Tuesday, December 30, 2003

This Year and that coming year...

First of all, I would like to send my condolences to Leslie's Dad who passed away yesterday, as well as Miko Sotto and the victims of the Southern Letye Tragedy...Yesterday really surprised me from what I heard on the news, seen on the blog and words from the people... what's so surprising was its December... 2 days to go and it'll be a new year for everyone new lives new hope but how can we go on with these new stuff if the peole we dearly love didn't even see a spark of fireworks in the sky... Sure time would make them move on with their lives but the next time this day comes back things are now different a bit different... sometimes changes can be scary and frustrating... just a thought...

Year 2003... what a year for everybody! A new set of emotions released, new learnings discovered, new friends and foes acquired, old problems we're now solve new challenges arises, some where happy some were sad some grow old and some we're born. Personally, its been a crazy year for me, I learned a lot of things (and hopefully I can apply them!) not so academically sorry but in reality's sake.

LEts start with the sad part... My recklessness in driving serves are a merk in my Dad's Wallet hehehe, the frustrations arises, Somebody gave me an honesty blown but not in a proper way in my Birthday, I lied.. I became greedy.. Makulit pa rin and magasto as if no tomorrow, Politics in the Philippines aarg! Deaths, Kris Aquino and Joey another Aaaarg! Sibling Rivaly and the gaps. Household Chores well sort of, Fatigue, those "I wish I said the correct words" moment! most of all I became a disappointment in the eyes that I the people I cared a lot and dearly loved yikes!

Happy Part! Of course Blogspot and Friendster! they taught me that Friends last really a lifetime, They are treasures that was buried six feet in the ground but was found again at that perfect moment. Next, forgiveness thanks to those people I've hurt, then there are Chances, these are the things that made me a bit better about myself and a giving them the wrong impression on their frist impression (hmm redundant!). Thanks Guys! I did a lot of Guts this year.. guts to drive all by myself hehehe (Sory Dad!), to audition and thinking I'll be the next Gary V. or Edu Manzano or the next Studio 23 Vj hahaha, the guts to move on, to cry and move on in a shorter length of timeand materialistically speaking, Crying Ladies, First Romance, Finding Nemo, Survivor Pearl Islands, Will and Grace, Just Shoot me!, Studio 23 hahhaha the things that I've never thought I won't need just came on dropping on my lap and telling me "Hey you need this!", Friends Old ones new Ones and even enemies whee, my 3 orgs Theater Guild, CEC, CompE COuncil and now another growing org K.Y.O. my organizer, my computer, my ex who still bugs me and so many things to be thankful for like to Live the next coming year and try to enjoy more as if there'll be no tomorrow and mend all the mistakes of the past...Happy New Year Guys

EEeeps I had a final learning from ABS-CBN's "Of fine whatever"
" Huwag kang magalit sa taon dahil hindi naman ang taon ang nagpapasama sa tao kundi ang tao ang nagpapasama sa taon"
- Gloria Diaz as "Pacita ang 2003"

And the words that I can still remember and trying to apply and develop

" Hindi lahat ng paghihirap ay tatagumpay, hindi lahat ng pagmamahal ay nagtatagal pero minsan sa atin buhay sinubukan nating sumikap at umibig at yan ang mahalaga"

- Charo Santos "Maalaala Mo kaya"
" Wen u nid som1 2b der 4 u, & no 1 s around gaze up at d sky.U myt nt c me from upder bt remember wer jus under the same.. I cud never b2 faraway.."
- A friends of mine in his text
" ... seee balance...!"
- John A. Lim
" Quesera sera whatver will be will be..."
- Maia Donsen
" Sumbagun tika ron.. as in f&*k!"
- Me, my lambing phrase
" Clit Licker! "
- Marichu Panes
" Young Gurl dont cry I'll be right here when your world starts to fall"
- Cristina Aguilera
" It doesn't have to be this way I need you I need you"
- Avril Lavigne
" Don't break my heart slow.."
- Vonda Shepherd
" Buang ka!"
- Milyn Dacua, sapot!
"Nganong ni Enter!"
- Mga Bisaya about Life
" My God Becky!" - Ms D. Yanskie!
" Whatever! Bugits! Sira ulo wa kay gamit, kung magpapakamatay gawin mo na dalian mo lang ha! ehehhe akala ko uto uto ka.."
- Marvie, my little sister
" Lahat ng tao nangangarap ng isang masaganang buhay na kahit sa isang simpleng mabuting gawain ay ikaliligaya na"
- Me, Theater Guild's Christmas Production Proposal
" Paano ka magmahal kung sa simula pa lamang ay mali nang umibig?"
- My Feb. Production Teaser sa T.G.
" Its not what knd of give you have but the fact that you remember, not that big fat bonus but on how you use it wisely, coz you see its not about the occasion but how you celebrate and enjoy every minute of it"
- That Studio 23 Thought!



