Sunday, November 30, 2003

"The treasures in the past can bring back the memories of happiness, depression but most of all ...pain"

hey guys! how was your weekend me? ah grabe my 3 day vacation made me more tiresome odd? guess so sinc espending time with your family and even your past times can make you tired.. I never noticed that until now hahahaha. So mondays finally here one week na lang and its premidterms na and I can't believe that I'm slacking off ...again sorry po magsugod na po kog pagkananing unya ok ok

last sunday, I watched Will and Grace at Studio 23 the episode was all about changes... after a few months best friends Will and Grace just suddenly don't know each other anymore in other words "losing the will and grace tandem". Well for those who watch this series knows what I'm tlakin gabout but for those who don't well let me tell you...

Will is gay and Grace is a lady.. they were roomates, bestfriends and spend their quality time and you know bonding bonding but when Grace got married and moved out of the apartment, well things just don't seem to be the same...

As I finished watching the show, It hit me that what if I come back to manila, would my best still be having the same laughs same kalokohan and even the same stuff we spent when we are still together? Change... things we cannot seem to make it permanent or stay as it is... I missed the guys but another thought hit me....If I go back I'll be missing my cebu pals here then ... oh this is so great now I'm confused!!!

I just missed every moment that I should be doing there with my friends in manila but I would als be missing these things here in cebu...guess we have to move on huh?....


The Beatles: In My Life (Rubber Soul)

In My Life

There are places I'll remember
All my life though some have changed
Some forever not for better
Some have gone and some remain
All these places have their moments
With lovers and friends I still can recall
Some are dead and some are living
In my life I've loved them all

But of all these friends and lovers
There is no one compares with you
And these memories lose their meaning
When I think of love as something new
Though I know I'll never lose affection
For people and things that went before
I know I'll often stop and think about them
In my life I love you more

Though I know I'll never lose affection
For people and things that went before
I know I'll often stop and think about them
In my life I love you more
In my life I love you more

Here's a song that Inspired my day like this day made me wake up without regrets

Have A Little Faith In Me Lyrics
by Mandy Moore
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When the road gets dark
And you can no longer see
Let my love throw a spark
Have a little faith in me

And when the tears you cry
Are all you can believe
Just give these loving arms a try baby and
Have a little faith, faith in me

Have a little faith in me
Have a little faith in me, oh and
Have a little faith in me
Have a little faith, faith in me

When your secret heart
Cannot speak so easily
Come here baby, from a whisper start
To have a little faith in me

And when your back's against the wall
Just turn around and you, you will see
I will catch your, I will catch your fall just
Have a little faith, faith in me

Have a little faith in me
Have a little faith in me
Have a little faith in me
Have a little faith, faith in me

I've been loving you for such a long, long time
Expecting nothing in return
Just for you to have a little faith in me
You see time, time is our friend
Cos the rest is the end
All you gotta do is have a little faith

I will hold you up, I will hold you up and
Your love gives me strength enough to
Have a little faith in me
Oh faith, darlin'

Have a little faith in me
Oh, faith


Saturday, November 29, 2003


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Are you Addicted to the Internet?

53%


Average@Internet-User.com (41% - 60%)
You seem to have a healthy balance in your life when it comes to the internet and life away from the computer. You know enough to do what you want online without looking like an idiot (most of the time). You even have your own Yahoo club or online journal! But you enjoy seeing your friends and going out to enjoy life away from your computer.




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Wednesday, November 26, 2003

I chose to be ...

Hmm this looks nice but a bit goofed with the links pero ok na rin I'll fix it late. bitaw no Gelie , it takes a lot of patience and attitude to do this templates and blog stuff and now that I also have a friendster mas double na effort but its really double the fun since my past and present and maybe future is now colliding in my friendster as we speak grabe I'm so happy na connected na ulit ako sa kanila sa manila and also the other guys in my elementary days haay sana marami pang magreg sa friendster no.... by the way I'm so happy also coz i got my first testemonial yehey thank Ian! well I'm here in tap I just woke up in the better side of my bed... I woke up early mga 5:30 and hinatid ko ang ate ko sa Cebu Grand Hotel for some seminar sa Mercury Drug and got some chit chat with Daphne and Borg about "Does the moonlight shine on Paris" I miss Paris haay can't help but blush when Daphne told me kung ngtetext pa ba kami sayang no things don't end up the way it should be. Anyways, got a chance to hang out with Champ and Mayang and the rest lingaw pala pagmaykasama ka right well in a few minutes class will start sana todo na tong araw na to right c ya.....

