. . . basta gus2 sakin nung tao
ok na. . . ewan sadyang magulo akong tao d
ko nga alam kng bkit ko tlga ginagawa to.
haha. .
ewan. eh.. . . alam ko d lahat ng tao
nagugustuhan ugali ko. . . baka nga wala e.
pero sana kahit papaano magkaroon ako ng
something money cant buy.. isang kaibigan. .
....

As the rain pours hard tonight I was Fallen in Heaven naks!

Fallen

I can't believe it, you're a dream comin' true.
I can't believe how I have fallen for you.
And I was not looking, was content to remain.
And it's ironic to be back in the game.

You are the one who's led me to the sun.
How could I know that I was lost without you...

And I want to tell you, you control my rain..
And you should know that you are life in my veins.

You are the one who's led me to the sun.
How could I know that I was lost without you...

I can't believe it, you're a dream comin' true.
I can't believe how I have fallen for you.

And I was not looking, was content to remain.
And it's erotic to be back in the game.

1. YOUR HOROScope?
-- Aries

2. SINGLE OR TAKEN?
-- SINGLE soon to TAKEN!!!

3. IN LOVE ?
-- This might be love

4. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN SERIOUSLY HURT
BY THE PERSON YOU LOVED?
-- Yeah but we have to learn from it not bragg about
it

5. WHAT WOULD BE YOUR REASON IF YOU
TURNED SUICIDAL?
-- Can't right now sorry

6. IS SUICIDE REALLY KILLING YOURSELF?
-- its not the answer to the problems but the
thought of it is an escape route away from reality
better than end up crazy

7. COUNTRY OR CLASSIC?
-- classic

8. PREFER CUTE/IDIOT OR SMART/UGLY
-- smart

9. ARE YOU IN A STABLE RELATIONSHIP
WITH YOUR BF/GF?
-- cant tell hindi pa kami

10. YOU`D EXPECT A TEXT MESSAGE
USUALLY FROM???
-- somebody who know will ease your day and
recharge ur batteries from a stressfull day haaaaay!

11. HAVE A BEST FRIEND THAT IS IN THE
OPPOSITE GENDER?
-- yes yes!!

12. WHAT DO YOU LIKE DOING WHEN
YOU`RE DEPRESSED!
-- Do something after the rainy day

13. CHEERFUL OR BORING?
-- CHEERTFUL!!! ^_^

14. DESCRIBE A PERFECT DATE
-- Me and my date at the beach

15. EVER WONDERED WHY NOBODY
KNOWS WHY THE SKY IS BLUE?
-- cause they dont mind if the sky is blue?

16. EVER BEEN HURT BY LOVE?
-- a lot of times

17. WILL YOU EVER MAKE THE SAME
MISTAKE AGAIN? WITH LOVE?
-- there a 2nd Chances kung if it doesnt work
theres a lot of chances kung mahal mo ang tao
patience is the key there's a lot of changes
happening the other party will prove it... ay kinsa
ba hehehe basta mahal ko cya magkamali man
ako o cya pwedeng maayos yan kung pagbibigyan

18. EVER HATED ANYONE LIKE HELL?
-- animosity tsktsktsk

20. GIVE ONE WORD THAT BEST
DESCRIBES WHAT YOU`RE FEELING NOW:
-- luvstruckd! tired yet the rain pours so hard it feels
liek heaven

21. DO YOU BELIEVE IN YOURSELF?
-- yeah

22. EVER PHYSICALLY HURT YOURSELF?
-- minsan

23. EVER VERBALLY HURT YOURSELF?
-- minsan

24. MOTTO IN LIFE!
-- Oppurtunity doesn't knock once it's actually
everyone all you have to do is grab it

25. HAVE YOU EVER DOUBTED THAT
SOMETIMES?
-- It works! and it shows!

26. HAVE YOU EVER HAD FEELINGS FOR A
FRIEND FROM THE OPPOSITE GENDER?
-- yah...

27. IF YES, WHAT DID YOU DO ABOUT IT?
-- the song "heart of mine" by Janno Gibbs started
to bug my head over and over... trying to repressed
the feeling then suddenly it got me...

28. IS FAME & MONEY THE MOST
IMPORTANT THINGS IN YOUR LIFE?
-- hell no

29. DO YOU MAKE ANY MOVEMENTS OR
SOUNDS WHEN YOU`RE SLEEPING?
-- yeah esp if im dead tired as in technical knock
out!

30. ARE YOU DIFFICULT TO WAKE UP?
--hahah!! very!!

31. HOW OFTEN DO YOU SLEEP?
--i've been sleeping for less than 5 hours for the
past weeks...


NOTE: PLEASE KEEP THE TITLE OF THIS
SURVEY "31 THINGS ABOUT ME."

"Love moves if you simple believes"
"It aint over til its over for love doesn't die instantly
it simple fades yet ironically bounces back all u
have to do is believe"
"Pls refer to the song lyrics "The Past" Jed Medalla
and yes naa koy ganahang ipa igo "peace!

Song in my head bear with me bai! i ned to teach my heart a lesson..

One day I may find true love that will last forever and ever
Till then I'll spend a lifetime wishing us together
I never thought she'd say goodbye
And I'll never understand the reason why
Heart of mine
How will you keep from dying
Stop reministing
Who is she kissing
Heart of mine
Oh what's the use in trying
No one can mend you know
Oh love plays cruel games
I can't believe she'd found another to love her
Does she miss me?
Sometime I just can't help but wonder
If I could stop the hands of time
Then I'd know she'd always be forever mine

The True You

You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to do more for you.

With respect to money, you spend as little as possible.

You think good luck depends on maintaining good relationships with others.

The hidden side of your personality tends to be satisfied to care for things with a minimal amount of effort.

You are tend to think about others' feelings a lot, perhaps because you are so eager to be liked.

When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you base your search on information from your friends.

Who's the True You?

