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Stacie Orrico - I Promise

Will I always be there for you
When you need someone
Will I be that one you need
Will I do all my best to
To protect you
When the tears get near your eyes
Will I be the one that's by your side


Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night
Will i keep the rain from fallin down into your life
I promise, I promise
I promise I will


Will I take tender care of you
Take your darkest night
And make it bright for you
Will I be there to make you strong
And to lean on
When this world has turned so cold
Will I be the one that's there to hold


Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your life
I promise, I promise
I promise, I promise
I promise I will, yeah (Repeat 1)


And I love you more every day
And nothing will take that love away
When you need someone
I'll promise I'll be there for you
There for you


Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your life
I promise, I promise
I promise I will, yeah

10 important things in yar bag(10 is the highest)

10. Cellphone!
9. Extra T-Shirt
8. Cd's
7. ballpen
6. notebooks (cyempre skul eh..)
5. keys ng bahay
4. Diskettes for Saving
3. Tickler for my Orgs
2. Timezone Card
1. ID

9 things you wear everyday:
1. brief
2. pants
3. socks
4. belt
5. sapatos
6. bracelet given by my cousin
7. my killer smile
8. optional- Hood or Cap
9. shmpre shirt ko


8 of your favorite foods:
1. spaghetti
2. pizza pie
3. pancit canton
4. piattos and nova
5. mashed potato
6. ngohiong! ngohiong!
7. sitaw
8. carrots n corn


7 of your closest friends(ters)(those on your
friendster account):

1. John ( he introduced me into this)
2. Kittin(certified friendster addict)
3. Toffee(1st friendster na hindi ko kilala pero in-add ko)
4. Bennizza (one of the best testimonials for me ngek!)
5. Julius (the longest testimonial for me!)
6. Ryjan ( the dumbest testimonial for me)
7. Kapamilyang TG(My first na Org sa Friendster!)

6 of your favorite movies:

1. My Sassy Girl!
2. Life or something like that
3. A walk to remember
4. Chicago
5. She's all that
6. Crying Ladies

5 things in your room:

1. My CPU
2. Old Files and memorabilias
3. mirror, bed and other ek ek
4. Clock
5. Electric Fan

4 things you ate today:

1. Century Tuna
2. Cafe Latte + Omelet Raisin Cookie
3. Sandwich
4. kanin!

3 THINGS you could not live without:

1. cellphone
2. money
3. a home

2 books/magazine you recently read:

1. Irrevent Acting by Eric Morris
2. El Filibusterismo/ Noli Me Tangere

1 person you can't go a day without mentioning:
1. Me, My other Self, my other other self and I

1-10.
(NO CHEATING)
SEE YOUR RESULTS AT THE END OF THE TEST

1. WHAT SHADE OF HAIR DO YOU HAVE?:
a. DARK
b. LIGHT

2. IF YOU WERE OUT ON A DATE WOULD YOU WANT TO:
a. GO OUT TO EAT
b. GO TO A PARTY

3. WHATS YOUR FAVORITE COLOR OUT OF:
a. PINK
b. YELLOW
c. BABY-BLUE
d. SEA-FOAMGREEN

4. PICK YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIE OUT OF:
a. SURFING
b. SKATING
c. SKIING

5. IF YOU COULD PICK A STORE BETWEEN THESE WHICH
WOULD YOU PICK?:
a. OLD NAVY
b. PACIFIC SUNWEAR
c. VICTORIA'S SECRET

6. WHATS YOUR FAVORITE STATE OUT OF:
a. CALIFORNIA
b. FLORIDA
c. OHIO

7. IN THE SUMMER WOULD YOU RATHER GO TO:
a. THE BEACH
b. GO SOMEWHERE COOLER

8. WHATS YOUR BIRTHDAY MONTH?
a. January
b. February
c.March
d. April
e. May
f. June
g. July
h. August
i. September
j. October
k. November
l. December

9. WOULD YOU RATHER:
a. CHILL AT HOME
b. GO OUT WITH FRIENDS

10. NAME A PERSON OF THE OPPOSITE SEX.

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*STOP*
*ANSWERS*
1. a- dark: sexy (5 points)
b- light: sweet (2 points)

2. a- go out to eat: romantic (5 points)
b- go to a party: playful (2 points)

3. a- pink: cute (2 points)
b- yellow: loud (2 points)
c- baby-blue: cool (2 points)
d- sea-green: horny (5 points)

4. a- surfing: active (2 points)
b- skating: determined (2 points)
c- sking: daring (5 points)

5. a- old navy: preppy (2 points)
b- pacific sunwear: fun (2 points)
c- victoria's secret: sexy (5 points)

6. a- California: you like being around people
(2 points)
b- Florida: party time in the Heat (5
points)
c- Ohio: quiet, likes the cold (2 points)

7. a- beach: tan likes the sun (5 points)
b- somewhere cooler: pale and original (2
points)

8.
a- January: popular (5 points)
b- February: lovely (2 points)
c- March: loud (2 points)
d- April: playful (5 points)
e- May: chills a lot (5 points)
f- June: happy (2 points)
g- July: smooth (5 points)
h- August: fun (2 points)
i- September: quiet (2 points)
j- October: out going (2 points)
k- November: pimpin it (5 points)
l- December: warm (2 points)

9. a- Home: boring (5 points)
b- Go out with friends: crazy (5 points)

10.That person will fall in love with you!!!!!

MAXIMUM POINTS = 30
0-20 points = Not so sexy
21-35 points = Rather sexy
36-45 points = Too sexy for this test!!!

GUIDE IN THE USC-SSC ELECTIONS AND THE NATIONAL ELECTIONS!


