Tuesday, September 30, 2003

Happy Birthday Mhonie Lou Hefti !!!!
Happy Birthday Mhonie Lou Hefti !!!!
Happy Birthday Mhonie Lou Hefti !!!!
Happy Birthday Mhonie Lou Hefti !!!!



Happy Birthday Best Friend!!! I know you missed me and nagtatampo ka kasi nakalimutan ko ang birthday mo well you are very wrong best!! naghanda ako sa araw na to kaso nga lang sa mga hindi inaasahang pang yayari nagbrownout kami dito ayun di sya na published anyways!! I would like to dedicate this song from you since I know you missed this song masasabi ba natin tong "theme" song sa mga chatmates and relationshits only we know right best!!

"Don't say you love me you don't even know me if you really want me then give me some time!! don't go there baby not before I'm ready... don't say your hearts in a hurry I'ts not like we're gonna get married give me give me some ... time!!!"

"Don't you say you love me" (indeed!!!)
by m2m


Got introduced to you by a friend
You were cute and all that
Baby you set the trend, yes you did oh
The next thing I know we're down at the cinema
We're sitting there, you start kissing me*
What's that about?

VERSE 2
You're moving too fast, I don't understand you
I'm not ready yet, baby I can't pretend
No I can't
The best I can do is tell you to talk to me
It's possible, eventual
Love will find a way
Love will find a way...

CHORUS
Don't say you love me
You don't even know me
If you really want me
Then give me some time
Don't go there baby
Not before I'm ready
Don't say your heart's in a hurry
It's not like we're gonna get married
Give me, give me some time

VERSE 3
Here's how I play, here's where you stand
Here's what to prove to get any further than where it's been
I'll make it clear, not gonna tell you twice
Take it slow, you keep pushing me
You're pushing me away
Pushing me away...

CHORUS

BRIDGE
Don't say you love me
You don't even know me baby…

Baby don't say you love me, baby
Give me some time...

CHORUS x 3


Monday, September 29, 2003

Head Over Feet
by Alanis Morissette

I had no choice but to hear you
You stated your case time and again
I thought about it
You treat me like I'm a princess
I'm not used to liking that
You ask me how my day was

Chorus :
You've already won me over in spite of me
Don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet
Don't be suprised if I love you for all that you are
I couldn't help it
It's all your fault
Your love is thick and it swallowed me whole
Your'e so much braver than I gave you credit for
That's not lip service

Repeat Chorus

You are the bearer of unconditional things
You held your breath and the door for me
Thanks for your patience
You're the best listener that I've ever met
You're my best friend
Best friend with benefits
What took me so long
I've never felt this healthy before
I've never wanted something rational
I am aware now
I am aware now

Repeat Chorus

Sunday, September 28, 2003

Sa maigo ;p

Bad Vibes O_o?

Killjoy Misery Chick call it whatever you want I guess when "closed" people got stuck to the impressions of being such misery and all wierd stuff, people tend to think bad vibes starts whenever I try to talk or sumthing... gee I never thought of that.. until now...
Peeps might think that why am I saying this ... I don't know maybe becuase it bothered me when that thought of it starts to hit me... relax yeah why not alone? what else pa ba?


What lies ahead..after everything

I watched the BUZZ yesterday its about the Kris and Joey Issue. yeah sure you can say its becoming a national issue na but forget about that there is one thing that caught my attention . it was the part when BOy Abunda ask the question... "Kris, what do you think tomorrow look like?" Then she said that she don't know what would happen tomorrow... its kinda hard for a person to rise up whenever such challenge arise, problem and failure and frustrations barges into your life.

Recovery? I remember I was watching Will and Grace there was a scene there were grace gets into bed the whole day becuase of a big break up with her bf Nathan... while Grace's friends forced her to get over it... and moved one... she said that she can't handle her problems the way her friends handle their own...i think hmm..

What lies ahead after the pains and the constant stress people having.. optimism aside, indeed there is a so called "bright future" or "an opened window"

But as far as I can go... just fragments of regreats, scars from the past and howl of emotions just keeps on coming .. why is that?

Still, destiny or whatever you call it still not clear for me? Craps ad BUllshits are on the way ... temporary highs yeah I guess so. I don't foretell what would happen next but I'm sure tomorrow cost big changes.. or common routine is the main gameplan ...

Sem Break starts... hay vacation? me? maybe? time ? good idea hope i can see where I'm heading after this...