"Head Over Feet"

I had no choice but to hear you
You stated your case time and again
I thought about it

You treat me like I'm a princess
I'm not used to liking that
You ask how my day was

You've already won me over in spite of me
And don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet
Don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are
I couldn't help it
It's all your fault

Your love is thick and it swallowed me whole
You're so much braver than I gave you credit for
That's not lip service

You've already won me over in spite of me
And don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet
Don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are
I couldn't help it
It's all your fault

You are the bearer of unconditional things
You held your breath and the door for me
Thanks for your patience

You're the best listener that I've ever met
You're my best friend
Best friend with benefits
What took me so long

I've never felt this healthy before
I've never wanted something rational
I am aware now
I am aware now

You've already won me over in spite of me
And don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet
Don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are
I couldn't help it
It's all your fault

Its a wild afternoon and adjustment period is driving me crazy grrr especially if your an enrollment staff ay naks! kakainis you deal with students like angry mob or flesh eating zombie waiting for an attack of asking questions in chorus ready to react if you got the wrong answers ehehe ok lang yan but i must say i am quite tired with all this work and expect another one bukas haaaay can't wait to recharge battle up for tomorrow as of now magrest sa ko and get ready for another energy draining meeting sa TG nakakapagod nga sya but I love it it makes my mind work as well as my calories burn hehehe as of now there's a song that is in my mind and i want to post it here it reminded me last week so can't help but sing it reminds me of my bro singing it with me and the content of the song really burst some energy grid in my body ah basta Hallelujah... sinong sawa sinong GALIT SUMIGAW NGAYONG GABI HALLELUJAH!!! later...

Hallelujah
[ Bamboo ]

Anong balita sa radio at TV
Ganun pa rin kumakapa sa dilim
Minsa’y naisip ko nang umalis na lang dito
Kalimutan ang lahat lumipad, lumayo

Bato-bato sa langit
tamaan wag magalit
Alam naman natin kung sino ang tuso

Sa bawat sumpang umiiyak singil ko ay piso
Sa bawat lumuluhang dukha — alay ko’y dugo

May kasama ka kapatid, kaibigan
Hangga’t ako’y humihinga may pag-asa pa

Hallelujah

Sinong sawa, sinong galit
Sumigaw ngayong gabi

Blinded by the light
I could barely see the faces in front of me
Asking me where do we begin
Well for starters from within
I’m ashamed of what I’ve become in the mirror
The face of my one true enemy
Hallelujah, it’s a new day
Let’s take control. If i have to take this message door to door
Save myself, save every soul
With permission I make this my personal mission
Save me from the fire… from the fire

Ngayong gabi ako ang sundalo mo
Habang ika’y tulog ako’y gising nakabantay sa iyo — kasi mahal kita
Tingnan mo pag-ibig ko sa’yo lamang

I'm so sad... kala ko ill be going to manila for the inquest party wala pala waaah
much sad coz im so broken hearted waaah :(

I beleive that love is a faraway distant of being metamorphosized...
it is the cradle of one's being.
People must learn to forgive and forget.
It is the act of learning to love by letting go'''''''''''''
despite of longingness to the one's you loved before,
It must be done...though its hard to forget,you must move on...
The art of letting go simplifies notionless craving for true love,
But it is the reason why we are loving..learning to let go is "Loving"!!!
Don't try to mend the pieces of your broken heart co'z it might drown you to the deepest ocean of REGRETS!!!
The main reason of all is that "Learning to love ,is learning to forsee the future of you in the sense of touching one's life,but you need to wave a heavy goodbye like the waters flowing through the streams".........

Moving on...

IM here in the BA Department still stuck with the enrollment period helping the needy and bitch slapping the "pasaway" hehehe so since its break time i got the priveledge to surf the net and i bump into old friends and classmates... from the Computer Engineering Peeps sa TC let's see... I went to John's site wherein there's a new template from bare white to a cozy blue and green. well not only that, I was suprised when I read his entry he's from "a different gateway" na pala hindi man lang nagsasabi grrr well anyways, I wish him luck and happiness where ever he is I'm so happy for him graduate na instant abroad pa kewl no?

Next Maia's site is still sleeping with the aftermath of Constantine getting eliminated sa Amrican Idol hehehe mish u mai! Van got some pics sa bantayan and some other activities sa CompE (Gods I miss the projects and parties hehee)

And yes, I admit I'm a bit envy and sad as I trip down to memory lane but I should be happy for them and for myself since I'm in this new world where new people to be friend and enemies to be known in the future heheehe a whole new ballgame ika nga can't wait to start the school year and I wnt it with a bang bang bang cannon time na sasabog where everyone would hear it even from other country and they would detect it coming from our country and they'll probably get scared and maybe recognize our country as the powerful yet humble country in the whole world ok ok dream on Garr outta here

song in head: You'll be in my heart - Phil Colins

Chorus lang--> You'll be in my heart
Yes You'll be in my heart
From this day on, Now and forever more

Ay Peeps second half na of the year 2005 and personally it made a lot of impact to mixed emotions of triumph and loss, failure and achievements I can only help but reminise the from jan to may haaaay whats next pa this coming june basta ecto lang cguro maka explain sa feelings ko ngayon emphasize ang highlights kewl kaayo cya!