Message: important reminders for wise voters!

1) vote wisely

2) know the PLATFORM of the party

3) know the background of the candidates

4) don't vote someone just because he/she is
bright, vote someone who students can run to in
hard times.

5) don't vote the BIG HEADED candidate, coz they
won't be there for you when they take there
place
in the SSC.

6) don't make the same mistake as you did before

7) don't vote someone just because he/she is
your
friend.

8) be a wise voter.

PLS PASS AND ADD YOUR NAME/ORG BELOW AS A SIGN
OF SUPPORT TO THE MOVEMENT TOWARDS A FREE AND
CLEAN AND GOOD ELECTIONS FOR THE CAROLINIANS AND
THE SOCIETY AT LARGE
xoxox
USC-COLLEGE
USC-STAND

10 important things in yar bag(10 is the highest)

10. Cellphone!
9. Extra T-Shirt
8. Cd's
7. ballpen
6. notebooks (cyempre skul eh..)
5. keys ng bahay
4. Diskettes for Saving
3. Tickler for my Orgs
2. Timezone Card
1. ID

9 things you wear everyday:
1. brief
2. pants
3. socks
4. belt
5. sapatos
6. bracelet given by my cousin
7. my killer smile
8. optional- Hood or Cap
9. shmpre shirt ko


8 of your favorite foods:
1. spaghetti
2. pizza pie
3. pancit canton
4. piattos and nova
5. mashed potato
6. ngohiong! ngohiong!
7. sitaw
8. carrots n corn


7 of your closest friends(ters)(those on your
friendster account):

1. John ( he introduced me into this)
2. Kittin(certified friendster addict)
3. Toffee(1st friendster na hindi ko kilala pero in-add ko)
4. Bennizza (one of the best testimonials for me ngek!)
5. Julius (the longest testimonial for me!)
6. Ryjan ( the dumbest testimonial for me)
7. Kapamilyang TG(My first na Org sa Friendster!)

6 of your favorite movies:

1. My Sassy Girl!
2. Life or something like that
3. A walk to remember
4. Chicago
5. She's all that
6. Crying Ladies

5 things in your room:

1. My CPU
2. Old Files and memorabilias
3. mirror, bed and other ek ek
4. Clock
5. Electric Fan

4 things you ate today:

1. Century Tuna
2. Cafe Latte + Omelet Raisin Cookie
3. Sandwich
4. kanin!

3 THINGS you could not live without:

1. cellphone
2. money
3. a home

2 books/magazine you recently read:

1. Irrevent Acting by Eric Morris
2. El Filibusterismo/ Noli Me Tangere

1 person you can't go a day without mentioning:
1. Me, My other Self, my other other self and I

UNCONDITIONAL ACCEPTANCE

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I am a mother of three (ages 14, 12, 3) and have recently completed my college degree.

The last class I had to take was Sociology.

The teacher was absolutely inspiring with the qualities that I wish every human being had been graced with.

Her last project of the term was called "Smile."

The class was asked to go out and smile at three people and document their reactions.

I am a very friendly person and always smile at everyone and say hello anyway, so, I thought this would be a piece of cake, literally.

Soon after we were assigned the project, my husband, youngest son, and I went out to McDonald's one crisp March morning.

It was just our way of sharing special playtime with our son.

We were standing in line, waiting to be served, when all of a sudden everyone around us began to back away, and then even my husband did.

I did not move an inch... an overwhelming feeling of panic welled up inside of me as I turned to see why they had moved.





As I turned around I smelled a horrible "dirty body" smell, and there standing behind me were two poor homeless men.

As I looked down at the short gentleman, close to me, he was "smiling".

His beautiful sky blue eyes were full of God's Light as he searched for acceptance.

He said, "Good day" as he counted the few coins he had been clutching.

The second man fumbled with his hands as he stood behind his friend. I realized the second man was mentally challenged and the blue-eyed gentleman was his salvation.

I held my tears as I stood there with them.

The young lady at the counter asked him what they wanted.

He said, "Coffee is all Miss" because that was all they could afford. (If they wanted to sit in the restaurant and warm up, they had to buy something. He just wanted to be warm).

Then I really felt it - the compulsion was so great I almost reached out and embraced the little man with the blue eyes.

That is when I noticed all eyes in the restaurant were set on me, judging my every action.

I smiled and asked the young lady behind the counter to give me two more breakfast meals on a separate tray.

I then walked around the corner to the table that the men had chosen as a resting spot. I put the tray on the table and laid my hand on the blue-eyed gentleman's cold hand.

He looked up at me, with tears in his eyes, and said, "Thank you."

I leaned over, began to pat his hand and said, "I did not do this for you. God is here working through me to give you hope."

I started to cry as I walked away to join my husband and son. When I sat down my husband smiled at me and said, "That is why God gave you to me, Honey, to give me hope."

We held hands for a moment and at that time, we knew that only because of the Grace that we had been given were we able to give.

We are not church goers, but we are believers.

That day showed me the pure Light of God's sweet love.

I returned to college, on the last evening of class, with this story in hand.

I turned in "my project" and the instructor read it.

Then she looked up at me and said, "Can I share this?"

I slowly nodded as she got the attention of the class.

She began to read and that is when I knew that we as human beings and being part of God share this need to heal people and to be healed.

In my own way I had touched the people at McDonald's, my husband, son, instructor, and every soul that shared the classroom on the last night I spent as a college student.

I graduated with one of the biggest lessons I would ever learn: UNCONDITIONAL ACCEPTANCE.