They call me Grandier

Sunday, November 23, 2003

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While I'm typing these stuff Iw as listening to Tamia's Officially Missing you... I guess kinagat nanaman ako ng loneliness sinamahan pa kasi ng malakas na ulan, you know na... rain and sad song equals somebody to hold shit kumidlat pa! anyways, while I'm in the PC I read the blogger's comment regarding this blogger of mine who got a problem so, I hope she reads this and helps her in the process, eto lang.. if I talk na as if wala nako sa sinasabi ko you can stop now and click the "x" button, If my comment is too evil accept or deny lastly If this wouldn't help at all well I did my best hehe

" I don't want to wait for you love -Annie Lennox"
I read some of the comments coming from John, Gelie and Canence... yeah its true that women got injected by the "waiting in vain " culture and I think somebody ws complaining kung kailan ba to mawawala.. well for me: only you women can answer that... kasi naman if a princess just waits for his knight and shining armor to come for her rescue and live happily ever after then let her ask this question: "How soon will I wait?". Nope I am not telling you to be so "Liberated" (now showing! at theaters near you!) and hunt him down and tell your feelings for him. No! Patience is a virtue.. Oo nga but waiting for nothing means waiting for something that seems to be impossible to come...

My Theory :This is what I see to those people who waits too longto those people they love or like: una of course you wait. next wait again until you discovered that the person you like has somebody else na pala... then comes regrets. ok lets sing "Kung ako na lang sana ang iyonh minahal..." geez! then there goes recovery then waits.. again the same process


Love crosses boundaries and breaks the barriers of expectations we never dreamed of...

About the Question 1: If someone lets just say, a person who doesn’t know that you have a thing for your HT, teases you in front of him or her, what would you do? What would your reaction be??

Just smile! kung hindi nya alam na sya pala yun, would you kill her/him for being so ignorant right? Though the teasing makes you guilty for hiding/ denying your true feeling for you HT well at least di ba hindi sya naka halata. Sandali lang, in the first place bakit sa dinami dami ng lalaki na matutukso sayo eh yung HT mo pa? di ba? Fishy! OR baka nakahahalata yung tumutukso sayo na u like this HT guy di kaya?

BUt then another thought hit me If the person who teases you and then you made a very emotional gesture like blush.. well there is two ways in the story its either he got a hint that you like him or wala lang he would think it was jsut a joke joke joke

Q2:If your HT becomes your close friend over a period of time, would you be pleased or would you hate the idea of you being his/her buddy?

hmm i so double thought at this one.. in the first place why did you accept the invitation to make you HT as a close friend then suddenly hating the idea about it late one.. its like regret. and here you are thinking of this relationship na hangang friends lang and you are saying "I don’t want to go beyond friendship fearing that I might break the bond between us." right?

It kinda reminded me about my gurl na friend kasi I asked her a what if question, "What if your friend suddenly felt something for you and begins to court you?" you know what she said? "Di ko ganahan nya kay hangngang friends lang di ba... nganong may hidden or other motives pa within the relationship" When she said that I told my slef wow talk about no evolution of emotions or whatsoever...

So going back to the question: before you accept him into your life as a close friend think of this.. I will be his friend If and Only If a) the both of you would think that this relationship can go to the next level called lovers or b) the both of you just want to end up as "friends" talaga. and after you answer these be happy that you became his close friend.

Q3:If you showed him/her that you truly care for him/her and he/she still ends up being totally clueless of how you feel what would you do???

Try to retract your words... do they cause double meanings?or maybe di lang sya makasabot ng english or he is suffering from a delayed reaction yun lang sa tatlo, Seriously, the guy is would be clueless kasi ang sa pagkaka alam nya friends lang talaga kayo or hes just pretending to be clueless coz he got commitment to a relationship issues if else doesn't fit to the puzzle then he is really manhid (quick get a hot water!)

Overheard:

GURL 1: YOu know there are some men dont show too much emotions, becuase its either makes them weak or doesn't want to open up at all. kaya nga sila naunang namamatay kaysa sa ating mga babae eh"

I have to admit ako mismo may pagka manhid, sobrang manhid ko iba na lang ang minahal nya ayun nalaman ko na lang kasal na pala sila (sniff)

Final Words
Uy kung kilala ni Gelie si HT kilala ko rin ba? let me guess kamukha ba ni Orlando Bloom aka Legolas? hehehehe ok fine I got to sleep na yung nagpupuyat dyan sinasabi ko na sayo magduka ka ugma bahala ka diha hehehe (para sa maigo na manhid hhehehee)
Introduction lang po: Gelie emailed me about my site , kasi sira yung tag so since Iwas very happy that time, I decided na its time to change my template for the sake of my old friends and the present ones para sa inyo to! pls naman magtag kayo huhuhuh :p Hoyhoyhoy hoyhoyhoy! kamusta sa mga taga manila dyan para sa inyo tong blog na to muah!