JENNIFER LOPEZ (f/ Fat Joe) LYRICS

Hold You Down


[Verse 1]

[Jennifer:]
Now you've been holding me down
For such a long time now
From back then
To now in my story
Straight from the hood
You've always been there for me
And ya had my back
(When they) Back when everybody said
I wasn't anything
It was you who had me holdin' on
No matter what was goin' on
So no whatever ya need I got you

[Fat Joe:]
Reminiscing that 6 train from way back
Now its sky blue phantoms and stretch may backs
Sweepin' them floors in them Bronx apartments
Mira esta que on that red carpet
With Pun died you was the first to call me
I never told you but you was there for me
Whatever you need, I'll be there for you
Crack - I got ya back for real (True story)

[Bridge]

[Jennifer:]
Now my loyalty, will always be
With you, if you just promise me
That you'll stay real just like you are
'Cause baby you don't have to change (no)

[Chorus]

[Jennifer:]
You don't know how much you mean to me
Whenever you down
You know that you can lean on me
No matter the situation
Boy, I'm gon' hold you down
[Fat Joe:]
You don't know how much you mean to me
Whenever you down
You know that you can lean on me
No matter the situation
Girl, I'm gon' hold you down

[Verse 2]

[Fat Joe:]
2005 Rakim and Jody Watley
Why'd she paint such a picture so perfect
Quite possibly
The real expression from BX
To South Beach
I'ma always hold you down, girl
You can count on me

[Jennifer:]
So remember this whenever I call
We go back too far
We've been through it all
Even though we haven't spoke
In so long
Ain't nothing has changed
Not a damn thing, baby

[Bridge]

[Jennifer:]
Now my loyalty, will always be
With you, if you just promise me
That you'll stay real just like you are
'Cause baby you don't have to change because

[Chorus]

[Jennifer:]
You don't know how much you mean to me
Whenever you down
You know that you can lean on me
No matter the situation
Boy, I'm gon' hold you down

[Fat Joe:]
You don't know how much you mean to me
Whenever you down
You know that you can lean on me
No matter the situation
Girl, I'm gon' hold you down

[Verse 3]

[Fat Joe:]
Like green, it's the autumns
Things will stay
This industry, yeah, I fought
Made me this way
Get between me and J.Lo
I simply stay
You better off sweepin' leaves
On a windy day (no)

[Jennifer:]
So I don't care about the situation
I'ma ride for you if there's a complication
Every time you had my back and all
When we were young
Now you Joe, we crackin' off

[Bridge]

[Jennifer:]
Now my loyalty, will always be
With you, if you just promise me
That you'll stay real just like you are
'Cause baby you don't have to change because

[Chorus]

[Jennifer:]
You don't know how much you mean to me
Whenever you down
You know that you can lean on me
No matter the situation
Boy, I'm gon' hold you down

[Fat Joe:]
You don't know how much you mean to me
Whenever you down
You know that you can lean on me
No matter the situation
Girl, I'm gon' hold you down

[Jennifer and Fat Joe:]
You don't know how much you mean to me
Whenever you down
You know that you can lean on me
No matter the situation
I'm gon' hold you down

And Confucious says "Do not be concerned about others appreciating you. Be concerned about appreciating others".

Yeah-eahhh, hmmmm
yeaaahhh

CHORUS:
I'm not your every day, around the way
Don't go car-hoppin', chillin' on the block
On a cell phone frontin',
Never that, cuz I'm not that kinda girl
I need to know how you roll
And how you get down low
Drop my money in the bank
Take me home and meet your mama
Can you handle that?
Cuz I'm that kinda girl
I'm that kinda girl

VERSE 1:
Boy you aint impressin' me
With your jewelry, your designer clothes
Or the games that you try to play
Think you need to know, I got my own
Dont need you for your dough
Hearin' me, maybe then we can flow, let me know
Make me smile, maybe we can chill
Keep it real, show me something I can feel
Cause I'm not your average ordinary type
Could you be that kinda guy I like?

CHORUS

VERSE: 2
Everytime I be up at the spot, chilling with my crew
We'll be hanging out, get in a little late
You start bugging out
I dont think it's fair
You don't like the clothes I wear
How I do my hair
I don't really care
But it's not for you
And I aint got nothin' to prove
There cant be any us, if there can't be any trust
Nothin' to discuss, no doubt
I'm not that kinda girl to let you play me out

CHORUS

BRIDGE:
You might take me shopping, but I'm not your property
If I dont like it, I decided
I can make it on my own
As long as we disagree to agree
Down for you and you're down for me
Baby I'm what you want and we can build a love so strong

CHORUS

Oooh Oooh Oooh Oooh
Not That Kinda Girl
Oooh Oooh Oooh Oooh
Not That Kinda Girl
Oooh Oooh Oooh Oooh
Do you know what kinda girl I am?
Oooh Oooh Oooh Oooh
I'm that kinda girl
ooohoohh-yeaaahh

Happy BiRTHDAY TO ME

Tell Me Where It Hurts lyrics

Just tell me where it hurts now baby,
And I'll love you with a love so tender
And if you let me stay I'll love all the hurt away
Why is that sad look in you eyes
Why are you crying
Tell me now tell me now
Tell me why you're feeling this way
I hate to see you so down
Oh baby is it your heart
Ooh Breakin' all in pieces
Makin' you cry
Makin' you feel blue
Is there anything I can do
Why don't you tell me where it hurts now baby
And I'll do my best to make it better
I'll do my best to make the tears all go away
Just tell me where it hurts now tell me
And I'll love you with a love so tender
And if you let me stay I'll love all the hurt away
Girl tell me, where are all those tears coming from
Why are they fallin'
Did somebody somebody leave your heart in the cold
You just need somebody to hold give me a chance to put back all the pieces
Take your broken heart
Make it just like new
There's so many things that I can do
Why don't you tell me where it hurts now baby
And I'll do my best to make it better
I'll do my best to make the tears all go away
Just tell me where it hurts now tell me
And I'll love you with a love so tender
And if you let me stay I'll love all the hurt away
Baby, If you'd only tell me where it hurts I know I can make it better.
If I could wrap my arms around your heart
I'd would hold you tight, and let you know everything is gonna be allright.
So take a chance with me baby. I dont wanna see you cry.
Is it your heart Ooh that's breakin' all in pieces
Makin' you cry Makin' you feel blue
Is there anything I can do
Tell me where it hurts now baby
And I'll do my best to make it better
I'll do my best to make the tears all go away Just tell me where
it hurts now tell me
And I'll love you with a love so tender
And if you let me stay I'll love all the hurt away

Happy International Womans Month!!
I would like to dedicate this song to all the woman, ladies, mother, girlfriend, basta female you gals rock!!

