Tuesday, April 29, 2003

Song in MindBarely Breathing- Duncan Sheik Hey! Its just on one those days when nothing seems right .. you need oxygen you know but then try to survive the bummer day and smile for the next day

Barely Breathing
Duncan Sheik

I know what you're doing
I see it all too clear
I only taste the saline
When I kiss away your tears


You really had me going
wishing on a star
But the black holes that surround you
are heavier by far


I believed in your confusion
you were so completely torn
Well it must have been that yesterday
was the day that I was born


There's not much to examine
There's nothing left to hide
You really can't be serious
If you have to ask me why


I say good-bye


'Cause I am barely breathing
And I can't find the air
I don't know who I'm kidding
imagining you care
And I could stand here waiting
a fool for another day
I don't suppose it's worth the price, worth the price
The price that I would pay


Everyone keeps asking
What's it all about?
I used to be so certain
and I can't figure out
What is this attraction?
I only feel the pain
There's nothing left to reason
and only you to blame
Will it ever change?


'Cause I am barely breathing
And I can't find the air
I don't know who I'm kidding
imagining you care
And I could stand here waiting
a fool for another day
I don't suppose it's worth the price, worth the price
The price that I would pay


but I'm thinking it over anyway
I'm thinking it over anyway


I've come to find
I may never know
your changing mind
Is it friend or foe?
I rise above
or sink below
With every time
you come and go
Please don't
come and go

Monday, April 28, 2003

Song in Mind: If you believe- Rachel Lampa is this an old song? its really great once you hear this song it made me feel na somebody is really meant for you all you have to do is believe

If You believe
Rachel Lampa

I close my eyes,
And even when I'm sleeping
I'm alright,
'Cause You were, in my life.

Once upon a time,
I only imagined this
And now You're mine.
Which feels so good..
Prayed that You'd find me;
Baby you`d behere today,
Here to remind me:

If you believe that dreams come true,
There's One that's waiting there for you.

'Cause I believed when I saw You
That when you want something enough,
That it can't escape Your love.
There is nothing in the world that cannot be...
If you believe, oh oh...

Everybody said
That I was a fool to think
That we could bear; (Everybody said that...)
But I couldn't get my heart out of my head,
And they just didn't see;
No, they just couldnt of
The feeling that You get,

The places that You go...

If you believe that dreams come true,
There's One that's waiting there for you.
'Cause I believed when I saw You
That when you want something enough,
That it can't escape Your love.
There is nothing in the world that cannot be...
If you believe.

Never wished for material things;
Never needed wind in my wings.
I never wished for anything but You...oh!
I can't explain it,
Someone just told me,
"Go where your heart is,
You'll never be lonely."


If you believe that dreams come true,
There's One that's waiting there for you.
'Cause I believed when I saw You
That (when you believe) when You want Someone enough,
Then they can't escape Your love.
There is nothing in the world that cannot be,
If you believe.
Believe, believe, believe, ooh...

Somebody Said: "Friends are quiet angels who lift us to our feet when
our wings have trouble remembering how to fly." -  Mails c",)


Halu mga Friends! Hey Peeps how's you vacation and summer classes? I
do hope your enjoying you day and hope your not ending up stuck in the house and
idle well anyways, I've been checking my emails and I got this forwarding email
from who else! the ever sweet forwarding e-mail messenger..Leslie!! Hey thanks
kaayo sa mga mails keep on sending I love it a lot okhay.


Some Stuff: Here's one of Leslie's Forwards, Some of you already got
this one but I like to publish it in my blog well its really great you should
try this one:


~*EvA!*~50 natural highs 

Please make sure you forward this back to me -- you'll

see why at the end! Think about them one at a time

BEFORE going on to the next one.........IT DOES MAKE

YOU FEEL GOOD
, especially the thought at the end. 




 1. Falling in love. 

 2. Laughing so hard your face hurts. 

 3. A hot shower. 

 4. No lines at the supermarket 

 5. A special glance.

 6. Getting mail 

 7. Taking a drive on a pretty road. 

 8. Hearing your favorite song on the radio. 

 9. Lying in bed listening to the rain outside. 

 10. Hot towels fresh out of the dryer.  

 11. Finding the sweater you want is on sale for half

 price. 

 12. Chocolate milkshake. (or vanilla!) (or

 strawberry)

 13. A long distance phone call. 

 14. A bubble bath. 

 15. Giggling. 

 16. A good conversation. 

 17 The beach 

 18. Finding a 20 note in your coat from last winter.

 19. Laughing at yourself. 

 20. Midnight phone calls that last for hours. 

 21. Running through sprinklers. 

 22. Laughing for absolutely no reason at all.  

 23. Having someone tell you that you're beautiful.  

 24. Laughing at an inside joke. 

 25. Friends. 

 26. Accidentally overhearing someone say something

 nice about you. 

 27. Waking up and realizing you still have a few

 hours left to sleep. 

 28. Your first kiss (either the very first or with a

 new partner). 

 29. Making new friends or spending time with old

 ones.

 30. Playing with a new puppy. 

 31. Having someone play with your hair. 

 32. Sweet dreams. 

 33. Hot chocolate. 

 34. Road trips with friends. 

 35. Swinging on swings. 

 36. Wrapping presents under the Christmas tree while

 eating cookies and drinking your favorite tipple. 

 
37. Song lyrics printed inside your new CD so you

 can sing along without feeling stupid. 


 38. Going to a really good concert. 

 39. Making eye contact with a cute stranger 

 40. Winning a really competitive game. 

 41. Making chocolate chip cookies. 

 42. Having your friends send you homemade cookies. 

 43. Spending time with close friends.  

 44. Seeing smiles and hearing laughter from your

 friends. 

 45. Holding hands with someone you care about. 

 46. Running into an old friend and realizing that

 some things (good or bad) never change 

 47. Riding the best roller coasters over and over. 

 48. Watching the expression on someone's face as

 they open a much desired present from you. 

 49. Watching the sunrise.  

 50. Getting out of bed every morning and being

 grateful for another beautiful day.

 

 -TijjieWijjie-


Well Enjoy You Day Guys!!