Much love and compassion is sent to each and every person who may read this and learn how to LOVE PEOPLE AND USE THINGS - NOT LOVE THINGS AND USE PEOPLE.

If you think this story has touched you in any way, please send this to everyone you know.

There is an Angel sent to watch over you.

In order for her to work, you must pass this on to the people you want watched over.

An Angel wrote:
Many people will walk in and out of your life, but only true friends will leave footprints in your heart.

To handle yourself, use your head.

To handle others, use your heart.

God Gives every bird it's food, but He does not throw it into its nest.

Keep this going.
Love & Prayers,
Michelle Merritt


I'll Be There (For You)
Martin Nievera

When you wake up each mornin'
and you feel like callin'
I'll be there for you
When the road seems uncertain
And you can't stop the hurtin'
I'll be there for you
When there's no one beside you
I'll be there to guide you
Catch you each time you fall
When the stars won't shine anymore
I'll be there....

When the world is unkind
And your dreams they need more time
I'll be there for you
If the rules they keep breakin'
And the future is fadin'
I'll be there for you
The rainbow will end in the palm of your hand
Don't ever let it go
When the stars won't shine anymore
I'll be there....

Who knows where will go
What will tomorrow brings
When we have each other
Just hold on tight
We can touch to skies and fly......

I'll be there for you....

The rainbow will end in the palm of your hand
Don't ever let it go
When the stars won't shine anymore
I'll be there....

I'll be there....

Can u keep a secret? Hmm i just read van's tag board about secret and about mr/ms tryeee (who ever u are!), he tagged something about knowing the real me stuff well i got one thing to say about that ... no one really know but you but if ur that brave enough to show who you really are then for all reasons sake go! magpakatotoo ka bilib ako sayo am i making sense sana .. ah basta here's a song that's been bugging loner out there....

Have You Ever Been In Love Lyrics

Have you ever been in love
You could touch the moonlight
When your heart's shooting stars
You're holding heaven in your arms
Have you ever been so in love

Have you ever walked on air
Ever felt like you were dreamin'
When you never thought it could
But it really feels that good
Have you ever been so in love

Have you ever been in love
You could touch the moonlight
When your heart's shooting star
You're holding heaven in your arms
Have you ever been in love, have you...

The time I spent
Waiting for something that was heaven-sent
When you find it don't let go,
I know

Have you ever said a prayer
And found that it was answered
All my hope has been restored
And I ain't looking anymore
Have you ever been so in love, have you...

Some place that you ain’t leavin’
Somewhere you're gonna stay
When you finally found the meanin'
Have you ever felt this way

The time I spent
Waiting for something that was heaven-sent
When you find it, don't let go,
I know...

Coz have you ever been so in love, so in love
You could touch the moonlight
You can even reach the stars
Doesn't matter near or far
Have you ever been so in love

Have you ever been in love
Have you ever been in love
So in... love...

John so this what it means nice kaayo!

1 Corinthians 13:4-7
Love is patient, love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast.

It is not proud.
It is not rude, it is not self-seeking.

It is not easily angered,
It keeps no record of wrongs.

Love does not delight in evil,
But rejoices with the truth.

It always protects, always trust,
Always hopes, always perserveres.


My "Post" Valentines '04

Hmmm you might be wondering why I always have this post than a pre or the valentines dyud well to tell you the truth... I don't know hehehe but seriously mas ganahan kog mag blog after the event..

So how's your V-Day? me? ok naman I spend the whole evening fetching my sister at the Golden Peak Hotel for her Prom as Junior nya just dance the night a way at timezon, I chased the running man "john" at ayala... ate at jollibee and do almost the free thing I can do all by myself..

Speaking of all by myself... I realized that ok naman pala na wala kang ka valentine kung sabagay gasto kaayo nya hassle pa... I guess spending it with our love ones can make it valentines worth spending huh? Kasi naman there times talaga na when a guy ask for a date for valentines, some rejects it coz they dont like his o rher face or maybe nagpapakiput lang, then makabantay ka nila na naay mosour grape kay wala silang kadate reject kasi ng reject ng invitation ayun walang plans. Guys remember this song? "Nobody wants to be lonely... but why dont u let me love you...bitaw no!

As of now I'm home and eyes are starting to fall na yawn so I'll just leave this song in my minddont worry I swear you'll like the song kahit lokal na lokal ang feeling..

TITLE Hinahanap ng Puso
ALBUM Gloc 9 [2003]
COMPOSER Aristotle Pollisco
Pasensya na aking mahal
'Di naman ako magtatagal
Nais ko lamang marinig mo ang bawat nilalaman
Ng puso kong ito
Inaalay ko sa 'yo
Dinggin mo sana mga sinasabi ng awitin ko


Pilitin mang ibaling
At sa iba'y isalin
Ay 'di malimot ang halimuyak na hatid ng hangin
Nung una kang makita
Hindi makapaniwala
Parang panaginip at langit aking nadarama


REFRAIN
Nais kong malaman mong ikaw ay aking iniibig
Sana ay dinggin mo ang tibok nitong dibdib
Nais kong malaman mong ikaw ang nasa panaginip
At magkalapit agwat ng ating daigdig


CHORUS
Hinahanap ng puso ang pag-ibig mo (makinig ka sana sa 'kin)
'Di ko malilimutan ang pagmamahal at ligaya na dala mo (laman ng aking damdamin)
At kung saka-sakali na kaya mo pang ibalik (sige na 'wag ka nang mag-alinlangan)
Ang dating pagtingin sa puso kong nananabik pa sa iyo


Ngunit ngayon alam ko na
Sadyang magkaiba
Ano nga naman ang 'di mo pwedeng makita sa kanya
Merong magarang kotse
Wallet na doble-doble
'Di tulad ko na 'di man lang makapanood ng sine