Hmm A New Look for Old Friends!

YESterday was I guess one of my moments na masasabi kong napakasaya, nakkagutom, nakakaexcite and nakainis na Sabado.

Morning started with very early wake up call for I'll be attending a Seminar in MySQL by Sir Conejos which starts at 8 in the morning so I woke up around 6 or 7 since and ride is 2 hrs here to talamban, I was so in the hurry I forgot to eat my breakfast so when I arrived at TC grabe manginig ang tuhod ko sa gutom hmm then inaantok pa sa lectures ni Sir. Okey naman ang seminar ni sir C di lang ako nakaconcentrate kasi nga gutom jones na ko. It finally ended at 11,After the seminar Ma'am Gohetia served snacks. Wow puto at juice haha cge para may pangload up ako later.

I went to the 2nd floor for the next seminar, it was a seminar on FLash by Sir B but mga 1 pa magstart, met up with John and the other pilot class for the seminar. Suddenly tumawag si Jasmine sa cell telling me to go na sa Ayala kasi wala pang nagau-audition and sya lang magisa, so I left school and thinking of the flash seminar that I will leave waah! but before I head to Ayala, I stop at Vidoe City to return the "Matrix Reloaded" VCD and be tempted to rent another, too bad wala akong na gustuhan.

Ayala at 12 noon, kasama ko sna Jaz, Julius and a new friend na isa ring bagag nawong "joey" (she a gurl ok!). What exactly are we doing here? well magau audition kami for the next Studio 23 VJ wow I'm so nervous and excited nag gara gara napud ko well di rin papatalo ang mga other applicants, since they are looking for the most wacky vj in cbu hahaha sana madawat ko.. I dunno

After the audition, I hurriedly went to SM to fetch my little sister and her friends since walang sundo si Marvie and Nangako daw ako na sasamahan ko sya ok sge. While my sis and her friends were watching Mr. Suave I was a tthe entertainment Center waiting for the performance of Dice and K9. Ayun sa sobrang tagal nakatulog ako pagkagising ko wala pa rin, Inatake na ko ng gutom, I got a lunch box of rice so diretso sa KFC nagorder ng Chicken burger and mashed potato ayos! patay kang gutom ka!

Hmm Terrible nga lang ang nangyari sa friend ni Marvie nakawatan ng cellphone ayan di kasi nagiingat eh . I told her friend to report the case at the National TeleCom and give them their IMEI no. para di na talaga magamit ang cell phone, I remember my moment when I was lost my cell so I guess I feel the same way marvie's friend is going to now.

7:30 nakauwi kami sa bahay sakit ng likod ko! So I sat at the sofa and tried to relax and watch T.V. 8 pm I prepared myself for the K.Y.O. Meeting but to my disappointment walang meeting, I was tempted to head to the nearest cafe since nasa labas naman ako I'll check my friendsters.

I was so happy na sina Rayvic and JOzelle nga yung mga kupal este mga pipol sa Friendster grabe andami nang mga old friends and reminds me of my high school classmates, finally maka connect nako sa kanila online, One more I got a YM with Cheche I saw her name and she was online so now were connected na although patay ako sa tuesday sicne hindi ako nakaattend sa meeting namin sa USC Main darn!
The Night ended at 2 in the morning for finishing my template yaawn. thanks guys...


Monday, November 10, 2003

Hangovers, Realities and Love: Ready... Set... Glow!

Ei Guys! How are yeah miss me? I think not well hows your weekend. I think you would agree to me when I say that we're still in a state of hang-over from our Semestral Break (even I still sleep late knowing I got class tomorow *yawn!*), but lets take off those coach potato attitude and back to bed scenarios... WE HAVE TO GO TO SCHOOL!!!!