Saturday, April 26, 2003

Somebody Said You've got to dance like nobody's watching, and love like it's never going to hurt... - Leslie's Mail
(Hala Les thanks sa mail at least mapuno na ng byte ang akong inbox ! )

Some Stuff Grown-ups never understand anything for themselves, and it is tiresome for children to be always and forever explaining things to them. Antoine de Saint-Exupery


Children's Letters To God:

God, Did you mean for the giraffe to look like that or was it
an accident? --Norma

Instead of letting people die and having to make new ones, why
don't You just keep the ones You have now? -- Jane

Who draws the lines around the countries? -- Nan

I went to this wedding and they kissed right in church. Is
that okay? -- Neil

What does it mean You are a Jealous God? I thought You had
everything. -- Jane

Did you really mean "Do unto others as they do unto you"?
Because if you did, then I'm going to fix my brother! -- Darla

Thank you for the baby brother, but what I prayed for was a
puppy -- Joyce --

Really Important Stuff Kids Have Taught Me . . .
It's more fun to color outside the lines.
If you're going draw on the wall, do it behind the couch.
Ask why until you understand.
Hang on tight.
Even if you've been fishing for 3 hours and haven't gotten
anything except poison ivy and a sunburn, you're still better
off than the worm.
Make up the rules as you go along.
It doesn't matter who started it.
Ask for sprinkles.
If the horse you're drawing looks more like a dog, make it a dog.
Save a place in line for your friends.
Sometimes you have to take the test before you've finished studying.
If you want a kitten, start out asking for a horse.

Source: Joke of the Day!
Laughs

A man called the government office where I work and requested an estimate of his benefits upon retirement. After I gave him the information, he went on to inquire about his wife's benefits. I asked if she had ever worked.

"She has worked all her life making me happy," he replied. That was nice, I commented, but had she ever contributed to a pension plan? "No," he said. "We made an agreement when we got married. I would make the living and she would make the living worthwhile."

Friday, April 25, 2003

Summer Update Okhay Guys here it is my article I hope u liked it (Hey Take Note that I did this article a year ago so the words I'm trying to refer wer experiences last year okhay okhay thanks hope you can rate it PLEASE!!!



Summer Class Crash!

Alright! Summers here now get your pen and notebooks ready its time to go back to school! Yup, you heard me right. If some students are now enjoying their summer vacation. There are also some students who seemed to be early for the first semester and its called Summer Class.

Yeah I know, hearing the word “class” which is a great synonyms for the word “exams”, “quizzes”, “seatwork” and “homework”. Oh, lets not forget waking up.

But why do students have to take summer classes rather than take a summer vacation with your friends and family. Here are the list that I gathered from my dully-extensive research and not to mention being such a grave irritation to my informants, which are my fellow friends and classmates.

· Repeating the subject or Catching up some behind subjects.

If you failed Algebra, Chemistry and other major subjects in the 1st or 2ndsemester. Then a summer class is a highly recommended idea. Since you failed and need to repeat the subject (which we’ll called take 2 or if it’s the second time you failed the subject its take three but if it’s the third time its called perfecting the subject or doctorate the subject!). There’s a 50/50 chance you can pass the subject since it’s the only subject that is needed to repeat and you can concentrate more on the subject.

· Advancing or finishing college as early as the morning bird catches the worm.

You want to graduate on the first semester rather than waiting for the second semester to arrive? Summer classes are one of those advantages by taking advance subject (mostly minor ones). It can lessen your load when you reached the 4th / 5th year level. Thus, putting more concentration on the really should be concentrating subjects.

· 100% Boredom

Tired of being such a sloth in the house? Getting weary of strolling to the mall that you already memorized the whole building of Ayala Canter and SM Cebu? Nothing great to watch on the same formatted television programs especially in the middle of high noon till 5? Getting old of meeting the face of your family members so old that you can predict how many more pimples are going to grow in your sister’s face the following day? You can meet many different people during summer class just like ordinary school days but only meeting different classmates after every subject since you’re a non-block this summer.


· Escape from household chores

If you’re not a couch potato, maybe your one of those substitute household keepers that has the skill, perseverance and patience to clean the entire house (forced by the dear parents/ or conscious with his surroundings). There are some students ended up cleaning for the whole summer vacation, listening to daily sermons from your dearly parents and not taking a piece or bit of relaxation. Sure, they can say its for the contribution for cleaning the house and it’s a way for spending time but doing chores from 8 till 5 in the afternoon is a too much of a contribution. And lastly..

· Allowance keeps continuing the flow!

When classes end and so as your daily, weekly or monthly allowance. In contrast based on my logic subject: NO allowance NO transportation fare, NO transportation fare NO gimmicks ergo, NO gimmicks stay at home and clean up.
Thanks goodness for summer you can save money for more money and maybe you’ll be the next billionaire, or spend as many money you can get from your ever-trusted parents (evil grin). But then wouldn’t it be cool to give your grades to your parents without any one of them failed?



But even thou summer has its own disadvantage and advantages, isn’t good that you’re not taking your education and your future for granted by being aware on where you are heading and doing the best you can to either continue it or prevent it. But most of all wouldn’t it be great you got money for the summer! Hahahhaha… get psyched ladies and gentlemen!!


For your comments, suggestions and violent reaction to my first time article pl. email me at metapod41@hotmail.com oh by the ways, this article is brought you by me, Gary Montejo BSCompE-I of University of San Carlos- TC

mysterious
You have a mysterious kiss. Your partner never
knows what you're going to come up with next;
this creates great excitement and arousal never
knowing what to expect. And it's sure to end
in a kiss as great as your mystery.


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Thursday, April 24, 2003



Your the best kind! Whoo whoo! Your the imaginary
friend that is always entertaining. You do
tricks and practical jokes that can sometimes
get other people mad at you but who cares. You
probably get into trouble and mischive a lot
but thats half the fun. Its hard to stay
serious and sometimes you just cant stop
moveing. You are like my personal imaginary pet
raven, Toji.