» She's Always A Woman To Me
Billy Joel

She can kill with a smile, she can wound with her eyes
She can ruin your faith with her casual lies
And she only reveals what she wants you to see
She hides like a child, but she's always a woman to me

She can lead you to love, she can take you or leave you
She can ask for the truth, but she'll never believe
And she'll take what you give her as long it's free
Yeah, She steals like a thief, but she's always a woman to me

CHORUS
Ohhh... she takes care of herself
She can wait if she wants, she's ahead of her time
Ohhh... and she never gives out
And she never gives in, she just changes her mind

And she'll promise you more than the garden of Eden
Then she'll carelessly cut you and laugh while you're bleeding
But she?ll bring out the best and the worst you can be
Blame it all on yourself 'cause she's always a woman to me

CHORUS

She's frequently kind and she's suddenly cruel
She can do as she pleases, she's nobody's fool
And she can't be convicted, she's earned her degree
And the most she will do is throw shadows at you,
But she's always a woman to me

CHORUS

I feel mushy cge na lang uy pagbigyan nyo nako i just want to remind to all those people who I care so much this thing that people tend to forget thru these words can make ur day worth living...

Have I told you lately that I love you
Have I told you there’s no one else above you
Fill my heart with gladness
Take away all my sadness
Ease my troubles that’s what you do

For the morning sun in all it’s glory
Greets the day with hope and comfort too
You fill my life with laughter
And somehow you make it better
Ease my troubles that’s what you do
There’s a love that’s divine
And it’s yours and it’s mine like the sun
And at the end of the day
We should give thanks and pray
To the one, to the one

Have I told you lately that I love you
Have I told you there’s no one else above you
Fill my heart with gladness
Take away all my sadness
Ease my troubles that’s what you do

There’s a love that’s divine
And it’s yours and it’s mine like the sun
And at the end of the day
We should give thanks and pray
To the one, to the one

And have I told you lately that I love you
Have I told you there’s no one else above you
You fill my heart with gladness
Take away my sadness
Ease my troubles that’s what you do
Take away all my sadness
Fill my life with gladness
Ease my troubles that’s what you do
Take away all my sadness
Fill my life with gladness
Ease my troubles that’s what you do

naicip mo ba na......?
Message: It hurts 2 luv sum1 who doesnt giv u d time of
day.but it hurts more wen u realize dat sum1
u dont giv d time of day luved u & gave it up
coz u luved another
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Looks may capture the eyes but it's the
personality that captures the heart.
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The virtue of love isnt finding the perfect
person, but by loving the imperfect person
perfectly.
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If love isnt a game then why are there so
many players?
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u luv coz u weep.u weep coz u hurt.u hurt coz
u fail.u fail coz u try.u try coz u need.u need
coz u want.u want coz u feel.u feel coz u live.u
live coz u luv
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Some thoughts are better kept unsaid.some
feelings are better kept to urself.because
love has its way of expressing itself despite
the silence.
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Dont find love.let love find you.That's why it's
called falling in love coz you dont force
yourself to fall- you just do!
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If you want me to fall for you- you have to give
me something worth tripping over.
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love is not how u 4get but how u forgive.not
how u listen but how u understand.not what
u
see but what u feel & not how u let go but
how u hold on.
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Love is like quicksand the deeper you fall in
the harder it is to get out
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People say dat wen luv comes knocking on
ur door let it in.But sumtimes luv comes
through a backdoor & by the time u notice its
on its way out.
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*In Reality*. The Player Isn't Actually
Playing The Other Person...He's Playing
Himself...You can close your eyes to things
you dont want to see. but u cant close your
heart to things you dont want to feel.


HAPPY VALENTINES (^_^)

My Way to start the year right! A Couple of Wild Angst :p

Para sa mga tanga at gago '05
Message: "May mga taong GAGO may mga taong TANGA
pagnagmahal kang ayaw sayo GAGO ka! pag di
mo alam na may nagmahal sayo TANGA ka! Alam
ko GAGO ako sana lang di ka TANGA"

Sa Ma-igo Lang Phuleaze!!! c",)

Should auld acquaintance be forgot,
And never brought to mind?
Should auld acquaintance be forgot,
And auld lang syne?

CHORUS:
For auld lang syne, my dear,
For auld lang syne,
We'll tak a cup of kindness yet,
For auld lang syne!

And surely ye'll be your pint-stowp,
And surely I'll be mine,
And we'll tak a cup o kindness yet,
For auld lang syne!

We twa hae run about the braes,
And pou'd the gowans fine,
But we've wander'd monie a weary fit,
Sin auld lang syne.

We twa hae paidl'd in the burn
Frae morning sun till dine,
But seas between us braid hae roar'd
Sin auld lang syne.

And there's a hand my trusty fiere,
And gie's a hand o thine,
And we'll tak a right guid-willie waught,
For auld lang syne

This is your certified friendster Gary
wishing you a brand new start this new
year let's jive at 2005!!!

Pls Suport Joy and Bevs by Requesting their song "Kulang na Kulang" at your favorite radio stations before their media and mtv launch on december 16, 6pm Dish ABS CBN, QC Thanks

for more info about their them log in to http://joyandbevs.tk/

KULANG NA KULANG
(J.Salera)

Sa tuwing magkasama
Parang bale wala
Nagmumukhang hangin
Dumaang bale wala
Ni ayaw mong hawakan aking kamay

Kulang na kulang ba
Hindi pa ba sapat
Inubos kong lahat
Panahon ko sa iyo
Anong gagawin
Di mo pinapansin
Etong damdamin
Aking Paglalambing

Minsan ako’y nakahalata
Ika’y tulala
Malalim ang iniisip
Malayo ang tingin
Aking nalaman
Nabaling sa iba
ang nilalaman ng iyong damdamin

Repeat chorus

Bridge:

Buong magdamag, nag-isip kung bakit
Paanong nangyari, ito sa akin
Ayaw mo na pala, ba’t di mo sinabi
Nagsawa ka na, paano na?