Words from our sponsors

To the person who I think is "slipping away" friend: Call it paranoid man! but guess If its true or not I would like to say : I TOLD YOU IT WOULD HAPPENED pagkatapos gamitin ilagay lang sa isang tabi... efforts are not wasted these things will show great rewards and blessing... in the benefits of others! well thanks bai I can now be left alone... oh by the way...that was you who am I thanking for "Not this time" by cultured pearls yeah thats you...

To the person who I think changed its fate and a somebody right now: always remember where you've been and try to see the person in you since he/she is suffering the same fate of you in the past its jsut happened that people got roots and lucky/blessed enough to be somebody with riches.

To that somebody who made me special Where have you been call me up hehehe oh its my imaignation ra diay ok

To those peeps who cause the heaven to shed tears of being in "heave" and think I'm such an kj in peoples happiness: I'm happy for you peeps really its just that sarcasms are my grabe ka misinterpreted
lisud i change... insecurity yeah sort of but bitaw not too mch rain its causing our net cafe to flood hehheeh

To the person who got my orange notbook: ehy welcome to my life hpoe you like tha way I wrote it these are fragments of my thoughts thanks for reading it.

Friday, September 26, 2003

Hey peeps theres more at www.psycho2ic.blogspot.com as of now things are under renovation for the new version of my blog I want to make it more interactive well since some peeps doesn't give a damn sad but then again what the heck its my blog can't force them


Outwit Outplay and Outlast! the Cast of Survivor T.G. !
Viva T.G.!

Well last nyt was a blast! We had A Theater Guild Grand Reunion and guess what its not one batch! all batch from the 70's to the present and whoa I'm really impressed and proud since its the first in the theater Guild history and I am one of them who made it possible anyways, its also a great advantage yesterday since its a half day. Due to some sort of a teacher's conference I only got a class in Sir Barangan's Java. After that we had a few talk to Sir Delante's gameplan to either pass us or fail us whatever the plan was It will start to tick on monday hmmm.

I rode the 62-C jeepney at 1:50 and landed at main by 2:40 1hr huh? and as I went inside the campus I saw the stage of our reunion well I can't describe our stage lets just say it looks like the tribal council scene in survivor or u can say its a secret garden hehehe. We thought it was going to rain but then again God was so nice he didn't even pous droplets of water from the sky. All was shot in a video which of course operated by me. the food was also great I take home a handful of lechon since there were more food left after the program. After the program the Alumni's inited us at IslandBuzz and you know what we'll do there INUMAN yeah!!

OK guys I'll spare you the details of what happen. I'm here for some questions (yeah, again?!). Its a song but it hit my head . It sound stupid or sumthing but if you try to think of it you'll say "cguro". here is my question: WOULD YOU HURT THE ONE WHO LOVES YOU undeliberately? hmm its kinda stupid to hear but i dunno naglibog gihapon ko why would you hurt the person you love ....

heres the song I wanted to post for a long time and its grreat that I finnally found the song sa net, my song theme for Life or Somthing like it.i recommend you guysto watch the movie starring angelina jolie.

Artist: Stacie Orrico
Song: "There's Gotta Be (More To Life) "
Buy Album: Stacie Orrico

dapslyrics.com


I've got it all, but I feel so deprived
I go up, I come down and I'm emptier inside
Tell me what is this thing that I feel like I'm missing
And why can't I let it go

CHORUS:
There's gotta be more to life...
Than chasing down every temporary high to satisfy me
Cause the more that I'm...
Trippin' out thinkin' there must be more to life
Well it's life, but I'm sure... There's gotta be more

(Than wanting more)

I've got the time and I'm wasting it slowly
Here in this moment I'm half-way out the door
Onto the next thing, I'm searching for something that's missing

CHORUS

I'm wanting more

I'm always waiting on something other than this
Why am I feelin' like there's something I missed....
Always... Always...

CHORUS - repeat twice

More to life
There's gotta be more to life (more to life)
There's gotta be more to life (more)
More to my life

Wednesday, September 24, 2003

How foolish can you get??

If love would be food I would eat it but if its how would you consider choking it out?? Well fall in love we lost love we break up this is what I mostly hear love nowadays, hmm some may be are in so called heaven but some are just as miserable for that someone… question is how long can you wait? How long can you stay?