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Wednesday, April 23, 2003



Rinoa and Squall Haaaaay!!
Song in Mind 2- Eyes on Me - Faye Wong This songs so nice I accidentally got it when I request for some mp3 songs to be write dedicated to Gelie hey gurl gud luck on the final 8 okhay my bro is actually gone gaga on the game he keeps on repeating the game until he perfects it me? I prefer final 9 since its the first game I ever played in the final fantasy world :) enjoy!

Eyes on Me

Faye Wong

Whenever sang my songs
On the stage, on my own
Whenever said my words
Wishing they would be heard
I saw you smiling at me
Was it real or just my fantasy
You'd always be there in the corner
Of this tiny little bar

My last night here for you
Same old songs, just once more
My last night here with you?
Maybe yes, maybe no
I kind of liked it your your way
How you shyly placed your eyes on me
Oh, did you ever know?
That I had mine on you

*Darling, so there you are
With that look on your face
As if you're never hurt
As if you're never down
Shall I be the one for you
Who pinches you softly but sure
If frown is shown then
I will know that you are no dreamer

So let me come to you
Close as I wanted to be
Close enough for me
To feel your heart beating fast
And stay there as I whisper
How I loved your peaceful eyes on me
Did you ever know
That I had mine on you

Darling, so share with me
Your love if you have enough
Your tears if you're holding back
Or pain if that's what it is
How can I let you know
I'm more than the dress and the voice
Just reach me out then
You will know that you're not dreaming


Song in mind Awit Para sa Kanya- True Faith This song got a gut/shy type feeling for the guys who just can't decide a move those who knows these might not agree but thats just it :)


Awit Para Sa Kanya
True Faith



Sisilipin uulitin lang
Aawatin bibigay naman
Sana ay hindi na pinagtagpo
Ng ating Diyos
Tulungan mo ako
Sa tuwing siya ay nakikita
Ako'y nagwawala
Pagkat sa kanyang mga ngiti
Ako'y sumusuko

Pag itulak ay iibig na
Sa maghapon ay magkahawak
Nung sinabi ko sa akin
Ayoko na sanang maging
Iyakin na naman ako
Sa tuwing kami'y magkasama
Ako'y natutuwa
Pagkat sa kanyang mga mata
Ako'y sumusuko

Biglang lumuha pag wala na siya
Sandali lang di na makita
Alam ko na naman ito
Nakita ko na to
Sa palabas sa luha ko (sa palabas)
Sa tuwing siya ay umaalis
Ako'y nagtitiis
Pagkat sa kanyang mga ngiti
Ako'y sumusuko (ooh)

(Sisilipin uulitin lang)
Sa kanya
(Aawatin bibigay naman)
Sa kanya
(Pag itulak ay iibig na)
Sa kanya
(Sa maghapon ay magkahawak)
Sa kanya
(Biglang lumuha pag wala na siya)
(Sandali lang hindi na makita)
Sa kanya

Tuesday, April 22, 2003

Song in mind HOt in Herre- Nelly Asaar but I have to do it two words guys
HoTTa hOttA !!

Nelly - Hot In Herre lyrics
Hot in.....
So hot in herre.....
So hot in.....

{Nelly}
I was like, good gracious ass bodacious
Flirtatcious, tryin to show faces
Lookin for the right time to shoot my steam (you know)
Lookin for the right time to flash them G's
Then um I'm leavin, please believin
Me and the rest of my heathens
Check it, got it locked at the top of the four seasons
Penthouse, roof top, birds I feedin
No deceivin, nothin up my sleeve, no teasin
I need you to get up up on the dance floor
Give that man what he askin for
Cuz I feel like bustin loose and I feel like touchin you
And cant nobody stop the juice so baby tell me whats the use

{Hook x2}
(I said)
Its gettin hot in here (so hot)
So take off all your clothes

I am gettin so hot, I wanna take my clothes off

{Nelly}
Why you at the bar if you aint poppin the bottles
What good is all the fame if you aint fuckin the models
I see you drivin, sportscar, aint hittin the throttle
And I be down, and do a hundred, top down and goggles
Get off the freeway, exit 106 and parked it
Ash tray, flip gate, time to spark it
Gucci collar for dollar, got out and walked it
I spit game cuz baby I cant talk it
Warm, sweatin its hot up in this joint
VOKAL tanktop, all on at this point
Your with a winner so baby you cant loose
I got secrets cant leave Cancun
So take it off like your home alone
You know dance in front your mirror while your on the phone
Checkin your reflection and tellin your best friend,
like "girl I think my butt gettin big"

{Hook x2}

(Nelly hang all out)
Mix a little bit a ah, ah
With a little bit a ah, ah
(Nelly just fall out)
Give a little bit a ah, ah
With a little bit a ah, ah
(Nelly hang all out)
With a little bit a ah, ah
And a sprinkle a that ah, ah
(Nelly just fall out)
I like it when ya ah, ah
Girl, Baby make it ah, ah

{Nelly}
Stop placin, time wastin
I gotta a friend with a fo' in the basement (What?)
I'm just kiddin like Jason (Oh)
Unless you gon' do it
Extra, extra eh, spread the news
Nelly took a trip from the Luna to Neptunes
Came back with somethin thicker than fittin in sasoons
Say she like to think about cuttin in restrooms

{Hook x4}

(Nelly hang all out)
Mix a little bit of ah, ah
With a little bit of ah, ah
(Nelly just fall out)
Give a little bit of ah, ah
With a little bit of ah, ah
(Nelly hang all out)
With a little bit of ah, ah
And a sprinkle of that ah, ah
(Nelly just fall out)
I like it when ya ah, ah
Girl, Baby make it ah, ah

HOTTAH HOTTAFeel the heat lately when it so extremely hooottt in here even Nelly would just joined the Coca Cola Commercial just to feel he's not the only one who got the heat wave this summer

Aaaaagaaaay!!!! John you may have woke up at 5 in the morning while I'm woke up evry 2hrs for the damn tootch ache waaah grabe sakit kaayo so as early as 7 am I head to the nearest botica while I feel the darn pain and bought alaxan to relieve the pain and took an early breakfast and head to sleep. My Dad wooke me up and told me "Its Time!!" We head to the dentist for the first time Agaay! I got chills in my bones I've never been so scared in my life (well to be exag hhehehe) I can't even feel the heat that time all I can think is how to stay alive during the procedure ... well in the end it was over two dead tooth is now out sadly I felt like i'm now incomplete now that my teeth are gone well at least the pain is gone after the two left haay I need to take a rest I'm still tired with the trip as you read this blog of mine I am in deep silent mode cant speak not open my mouth due to anesticia )I hope thats correct speel!) c ya peeps

aladdin
ALADDIN:
You FREAKING HORN-DOG! Stop wishing Jasmine will
take off her pants and get some courage you
wimp!