Sana'y malaman mo
Na mawala man ako
Ay may pag-ibig na laging gumagabay sa 'yo
'Di ka pababayaan
Laging aalagaan
Hanggang sa dulo ay tunay aking naramdaman


[Repeat REFRAIN]
[Repeat CHORUS thrice]

Tomorrow might be too late.........
>
>If you're mad with someone , and nobody's there to fix the situation...You fix it . Maybe today, that person still wants to be your friend . And if u don't, tomorrow can be too late .
>
>If you're in love with somebody , but that person doesn't know... tell her/him. Maybe today, that person is also in love with you . And if you don't say it, tomorrow can be too late .
>
>If you really want to kiss somebody... kiss her/him. Maybe that person wants a kiss from you, too . And if you don't kiss her/him today, tomorrow can be too late .
>
>If you still love a person that you think has forgetten you... tell her/him. Maybe that person have always loved you. And if you don't tell her/him today , tomorrow can be too late.
>
>If you need a hug of a friend... ask her/him for it. Maybe they need it more than you do. And if you don't ask for it today, tomorrow can be too late.
>
>If you really have friends who you appreciate... tell them. Maybe they appreciate you as well. That if you don't and they leave or go far away today , tomorrow can be too late.
>
>If you love your parents, and never had the chance to show them... do it . Maybe you have them there to show them how you feel. That if you don't and they leave today , then tomorrow can be too late.
>
>SEND THIS MAIL TO EVERY PERSON YOU CARE ABOUT , INCLUDING THE ONE WHO SENT IT TO YOU. YOU'LL SEE HOW YOU'RE GOING TO KNOW THAT THERE ARE PEOPLE WHO CARES ABOUT YOU , THAT YOU DIDN'T KNEW . Forward it today... coz tomorrow can be too late...
>

Nothing's gonna stop us now

Looking in your eyes I see a paradise
This world that I found is too good to be true
Standing here beside you, want so much to give you
This love in my heart that I'm feeling for you

Let 'em say we're crazy, I don't care 'bout that
Put your hand in my hand baby, don't ever look back
Let the world around us just fall apart
Baby, we can make it if we're heart to heart

And we can build this dream together, standing strong forever
Nothing's gonna stop us now
And if this world runs out of lovers, we'll still have each other
Nothing's gonna stop us, nothing's gonna stop us now
Woh woh oh

I'm so glad I found you, I'm not gonna lose you
Whatever it takes, I will stay here with you
Take it to the good times, see it through the bad times
Whatever it takes is what I'm gonna do

Let 'em say we're crazy, what do they know
Put your arms around me baby, don't ever let go
Let the world around us just fall apart
Baby, we can make it if we're heart to heart

And we can build this dream together, standing strong forever
Nothing's gonna stop us now
And if this world runs out of lovers, we'll still have each other
Nothing's gonna stop us, nothing's gonna stop us

Ooh, all that I need is you, all that I ever need
And all that I want to do, is hold you forever, forever and ever
And we can build this dream together, standing strong forever
Nothing's gonna stop us now
And if this world runs out of lovers, we'll still have each other
Nothing's gonna stop us, nothing's gonna stop us
(And we can build this dream together, standing strong forever)
Woh oh oh-oh-oh (nothing's gonna stop us now)
Nothing's gonna stop us (world runs out of lovers)
Now (we'll still have each other)
(Nothing's gonna stop us) us now
(And we can build this dream together) hey baby
(Standing strong forever) I know
(Nothing's gonna stop us now)

Can this be LOVE? My bro send this to me what do you think peeps dedicated sa mga LAZY me? di ko lazy uy hehehehe

Date: February 5, 2004 4:54 PM


Subject: Ei! Nano! Basahin mo to!!!! (Don't be Lazy!!)


Message: This is a story i came upon one day and
finally
was able to read. YO.. stop bein lazy and just
read on. If u dont.. ud miss a story id say is
worth callin.. TRUE LOVE... read on. But hey...
just read it if u want too. Dont be forced too.



****** She was my best friend and I have known
her since we were small….



******* She knew all my secrets, which reveals
my feelings for her, that I love her not only



because she’s pretty and smart but also the way
she laugh at everything and the way she sees



life and love..



******* I could still remember the first time
we met, I was five years old then, it was one
windy



afternoon having no one to play with except for
my best friend Troy.



He and his family just move out to transfers at
a neighboring state because his father got



promote. And so I climbed up our tree house, I
saw a moving truck coming down the street, I



watched it approaching and noticed a family
station wagon following it.



******* it stop in front of the house and out
came a family. I was about to glance away when
out



came the loveliest girl I’ve seen.



******* She four years old that time but then
even at an early age she was a beauty.



******* She had long curly hair which reach
almost to her waist, she has fair complexion and
eyes



which could make a man lose his heart into them.



******* I continued to watch her, when suddenly
she looked up and saw me watching them in the



tree house window.



******* I was about to duck when she smiled and
waved her hand. I waved back then watched in



amazement as I saw her running towards the tree
house…



******* so I went to the edge of the ladder and
said, “ Would you like to come up?” she
answered,



May I?” so I help her climb up and when she
reach the top she then turned to me and said, “
By



the way, my name’s Sam, what’s yours?” I
answered, “ My name is Christopher but the you
can



call me Chris.” She smiled and said.” Well I
like your name.



****** Hey your tree house’s neat!” then I
replied! Thanks! Troy and I made this, this used
to be



our hide out. We used to goof around, play ball
and go biking together.