Repeat Chorus (2x)

huwag na huwag mong sasabihin
kitchie nadal


May gusto ka bang sabihin
Ba't 'di mapakali
Ni hindi makatingin
Sana'y 'wag mo na itong palipasin
At subukang lutasin
Sana'y sinabi mo na


REFRAIN
Iba'ng nararapat sa akin
Na tunay kong mamahalin


CHORUS
Oh, huwag na huwag mong sasabihin
Na hindi mo nadama itong
Pag-ibig kong handang
Ibigay kahit pa kalayaan mo


Ano man ang iyong akala
Na ako'y isang bituin
Na walang sasambahin
'Di ko man ito ipakita
Abot-langit ang daing
Sana'y sinabi mo na


[Repeat REFRAIN]
[Repeat CHORUS]


At sa gabi, sinong duduyan sa 'yo
At sa umaga, ang hangin ang hahaplos sa 'yo


Oh oh


[Repeat CHORUS]

Liwanag Sa Dilim
[ Rivermaya ]

Ituring ang iyong sariling
Tagahawi ng ulap
Sa kalangitang kulimlim
Kampanang yayanig
Sa bawat nilalang
Magigising ang lupang
Kulang sa dilig

Ikaw ang magsasabing
“Kaya mo to!”
Tulad ng isang tanglaw
Sa gitna ng bagyo

Isigaw mo sa hangin
Tumindig at magsilbing
Liwanag
Liwanag sa Dilim
Harapin mong magiting
Ang bagong awitin
Ikaw ang
Liwanag sa Dilim

At sa paghamon mo
Sa agos ng ating kasaysayan
Uukit ka ng bagong daan

Ikaw ang aawit ng
“Kaya mo to!”
‘Sang panalangin
Sa gitna ng gulo

Lei! This song is for you dedicated sa yo my angel I may be damn sad and miserable tonight but I think of you take care always!

My Boo
Usher

[Usher intro:]

There's always that one person
That will always have your butt
You'll never see it coming
Cause you're blinded from the start
Know that you're that one for me
It's clear for everyone to see
Ooh baby ooh you'll always be my boo. You gotta rock your way to this one.

[Alicia intro:]

I don't know bout cha'll
But I know about us and uh
This is the only way
We know how to rock
I don't know bout cha'll
But I know about us and uh
This is the only way
We know how to rock

[Usher Verse:]

Do you remember girl
I was the one who gave you your first kiss
Cause I remember girl
Cause you was the one, who said put your lips like this
Even before all the fame and
People screaming your name
Girl I was there when you were my baby

[Chorus:]
[Usher:]
It started when we were younger
You were mine my boo
Now another brother's taking over
But its still in your eyes my boo
Even though we used to argue it's alright
I know we haven't seen each other my boo
In awhile but you will always be my boo

[Alicia:]
I was in love with you when we were younger
You were mine my boo
And I see it from time to time
I still feel like my boo
And I can see it no matter
How I try to hide my boo
Even though there's another man in my life
You will always be my boo

[Alicia Verse:]

It's like remember boy
Cause after we kissed
I could only think about your lips
Yes I remember boy
The moment I knew
You were the one
I could spend my life with
Even before all the fame
And people screaming your name
I was there and you were my baby

[Chorus:]
[Usher:]
It started when we were younger
You were mine my boo
Now another brother's taking over
But its still in your eyes my boo
Even though we used to argue it's alright
I know we haven't seen each other
In awhile but you will always be my boo

[Alicia:]
I was in love with you when we were younger
You were mine my boo
And I see it from time to time
I still feel like my boo
And I can see it no matter
How I try to hide my boo
Even though there's another man in my life
You will always be my boo

[Usher:]
My oh, My oh, My oh, My oh, My Boo

[Alicia:]
My oh, My oh, My oh, My oh, My Boo

[Chorus:]
[Usher:]
It started when we were younger
You were mine my boo
Now another brother's taking over
But its still in your eyes my boo
Even though we used to argue it's alright
I know we haven't seen each other
In awhile but you will always be my boo

[Alicia & Usher:]

I don't know bout cha'll
But I know about us and uh
This is the only way
We know how to rock
I don't know bout cha'll
But I know about us and uh
This is the only way
We know how to rock

A Song of Angst Part 2

In life there are times na when reality bites hard and challenges seems to be that heavy, we fall and try to rise up to the occassion kasi kailangan, hindi lahat nang tao nakakarecover lalong lalo na kung napakasakit or personally nakakasira sa relationship itself,
my pdhr teacher told me it's either you sink or swim to the deep waters of life's challenges. napakadaling sabihin mahirap gawin especially kung malakas manghigop ang tubig... minsan kasi hindi natin nakikita ang tunay na dahilan kung bakit ang tao ganyang ganyan na lang ang pagdaramdam sa mga bagay-bagay na para sa atin ay wala lang na para sa atin "no big deal"na para sa atin kaya pang lumangoy
people break down through a lot of reasons and excusesacceptance? I remember a friend who said " hindi ko pa kayang maaccept ito but eventually I can but hindi pa sa ngayon"and you know what tama sya...hindi sa lahat ng bagay accept lang nang accept na ganun kadali
A person can only accepts it kung walang pumipilit, may sumosuporta at taos puso nya itong kukunin....
You cannot force a person to eat something that he doesn't want to eatkasi kung pipilitin mo, madidigest nga nya ito, pero one of this days isusuka rin nya ito pabalik
I am in the state of breaking down and grabe kadepressed but we all know that suicide is not an option, I'm stupid enough to get drunk with all these emotions but not that stupid to end my life....
My intention in my previous post is to express how I felt in the last semester and I am crying and thinking out loud... "Am I ready?" Ready ba ko next sem, for more emotions I might encounter. And honestly, I didn't expect someone to reply on my post I thought bumabasa lang sila then turn to the next post from their friends but there is and good or bad man ang naging comment nya he/she should be ready for the response for I have humbly accepted his/her reply... masakit man yun or hindi.
"Let us all remember that when we post something in the board whether your intention is to motivate, cheer, kill, iasar or whatever it is, expect a reply painful man or joyful it is something that we should know before we do something and never expect na lahat mo agree nimo iba iba ang emotions and reaction nang tao do not compare do not differentiate ... offended ka ba or you just can't understand why this guy is suddenly became way pessimistic about life. its so hard to analyze this person... why? have you been to his shoes lately? Do you know what this guy has been going through? "
sa mga nagreply thank you sa mga bumasa thank you sa mga nakakarelate I'm with you sa hindi naman I understand