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Monday, April 21, 2003

Sunday, April 20, 2003

yawn good mornin Hala! it feel like a new day has come I do hope it's a greeat start sa mga nagstart na summer classes good luck guys!... you'll be needing it hey maybe soon I'll publish my article here well yours truly made an article about summer classes last year which I'm suppose to contribute sa Sunstar too bad I was really busy since I'm also taking summer classes that time but now I dunno maybe I'll try to send that article real soon zi just hope they could publish it anyways, you'll gonna see it here real soon okhay

Song in Mind Tuloy Pa rin- Neocolors Well since it a bright new day time to move on even if your 50 to 80 percent incomplete with your life, Time never wait for no one (Damn Father Time!!) so lets go with the flow and continue with our lives ...


Tuloy Pa Rin
Neocolors



Sa wari ko'y
Lumipas na ang kadiliman ng araw
Dahan-dahan pang gumigising
At ngayo'y babawi na

Muntik na
Nasanay ako sa 'king pag-iisa
Kaya nang iwanan ang
Bakas ng kahapon ko

Tuloy pa rin ang awit ng buhay ko
Nagbago man ang hugis ng puso mo
Handa na 'kong hamunin ang aking mundo
'Pagkat tuloy pa rin

Kung minsan ay hinahanap
Pang alaala ng iyong halik (alaala ng 'yong halik)
Inaamin ko na kay tagal pa
Bago malilimutan ito

Kay hirap nang maulit muli
Ang naiwan nating pag-ibig (alam ko na 'yan)
Tanggap na at natututo pang
Harapin ang katotohanang ito

Tuloy pa rin ang awit ng buhay ko
Nagbago man ang hugis ng puso mo
Handa na 'kong hamunin ang aking mundo
'Pagkat tuloy pa rin

Muntik na
Nasanay ako sa 'king pag-iisa
Kaya nang iwanan
Ang bakas ng kahapon ko

Tuloy pa rin ang awit ng buhay ko
Nagbago man ang hugis ng puso mo
Handa na 'kong hamunin ang aking mundo
'Pagkat tuloy pa rin
Tuloy pa rin ang awit ng buhay ko
Nagbago man ang hugis ng puso mo
Handa na 'kong hamunin ang aking mundo
'Pagkat tuloy pa rin
Tuloy pa rin ang awit ng buhay ko (tuloy pa rin)
Nagbago man ang hugis ng puso mo (hugis ng mundo mo)
Handa na 'kong hamunin ang aking mundo (hamunin)
'Pagkat tuloy pa rin (tuloy pa rin)
Tuloy pa rin ang awit ng buhay ko
Nagbago man ang hugis ng puso mo
Handa na 'kong hamunin ang aking mundo
'Pagkat tuloy pa rin
Tuloy pa rin ang awit ng buhay ko (tuloy pa rin)
Nagbago man ang hugis ng puso mo (oh..hoh..)
Handa na 'kong hamunin ang aking mundo (handang harapin ang mundo)
'Pagkat tuloy pa rin
Tuloy pa rin ang awit ng buhay ko
Nagbago man ang hugis ng puso mo
Handa na 'kong hamunin ang aking mundo
'Pagkat tuloy pa rin


Somebody Said: " They say...heaven is missing an angel...but your secret
is safe with me...I know your the angel, who gave up heaven...just to be here
for me"-
Babes




Happy Easter Guys!! Happy Easter Guys!! Happy Easter Guys!! Happy Easter Guys!!


Wuzzup! Hey how are you guys! I'm so happy coz yesterday we got many
costumers in our Cafe thank God! I hope this continues and maybe I can continue
my schooling after all : ) kewl di ba anyways, I'm so intrigue at the V.O.T.'s
latest "
Zero Tolerance" nice. It made me red the
whole mag and end up
sleeping at 3 a.m. yawn I'm still sleepy but then again. Its a nice day so why
spend the day in bed when you can ...
GET OUT OF HERE! yeah. well after I blog
of course hehehe. As I surf the net I also visited the Blogger  Peep's
Websites, well some of them are asleep so (WAKE UP! hehe) and some of them are
so active on updating their sites (Hi John its "Take Flight " diay
sowy) ( Selph este Gelie Hi!). I love Gelie's site naa na si Yuna from
Final
Fantasy X
so I do hope I can find more of Final Fantasy at Gelie's okhay Gel
keep it up
c",)


Song In Mind: Insensitive - Jann Arden
this song is dedicated to those people
whom I tried to loved and maybe befriends but ends up rejected since they just
saw it as a nuisance rather than compliments : ) and well I have to admit, I'm
also insensitive to people but It hurts more to know that people see you from
what they know you at the beginnings or by the people who told them about me, I
guess I have to learn more, learn to sensitive but more insensitive at least the
pain is there, but not quite harder to accept and not quite harder to forget
c",)


Insensitive




Jan Arden

Album: Living Under June



How do you cool your lips, after a summer's kiss?

How do you rid the sweat, after the body's bliss?

How do you turn your eyes, from the romantic glare?


How do you block the sound

Of a voice you'd know anywhere?




Chorus:


Oh, I really should have known


By the time you drove me home

By the vagueness in your eyes, your casual good-byes

By the chill in your embrace


The expression on your face, told me

Maybe, you might have some advice to give

How to be insensitive
, insensitive ooh, insensitive



How do you numb your skin, after the warmest touch?

How do you slow your blood, after the body rush?

How do you free your soul, after you've found a friend?


How do you teach your heart

It's a crime to fall in love again?