The Longing

What a day busy and until now the business continues nothing to do but do something I cna't wait for our Reunion sa Theater Guild this coming friday its so exciting I also had some stuff done but for now I'll spare the details kay I'm running out of time as in my net is still dead tungod sa "heavenly" rain na gibuhat ng mga "angels" sa "heaven" ehehe wel i can't blame them I'm also suffering from them but then again its jsut a temporary high according to Stacy Orico but for now let me have this "unlikely" feeling thanks !

D'Sound - Tattooed On My Mind

Maybe you soon
Forget about all
Or maybe you'll miss it like I do
But one thing's for sure
I'm all knocked out
I spend too much time thinking of you

And I can't get you out of my dreams
Now I know you're the dangerous kind
And your smile is tattooed on my mind
'Cause I can't get you out of my dreams

I don't wanna write
I don't wanna call
I would not know what to say
It should be you
That's how I want it to be
Tell me you feel the same way

And I can't get you out of my dreams
Now I know you're the dangerous kind
And your smile is tattooed on my mind
And I can't get you out of my dreams, oh

Oh yesterday
I was feeling safe
All I do today
is trying to be brave
And no melody can seem to soothe my mind
Now I curse you for being
So sweet and so kind

And I can't get you out of my dreams
Now I know you're the dangerous kind
And your face is tattooed on my mind
'Cause I can't get you out of my dreams

Yes I know you're tattooed
On my mind you're tattooed
(repeat till fade)




Thursday, September 18, 2003

Bust BUsy Buys

Hmm wierd title for today well its becuase I'm so bust !! not women's chest but hurot gyud akong kwarta tungod sa dagahng bayranan inatay! makalagot. Busy tungod sa ccec tg ur acade! Sory Ms. D i need to repair pa my computer kay naguba ang internet waaah Buys of course pagmaypera bayad bili ang saya cya round wa nakoy time sa tap rx sus bye bye

Saturday, September 13, 2003

Some Startlers of Saturday

Hmm surprise surprise you never run out of them... hmm lets see our Videoke Challenge is in deep shit because Fr. Punzalan told Jay na di pwede pagamiton ang Rigney Hall tungod sa "Ballpen Hole" incident. I was so angry that I told Jay "Unsa pay gamit ng AVR kung di pagamiton!". Does he got any fuckin Idea of what our efforts of reserving making permits and all the crap we've been doing just for that activity then here goes Punzalan jst a snap of his fingers then pang! guba ang plano look for a place and its not his fucking problem anymore. for cyring out loud talk about effort to waste. Well anyways, I regained my composure and Jay told us na we better look for another venue... where?

I went to Sir Barangan's make up class and to my Surprise! he didn't gave us a seatwork instead he checked or attendance, cleared the computations nya add the database. I ended up going back downstairs for the meeting.

after the meeting I head to Main and yet another surprise hit me when I discovered Biance didn't pass the letter of invitation sa mga alumnis hahay I was fuming mad dala sad sa TC Days...

good thing about today was marichu and I ate Ice Cream at Jollibee and we got into a dare that we maybe the next monster radio's radio jocks that they are loking for. Hey! call it ver ambitious but its actually nice to dream and making it as a reality. Bitaw!!!we got potentials if you combine the both of us, we can actually can kick off Rico Ryan heheheh kidding...I proposed that we should go to BT 105.9 to attack the station and take over (hehhe exag!) well to our disappoint ment they only acept visiting and application til 5:30 we arrive there at 7 something oh well lets wait for next year right ms.panes!!!

Surprise that 97.1 Lupig sila accepted my proposal and the deal is now on the go! Starting tuesday stay tuned at 97.1 Lupig sila for they will be plugging our activities sa TC DAYS yehey!!

Surprised that my ex-bf called me in the middle of my sleep and saying I missed you and just checking you after a month of no talking after the break up hehehe

and finally I am very surprised bcause JImmy Bondoc was here and also Side A and also JIm Brickman's concert are here in cebu and not one of them I seen because because no money of 500 pesos purchase sumthing blahblahblah well at least some people are like Nina "Heaven!!" it rained and it proves that somebod is in heaven hope tomorow heaven would cause hail or sumthing
...........
Sumthing cam up Ill be back lang...

Friday, September 12, 2003

Song in mInd

Waaah I can;t beleive this love love love ingon nga ni Ipay "Kapoya love oi" but according to Moulin Rouge " the greatest lesson you'll ever learn is to love and to be loved in return..." guess I'll never learn so oh pwease don't mind my angsty night this is just those days wherein I am happy from the outside fucking idiot inside ok dedicated sa mga manhid at cguro marami nang sinaktan na tao just for one powerful goal of life "LOVE" animaaaal!!!!