I visited the COB (Citizen's of BlogWorld) guess there are also kinda busy from their outside world, anyways, read John' Movie Review (sounds late yeah!) Well I can say its so true. all of it, thou I might disagree with the 1st story na "spoiled" tungod kay ate glow, well I also learned some insights from the comedian-look-alike-president, She or he or whatever said "Ang isang bad impression ay isang mantya sa damit pagnilinis mo....tyaran! isang malaking misunderstanding...". I learned something also from that movie.. well it made me learn that love exist not only on two people but in so many aspect the we couldn't imagine hmm... that corny pick-up lines are not that corny after all and that dogs can talk and they are gays heheh jokejokejoke

Got StarStrucked in the Quest for the New Cirlce of Stars: BIG DISAPPOINTMENT TSK TSK

Saturday could have been that best day of my life, a start of a new...career?, a chase of destiny? but most of all capturing an uncertain dream.. yup! I got Star Strucked, this Grandier wanted to be into the tube someday, once an avid fan not the autograph signer hay. But then some uncontrollable events happened.

I woke up 6 am just to look good and prepare for my day since the Audition for Star Circle Quest in SM Cebu will start at 9, expected that young aspirants all over cebu would start lining up. As I rode the jeepney towards my destination, I hear in the radio that the audition will be cancelled...details were not told but the announcer said "Ay gubot na kaayo sa Manila.." hmm but I though maybe its one of those delay stuff at manila or maybe one of ABS_CBN's "tricks" on to stardom, well whatever it was I still continued my journey not because I don't beleive the announcer its just that a friend of mine is also waiting for me at SM and aybe she also don't know .

8. am,when I arrived at SM I saw my friend whoa! they're early I mean they are the first one, so we waited til nine. As we were waiting many young aspriants like us started to came and multiple in the nth power hehehe exag! but seriously they were some that are so stylish and everything, hot babes move over sexy chicks out to take over! Nine o clock arrive the gate in Sm finally opened and everyone raced to the enertainment plaza. when we arrived there, we were so delighted to see the stage, its all ready and the people from sounds started to install their stuff, when suddenly a guy came and went to the stage taking off the decorations.

I remember the announcement in the radio... could it be? well gutsy me I approached the guy and ask him directly "Kuya, mapospone ang audition?" He said "Dili mapospone... makaCANCEL!" (*glass breaking sound FX* ) yupz what can I say well I have something remember I did in the stage, I turn around facing the auditionees and had a big clap for an attention, when the people noticed me I simply traced a line going across my neck sticking out my tongue, and said "CANCEL". My friend called ABS_CBN to confirmed and it was due to the JUdges from manila didn't arrive in cebu due to some take over in A.T.O. Tower.

Me? I just laugh and told the people that "Not to worry we can still audition... there's an open audition for a dishwasher hhehehee"
Sylph
You are a Sylph!
The sylphs are the air spirits. Their element has
the highest vibratory rate of the four (beside
earth, fire, water). They live hundreds of
years, often reaching one thousand and never
seeming to get old. They are said to live on
the tops of mountains. The leader of the sylphs
is a being called Paralda who is said to dwell
on the highest mountain of Earth.

Sylphs often assume human form but only for short
periods of time. The vary in size and can be as
large as a human. They are volatile and
changeable. The winds are their particular
vehicle. The work through the gases and ethers
of the Earth and are kindly toward humans.
Slyphs are usually seen with wings, looking
like cherubs or fairies. Because of their
connection to air, which is associated with the
mental aspect, one of their functions is to
help humans receive inspiration. The sylphs are
drawn to those who use their minds,
particularly those in creative arts.


Which Type Of Faery Folk Are You?
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Others
"Without friends no one would choose to live,
though he had all other goods."
Aristotle (384 BC - 322 BC), Nichomachean Ethics


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Sunday, November 9, 2003

You Should Be With an Air Sign!


Your best match is a Gemini, Libra, or Aquarius


Wednesday, November 5, 2003

Lost and Found

A friend of mine called me last night he was asking me if I seen his cards, We talked about the possible locations they he might have dropped it or maybe misplaced it. As we ended up our conversation last night. I realized that these precious things called memorabilias from our friends,classmates etc are very important for they make me realized how important I am to their lives, ayun I ran to my room and try to look and organized my stuff, some say its just trash but to be they are treasures of the past, past that worth to be remembered and cherished. Anyways, I found my ol Journal in my Values Education class, guess it wouldn't hurt naman if I try to continue my journey written in these notebook right? As I was reading my entries I fell asleep thus leaving my room in a smokey mountain view hahay here we go again....
casablanca
"You must remember this, a kiss is still a
kiss". Your romance is Casablanca. A
classic story of love in trying times, chock
full of both cynicism and hope. You obviously
believe in true love, but you're also
constantly aware of practicality and societal
expectations. That's not always fun, but at
least it's realistic. Try not to let the Nazis
get you down too much.