Oh,
you probably won't remember me

It's probably ancient history

I'm one of the chosen few


Who went ahead and fell for you


I'm out of vogue, I'm out of touch

I fell to fast I feel to much


I thought that you might have some advice to give,

How to be insensitive


(Repeat Chorus)


 


Saturday, April 19, 2003

Ow what a day Black Saturday I'm in the net again doing some stuff like learning to yahoo messanger hahaha somebody save me este help me anyways, Van I believe there is such things that are not really real some things that people think its impossible like Magic and There are some things that no need further explainations because you believe on it right Van, No about my warts in my face....

Friday, April 18, 2003


Naru and Keitaro
Aint they sweet aaww ^_^
Song IN Mind -Sakura Saku- OST Love HIna Dont worry guys forthose who can't understand japanese I'll post the english version after I finish doing my master peice okhay Love HIna Rulz!!!!


Sakura Saku (Japanese)

Yanu no ue de sora o aogu
hizashi wa urara ka
miageru sora karada juu
genki ga minagiteku
That's so wonderful
ikiteru n da!
yamerarenai!
akirameru da nan te
tohou ni kureta kinou ni sayonara
futsu futsu to wakiagaru kono kimochi
nando demo yomigaeru
hana o sakaseyou
omoide wa itsu mo amai nige basho
dakedo tachi kireasu o ikiru tame
shuku fuku no toki wa kuru
te o nobashite
doutou no hibi wa tsuzuku doko made demo
tengoku to jigoku yukitsu modoritsu
nando demo yomigaeru
hana o sakaseyou
hashire hashire ai o te ni suru made
sore de kurushimu nara nozomu tokoro
shuku fuku no toki ga kuru
te wo nobashite. te wo nobashite.
ryoto agete!



Wednesday, April 16, 2003

Song IN Mind: I can't wait forever Finally Impatience comes in dedicated sa mga torpe!


I Can Wait Forever


(Graham Russell, David Foster, Jay Graydon)

When you say, "I miss the things you do"
I just want to get back close again to you
But for now, your voice is near enough
How I miss you and I miss your love
And though, all the days that pass me by so slow
All the emptiness inside me flows
All around and there's no way out
I'm just thinking so much of you
There was never any doubt

CHORUS
I can wait forever
If you say you'll be there too
I can wait forever if you will
I know it's worth it all, to spend my life alone with you

When it looked as though my life was wrong
You took my love and gave it somewhere to belong
I'll be here, when hope is out of sight
I just wish that I were next to you tonight
And though, I'll be reaching for you even though
You'll be somewhere else, my love will go
Like a bird on it's way back home
I could never let you go
And I just want you to know

CHORUS
I can wait forever
If you say you'll be there too
I can wait forever if you will
I know it's worth it all, to spend my life alone with you
(repeat Chorus 3 times)


Tuesday, April 15, 2003

blog update!! YEah! I got the 300th Hit thanks guys for visiting I hope you like my blogs even if they are really outta this wurld anyways, hey! HOwd you like the pic background experiment come one tag me! okhay anyways here a new invention I mean discovery I got, see the "teleport!" button click it , It helps a lot especially when you got a heavy looooooong blog its painful to use the scroll since you're veins won't lax anyways, enjoy guys!!!
Idealistic Virgin
You are an IDEALISTIC VIRGIN.


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Sad
You're the sad smile,the one that regrets nearly
everything and is constantly wondering about
what could have been.You're not happy with your
situation and usually blame yourself because of
the bad things that have happened.Cheer up.


What Kind of Smile are You?
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Friday, April 11, 2003

You see the world in Gray
Gray:
You poor, depressed child. A rain cloud seems to
follow you everywhere. The worst has always got
to happen doesn't it? Life is miserable.


What color do you see the world in?
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Color My World ....PLease :(


schizotypal


Which Personality Disorder Do You Have?
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I'm not .... the Chicken!!! Bwahahaha
NOthing new guys just enjoy your holy week

Song IN Mind : Don't Want to Lose You Now- Gloria Estefan They say if you love someone you let him go but sometimes you have to fight for it even if its hard for the one who is needed to be set free

Dont Want to Lose you now
Sometimes it's hard to make things clear
Or know when to face the truth
And I know that the moment is here
I'll open my heart and show you inside
My love has no pride
I feel with you I've got nothing to hide
So open your eyes and see who I am
And not who you want for me to be
I am only myself, myself

I don't wanna lose you now
We're gonna get through somehow
I don't wanna lose you now or ever
'Cause baby, I've finally found
The courage to stand my ground
But if you want me
I'll be around, Forever

We all make mistakes, We all lose our way
But we stood the test of time and I hope
That's the way it will stay
It's all up to you to tell me to go
'Cause it won't be me to walk away
When you're all that I know
And I know that

I don't wanna lose you now
We're gonna get through somehow
I don't wanna lose you now or ever
'Cause baby, I've finally found
The courage to stand my ground
But if you want me
I'll be around, Forever

Wednesday, April 9, 2003



Somebody Said:  "Its
hard to say I'm fine without you but deep inside I'm hurting and I have to
pretend I'm okay. I'll just smile and hold back the tears cause from what I see
.. you're doing fine without me
"- Babes
(Just a glimpse of you shivers me.. the pain of loving you)


Telebabad Primetime Bida!
Let's see, what do you get from heavy boredom,
stuck in the house and no cable connection. Of course TeleSeryes and Soap
Operas. the spending the whole 2 hrs. watching kung si
Melody
at Bernadette
ay magkaayos
na, or maybe kung mamatay ba si
Elmina.
and whether Olga o
si Vannessa
ang ikinasal, when will  Yuri
and Kat be a couple and if
Rosa Camilla got
reunited with Carlitos
amidst their family feuds.
These shows that made us tear jerked, laugh and even afraid. Some are relating
and some are yeah it outta this world but nice! (Hi Maia!). Sometimes nga we
text our friends if they watched the show and ask what happened since you fell
asleep in the couch because of
Lumen
is still stuck at the Limo with
Gretchen
saying "
Eh pati ako malilito eh".
The part of the show that I really hate is the advertisements, they take almost
2-5 minutes of the time ending up switching channels and going back finding out
that its still the "
ha dalawang lady in
white
" commercial hehehe. I guess the two
networks really are in war just like in Iraq but its just a total turn off 
if they are going to prolong the suffering of the viewers and wait for how many
minutes, to know if Pinatakas ba ni Jose Enrique si Vanessa or kung sumuko na si
Pres. Montemayor etc etc etc. Well to those
peeps who are stuck in the boob tube and watching their fave stars get what they
deserved, let's watch together til the end of the series okhay. O Ano

GAME K N B?