.ANG PAG-IBIG KONG ITO
(Moonstar 88)w/ chords!
A D
Umiiyak ang aking pusong nagdurusa
Dm A
Ngunit ayokong may makakita
A D
Kahit anong sakit ang aking naranasan
Dm A
'Yan ay ayokong kanyang malaman

Refrain:
F#m C#m
Mga araw na nagdaan,
Bm A
kailanma'y hindi malilimutan
F#m C#m
Kay tamis na raw ng pagmamahalan
Bm A E-E7
Ang akala ko'y walang hangganan

Chorus:
D E A
Ang pag-ibig kong ito
D E A
Luha ang tanging nakamit buhat sa'yo
D
Kaya't sa Maykapal
E F#m
Tuwina'y dalangin ko
D
Sana'y...
(Repeat All)
A E A
Kapalaran ko ay magbago
(repeat Refrain)
(repeat Chorus)
Kapalaran ko ay magbago

Its a long surreal story

Hmm a perfect title well anyways, It was 12 noon after the very interesting and frustrating class in D.Equations with Engr. Malait, I headed to Tap-Rx since I got no more lunch (I ate it earlier) and No buddy (or nObody) is a company. anyways, I surfed the net and found out my blog has been tagged with comments or am I assuming its many hehehe

As I surf to the citizens of blog world I saw John's site, I was surprised to see a very long blog so long that I decided to download the post instead of wasting my rates reading the blog without concentrating it focus on the time and focus on what is written hmmm..

Finally I read the post well Its really nice that John added a little surreal with the story actually It helped a lot hehehe. It is a good one but it has a "sayang" part. Sayang that your friend turned out to be the gurl's X. Well this proves the song "Its a small world after all its a small world after.." really now I guess for me I can't blame the person from his past with relations to an event or somebody right.

About the question: Wow! this questions are so intriguing and very sensitive.... hope we can do more of this soon heehehe. For me, I'd like to befriend the x but then again he might backstab me or sumthin. Hey who knows ang friend ko diay x ng gf ko what can I do di ba ay nako sing with me beh! "Its a small world after all Its a small world after all ...."

Anyways, lately I've been a very very bad sheep ... hmm lets see getting involved (just a talk ok not that involved you think your thinking :p )with somebody who I knew that she has a Bo. a tewible situation might happened if ever her S.O. found out we were talking .....on the phone.... in the middle of the night....oops!

Its Prefinals and Im heaidng to ABS

Song PLaying: Goodnight- Barbie's Cradle

I know I know its pre finals but then again I'm here at AbS-Cbn Studio sending letters for solicitation,, invitation and other crappy org stuff :)
there's 97.1 Lupig Sila nya there's one in Abs-Cbn production. After that exhaustable afternoon. went to ayala and withdraw money for this month's budget but to my disappointment guba ang atm machine cna't withdraw hahay
I decided to indulge myself by eating SHAWARMA!!!! and texted John if he's at Ayala.

Once inside, I decidd to head straight lang sa MOther's nya I saw John talking to Leslie. Leslie!! hows Pinay Pie! wish I could watch wa man gud koy kwarte uy hehehe. Les left early thus ends up with me and John' well John, I read your long post hope this one could help or maybe just a comment of the day that past by ganiha sa RX hehee Man I think I lack of sleep I'm not making any sense ah heheeh

Wednesday, September 10, 2003

Sylph
You are a Sylph!
The sylphs are the air spirits. Their element has
the highest vibratory rate of the four (beside
earth, fire, water). They live hundreds of
years, often reaching one thousand and never
seeming to get old. They are said to live on
the tops of mountains. The leader of the sylphs
is a being called Paralda who is said to dwell
on the highest mountain of Earth.

Sylphs often assume human form but only for short
periods of time. The vary in size and can be as
large as a human. They are volatile and
changeable. The winds are their particular
vehicle. The work through the gases and ethers
of the Earth and are kindly toward humans.
Slyphs are usually seen with wings, looking
like cherubs or fairies. Because of their
connection to air, which is associated with the
mental aspect, one of their functions is to
help humans receive inspiration. The sylphs are
drawn to those who use their minds,
particularly those in creative arts.