Something worth reading

Sometimes, in our relentless efforts to find the person we love we fail to recognize and appreciate the people who love us. We miss out on so many beautiful things simply because we allow ourselves to be enslaved by our own selfish concerns. Go for the man of deeds and not for the man of words for you will find rewarding happiness not with the man you love but the man who loves you more. The best lovers are those capable of loving from a distance far enough to allow the person to grow, but never too far to feel the love deep within your being. TO LET GO OF SOMEONE DOESN'T MEAN YOU HAVE TO STOP LOVING, IT ONLY MEANS THAT YOU ALLOW THAT PERSON TO FIND HIS OWN HAPPINESS WITHOUT EXPECTING HIM TO COME BACK. Letting go is not just setting the other person free, but it is also setting yourself free from all bitterness, hatred, and anger that you keep in your heart. Do not let the bitterness rare away your strength and weaken your faith, and never allow pain to dishearten you, but rather let yourself grow with wisdom in bearing it. You may find peace in just loving someone from a distance not expecting anything in return. But be careful, for this can sustain life but can never give enough room for us to grow. We can all survive with just beautiful memories of the past but real peace and happiness come only with open acceptance of what reality is today. There comes a time in our lives when we chance upon someone so nice and beautiful and we just find ourselves getting so intensely attracted to that person. This feeling soon becomes a part of our everyday lives and eventually consumes our thoughts and actions. The sad part of it is when we begin to realize that this person feels nothing more for us than just friendship, we start our desperate attempt to get noticed and be closer but in the end our efforts are still unrewarded and we end up being sorry for ourselves. You don't have to forget someone you love. What you need to learn is how to accept the verdict of reality without being bitter or sorry for yourself. Believe me, you would be better off giving that dedication and love to someone more deserving. Don't let your heart run your life, be sensible and let your mind speak for itself. Listen not only to your feelings but to reason as well. Always remember that if you lose someone today, it means that someone better is coming tomorrow: If you lose love that doesn't mean that you failed in love. Cry if you have to, but make it sure that the tears wash away the hurt and the bitterness that the past has left you. Let go of yesterday and love will find its way back to you. And when it does, pray that it may be the love that will stay and last a lifetime. There are two ways to live your life. One is through nothing is a miracle. The other is through everything is a miracle.

"Everybody's Changing"
You say you wander your own land
But when I think about itI don't see how you can
You're aching, you're breaking
And I can see the pain in your eyes
Says everybody's changing
And I don't know why

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same

You're gone from here
And soon you will disappear
Fading into beautiful light
Cause everybody's changing
And I don't feel right

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same

A Song of Angst
WARNING: CONTAINS VULGAR WORDS NOT FOR THE WEAK HEARTED
warning: if you're tired and just want to read something good, read somewhere else thanks you

gikapoy nako!!!!! what has the world has gone gaga na ay ambut lang. I can't believe it!!! for the 2nd time around!!! wa ko nagrant ng scholarship sa TG!!! I hate this!!! its so ironic here I am doing the follow up sa among scholarship only to find out na na disqualified ako bullshit kaaayo I'm suffering from this fucking fatigue that affected my game sa air hockey competition ni walang taong nagcheer sakin nobody was there to support me..... I spent the whole afternoon doing a file sa registration sa akong org which is ironically the job of my secretary shit tang ina!!@!!!!!! ang sama mo this should be your job mangiiwan ka sa ere takte ka!!!!!!!
I hate you people ang sama nyo grabe kayo mangdiscriminate kabaw mo nakakapatay yang ginagawa nyo how could you alam ko ng mag grupo grupo kayo mga elitista i tot tayo tayo yung pala kayokayo grabe naman! and to think na moaccept mo ng people and thier uniqueness putchang ina!!!!!!! motherfucker!!!!! malisyoso as if magtatagal kayo wish ko lang maranasan at maramdaman nyo yung nang yayari sakin !!!!!!!!!! Grabeha gud ninyo aren't you happy na i got a position sa another org a higher position pa yung iba naman dyan ganun din ah bat ayaw nyong sabiohin sa iba bakit jsut because i am a mother fucking underdog gaganyanin nyo ko well dont you worry pagnamastwer ko na tong art na to I'l,l change to a job na hindi magugustuhan fuck shit nyo uy if you don;'t understand people like me well fine i just hope na hindi kayo makarating sa event na ganunin din kayo an sama nyo ...... i hope you are happy you traitor backstabber ka who cant go on with your life becuase hindi nya madawat na naapakan ang iyang pride how could tang ina mo SHITTT AS IN SHIT KA SHIT KA HOPE YOU BURN IN HELL

Beauty queen of only eighteenShe had some trouble with herselfHe was always there to help herShe always belonged to someone elseI drove for miles and milesAnd wound up at your doorI?ve had you so many times but somehowI want moreI don?t mind spending everydayOut on your corner in the pouring rainLook for the girl with the broken smileAsk her if she wants to stay awhileAnd she will be lovedShe will be lovedTap on my window knock on my doorI want to make you feel beautifulI know I tend to get insecureIt doesn?t matter anymoreIt?s not always rainbows and butterfliesIt?s compromise that moves us alongMy heart is full and my door?s always openYou can come anytime you wantI don?t mind spending everydayOut on your corner in the pouring rainLook for the girl with the broken smileAsk her if she wants to stay awhileAnd she will be lovedShe will be lovedI know where you hideAlone in your carKnow all of the things that make you who you areI know that goodbye means nothing at allComes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls

usic: All kinds of music actually depende sa mood... like If its a party then Hiphop and Dance Remixesbut kung relax-relax opm acoutics and soul-out rnb's. I can be baduy sometimes especially pagtinotopak ako I could sing the most baduy songs from otso otso to cutie cute cute. I am a sucker for snetimental love songs and those classics that's my lullaby whenever I get to sleep. My fave song as of now ? its "Rainbow" by Southborders and "Hinahanap ng Puso" by Gloc 9.