Song in Mind: All Cried
Out - Allure (Feat. 112)
- I guess the song says it
all


All Cried Out
 
by
Allure
(Featuring 112)


[Allure]

All alone on a Sunday morning

Outside I see the rain is falling

Inside I'm slowly dying

But the rain will hide my crying, crying, crying

And you

Don't you know my tears will burn the pillow

Set this place on fire

'Cause I'm tired of your lie

All I needed was a simple "Hello"

But the traffic was so noisy that you could not hear me cry

(I) I gave you my love in vain

My body never knew such pleasure,

My heart never knew such pain

(And you) You leave me so confused

Now I'm all cried out, over you.

[112]

Cryin' over you, yeah

Never wanted to see things your way,

Had to go astray

For why was I such a fool (Why was I such a fool)

Now I see that the grass is greener

Is it too late for me to find my way home,

How could I be so wrong?

[Allure]

Leaving me all alone

Don't you know my tears will cause an inferno

Romance of these flames,

Why should I take the blame?

You were the one who left me neglected (So sorry baby)

Apology not accepted

Add me to the broken hearts you've collected

(I) I gave you all of me (Gave you all of me)

How was I to know,

You would weaken so easily

(I) I don't know what to do (I don't know what to do)

Now I'm all cried out (All cried out)

Over you

(I) I gave you my love in vain

My body never knew such pleasure,

My heart never knew such pain

And you

[112]

You left me so confused

[Allure]

Now I'm all cried out

Now I'm all cried out

Over you



Tuesday, April 8, 2003







Somebody Said: "Kaya mong dayain ang mga
tao at sabihing hindi mo na sya mahal pero hinding hindi mo madadaya ang tunay
mong  nararamdaman sa kanya!"-
Bituin


"when someone leaves you, don't hope and wait for
that person to come back.. Feel good about yourself and say:  "NEXT
PLEASE"-
Mhonie Lou


(Best! Pagaling ka ha sa I'll pray na sana hindi nga yun what I think it is
maybe its just common colds.)



Realizations. At first I hate waking up in the
morning just to jog with dad but as the next day comes, I got used to it. I felt
good physically and spiritually. Dad told me it relieves stress and its true! every time
I walk and run at the steep path and some rocky path and back, I keep on
reflecting some of my problems, frustrations and pains the reel world had gave
me, made me cry sometimes but I just breathe in and out , keep on jogging while
keep on reflecting my deeds. As I reach home I felt replenished and full of
energy to do work again, though sometimes I get stuck at being depressed but
that natural I guess. This might sound stupid but its really relieving: I keep
on telling myself to smile amidst my greatest problem I'm having right now. hmm
feels great c",)




Wazzup! Well I'm still stuck here in the house
texting my best friend from Manila and keeping myself updated on what's
happening in there. Gee there a lot of big changes, let's see my alma matter
will be closing because of some dark revelations ( I still can't believe it).
Some stop schooling, some got married, somebody got pregnant and somebody got
sick and there are some who will never change. Ah! I just wish I'm there and
hang out with them once again Peeps I miss you Take Care Y'all.




Just a day just an ordinary day.
What a boring day nothing to do but sleep, eat, watch TV,  sleep , eat no
more na I want to go out of here. Not even one costumer here in our Cafe, hmm
maybe they are still busy or maybe bored at home but got no money to play games
and internet hahay! here we go. Oh here a costumer! got to go he's going to use
my computer Later!





Song in Mind : All That
Jazz- Catherine Zita-Jones.
Chicago Rules Baby!!
If you're can't be famous. Be infamous
yeah..
And all that Jazz!


Catherine Zeta-Jones / Renee Zellweger / Taye Diggs -
Overture/And All That Jazz

[VELMA]

Come on babe

Why don't we paint the town?

And all that Jazz



I'm gonna rouge my knees

And roll my stockings down

And all that jazz



Start the car

I know a whoopee spot

Where the gin is cold

But the piano's hot



It's just a noisy hall

Where there's a nightly brawl

And all

That

Jazz



Slick your hair

And wear your buckle shoes

And all that Jazz



I hear that Father Dip

Is gonna blow the blues

And all that Jazz



Hold on, hon

We're gonna bunny hug

I bought some aspirin

Down at United Drug

I case you shake apart

And want a brand new start

To do that-



[VELMA AND COMPANY]

Jazz



[COMPANY]

Skidoo!



[VELMA]

And all that Jazz



[COMPANY]

Hotcha!

Whoopee!



[VELMA]

And all that Jazz



[COMPANY]

Ha! Ha! Ha!



It's just a noisy hall

Where there's a nightly brawl



[ALL]

And all that jazz



[CASELY (spoken)]

Listen, your husband ain't home, is he?



[VELMA (Spoken)]

No, her husband is not at home.



Find a flask

We're playing fast and loose



[ALL]

And all that jazz



[VELMA]

Right up here

Is where I store the juice



[ALL]

And all that jazz



[VELMA]

Come on, babe

We're gonna brush the sky

I bet you luck Lindy

Never flew so high

'Cause in the stratosphere

How could he lend an ear

to all that Jazz?



[COMPANY]

Oh, you're gonna see your sheba shimmy shake



[VELMA]

And all that jazz



[COMPANY]

Oh, she's gonna shimmy 'till her garters break



[VELMA]

And all that jazz



[COMPANY]

Show her where to park her girdle

Oh, her mother's blood'd curdle

If she'd hear her baby's queer

For all that jazz



[VELMA]

And All that jazz

Come on, babe

Why Don't we paint

The town?