Which Type Of Faery Folk Are You?
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Others
"Without friends no one would choose to live,
though he had all other goods."
Aristotle (384 BC - 322 BC), Nichomachean Ethics


What Motivates You?
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Song in mind Dedicated sa taong nakausap ko I'm here for you and you can depend on me kay ur one of my greatest inspirations and for that I thank you take care my friend...


Not This time
by cultured pearls

I've been sittin' in my bed
with a glass in my hand
tryin' to figure out a way
for me to understand
today's talk we just had
the questions I had asked about yesterday
about the sadness in your eyes
but the biggest smile
on your face in a way
the questions I had asked about how you feel
only eyes reveal
your answer's not for real
but I can't read your mind
not this time

I just want to know what you're going through
I don't feel wrong about asking you
I can't read your mind
not this time

I know that there are times
when you don't want to say
that there are problems in your head
that you can't explain
i have been that way
maybe there's a hug or a kiss or two
will not forever do
if only I'd reach you
but I can't read your mind
not this time

I just want to knowhat you're going through
I don't feel wrong about asking you
I can't read your mind
not this time

Maybe I'm a child
maybe I'm a woman
maybe I am old
maybe I said something
your reasons to push me away
maybe I have laughed
maybe I have cried
ver did I try
to put hurt on your side
but I can't read your mind
not this time

I just want to know what you're going through
I don't feel wrong about asking you
but I can't read your mind
not this time
Comment from the tagboard

Thanks for you comment at m tagboard guys I really really appreciate it! well I know its hard to take off a habit like this , there some things that are needed to be reconciliated and deal with I know all of us got problems and we handle them the way we think it is I just hope that evry step of the way we don't end up hurting other people and hurting ourselves the most... I need to get rid of it but getting rid of it means taking the pain and reliving it all over. I know people who doesn't want to remember their bad experiences would agree with me, it takes a lot of guts and understanding for a person to get into that stage and it also takes a lot of patience and understanding to know what has become of a person and what he/she has been going in through.... to change doesn't take a day not it doesn't done easily....

To the one day vacation

I got a great but still tiring one day vacation. I tot I'd stay home and be a certified couch potato again but I ended up going to Gaisano Fiesta Mall at Tabunok buying internet cards and playing the Pump Dance Mania... well anyways, here I am at the CEC office doing my blog. Speaking of blog we got two more citizens to arrive in the blog world but I don't know if they can copeupwith our "blog addiction" here's a clue: one is a batch classmate and one is close to me. I'm still deciding if I'll grant them the access in the blog world cause they might enduptheir sites into a sleeping area like the one I helped but until now they are not updating it grabe well can't blame them coz they are quite busy in their studies since they are going to graduate or are they? hehehehe HI chakadolls!!!

To the one who made me remember...

Honestly I missed you but you remindme of what happened to the so-called "us" I know u missed me or maybe its just a guilt feeling of what happen. I don't want to be mean but u hurt me and it made feel like a fool. but then again the it was played but you cannot blame me for partof me was for real...I wished its true I wish u werelying but the letter proves it all unless you didn't wrote it...

To the one who made me special... and I mean it!

Hey thanks for ur honesty bai! I never thought I was that... witty and funny hmm maybe because I'mon the phone but then again I've always been true to myselfthough sometimes we have to get rid of some of it according to Engr. Delante...hey thanks for the time and the comfort I mean it bai... wait for youcall? cya round !!

To the one who'se having a hard time now

Kinsa ba talaga?! si Aida, si Lorna or si Fe?? Well all I can say soul searching takes time... we have to dig and open all our skeletons in the closet to change and reflect yourself or who you really want to be and liking it in the process... then and only then you can choose for that somebody :) am I making any sense hope so...

Friday, September 5, 2003

Somebody said

"Better get rid of it, your being emotionally sensitive will be a hindrance to your success"
-Engr. Delante

Would you believe? my terror na teacher gave me an advice about life well I'm flattered kay he shared his story to the class so I guess it was an honor na gi ingon nya to. Its harsh but its reality. accept and do it a step of a time...

Lei read my message... thanks I hope so nga... but I guess long distance relationship is kinda hard besides its buggin me history might repeat itself, its the different setting in a same pathway scenario...