Sunday, December 28, 2003

Dalawang Tulog na lang at New Year Na!

LAst nigth I watched GMA and ABS year ender report well to my disappointment the report wasn't chronologically arranged pero It was funny when Joey de Leon and Mike Enriquez hosted the whole show hahaha "Pulitika, Pelikula atbp!" though the show was too much GMA oriented in other words bias I'll give them a 80% percent forpresenting the program with all emotions included. But if your into human POV and talagang Detailed na NEws na news try ABS's "2003 banta at pahamon" whoa! very thought provoking.. hmm I'll tie these guys with 80% also since too much talk can be boring too right...

Congratulations Crying Ladies!

BEst Picture: Crying Ladies
2nd BEst Picture: Mano Po 2
3rd Best Picture: Filipinas

I wasn't surprised when I watched the BUZZ that crying ladies won the best picture. Nice bitaw ang movie very heart warming indeed its RELATING for those who watched and be in the shoe of Stella (Sharon Cuneta) except for the galing sa kulungan of course! as well as Rhoda Rivera (Hilda Koronel) a frustrated actress and Choleng (Angel Aquino) isang kabit. Everyone has a story to tell even the family whom the father died, The Chua's, if the movie title we're opt to be changed i'll change it to "Iyakan ang patay huwag ang buhay!" naks way connection hahaha bear with me guys I'm just happy this movie we watched last saturday deserved to win... but one thing that surprised me was Kris Aquino grabe sarap buhusan ng tubig na malamig! di pa pala nagising sa katotohanan o talagang tanga lang sya sa pagibig o well another was she's back at the Buzz.. to what? to do her crying again oh please spare me na lang the drama kung nagkabalikan sila grr!

Survivor Pearl Islands the Reunion

Yum daog si Sandra Diaz the one whom I like in the game and the "bitch" so I might add. I really didn't expect na nadaog siya coz my bet for the final 3 was Lil, Jon and Rupert or Lil, Jon and Burton di ba well things turn around a twist and truns there well I can say everybody deserves what they got in the end can't wait for the Survivor All Stars this coming Feb. hope Johny Fairplay and all the evil villain would join forces and get it on yey!
Christmas Party Galore!

Hey Guys! Mustamos! I'll be taking a vacation from my activities from school, orgs and thank God I have to! yeah not to worry I'm still not on vacation I got plenty of chores here in the house so I guess I'm not that out of the woods so before I leave I'll give you my three day Christmas PArty na grbae sa ok sa alrighty then ! Mewy Kwishmash Guys!Advance man or di Its so nice to be Happy and MeWy!



3 parties and one hell of a fatigue!

Day 1: Thursday Dec. 18

I am dead as in dead! Since I haven't passed ma'am Mari an excuse letter why I have to cut her laboratory classes into half because of my Theater Play, I'll be good as absnet on that day! Sayang bitaw my work sa lab since its our first three of our experiments in assembly (which until now I don't understand). but I guess the heavens were smiling back at me when I heard ma'am Mari said that she'll wait for the excuse letter since I was honest enough to admit that I didn't submitted the letter even before she ask for it. Well anyways, off with my experiments (which until know is frustratingly I don't know what the hell to do with my first letter of the name and show it in the screen!). Luckily, Jessa was there to help me how to compile and run a sample program and then I'm on my own, still being clueless and my eyes are now becoming heavy due to the cold temperature of the lab as well as the stormy weather in outside, I had to do the most desperate option a clueless guy has to do, LOOK and COPY! hehehe

Another surprising announcment came in the lab when Ma'am told us that she is going to pospone the exam and gave us an early dismissal, horay! so off I go to the CEC office where I found Lerma playing with the computer then John came and ask me if I could help him buy some gift for his two monitas so I gladly helped him and went to the mall. As we went to the stores I was keep on suggesting him some gift that are worth like this and like that but he owuld always end up buying those expensive stuff. Which eventually made his wallet to cry and can't help but tease him on Christmas Songs which makes money fly like the wind heheheh "Here comes money lost!" John could'nt help but make a fist in his hand and warned me that if I do that again he'll going to throw me outside the mall hehehehe. After that 2 hr neck breaking, money draining and agonizing run for transpo back in TC, we rushed back to the office and John started wrapping his presents while I get myself dressed in the party.