And all that jazz



[COMPANY]

Oh, you're gonna see

Your

Sheba

Shimmy shake

And all that jazz



[VELMA]

I'm gonna

Rouge my knees

And roll my

Stockings down

And all that jazz



[COMPANY]

Oh

She's gonna shimmy

'Till her garters

Break

And all that jazz



[VELMA]

Start the car

I know a whoopee spot

Where the gin is cold

But the piano's hot

It's just a noisy hall

Where there's a nightly brawl

And all that jazz



[COMPANY]

Show her where to

Park her girdle

Oh, her mother's blood'd

Curdle

If she'd hear

Her baby's queer

For all that jazz



[ROXIE (Spoken)]

So that's it, huh Fred?



[CASELY (Spoken)]

yeah, I'm afraid so, Roxie.



[ROXIE (Spoken)]

Oh, Fred...



[GIRLS (Spoken)]

Oh, Fred...



[CASELY (Spoken)]

Yeah?



[ROXIE (Spoken)]

Nobody walks out on me.



[CASELY (Spoken)]

Sweetheart-



[ROXIE (Spoken)]

Oh, don't "sweetheart" me,

you son-of-a-bitch!



[COMPANY]

Hotcha!

Whoopee!

Jazz!



[ROXIE (Spoken)]

Oh, I gotta pee!



[VELMA]

No, I'm no one's wife

But, Oh, I love my life

And all that Jazz!



[COMPANY]

That Jazz!




 

Sunday, April 6, 2003



Happy Birthday Yano! c",) Yeah Happy Birthday Chicken Joy! Happy Birthday Spaghetti! Happy Birthday Happy Birthday Happy Birthday Yano!! (^_^) BuRp! bURp!




        I woke up around 730 just to jog with Dad til 9 then I took a hour and a half (I think) ride from
Minglanilla to SM. Its was 1030 when I arrived from
Jollibee SM.


They already
started the parlor games .Yeah, We had fun at the games kay pati mga tiguwang
este young at hearts niapil sa mga games. Well don't forget little o'l me of
course I won twice at bring me yeah, (Ana dyud bagag nawong harharhar!).
Anyways, after the game arrived the late comers sina ma and my sibling and the
Tito Junic's Family. Too bad they missed all the fun but of course betterlate
than never espcially the main course of the program
FOOD!
I was kind of
disappointed kay nahurot na ang
Swirly Bits nila then I nab some
spaghetti,

and ate chicken joy instead. After the eating , the emcee called Jollibee to
entertain us yeah! Jollibee is so wholesome hehe he even dance
Asereje,
then Tita Joy joined him then Yari also danced lingaw kaayo sila, after the
program at 12 then we headed outside Jollibee and stand by while the adult
chit-chat, the kids just play around while I just sat by the bench and wait for
another activity to do, I suddenly  fell asleep. zzzzZZZZ

       
It was 1:45 when I woke up
and they are still doing their social rituals. Well, I'm becoming O.P. so I told
Mom that I have to go home so on my way down heading to the exit but then Its
too early! so I went to
Gamezone and
dance dance revolution all the way then I
headed to Minglanilla. I forgot to go to church good thing I arrived at
Minglanilla at 3 and San Roque church were having a mass talk about luck. It was
a children's mass but what the heck its still a mass so after the dismissal I
headed home and gave Dad the
spaghetti I nad a while ago (enjoy Dad!) and
headed to the tube played the song "
Save Me" (somebody save meeee!!)
and updated my day. Whew not bad for my Sunday. How bout you?




Song in Mind: Dream
Lover- Mariah Carey.
Everybody dreams that perfect someone and wait
for that person to come into his/her life so as I wait let me sing this song
maybe she'll come hmm.... I'm waiting... yohoo dream lover ... were are you... okay......  patience Gary
patience....
WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU!!!!!???



Dream Lover by Mariah Carey

I need a lover to give me
The kind of love
That would last always
I need somebody uplifting
To take me away
I want a lover who knows me
Who understands how I feel inside
Someone to comfort and hold me
Through the long lonely nights
Till the dawn
Why don't you take me away
Chorus
Dreamlover come rescue me
Take me up take me down
Take me anywhere you want to baby now
I need you so desperately
Won't you please come around
'Cause I wanna share forever with you baby
I don't want another pretender
To disillusion me one more time
Whispering words of forever
Playing with my mind
I need someone to hold on to
The kind of love that won't fly away
I just want someone to belong to
Everyday
Of my life
Always
So come and take me away
Chorus
Chorus




Friday, April 4, 2003

 



Realizations. Its kinda nice, being alone typing in the tube with some mood music. It made me reflect on the days about life and where it goes and where we leave things and meet new ones. I'm very thankful that Maia introduced me to this blog stuff, at least I have a substitute from doing journals or some private stuff and all. I get carried away at times on what I type but then who cares "Its my Life and its now or never" according to Bon Jovi hehe. 





Somebody Said..
"They say Friends are rewards the more you do good, the greater the ones you get.. I got you, makes me wonder... have I really been that good? Ü "  - Feona Samson






Hello Harry, Feona, Claire, Jasmine, Hermes, Sanda, Mhonie and All the Blogger Peeps------- >') Thanks for Texting me Guys Keep In Touch!!!(^~^)


Exposed! I woke up around 10 a.m.  (the indulgence of summer haay)
to face my dad's sermons and one in a hundred nags, "Alright Dad, I'm going
I'm going!". He told me that everybody is awake and your the only one whose
asleep blah blah. Anyways, I took a bath at around 12 after the horrible work
around the house an Dad told me to buy some stuff at Colon for the Bingo
Socials, their fundraising campaign here in Kingswood, So here I am in Colon
bought the necessary errands when I saw a group of activist at Metro Gaisano,
they were doing a rally against the US- Iraq War. Personally, I hate war between
Bush and Saddam just because of some oil reserves in Iraq "Hidden
Agenda". Fight against terrorism is a lame excuse for Imperialistic
Motives, well anyways, I was about to go home when I glance one more time and
guess who I saw, Kimberly! yeah I remember she also joined the YND (Youth
for Nationalism and Democracy which I suppose to join  but for some family
reasons I can't) So, what the heck there's Kimmy so I joined the rally and chat
with Kim. We didn't finish the rally since Kim has to go at Labangon for some
errands and I obviously have to go home. But before we parted ways, we first
went to Metro Gaisano and buy a dozen of Dunkin Donut for her errand, after that
I led her a ride to Labangon and  went straight  home to Minglanilla.
When I arrive home Dad was watching TV he was watching TV Patrol then
there was a part there wherein a reporter reported the rally, OMG! we got caught
by the camera I was shocked and laugh well well I do look good in the camera
even if it is candid, good thing Dad was busy checking the stuff that I bought
that he didn't watch the footage haay Talk About Exposure!!!!