****** He was my best friend and I kind of miss
him you know.” She smiled me and said “ I’m here



now, we could do things you used to with troy
and I could be your new friend too. i never had
a boy for



a friend before so it could be exciting to
have one.



****** I could learn how to play ball and I have
my bicycle so we could go biking together.



****** now how does that sound to you?” I smiled
and said. “ Well that sounds good enough.”



****** Then she held her hand and said, “ it’s a
deal then” So that’s how it started.



****** So we became best friends and it was kind
of strange for.

****** She was girl and there are things which
I was hesitant to indulge her like catching
frogs,



swimming in the lake and climbing trees, but
then she tried and did everything just to please
me.



****** There was even a time when she fell off
the bike trying to catch up with me in a race we



had and I was the one who bandaged her scraped
knee.



****** I could still remember the time when she
hit the window of our neighbor when we were



playing baseball and it was I who talked to Mr.
Chambers and promise to pay for the damage,



which meant having to loose a week’s allowance.



****** I remembered the time when I fell off the
tree when I tried to rescue a little kitten, Sam
near



to tears when she saw the helpless kitten
trapped in a branch.



****** I even fought with the tough guy and
tease Sam and made her cry and I ended up having
a



black eye and a bruised cheek.



****** I remember Sam crying as she placed an
ice bag over the damaged eye and later gave it a



get-well kiss. I did everything to please her
and gave everything her little heart desires.



****** The lake was our favorite hang out. We
had our Saturday swim routine, we would pack a



food and later eat them under the big oak tree.



****** there was a special branch in which the
two of us could sit together and tell each
other’s



dreams.



****** She dreams of being a Ballerina and she
knows my dream of becoming doctor, she never



laughs at my dreams and pursuits even if they
were quite impossible. It made me like her even



more.



****** As years went by, I noticed that my
feelings towards her were slowly changing.
Somehow,



I thought it was just a simple crush case, but
when i started thinking about her at night,
dreaming



of her and having the feeling of wanting to be
with her all the time.



****** I thought it was something different,
something that made me feel strange, but then it
was



exhilarating feeling, it made me feel so alive,
whenever our hands touch, I could feel the
tingling



sensation in my spine.



****** Once when we were at the lake having our
Saturday swim routine and as I carried her



towards the water edge, I had the feeling of
not wanting to let go.



****** I just wanting that moment to continue
hoping it would never end. I then realized I was



slowly falling in love with my best friend.



****** Many times I tried to deny the feeling
for I was scared to imagine what would happen if
ever



I’d try to tell her hoe I feel about her.



****** I was scared because she might think that
I’m taking advantage of her and our friendship, I



was afraid of losing her so I just kept my
feeling hidden.



****** We reached the age of fifteen and I
noticed that Sam grew lovelier each day.



****** How my heart aches whenever I see boys
glance her way, I want to punch their noses as I



watch them talking to her giving compliments,
flowers and chocolates, There were times when I



watch her at a distance mixed feelings anger and
hurt because it hurts so much to know that



there were so many things I wanted to tell her
but then I could not do so.



****** There were so many presents which I long
to give her but then I could not for she might
see



me only as a friend. I was also scared of
letting her know how I feel about her as much as
losing



her.



****** Then one day, I just learned from one
friend that she already had a boyfriend. At
first, I tried



to convince my self that it just a rumor.



****** Her boyfriend was Mark “a popular
senior” who was the heartthrob of the campus.



****** She, being the cheerleader was close to
the basketball team which Mark was the captain,



when I saw the walking together at the parking
lot that afternoon, I watched her with my heart



slowly breaking into pieces.



****** I saw her wave at me but I just pretended
not to see her for I was scared that she might
see



in my eyes the pain I’m feeling inside because
of seeing her with another guy.



****** Those days that followed where the
saddest days of my life. How my heart aches when
I



see her walk by me with him at her side.



****** every time we meet in hallways and I see
him around her, there’s a feeling inside me that



makes me want to grab her away from him, How it
hurts to see the girls I long possess was now



owned by somebody else. That special smile I
long for her to cast on me was now casted on him



as she passes by me, she doesn’t know that I
whispered the words “God hoe I love you.”



****** Then one faithful day they broke-up. She
came to me that evening crying on my shoulder.



They had a big fight and ended up to their
break up.



****** Mixed felling were scaring me inside. I
was happy because she was free and maybe I



would have the chance of telling her my true
feelings for her but then I was feeling so bad



because she is crying her heart out just for
him.



****** at that time, I was not quite sure of
what I wanted to do. So we found our selves
doing what



we did in old days with our Saturday swim
routine, spending time in our tree house, we
still



enjoyed doing childish pranks for we are still
are both young at heart.



****** So many chances I had for me to confess
my feelings for her but still I couldn’t bring
my self



to her for I was scared of losing her once more.



****** I once lost her, now I could not bear of
losing her again by telling her I love her.



****** So I just kept my feelings even if it was
bursting to be expressed from my aching heart.



****** It was a week from our JS Prom, we were
seated at the branch of an oak tree drying



ourselves after our afternoon swim when she
said “ I was wondering Chris if you like to be
my



partner ?” it just out of my wits for it was
like a dream I never thought would happen.



****** It took me a while to answer he, “ I
thought there are so many boys who would die for
to be



their partner ?” So she turned away and quietly
said “Well I just thought I would like to spend
that



night with my best friend.”



****** Then she continued in a whisper I could
barely hear, “ Don’t you want to die just like
them



to be my partner Chris?”