Madonna
Like a Virgin
Love Don't Live Here Anymore

Chorus:

You abandoned me
Love don't live here anymore
Just a vacancy
Love don't live here anymore

When you lived inside of me
There was nothing I could conceive
That you wouldn't do for me
Trouble seemed so far away
You changed that right away, baby

(chorus)

Love don't live here anymore
Just emptiness and memories
Of what we had before
You went away
Found another place to stay, another home

(chorus)

In the windmills of my eyes
Everyone can see the loneliness inside me
Why'd ya have to go away
Don't you know I miss you so and need your love

(chorus)



Somebody said

"Better get rid of it, your being emotionally sensitive will be a hindrance to your success"
-Engr. Delante

Would you believe? my terror na teacher gave me an advice about life well I'm flattered kay he shared his story to the class so I guess it was an honor na gi ingon nya to. Its harsh but its reality. accept and do it a step of a time...

Lei read my message... thanks I hope so nga... but I guess long distance relationship is kinda hard besides its buggin me history might repeat itself, its the different setting in a same pathway scenario...


Happy Birthday Donya Miatotsky Victorina Donsen

Grandier's hitting 4 birds in one stone


Yawn I just woke up its 4:00 at the clock, you know I really have to adjust in my nights, I akways end up sleeping and not studying waah grabe I need to do sumthing about it. Anyways, I'm happy today and quite tired . I went to abs-cbn ganihang mga 2pm to met Ma'am Joan Carpio the production head/promotions and get my prize kay nadaog kog meteor garden premium items by email Sabado na Gyud nya greeted the people and everything. Not only that I'd claim my prize, I also proposed Ma'am Carpio if she is interested to have a live telecast of Sabado na Gyud at USC Talamban Campus in the upcoming TC Days.

I gave her a letter for the invitation, unfortunately, naa na sila'y target place at Sept 20 so sa CIT. I said "okhay... cge" well, it seems to be early pa so I grab a late lunch and ate pancit canton at the abs canteen.

Since I'm here na I might as well take the advantage to do a multipurpose wachamacalit. so I roamed around the abs studio and ended up at the 97.1 Radio Station (Lupig Sila!) so I went to the office and proposed to their station manager if their intersted to plug our tc days and the anniversary in theater guild nya she said I have to make a letter for that so
I have to come back to abs yehey!

And to top it all I went to audition for "Bonding", even thou I have no biodata the talent manager said na I have to say my name,address,contace and age and also my line. I was so nervous kay I have to speak bisaya dyud bai hahaha the line was..
Wa kay ayong amiog... traydor! traydor! dili tika mapasaylo sa imong gibuhat!

mao ra to and then when the camera started to roll as if I was in trance I just spoke my lines with a breeze. Well that what I get when I internalized the line hehehe.

So thus ends my hitting 4 birds in one stone ability gee I learned that from what my Dad said "Grab the oppurtunity" and I also added that "and make sure once you step in success, add the people who help and share what I can have " o diba char!

Wednesday, September 3, 2003

Revisiting the past

Happy Birthday Silvia Geroue!!!!
Happy Birthday Amor Cosido!!!!
Happy Birthday Mae !!!!
Better late than Never
Happy Birthday Angelie "Selphie"!


It was 6:00 pm when I caught a ride in the jeepney going to Ayala to withdraw our monthy budget at the ATM. Mhonie texted me and reminded me about Ibyang's Birthday she also gave me Iby's cell numebr. Anyways, I greeted my old classmate and then head to the entrnace sa Ayala. A minute after somebody texted me and telling that how the person misses me and its been 3 yrs na since the informal brke-up. Well I was surprised of course coz in the first place I havn't got a relatioship that yr. since I got too many things I was doing.

I texted back "Who are you" nya, It was my...um .. yeah somebody special. and the rest of the story will have to remained private. But then again I promised her that she will get my answer here in my web.

To the gurl who made my heart bump and bleed

Pls Click this---> here! and to those who are nosy pls respect thy privacy thank you guys
My Office Adventures

Today was really one of my wildest and daring foolish deed I've ever done and you know what I am still shocked I did it haha. Well it all started when I was riding the 13C jeepney going to Ayala, as we passed by Ayala you can see tall buildings and some huge landcape of a jig.