Movies:
Best Romantic Movie-"My Sassy Girl"

Best Horror Movie- "The Ring""

Best Reality Movie- "American Adobo" & "Life or something like it"

Best Comedy Movie- "Crying Ladies"

Best Musical Movie- "Chicago" & "Moulin Rouge"

Best Teen Movie- "She's all that" & "A Walk to Remember"

Best Drama Movie-"Tanging Yaman"

Best Action Movie- "Clean Swept"

Best Fantasy- "Harry Potter", "LOTR" & "Star Wars"

Best Filipino Movie- "Abandonada"

Best Foreign Movie- "The Patriot"



Television:
Best Teen Series- Dawson's Creek and Smallville

Best Comedy Series- "Ok fine Whatever" " Will and Grace"
"Just Shoot Me" "Spin City"

Best Action Series- "24" "CSI" & "Alias"

Best Reality Series- "Survivor All Series" "Amazing Race" "Star Struck"

Best Drama Series- Cge aaminin ko lahat ng Pinoy Soap Opera

at Teleserye Dyan sorry walang mapanood! Endless Love series

Best News- "Insider"

Best Gameshow- "Extra Challenge" "K!"

Best Fantasy Series- "Charmed" "Buffy"

Best Talk Show- "Morning Girls" "The Buzz"

Best Horror Series- "The twilight zone"

Best Variety Show- "ASAP Mania"

Best Noontime Show- "MTB"

Best Music Channel- "Myx"

Best Cartoon- "Spongebob!"

Best Anime- "Fushigi Yuugi"



Books: "Irreverent Acting" by Eric Morris

Heroes: Jose Rizal

10 important things in yar bag(10 is the highest)

10. Cellphone!
9. Extra T-Shirt
8. Cd's
7. ballpen
6. notebooks (cyempre skul eh..)
5. keys ng bahay
4. Diskettes for Saving
3. Tickler for my Orgs
2. Timezone Card
1. ID

9 things you wear everyday:
1. brief
2. pants
3. socks
4. belt
5. sapatos
6. bracelet given by my cousin
7. my killer smile
8. optional- Hood or Cap
9. shmpre shirt ko


8 of your favorite foods:
1. spaghetti
2. pizza pie
3. pancit canton
4. piattos and nova
5. mashed potato
6. ngohiong! ngohiong!
7. sitaw
8. carrots n corn


7 of your closest friends(ters)(those on your
friendster account):

1. John ( he introduced me into this)
2. Kittin(certified friendster addict)
3. Toffee(1st friendster na hindi ko kilala pero in-add ko)
4. Bennizza (one of the best testimonials for me ngek!)
5. Julius (the longest testimonial for me!)
6. Ryjan ( the dumbest testimonial for me)
7. Kapamilyang TG(My first na Org sa Friendster!)

6 of your favorite movies:

1. My Sassy Girl!
2. Life or something like that
3. A walk to remember
4. Chicago
5. She's all that
6. Crying Ladies

5 things in your room:

1. My CPU
2. Old Files and memorabilias
3. mirror, bed and other ek ek
4. Clock
5. Electric Fan

4 things you ate today:

1. Century Tuna
2. Cafe Latte + Omelet Raisin Cookie
3. Sandwich
4. kanin!

3 THINGS you could not live without:

1. cellphone
2. money
3. a home

2 books/magazine you recently read:

1. Irrevent Acting by Eric Morris
2. El Filibusterismo/ Noli Me Tangere

1 person you can't go a day without mentioning:
1. Me, My other Self, my other other self and I

TOP 10 REASONS TO DATE AN ENGINEER

10. the world does revolve around us... we chose
the coordinate system.
9. no "couple" enjoy a better "moment".
8. we know how to handle stress and strain in a
relationship.
7. we have significant figures.
6. we have taken a course on the motion of rigid
bodies.
5. projectile motion... need we say more?
4. engineers do it to specification.
3. according to Newton, if two bodies interact,
their forces are equal and opposite.
2. we know it's not the length of the vector
that counts, but how you apply the force.
1. we know the Right Hand Rule.

BURN BY USHER

[Intro]

I don't understand why

See it's burning me to hold onto this

I know this is something I gotta do

But that don't mean I want to

What I'm trying to say is that I-love-you I just

I feel like this is coming to an end

And its better for me to let it go

now than hold on and hurt you

I gotta let it burn

[Verse 1]

It's gonna burn for me to say this

But it's comin from my heart

It's been a long time coming

But we been fell apart

Really wanna work this out

But I don't think you're gonna change

I do but you don't

Think it's best we go our separate ways

Tell me why I should stay in this relationship

When I'm hurting baby

I ain't happy baby

Plus theres so many other things

I gotta deal with

I think that you should let it burn

[Chorus]