I was too stunned to speak for it came close for
me to blurt my feelings for her



****** We’re silent for a while until I finally
whispered “ I would be happy to be your partner
Sam “



****** Then she smiled and suddenly kiss my
cheek, I could hardly contained the joy I felt
that



time, I saw her turned rd and bowed her head.



****** Suddenly she stood up and run towards the
water saying, “ Last one to reach the water



treats to sundae fudge! “



****** I ran slowed up so that I would lose
which meant having to have her with me for
another



three hours or more.



****** Our Prom night came, I bought a new
tuxedo and poured almost the entire bottle of



perfume, I went to fetch Sam.



****** Sam’s mother greeted me and I went to sit
in the living room waiting for her to come down.



****** I was talking to her father when i heard
her say, “ How do I look ?” I look up and saw
her



lovelier than ever in strapless white dress with
her hair flowing around her face.



****** I stood up and opened my mouth but found
out I could not find my voice.



****** When I got her hand shakily fastened the
corsage around her wrist and whispered, “ To the



loveliest girl in the whole world “ She then
ask, “ is the true?”



****** I nodded and she smiled and I smiled back
then I turned to open the door her.



****** When we arrived at the gymnasium we
hardly recognized our classmates, gone were the



jeans and T-shirts. They were replaced with
tuxedos and gowns.



****** Then I held her hand bowed and said, “
would you give the honor of your first dance?”
She



laughed and curtseyed.



****** The I led her to the dance floor, it was
like a dream coming true, a moment of
enchantment,



I was there dancing with the only girl I ever
loved, she was smiling up to me, as we were
slowly



moving in a smooth gliding motion.



******* I found my self lost as I stared down to
her sparkling eyes. The curls of her long hair
were



like waves enhancing her beautiful face.



******* There were so many things to tell her
that moment. I wanted to tell her that she was
the



most beautiful girl that night, I wanted to
tell her that she would always be the beacon of
light in



my darkness.



******* But what I wanted to tell her the most
was I love her, I drew up all my courage and
bent to



whisper it in her ear but suddenly the music
stopped and the magic was gone. I came close to



telling her, but still haven’t done it.



****** We walked towards the table and found
ourselves surrounded by friends ask her if she



want a drink, she nodded and so I went to get
one, it took me a lone time to get one and when
I



returned to our table, she was gone. I asked her
friend, Katie, where she was but she told me
that



she doesn’t know. So I went out and search for
he.



****** as I was searching for her, I reached the
garden, there I saw two silhouette figures
outlined



by the moon’s silvery light, there were so close
to each other, I could never described the
feeling I



had when I recognized the white dress Sam was
wearing that night. I just turned and left the



gymnasium.



****** Since that night, I avoided her, Many
times she tried talking to me but I never gave
her a



chance to do so. I was afraid to hear her say
that she loves mark and not me. I would rather
have



left in ignorance of her true feelings for me
than to hear from those dreaded words and feel
my



hope crush and my heart break.



****** I didn’t return her calls. I would not
see her if she comes into our house. In the
hallways, as



she approaches I would go to another direction,
it also hurts to do those things but then I
thought



that was the best way to forger her, Those
months were tormenting but still I kept my pride.



****** The day of our graduation came, I was
planning to take up medicine at a neighboring
state



and was to move out the next day. As the program
ended she approached me and handed me a



rose, s she stared at me there was something in
her eyes I couldn’t described.



****** There was sadness in them and when she
smiled it wasn’t the same smile she had, I



wanted to hug her at that moment, tell her that
I love her but then she turned and walked away



from me.



****** So I move out the next day as I planned,
luckily, I was accepted at the university, I



concentrated with my studies but still I think
of her at night.



****** I was always wondering if she think of me
too, I tried hard not to think of her but still
I could



not stop myself from loving her.



****** Each achievement I have was done was for
her, I thought that if I will be successful one



day, I would be able to tell her that I love her
and by that time, I’m worthy of having her.



****** It was a year after our graduation when I
decide to returned home and see her again, I



thought a year is too much for me not to see
her, and during the past year I felt like a
person lost



in the desert and only the sight of her could
quench the thirst I have inside.



****** As I got off the plane, I went home
directly, desperate to get house to see her, to
hug her,



then I would tell her that I missed her and that
I have loved her for a long time.



****** This time I am determined to let her my
true feelings for her and I could not contain



anymore the love I have for her.



****** I reached their house, I saw her older
sister and I approached her, I smile at her but I



noticed she didn’t smile back, I was confused
for she used to be a cheerful lazy like my dear



Sam, I then ask, ‘ hi Jen! I guess you’re
surprised why I’m here, well I just want to
visit you and I



was also hoping to see Sam, I kind of miss her
you know.. Ummm……..bby the way have you



seen her?” all I saw was sadness in her eyes as
she replied quietly, “ Come follow me.”



****** I was confused with the way she’s acting
but still I followed her.



****** as we were walking, I was trying to
indulge her in conversation but just answered my



question briefly, Then I realized that she was
leading me to the direction of the lake.



****** It was still same as I left it, with the
sane oak tree Sam and I used to climb up, I
smiled upon



remembering the kiss Sam gave when I’m agreed to
be her partner, it’s been one of the happiest



days in my life and I realized that I miss Sam
more than I thought.



****** Then Jen stopped walking and pointed to
the tree, she then whispered, “ There’s Sam. “



I looked at where she was pointing and saw a
newly dug tomb with the name of the girl I ever



loved. I could not believe at what I saw and
desperately tried convincing myself that this is
all just

a nightmare and would soon wake up.



****** I stared at Jenny in disbelief with her
eyes searching for explanations and slowly
started



saying, “ It has been a week since she died. She
died of Leukemia, but even though she was



sick, she never stopped thinking about you, it
was even your name she uttered before she died.