The CEC party was way great I got to recieve an organizer!!! wow my first organizer, my dream gift yeah finally I am now a bit organized now that I have an organizer (heheh redundancy?! spare me pls!). Thanks Randyl! Well the party ended at around 10 and I was sweating like a pig because of some 30 min disco. I arrived home at 12 and didn't bother to take of my clothes and fell in the sofa! "One down two to go..."

Day two: Friday Dec. 19

Wake up and its still the cold as ice can't help but to wake up at 8:30, good thing classes is now over except for my english class... to my disappointment the teacher itself didn't even bother to show her shadow in the class good thing she called one of the working students to tell us to leave their names to the student and go home, finally! I'm heading back home when suddenly our president texted me that there will be a meeting today at the TG office, I said " OK that would be also a good idea since we haven't practice anything yet for our performance for Saturday's Party!". But when I arrived at Main the guard told me that it is a half day today and since its half day we're not allowed to enter the school premises, good thing Jasmine was there and I told her to text James to held the meeting at Jollibee.

It took me 2 solid wasted hours jsut to wait for the people to arrive at Jollibee but we jsut end up posponing the whole thing grr! Now I only got two hrs more before the CompE PArty so I decided to take a hair cut since I really look like a shaggy haired guy and after that I logged into the net.

5:15, I arrived at Baseline but there were only few people who were stil there so I went to gamebox and see what's up to the newest games in playstation and x-box. After an hour I came back and saw a karaoke tempting me to sing but I promised to behave myself since It is really needed yet I had to do it sang here sang there, but you know what? I rather listen to Ipay's nice voice singing "Til they take my heart way" that doing my own version Idol! After that the party started and the tables are almost filled up, I'll skipped the activities since they we're all food, games and intermissions. There those Kodak moments in that party, like Jessa gave me a letter that almost made me cry hehehe thanks Jess and Andrea ave me a gift fitted for my blu jacket what else! a hood! yeah! its an unexpected gift from her but then again I loved the hood red and black colors and can be udjusted yeah! the party ended up at 12 since the faculty teachers arrived late and I got the chance to jam with my fellow classmates isn't that nice! nah!

3rd Day: Saturday, Dec 20

OK I think I was having a household chores problem in the house so, I guess I have to deal with it but I told them that I'm going to leave at 3:00 for mt last Christmas Party, but I ended up at 3:30 since It was the final episode of Altagracia! kakainis talaga ang ending, the main character has to die! hmp! I got really lost in finding where in hell's deep is the LIGHTHOUSE RESTAURANT! it took me a few miles and agonizing walk from Fuente Osmena til I arrived at Steve's KTV bar, 5:30 exactly arriving on time only to discover that Jasmine the chairman for the christmas party is still now here and I ahve to ask where is their function room... the personnels were confused when I asked "Where is the USC Theater GUild Christmas pArty is?" well at least the name Jasmine Cuizon clarifies averything. IN short JAz reserved the function room not in the name of the TG but to her name, upon arrival of Amor and the JaBoom Twins I hurriedly changed costume and put some white stuff in my face.. why? coz our Christmas PArty is way different than the other Christmas PArty I have , its a Themed Christmas Party and our theme is about : Saints and Sinners!