I was wondering how does it feel to be there and act as one of an employee in the building. So, i decided to step out of the jeep and headed to the one of the offices of a big building. As I entered I was blocked by a guard and check my purpose of going in I said "I have a busines proposal char char char" she (yes the guard is a chic) also inspected my "house"size fit bag and detected some metals in my bag I told them its just the cellphone. after a minute of checking I head to the elevator and tried pushing buttons and do the "deedee" "Oh what does this button do.." hehe yeah after that I step out of the elvator and search the building just

When I was really having fun. a guy wearing an executive clothes saw me and ask "What are you doing here" well to my surprised I quickly ran and he shouted "Call Security!!" Now I'm in trouble so I ran to the elevator but the elevator is too long so I went to the fire exit eeh to my realization it 14th floor na diay ko so what the heck I ran down the stairs til I arrived at the lowest floor I eamn it my knees where aching when I got out and look fora jeep going to school hahaa talk about wild man!

Tuesday, September 2, 2003

Song in mind

This song keeps on singing in my mind while I'm doing this blog hmm hope its normal hey I dedicate this to those people who just can't make up their minds and hope they are happy for giving people a wait and ends up nothing in the end sa maigo hhehehe

DI BALE NA LANG (By Request Version)
Gary Valenciano
(Gary Valenciano)

Minsan sabi niya sa akin
Sandali na lang
Akala ko naman ay sigurado na ako
Handa kong tanggapin ang kanyang oo
Bigla na lang nagbago ang isip niya
Hindi ko akalain na gano'n pala siya
Pinaasa niya lang ako
Bitin na bitin ako
Oooh woh

Hindi ko na alam kung makakaya ko pa
Di bale na lang kaya
Ako pa ba kaya ang nasa puso niya
Di bale na lang kaya
Ngunit mahal ko siya
Di bale na lang
Di bale na lang
Di bale na lang

Ngayon araw-araw lumilipas ang panahon
Kalimutan ko siya'y malayo sa isip ko
Di kaya, pinaikot niya lang ako
Bigla na naman nagbago ang isip niya
Pagkakataon ko na mapasagot ko siya
Pag ang sinabi ko'y di mabili
Baka mapahiya muli...

Hindi ko na alam kung makakaya ko pa
Di bale na lang kaya
Ako pa ba kaya ang nasa puso niya
Di bale na lang kaya
Ngunit mahal ko siya
Di bale na lang
Di bale na lang
Di bale na lang

Bakit ka naman ganyan
Ano pa ba kayang paraan
Pero kung kailangan mo naman ako
Agad akong tumatakbo
Di bale na lang
Di bale na lang
Di bale na lang

Bitin na bitin ako
oh...oh...oh

Hindi ko na alam kung makakaya ko pa
Di bale na lang kaya
Ako pa ba kaya ang nasa puso niya
Di bale na lang kaya
Ngunit mahal ko siya
Di bale na lang
Di bale na lang
Di bale na lang

Hindi ko na alam kung makakaya ko pa
Di bale na lang kaya
Ako pa ba kaya ang nasa puso niya
Di bale na lang kaya
Ngunit mahal ko siya
Di bale na lang
Di bale na lang
Di bale na lang

Di bale na lang...
Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooooooh.....


Energy in Black Ink and Dancing

I can say I'm so tired but now its 1 am and I am still up hmm wonder why and where the hell I still got the energy to do stuff like this... a while ago I went to ayala to follow up my ink sa printer at "INk for LESS" nya when I arrived there, they told me that they have an extra cartridge since my cartridge was suffering from clogs, so I said ok I'll pay for the cartridge na lang and I'll be back as soon as you're through, so I went down to TIMEZONE saw Canence and her friend there sitting on the bench. I went inside to get a reload from my powercard after that I played the Dance Freaks once, twice and thrice .

As I was about to go back at the Booth for my ink guess who rised from the escalator... John! well John in short pants well as in I said to myself hey! whats with the shorts then it hit me... its his second home so thats why he is feel at home at ayala hahaha. He was surprised to see me I asked him if he knows Dance Revo well he did and man he can dance well I challenged him for an Afronova and he ended up in a flat tire hehee(exag ba John? :p ) Gikan man gud syang workout thats why he's freakin tired So, after that tiresome task I joined John to stroll around Ayala I could almost Identify him as a Supervisor walking around he said "I should be paid for doing this stuff" gee how I wish John.