****** She ask us to bury her here for she
always regard this place as a place of LOVE. She
said



that this is where she had spent the happiest
days and that was when she was with you. By the



way she also asked me to give you this.”



****** she handed me a parcel, and with that she
left. I slowly opened the parcel and saw that it



contained the dried orchid from the corsage I
gave her for our prom.



****** Then at he bottom I saw a letter. It was
dated last month. I opened it with shaking hands



and started reading…….







*************************************************
*************************************************
*************



I know by this time you read this letter I’m
gone. I just want to tell you that I feel very
lucky and



thankful to God that I had a friend like you. I
would also like you to know that I had left
something



inside, something I kept from you all these
years. I love you Chris, not in a friendly way
but as one



who would feel like spending the rest of my life
with, I have always love you even from the
start. I



guess it just bloomed each day that’s why the
happiest days of my life was when you were by my



side.



****** You just don’t know hoe I dreamed of you
at night and wake up in the morning and dream



no more for you are with me, when you are away,
I can’t stop crying because I’m afraid to think



that you are with another girl, I just want you
all to my self, I may sound selfish but that’s
how I



fell. Each time you held me close to you was
like a dream coming true for to be close to you
and



feel your heart beating..



****** Next to mine was heaven. So many things I
did so that you will learn to love me but I



NEVER saw a hint. I did everything to please
you because I love you so much that I even tried
to



fool myself that you’re in love with me too.



***** So many nights I’ve cried when I think of
myself unloved by you. Well you might think that



what I’m sayin are lies but, I tell you, my
heart speaks the truth for I cannot bear telling
a lie to the



one I love.



****** I know you might be thinking of Mark but
I just did that to make you jealous, to make you

see me as a young woman, capable of loving and
not as the little girl you used to play with.



****** Sometimes I imagined that you were
jealous and fooled myself that it was a sign
that you



feel something for me too.



****** When Mark and I broke up and I came
crying, I just did that to know hoe you would
react



and with that I’ll know that you love me too.
But I failed for you didn’t give me any clue.



***** when our prom night came, you just don’t
know how happy I was when you handed me the



corsage and saying that I was the loveliest
girl in the whole world.



****** While we were dancing, I wanted so
desperately to hear you say that you love me too
but



you NEVER did. When mark came and pleaded me to
give him a second chance, I was scared



that you might see us talking.



****** I didn’t want you to get the wrong
impression so I told him we would talk in the
garden.



There I explained to him that it’s you whom I
really love.



****** what happened next was that I found you
missing and later learned that you were
searching



for me, I just concluded that you saw us
together.



****** The next day, I tired to explain but then
you never gave me a chance to do so, you



continuously avoided me and never knew how much
pain I’ve experienced that time.



****** I felt the world crushing on me. In our
Graduation day, when I approached you, I wanted
to



tell you how much I love you but I decided that
I just couldn’t do it. I could not bear to hear
that all



you feel for me is just brotherly hand of love
For.



****** I want you to love me as a woman and not
as a girl or playmate.



****** So I just turned away and left.



****** Now that I’m saying I LOVE YOU might be
too late, still want you to know that I will
always



love you and my heart has always been and will
be yours alone.





P.S.



********* Think of me sometimes…..and always
remember that loving you was the best thing that



ever happened my life…





*************************************************
*************************************************
*************

I felt my tears falling as I folded the letter,
I wanted to shout out to let her know that I
love her, if

not as much, but more than she did for me.



****** I love her more than anything in this
world. I knelt touching the soil of her grave
and rain

started to fall. I continued crying softly and
whispered, “ OH God, send my love to heaven.”


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WEl wat do u think? So to all those ppol whu hav
sum1 special and close to their heart.. dont be
stupid to wait for a chance to tell them. Do it
now. Der is no such thing as the ryt tym to tell
any1 how u feel. The ryt tym is now so start
tellin ppol how u feel. I dunno if u wud want to
send this but im sendin this to all of u guys to
really start aking ur friends and specially ur
one and only's with love dat is true. Friendship
happens once in a lifetym and we only hav a
lyftym to last. So... to all u guys im sendis
dis out too.. I LUV U ALL!!

Song in mind I dont know but I really got nothing to say right now music seems to be over flowing in my head right now oh well here's another one grabe i like this sheryn regis version so relax and free

Through the fire

I look in your eyes and I can see
We’ve loved so dangerously
You’re not trusting your heart to anyone
You tell me you’re gonna play it smart
We’re through before we start
But I believe that we’ve only just begun

When it’s this good, there’s no saying no
I want you so, I’m ready to go

Chorus:
Through the fire
To the limit, to the wall
For a chance to be with you
I’d gladly risk it all
Through the fire
Through whatever, come what may
For a chance at loving you
I’d take it all the way
Right down to the wire
Even through the fire

I know you’re afraid of what you feel
You still need time to heal
And I can help if you’ll only let me try
You touch me and something in me knew
What I could have with you
Well I’m not ready to kiss that dream goodbye

When it’s this sweet, there’s no saying no
I need you so, I’m ready to go

Chorus

Through the test of time

Chorus

Through the fire, to the limit
Through the fire, through whatever
Through the fire, to the limit
Through the fire, through whatever

song in mind Guys you know this song? its the first time i heard it its so nice makahilak az in waaah!

"The Art Of Letting Go"
by Mikaila

OOOOOOHhhhhhhhhh

Put away the pictures.
Put away the memories.
I put over and over
Through my tears
I've held them till I'm blind
They kept my hope alive
As if somehow that I'd keep you here
Once you believed in a love forever more?
How do you leave it in a drawer?