Me? I was dressed like a liberated angel I tell you I really look cute at my blue shades. Again I'll spare you the details but one things for sure its one of my KODak moments in the party was my monito/monita because I recieved no gift from Ray King who picked my name! kakainis but then again I have to be happy coz next year I'll be waiting for that gift yeah! After the party I joined Ana Marie and the gals to go to Ayala and disco all the way, but when I arrived there at the RABIB they ask a hundred bucks for us to enter kakainis! well I guess I have no choice but to ask na lang some money and jive all the way, I arrived at Home at 2 am and my body is aching na yawnnn


4th Day: Sunday, Dec 21

Hmm its a hangover or hindi lang talaga ako natunawan hehehehehe dont you think its the same?...in other words I suffered a hell of a fatigue vomit here and shit here hahaha oh well I can say that my 3 days were so kewl and so kewl that I end up in bad for the last few hours of sunday watching who won survivor panama and watch will and grace ...and right now..my condition is so tiring I have to rest even my eyes coz right now its a heavy yawn I'm getting. oh well...

Dec 22: Monday

I'm a bit excited and nervous on my Dad's arrival but whether madelayed or early ang iyang flight, he is definitely coming! Ayun togather with my big and little sister sinalubong namin si papa, he brought plenty of baggage which means plenty of stuff to munch on and to enjoy yeah! Pa also brag about the prize he won in their Christmas PArty Raffle it was a 2800 watt JVC Component well not bad! but before we got home , we head at Sm to have dinner at Max Fried Chicken! As we we're eating My Big Sis and Pa we're talking about their services here grabe it wasn't the first daw na ana ka suplado and parang hindi galing sa training ang mga waiters and waitresses here... maybe I we're able to drop by sa Ayala I'll suggest a chicken resto na I think mas maganda ang service as well as the chicken... what do you think John? hhehehe

Dec 24: Christmas Eve

Naks we got plenty of visitors one from my Big Sister and a groupies of guys for my dad me? I just calle da friends thats all I kinda missed him and all. I'm bit going nuts at Ate Shau's visitor Ate Janet since why? first she's a psych graduate at Ateneo then she's 27 yrs old yet she looks hot! yeah comfortable kausap we took a couple of san mig light and a karaoke the night away. I surrendered at 1 a.m. since we got a Christmas Party to attend tommorrow.. yawn

Dec 25: Merry Christmas !!!!!!!

Hey! wake up wake up its already 10 in the morning! we're going to be late for lunch! it was around 1 pm when we arrive at Tito Alex's Place (Dramatic Entrance from the Minglanilla!) Everyone was there my 9 aunts and uncle.. well my other uncle will be a little late due to some hangover last night.. anyways, plenty of food in the table BUT need to control the eating habit! I can see my bulging belly na hahaha and I don't want to have another crazy episode last sunday so here we go munch all the way... After some munching Tita Odit hosted a program for everyone there were dancing, contest , singing etc etc (I have to sing daw since ambisyosong maging artista kakahiya :p ) At last the fun and the best part of the party GIFTS! yeah yeah yeah well, I got a shirt a fitted one and a sporty one, but I love the most was the polo one is a POLO and the other one was given to me by Pa A&F yeah! Of course there we're still those gifts na ihatag na lang like briefs, mugs but my Tita Leny can't think of a gift for me so she just gave ma a 200 pesos well not bad since this will be my starting money for my oplan business (i do hope this works!). the party ended at 8 pm nabitin kami from watching "The Exorcist " coz everyone na is leaving (wierd huh? exorcist!). Yawn have to park my hands now ! nyt!


Gary's 12 days of Christmas

On the 1st day of Christmas my true lvoe gave to me
A Kickass Christmas Tree

On the 2nd day of Christmas my true love gave to me
Two Nagging Parents
And A Kickass Christmas Tree

On the Third day of Christmas my true love gave to me
Three Evil Siblings
Two NAgging Parents
And A Kickass Christmass Tree

On the Fourth day of CHristmas my true love gave to me
Four Beer Grande
Three Evil Siblings
Two NAgging Parents
And A Kickass Christmass Tree

On the Fifth Day of Christmas my true love gave to me
Five Christmas Party
Four Beer GRande
Three Evil Siblings
Two Nagging PArents
and a kickass christmas tree

On the sixth day of christmas my true love gave to me
Six Day HAngover
Five Christmas PArty
Four Beer GRande
Three Evil Siblings
Two Nagging Parents
and a kickass Christmas Tree

On the seventh day of Christmas my true love gave to me
Seven Seno' Assignments
Six day Hangover
Five Christmas PArty
Four Beer Grande
Three Evil Siblings
Two Nagging PArents
and a Kickass Christmas Three