When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to

But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to

Even though this might bruise you

Let it burnLet it burn

Gotta let it burn

Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you

Hate the thought of her being with someone else

But you know that it's over

We know that it's through

Let it burnLet it burn

Gotta let it burn

[Verse 2]Sendin' pages I ain't supposed toGot somebody here but I want youCause the feelin ain't the same find myselfCallin' her your nameLadies tell me do you understand?Now all my fellas do you feel my pain?It's the way I feelI know I made a mistakeNow it's too lateI know she ain't comin backWhat I gotta do nowTo get my shorty backOoo ooo ooo oooohMan I don't know what I'm gonna doWithout my boooYou've been gone for too longIt's been fifty-leven days, um-teen hoursImma be burnin' till you return (let it burn)[Chorus]When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want toBut you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used toEven though this might bruise youLet it burnLet it burnGotta let it burnDeep down you know it's best for yourself but youHate the thought of her being with someone elseBut you know that it's overWe know that it's throughLet it burnLet it burnGotta let it burn[Bridge]I'm twisted cuz one side of me is tellin' me that I need to move onOn the other side I wanna break down and cry (ooooh)I'm twisted cuz one side of me is tellin' me that I need to move onOn the other side I wanna break down and cry (yeah)[Breakdown]Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooohOoh ooh oooh (can ya feel me burnin'?)Ooh ooh ooh oooh ooh ooohSo many days, so many hoursI'm still burnin' till you return[Chorus]When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want toBut you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used toEven though this might ruin youLet it burnLet it burnGotta let it burnDeep down you know it's best for yourself but youHate the thought of her being with someone elseBut you know that it's overWe know that it's throughLet it burnLet it burnGotta let it burn

From the bottom of my broken heart

"Never look back," we said how was I to know I'd miss you so? Loneliness up ahead, emptiness behind Where do I go?
And you didn't hear all my joy through my tears all my hopes through my fears did you know, still I miss you somehow?
From the bottom of my broken heart there's just a thing or two I'd like you to know you were my first love, you were my true love from the first kisses to the very last rose from the bottom of my broken heart even through time may find me somebody new you were my real love I never knew love 'til there was you from the bottom of my broken heart
"Baby," I said, "please stay. Give our love a chance for one more day" we could have worked things out taking time is what love's all about
But you put a dart through my dreams through my heart and I'm back where I started again never thought it would end
From the bottom of my broken heart there's just a thing or two I'd like you to know you were my first love, you were my true love from the first kisses to the very last rose from the bottom of my broken heart even through time may find me somebody new you were my real love I never knew love 'til there was you from the bottom of my broken heart
You promised yourself but to somebody else and you made it so perfectly clear still I wish you were here
From the bottom of my broken heart there's just a thing or two I'd like you to know you were my first love, you were my true love from the first kisses to the very last rose from the bottom of my broken heart even through time may find me somebody new you were my real love I never knew love 'til there was you from the bottom of my broken heart
"Never look back," we said how was I to know I'd miss you so?

A Comment from a Stressful and Overly Workaholic Me hehehe Whoa today is a very busy day! Sabi pa nga ni Rosana "Walang Pahinga" harharharharhar Imagine ha! For the whole month of August ang mga sunday ko may appointment swerte swerte lang kung may holiday, Let's see Foundation day sa USC ngayong Sunday na to meron kaming Grand Opening ng USC Foundation Day sa Talamban Campus, practice dito practice doon, and for the first time magsasama ang USC Choristers, USC Dance Troupe at USC Theatre Guild in one Grande Performance 6pm po (hehehe parang nagpuplug!) ok go! After that next day USC Coronation Day of course pupunta kaming mga taga-TG. We're going to support our Kapamilya na si Reza from the College of Education!! Anyways, mga Sundays ko puro na lang Workshops with Ma'am Daisy Baad ang saya! overnight pa. Meron pa! eto wala sa schedule ko pero pag tumawag ay! kailangan gawin Shooting ng Movie "Usahay" grabe! Can't Wait! Yeah I admit mas masaya pa ko kaysa nag cocomplain sa mga schedules ko, pero hindi naman maiiwasan na mastress out ka talaga at magkaroon ng mga black eyes ang mata mo sa kakapuyat hehehehe. Finally I can visit talamban campus sana nandun sila pero I doubt it! Its a sunday man Family Day and Stuff. Message Koh! John: Nice Web Site I fits your mood! Grabe I'm happy for you, Sorry pala hindi ako nakapunta sa TC nung Birthday mo busy talaga ako dito next time na lang at sana hindi ka rin Busy no! thanks Lisa: Hi Lis hows helsinki! How totful of you for the pasalubong thingie thanks a lot I'm looking forward of seeing you well I hope my advice did help a lot rather than cause enough destruction hehehe be happy and BELIEVE! Lea: Hi I miss you na mag message ka naman sa tag board if you're reading this again sensya busy na masyado ako ahalo hindi ako makauwi sa bahay dahil sa work ko. Yeah you might be wondering na first pa ko andami ko nang ginagawa well you know naman I have to catch up na para sabay akong makagraduate with my fellow batch mates ayokong ma late kakahiya na nun. Maia: OI! Musta naman ka! Pagblog daw! Everyone: have a happy vacation or foundation week!!!!!

All Apologies

Hi leigh! musta ka na hey I'm really sorry kung mga times na tumatawag ka then wala ako honestly hindi ako nagtatago swear! heheheh talagang ginagabi na ako ng paguwi because of my work and school stuff I'm sorry sorry sorry talaga I plan nga to do this blog for you kaso nga lang naunahan mo nanaman ako ng tag board mo I owe you a lot na hope you got me I keep on thinking how many times ka nang mainis dahil wala ako sa bahay sensya na talaga don't worry pag makaluwag luwag ako at ma "timingan" mo ako promise I'll talk to yeha hehehehe
musta na life me? ok lang kakatapos lang ng exam namin though merong napospone na exam its Business Math namin sayang ganadong ganado pa kong mag aral sa subject na yun na pospone na lang bigla kakakinis! anyways, I have to park na my keyboard when you read this letter I'll be at somewhere baka sa bahay na or baka nasa TG office pa take a while guess hehehh stupid ko no? Wala kasing net sa bahay im in a cafe rightnow :( hope to hear form you soon ok

oh by the way you know this song wala lang :)

I miss you by Klymaxx

I thought I heard your voice yesterday

When I turned around to say

That I loved you than I realized

And it was just my mind

Playing tricks on meIt seems colder lately at night

And I try to sleep with the lights on

Everytime when the phone rings

I pray to God it's youI just can`t believe

That we`re through

I miss you

There`s no other way to say it

And I, and I can deny itI miss you

It`s so easy to see