Along the way I reminded him about the upcoming TC Days so he checked his target concessionaire to his surprise his two target was already taken so we decided to look for new target concessionaire one for compE and oe for robotics . Another good thing happened at Ayala we bumped in to Joevic, our CEC Info Coordinator (a.k.a. Uncle JOe or Lolo Joe) grabe we end up laughing along the way because of Uncle Joe's sarcastic and crazy comments. Hey I learned a thing or two about chicks hmm there goes that beautiful gurl at 1:00 .well finally John bid farewell went back to the resto ... nya Joe and I went back to the INK for less booth since everything is now ok.. Joe took the 13C to go home while I took the 62C to main for my theater guild meeting.. hahay

Sleepy and tired but here I am typing my joys well this tuesday made my day at least I feel a bit relaxed and happy well this is what they say about men "once they get tired they look for more things tiresome" well hope you like my blog hey dont forget to post ur comment okay thanks
Energy in Black Ink and Dancing

I can say I'm so tired but now its 1 am and I am still up hmm wonder why and where the hell I still got the energy to do stuff like this... a while ago I went to ayala to follow up my ink sa printer at "INk for LESS" nya when I arrived there, they told me that they have an extra cartridge since my cartridge was suffering from clogs, so I said ok I'll pay for the cartridge na lang and I'll be back as soon as you're through, so I went down to TIMEZONE saw Canence and her friend there sitting on the bench. I went inside to get a reload from my powercard after that I played the Dance Freaks once, twice and thrice . As I was about to go back at the Booth for my ink guess who rised from the escalator... John! well John in short pants well as in I said to myself hey! whats with the shorts then it hit me... its his second home so thats why he is feel at home at ayala hahaha. He was surprised to see me I asked him if he knows Dance Revo well he did and man he can dance well I challenged him for an Afronova and he ended up in a flat tire hehee(exag ba John? :p ) Gikan man gud syang workout thats why he's freakin tired So, after that tiresome task I joined John to stroll around Ayala I could almost Identify him as a Supervisor walking around he said "I should be paid for doing this stuff" gee how I wish John. Along the way I reminded him about the upcoming TC Days so he checked his target concessionaire to his surprise his two target was already taken so we decided to look for new target concessionaire one for compE and oe for robotics .

Monday, September 1, 2003

Paper or Plastics

Today is one of those shall we say "mixed emotions" days. I got pissed, I got happy and even almost wept . Well to tell you about It I finally discovered that some people in the eng'g council are nothing but a bunch of backstabbers aka plastic. They smiled infront you but bites at your back don't you think its nice! If they don't want me to come to the "beer session" (which I was invited!!!) well they should have said "I don't want you to be my beermate so scram.." but no they have to lie about saying they have to go home early because of some of their shit. Well at least I finally know who they are grabe I wish they were placed back in the freezer since are such orocans!

"Sory wa na tay mahems!" gee gurl wish you drown in hell or somewhere were I can see you suffer.

Well at least my night did'nt end in suffering of pretending. Lolo /Uncle Joevic cheered me up in our trip back to home. Thanks again Uncle Joe! Another was the phone call, I never though he'll call me so he did even though I was watching Mike Arroyo on TV stating his inoccence (INSIDER!). I still got my fears and anxiety from my work since I remember what happened to me I just hope It won't happened to me again. But somethings for sure I am very happy your called I mean it. Hey I just realized sumthing I didn't drew a tear from those evil plastics hordes. hmm does this mean I am not affected by these people.. Yawwn I'm sleepy all of a sudden nyt guys!!


Which [Rainbow Colours] are you?

Mariah Carey Can't Take That Away (Mariah's Theme) lyrics

They can say anything they want to say
Try to bring me down
But I will not allow
Anyone to succeed
Hanging clouds over me
And they can try hard to make me feel
That I don't matter at all
But I refuse to falter
In what I believe
Or lose faith in my dreams

CHORUS:
'Cause there's a light in me
That shines brightly
They can try
But they can't take that away from me
From me

They can do anything they want to you
Lf you let them in
But they won't ever win
If you cling to your pride
And just push them aside
See
I have learned there's an inner peace I own
Something in my soul
That they cannot possess
So I won't be afraid
And darkness will fade

'Cause there's a light in me
That shines brightly
They can try
But they can't take that away from me

No
They can't take this
Precious love
I'll always have inside me
Certainly the Lord will guide me
Where I need to go

They can say anything they want to say
Try to break me down
But 1 won't face the ground
I will rise steadily
Sailing out of their reach

Oh Lord
They do try hard to make me feel
That I don't matter at all
But I refuse to falter
In what I believe
Or lose faith in my dreams

'Cause there's a light in me that shines brightly
They can try
But they can't take that away from me
From me