On the Eighth day of Christmas my true love gave to me
Eight TG DAncing
Seven Seno Assignments
Six day Hangover
Five Christmas PArty
FOur Beer Grande
Three Evil Siblings
Two Nagging Parents
and A Kickass Christmas PArty

On the Ninth day of Christmas my true love gave to me
Nine CEC Activities
Eight TG Dancing
Seven Seno Assignments
Six day hangover
Five Christmas PArty
Four Beer Grnade
Three Evil Siblings
Two NAgging PArents
and a Kickass Christmas PArty

On the tenth day of Christmas my true lov egave to me
Ten "Sexy" Relatives
Nine CEC Activities
Eight TG Dancing
Seven Seno Assignments
Six day Hangover
Five Christmas PArty
Four Beer Grande
Three Evil Siblings
Two NAgging Parents
and a Kickass Christmas tree

On the Eleventh Day of Christmas my true love gave to me
Eleven Stupid Junk Mails!
Ten "Sexy" Relatives
Nine CEC Activities
Eight TG Dancing
Seven Seno Assignments
Six Day Hangover
Five Christmas PArty
Four Beer Grande
Three Evil Siblings
Two Nagging PArents
and a Kick ass Christmas Tree

And on the twelve day of Christmas my true love gave to meee
Twelve Testimonials!
Eleven Stupid Junkmails!
Ten "Sexy" Relatives
Nine CEC Activities
Eight TG Dancing
Seven Seno Assignments
Six Day Hangover
Five Christmas PArty
Four Beer Grande
Three Evil Sibling
Two Nagging PArents
and
a
Kick
ASS
Christmas tree

....on the thirteen days of Christmas...0_o (ow~!) (all right already!)!!

Tuesday, December 16, 2003

Belated Happy Birthday to My Bro, Hey Nano Dawg Whereever you are in manila ingat ka lang parati

Whee what a day raining shit talaga it cause me to wake up at 730 again naks na late napud kay Sir Burce anyways, I think the rain will stay until the week ends sana naman moderate na ulit ang temperature. Gee this is a wild imagination... Nagsnow sa PIlipinas , seriously people would die becuase of a sudden snow ingon ng mga peeps ako? I rather die in snow than not seeing snow at the Philippines hahahah nalaunch napud ang akong pagkawierdo well just too much rain pala nakakasira ng ulo hahaha late guys got some shopping to do hmmm for my monita something pink and something gurl magutohan kaya nya hope so ... geee I really realyl hope so ..


here a thought try to graze on it tag me if you got an idea on this one

5 Wierd things you wish it happen!

5 Seeing you other self from the future
4 You died but got revived by some powerful force
3 See the people you hate die slowly (evil!)
2 Electricity stops flowing and the age of magic returns
1 World Peace

This top 10 is way kewl thanks Van Hopia dont mind Advance Merry Christmas Guys

10 bands you've been listening a lot to lately:in no order.
1. The Corrs
2. Matchbox 20
3. Black Eyed Peas
4. Dice and K9
5. South Border
6. EWF
7. Blue
8. Freestyle
9. D' Sound
10. Outcast (heeey yeah!)

9 things you look forward to:
1. My death!? 0_o
2. Coming of that somebody...
3. New movies this 2004
4. Special Occassions
5. The next president of the Philippines
6. My Friends New and Old
7. Going home :(
8. Checking Replies, Emails and updates
9. SLEEP

8 things you like to wear:
1. my nikos blue shades
2. my samsung jacket
3. my SJ shirt with the autograph of Cherry Lou
4. my dad's old worn rubber shoes
5. an ordinary white cap
6. shorts
7. cargo shorts
8. pants

7 things that annoy you:
1. Nagging Siblings
2. Traffic!!!
3. My mouth
4. Plastic People
5. Redundancy
6. Annoy people who are much annoying than me!
7. Luas (Singaw!)

6 things you say most days:
1. Yawa!
2. Huh?!
3. Watever!
4. Nganong ni enter!
5. Sumbagon tia ron!
6. I'll kick ya az!