Song In Mind: You got it all- Britney Spears.

S
ometimes we have some people
close to us that is always there for us, in times of trouble, pain, fun and the
wonnders of life. And we often forget to say thank these people who made our
lives a little bit better to live on  and they got it all.


Britney Spears

You got it all





Ooh...



I...

I was the game he would play

He brought the clouds to my day

Then like a ray of light

You came out of the night

Just one look and I knew

You would make everything clear

Make all the clouds disappear

Put all your fears to rest

Who do I love the best

Don't you know

Don't you know



You've got it all over him

You got me over him

Honey it's true

There's just you

You must have been heaven sent

Hearing me call

You were out on a limb



And you're all that he's not

Just look what I've got

'Cause you've got it all

Over him

All over

You've got it all over

All over

You've got it all over



Now, don't let him worry you so

What's a matter with you

I let go

Oh you can surely see

You're so much more to me



Just one look and I knew

You would make everything clear

Make all the clouds disappear

You're better than all the rest

Who do I love the best

Yeah...

Don't you know

Don't you know



You've got it all over him

You got me over him

Honey it's true (so true)

There's just you

You must have been heaven sent

Hearing me call

You went out on a limb



And you're all that he's not (all that he's not)

Just look what I've got (look what I've got)

'Cause you've got it all (you've got it all)

All over him



You've got it all over him

You got me over him

Honey it's true (so true)

There's just you

You must have been heaven sent

Hearing me call

You went out on a limb (out on a limb)



And you're all that he's not (all that he's not)

Just look what I've got (look what I've got)

'Cause you've got it all (you've got it all)

Over him



All over

You've got it all over

All over (uh, huh)

You've got it all over

Him...





 


Thursday, April 3, 2003

Somebody Said.. "I always thought that Lovin someone is the greatest feelin, but I realized that luvin a friend is even better. We lose people we love but we never lose true friends" - Sanda Saliganan (I miss you na mt friend! Keep in touch!)

Blog Update Darn it! I forgot to bring my update anyways, Kimberly thanks for your company yesterday I hope you saw yourself on TV I was shocked!hhehe I'll tell you later or tomorow okhay

Song in Mind I can't fint the words to say good bye- Billy Dean / David GatesOkhay "I honestly cannot let go of love that has told me to move on, for I know maybe somewhere or sometimes I might make a mistake that I'll regret in the end. I know its over but I can't let go I simply cannot" ....


I Can't Find the Words to Say Goodbye
Billy Dean | David Gates
______

I can't say I don't love her
Still I can't pretend
My heart is torn just knowing that
I'm losing my best friend
If it's easier said than done
Then someone tell me why
Though I try
I can't find the words to say goodbye

I can tell her that I'm sorry
And hope she'll understand
And she'll have to do with someone else
All that we had planned
I'd rather her hear the truth
Than hurt her with a lie
So I try
I can't find the words to say goodbye

I know I have to go
There's no other way
But goodbye is not what I
Can bring myself to say

I tell her "see you later"
but then I might be wrong
This voice inside is driving me
To find where I belong
I know I must leave her now
Every time I try
I can't find the words to say goodbye
Don't know why
I can't find the words to say goodbye

Wednesday, April 2, 2003

Song in mInd HOW DO YOU KEEP THE MUSIC PLAYING James Imgram & Patti Austin
Nothing beats the pain of trying hard to survive a relationship that at the beginning it is never meant to start tsk tsk


HOW DO YOU KEEP THE MUSIC PLAYING
James Imgram & Patti Austin

How do you keep the music playing?
How do you make it last?
How do you keep the song from fading too fast?
How do you lose yourself to someone?
And never lose your ways
How do you not run out of new things to say?
And since we're always changing
How can it be the same?
And tell me how, year after year
You're sure your heart will fall apart
Each time you hear his name
I know the way I feel for you, it's now or never
The more I love, the more that I'm afraid
That in your eyes I many not see forever, forever


If we can be the best of lovers
Yet be the best of friends
If we can try with everyday to make it bertter as it grows
With any luck, then I suppose, the music never ends

I know the way I feel for you it's now or never!
(How do you keep the music playing?)
The more I love, the more that I'm afraid
(How do you make it last)
That in your eyes I many not see forever, forever
(How do you keep the song from fading, keep the song from
fading too fast)
If we can be the best of lovers
Yet be the best of friends
If we can try with everyday to make it better as it grows
With any luck, then I suppose the music never ends.


Tuesday, April 1, 2003



You are a Vampire!
You are a Vampyre Lord!


You are an infamous Vampire Lord!
You feed on pathetic humans by
possessing them with your glowing eyes
and create your army of evil by almost
drinking them dry. You live in the
night, and sleep by the day. Beware
of wooden stakes, garlic, holy water
and especially sunlight.




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Realization You know what it seems that evry time I surf the net, the first site I visit were the blogger's site I guess I like the way they tell stories and experiences about their lives as days goes by, its nice that they have their own definitions of life and how they deal with it. SOme of their stories are very relating like some are angsty, some are funny and some are uh weird hehehe. But one things for sure, their links are one of the evidence of their friendship and its the ties that binds them together.

Somebody Said... There are many influences in our lives, Society, Religion, Tradition etc. and these influences are those factors on what we are right now but how about our own perspective ways - Selma Hayek

Capricorn
CAPRICORN: Either you are one, or you should be.


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