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Sunday, November 2, 2003

Blog Update: Project Blue

Hey guys! howd u like my new template my 2nd sem newly slash more interactive slash organized slash me template. yeah I know it looks the same as mr francis but I just can't help doing it az in... Well let me tell you new newest features so new that I might forget the other "new ones" hehehe (coughs).

No more samok- I love putting lyrics and stories in my blog but now I've organized everything so this blog will mostly focus on my day to day happenings and ...
1) Pictures- yeah its a common to other bloggers but this one is now powered by Yahoo (Yeheeeey!!)

2) Navigation made simple- tired of typing the address to my this and to my that try using my navigator menu at the top

3) Google- Searching for sumthing? its here! with just one click away through the power of google.com

4) Stories- Readers and those who love to write, this web has a link to my very own collection of read-ons "Stories from the wire.." though some of them may not interest you try to scan them through my archives

5) News- inspired kaayu ko kay mitch that I also include News powered again by Google.com

6) Lyrics- need to explain...(this one is still under construction :(. )

7) Quizzes- Like quizzes click Quiz for Quizilla.com

8) Fun Stuff- If you want some test or sumthing so peice of paper and pen fun try this one!( still under construction)

9) Simple Link System- Since my link for blogger peeps is so many I put them into an option box not only that Sponsored Links and even Archives are also in option box.

10) Exit- want to close this window just click the x button at the top or click the "exit" button at the buttom

So Yesterday...

We made a lot of mistakes, goals and even pains in the past, we learned from them and some were just ignored from it but one things for sure a bunch big question would drop on our minds "OK now thats over, What now? Whats next? Why? How about this?". Next is our well being and our emotional bank are stable from it, are we withdrawin too much or depositing more. But one things for sure we have to move on, not because we have to but because it should be no matter how hard and no matter how bad we are stuck in our past. Yawn so yesterday....

Hala I missed blogging talaga well what can I do internet connection is still dead so we can't actually do anything about it. anyways, as of now I'm just doing some typos in my computer and just rent a cafe for this one blog post blog published hassle but ok naman.

Speaking of blogs, I've been visiting the blog world and there are some things I would like to air out:
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Kimberly Why Miyat imong nick? hehehe email me or tag me or just try to look for me if you need help for making a blog. Peeps watch out two more will be coming to the blog world geez we're realy becoming big. KIm thanks kaayu az in!

Maia: I love your Chocolate themed template and I tell you mas sweet and nice i u r actually eating the damn chocolate hehehe, Is it me or my imagination but are you pissed off with me coz the last time we saw each other murag wa na ka nanagad or u got that undefined look when u saw me. Why is that? hmm

Van: From Pink to Light Blue, you really got the knacks to make my eyes either lax or out brightened hhehehe I love Yuna I'll try to look dyud for a good cafe to see her beautiful face. Van yahoo photos has a uploading ability on pictures jst like village photos. Ms. D actually said "Fights na kaayu!" ehhheehe speaking of which

Ms. D: Ms. D! thanks kaayo sa cd I really really love it. I'm actually listening into it and yeah "Drift Away" is way kewl!! and also "You and I both" its very cozy hahaha it almost made me beleive true love exist hehehe. Oh by the way, thanks also for the Lunch thanks kaayo. About ur site I'm going to install the site meter and also a new better guestbook hmm

Canence: Better late than never but welcome to the world of bloggers and I like ur blog and ur thoughs running but try to separate ur full length 1 paragraph into bits of paragraph get me thanks welcome again

John: Pasagdi na yung animal na yun! As I was reading ur blog addressed to mr sunburst I told to myself whoa! that would be...fun hehehe evil kaayo imong plan but I guess its worth punishing for like I said sometimes being bad can be good hmm I really should be looking for my other self from the other world since I've been such a goody good loser. Hey I'm glad you liked the movie, hey peeps I highly recommend "My Boss's Daughter" its way kewl good for those who love a good laugh and loads of tummy aches and not to mention headaches heheheheh joke jokejoke
you welcome john for the ticket.

Manny OIst! maghimo na ng blog diha hehehe I can't wait man! by the way imong quiz is flash enabled murag di sya maappear but not to worry I'll try to look also for a better computer heheh

Jessa Lee I missed you my friend thank you for being there I know your busy but you give time for me I really appreciate that. How totful of u to text me before you leave sorry nga lang coz nahurot akong load that time dont worry I'm gonna make it with you I promise!