5 things you do everyday:
1. sleep
2. eat
3. watch TV and do internet
4. walk and talk
5. live

4 people you want to spend more time with:
1. Friends in Manila
2. My relatives and family
3. the usc community
4. Myself

3 movies you could watch over and over again:
1. Life or something like it
2. She's all that
3. Matrix Saga

2 of your favorite songs at the moment: (the songs nalang on my mind at the instant)
1. Til they take my heart away
2. After the love has gone

1 person you could spend the rest of your life with:
1. That special somebody of course!


Saturday, December 13, 2003

morning came I still got the hangover of the beer gee 4 grandes with my ate and jeff was a big achievement of me hAhahah tomador! dapat lang cguro yun at least gusto kong munang makalimot a nangyari ayun here I am again still stuck at that moment that moment dyud kalagon uy ngano intawn mangahilak ko well nandyan na yan shit! wet trails and swollen eyes are here need to wear my blue glasses. went to school kanina grabe abuse kaayo ko I was wearing shorts an every body in the campus was staring at me well I dont mind I was wearing my glasses di klaro na ana ko hahahaha found out the compE Concessionaire wala pay permit na naisubmit kay lerma so I had to finish it of course its my "vow" right.

speaking of vows I want to break my vow wala lang nasira ko kasi yung vow so I better face reality na lang na gago akong tao and why the fucking hell I said that selfish stuff, I guess my sign of being tired and worries to my play is not an excuse on not to think clearly pero bitaw...that was a stupid vow kasi hindi ka nga cgurado sa isang bagay like this course then makikipagcommit ka sa isang utang right maybe its not that stupid since its my really way of doing it "help". sakto bitaw ingon nya naay balance... I cannot have the happiness all the time I nid the sffering and pain as well just like this relationship di man lahat ng pagkakataon nagaagree ang tao right may times talaga na nagaaway but then here we go cguro sa impact lang talaga ng emotion na gihatag nya was also that emotion that teared me yesterday sakit kaayu bitaw well ang tanong kailan ako makakaalis dito tke time gar.... by the way I really look evil in my blue shades matching with my blue shirt and my blue bag hhehehehe pakapin!!!

Friday, December 12, 2003

My 2 days of achivement was my 3 days of pain

I'm still trembling my body aches and so as my head, grabe ganun pala pagnalabas mo halos lahat its so unproffesional of me to cry in a public vehicle sorry di ko nakayanan eh as the vehicles run the people cant help but look at me but then nakatago naman ang face ko thank god i was given a big bag. well wala na tay mahimo right 2 days of my work este helping hand was my 3 sleepness nights thinking "ngano man ko uy" "nganu gibuhat nya ani" 3 days of being distracted to class and 2 days of trying to fight the feeling, ........

.......one things for sure he'll forget everything the next day and that won't be his problem right? bear with me my eyes is not yet tired of drawing tears my body still hunger for that pain wierd no? I sudenly become masochistic ngano man ni oi...

Wednesday, December 10, 2003

Baby don't you break my heart slow...please
December 5, 2003

LIfe is really full of surprises don't you think ? before I type in my blog and get into the mood with the music.. well my ex called of all the people who would be calling at this late 11:50 (which I though was sadako and greeting me a merry christmas and I got only a week to live!). Well tumawag sya just some kamustahan dito and hows his practicum and hope we could see each other again well you know what he said " Well only when it comes to the point that we would be seeing each other..." was that it? a nevermind!

December 10, 2003

I'm tired..... not much appreciation sa bahay ikaw pa ang papagalitan wala kasi akong alam sa bahay eh. Our Noel na way klaro, Lalis sa TC, CompE Concessionaire, then yung outreach pa and yung pressure sa lahat ang christmas play sa Theater Guild, I can't even think right as of now I know I'm melting down each and every day but of course I have to regain myself coz kahit na ilang beses naman cguro ako magdown fall episodes.. would anybody give a damn guess not... eh kahit nga maghatag ng comment maghatag ba ? well that's ok life must go on the question is how long can I go... everyday I would always think of this episode of who am I in this education I'm taking in the future. I'm tired na... di nako kaya i just hope lang na whatever I'm holding on wouldn't break off kasi di ko alam ko saan ako pupulutin pagnagkataon... too much angst? sorry but then again why should you be bothered hey its just me right...



Tuesday, December 9, 2003

cuddle and a kiss
cuddle and a kiss on the forehead - you like to be
close to your special someone and feel warm,
comfortable, and needed


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Monday, December 1, 2003

Hmm lets see if this works