Now here it comes, the hardest part of all
Unchain my heart that's holding on
How do I start to live my life alone?
Guess I'm just learning,
Learning the art of letting go.

Try to say it's over
Say the word goodbye.
But each time it catches in my throat
Your still here in me
And I can't set you free
So I hold on to what I wanted most
Maybe someday we'll be friend's forever more
Wish I could open up that door

Now here it comes, the hardest part of all
Unchain my heart that's holding on
How do I start to live my life alone?
Guess I'm just learning,
Learning the art of letting go

Watching us fade
What can I do?
But try to make it through
the pain of one more day
Without you

Where do I start, to live my life alone?
I guess I'm learning, only learning,
Learning the art of letting go.

ooooooooohhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
hhhhhhhhhmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

Song in mind This song keeps on playing in the radio stations almost everywhere so i guess i have to post it since its bugging my head na it keeps on singing in my nervous system heheh exag!

Come In Out Of The Rain by: Wendy Moten
Year: 1993


Ooo-ooo-oo
Ooo-oo-oo
Ooo-ooo-ooo-oo

You said you believed that we`d
Find love together happily
After all the wrong I`ve done
You feel that I`m still the one
To give your loving to
So bring it home to you

Chorus
----------
You told me that you`d love me if I`d ever change
Welcome me into your arms again
Come on in out of the rain, hey
There`s a place in your heart to love me again
Happiness and joy you bring
When you call my name
Come on in out of the rain

I loved no one but you
But I strayed, I know I made you blue
You spoke unto my very soul
You warmed my heart that once was cold
Now I`m so glad to know

Chorus
----------
You told me that you`d love me if I`d ever change
Welcome me into your arms again
Come on in out of the rain, hey
There`s a place in your heart to love me again
Happiness and joy you bring
When you call my name
Come on in out of the rain

Bridge
---------
Some people spend a lifetime looking for love
And I had love right here all the time
Why did I try to deny it
Deep inside I just couldn`t fight it
You turned my life around
The love I lost is found
So let the rain come down

Chorus
----------
You told me that you`d love me if I`d ever change
Welcome me into your arms again
Come on in out of the rain, hey
There`s a place in your heart to love me again
Happiness and joy you bring
When you call my name
Come on in out of the rain

(Come on in out of the rain)
Ooooo-oh-ooo, yeah, yeah, yeah
(Come on in out of the rain)

Baby, come out of the rain

Long time no blog guys miss me? hehehe

Feisty Red this Val Days

Hye guys how'd you like my new template for this month of feruary gee grabe expect a lot of activities as well as busy na busy sa tanang kabisihan! from council to theater plays academix to family anyways, I wish everything would go out perfect... well kung hindi man perfect at least gamay lang siguro na mistakes no waaah. Hmmm this is really going to be one of the fantastic month for those who are "blessed" with gf's and bf's but you know what? I'm happy that I can spend it with myself (hahah jsut like the last 2 yrs hehehhe) seriously, I think I can celebrate V day with my friends as well as classmates. Sana nga din I could watch My Sassy Gurl all over waah grabe I can't wait to watch that movie again...

What a great revelation last week... namove ang engineering week that means I can push through with "Project : Variety Show " and pass the letter by tuesday. guys lets cross our fingers and hope it would come true "Sabado na Gyud!" sa USCTC whoa! Still having this loads of activities sa CEC as well, the Group Harana 2004! but I really wish I could focus on my play this is one play I want to make it good. Well for those who don't know yet The USC Theater Guild will launching its february production by the last week of the month and its entitled: "Hanggang Dito na Lamang at maraming Salamat" A Love Story with a twist the story may be different but the feeling can be relating guys support my play pls...

Song in mind Ei peeps if you ever hear this song sa myx you'll agree with me this song is way kewl talaga!

Rainbow by South Borders

fallin out fallin in
nothings sure in this world no no
breaking down breaking in
never knowing what lies ahead
we can really never tell it all no no

say goodbye say hello
to a lover or friend
sometimes we could never understand
why some things begin with just love
we can never have it all
no no no ohh

but oh, cant you see
that no matter what happens
life goes on and on
and so baby just smile
coz im always around you
and i'll make you see
how beautiful life is for you and me

take a little time baby
see the butterflie's colors
listen to the birds that sent to sing for me and you
can you feel me
this is such a wonderful place to me

even if there is pain now
everything will be alright
for as long as the world still turns
there will be night and day
can you hear me
there's a rainbow always after the rain

hittin high hittin low
win or lose you should go
yeah yeah
getting warm getting cold
weather can be so good or bad
but baby this is life so dont get mad
no no no

coz ohhh
can't you see
that no matter what happens
life goes on and on
and so baby just smile
coz im always around you
and i'll make you see
how beautiful life is for you and me

take a little time baby
see the butterflie's colors
listen to the birds that sent to sing for me and you
can you feel me
this is such a wonderful place to me

even if there is pain now
everything will be alright
for as long as the world still turns
there will be night and day
can you hear me
there's a rainbow always after the rain

life's full of challenges
not all the time we get what we want
but dont despair my dear
you'll take it each trial
and you'll make it through the storm
coz youre strong
my faith in you is clear
so i say once again
this world's beautiful
let us celebrate life that is so beautiful
so beautiful...

take a little time baby
see the butterflie's colors
listen to the birds that sent to sing for me and you
can you feel me
this is such a wonderful place to me

even if there is pain now
everything will be alright
for as long as the world still turns
there will be night and day
can you hear me
there's a rainbow always after the rain