Saturday, October 9, 2004

"Everybody's Changing"
You say you wander your own land
But when I think about itI don't see how you can
You're aching, you're breaking
And I can see the pain in your eyes
Says everybody's changing
And I don't know why

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same

You're gone from here
And soon you will disappear
Fading into beautiful light
Cause everybody's changing
And I don't feel right

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same

A Song of Angst
WARNING: CONTAINS VULGAR WORDS NOT FOR THE WEAK HEARTED
warning: if you're tired and just want to read something good, read somewhere else thanks you

gikapoy nako!!!!! what has the world has gone gaga na ay ambut lang. I can't believe it!!! for the 2nd time around!!! wa ko nagrant ng scholarship sa TG!!! I hate this!!! its so ironic here I am doing the follow up sa among scholarship only to find out na na disqualified ako bullshit kaaayo I'm suffering from this fucking fatigue that affected my game sa air hockey competition ni walang taong nagcheer sakin nobody was there to support me..... I spent the whole afternoon doing a file sa registration sa akong org which is ironically the job of my secretary shit tang ina!!@!!!!!! ang sama mo this should be your job mangiiwan ka sa ere takte ka!!!!!!!
I hate you people ang sama nyo grabe kayo mangdiscriminate kabaw mo nakakapatay yang ginagawa nyo how could you alam ko ng mag grupo grupo kayo mga elitista i tot tayo tayo yung pala kayokayo grabe naman! and to think na moaccept mo ng people and thier uniqueness putchang ina!!!!!!! motherfucker!!!!! malisyoso as if magtatagal kayo wish ko lang maranasan at maramdaman nyo yung nang yayari sakin !!!!!!!!!! Grabeha gud ninyo aren't you happy na i got a position sa another org a higher position pa yung iba naman dyan ganun din ah bat ayaw nyong sabiohin sa iba bakit jsut because i am a mother fucking underdog gaganyanin nyo ko well dont you worry pagnamastwer ko na tong art na to I'l,l change to a job na hindi magugustuhan fuck shit nyo uy if you don;'t understand people like me well fine i just hope na hindi kayo makarating sa event na ganunin din kayo an sama nyo ...... i hope you are happy you traitor backstabber ka who cant go on with your life becuase hindi nya madawat na naapakan ang iyang pride how could tang ina mo SHITTT AS IN SHIT KA SHIT KA HOPE YOU BURN IN HELL

Friday, September 24, 2004

Beauty queen of only eighteenShe had some trouble with herselfHe was always there to help herShe always belonged to someone elseI drove for miles and milesAnd wound up at your doorI?ve had you so many times but somehowI want moreI don?t mind spending everydayOut on your corner in the pouring rainLook for the girl with the broken smileAsk her if she wants to stay awhileAnd she will be lovedShe will be lovedTap on my window knock on my doorI want to make you feel beautifulI know I tend to get insecureIt doesn?t matter anymoreIt?s not always rainbows and butterfliesIt?s compromise that moves us alongMy heart is full and my door?s always openYou can come anytime you wantI don?t mind spending everydayOut on your corner in the pouring rainLook for the girl with the broken smileAsk her if she wants to stay awhileAnd she will be lovedShe will be lovedI know where you hideAlone in your carKnow all of the things that make you who you areI know that goodbye means nothing at allComes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls

Tuesday, September 21, 2004

usic: All kinds of music actually depende sa mood... like If its a party then Hiphop and Dance Remixesbut kung relax-relax opm acoutics and soul-out rnb's. I can be baduy sometimes especially pagtinotopak ako I could sing the most baduy songs from otso otso to cutie cute cute. I am a sucker for snetimental love songs and those classics that's my lullaby whenever I get to sleep. My fave song as of now ? its "Rainbow" by Southborders and "Hinahanap ng Puso" by Gloc 9.


Movies:
Best Romantic Movie-"My Sassy Girl"

Best Horror Movie- "The Ring""

Best Reality Movie- "American Adobo" & "Life or something like it"

Best Comedy Movie- "Crying Ladies"

Best Musical Movie- "Chicago" & "Moulin Rouge"

Best Teen Movie- "She's all that" & "A Walk to Remember"

Best Drama Movie-"Tanging Yaman"

Best Action Movie- "Clean Swept"

Best Fantasy- "Harry Potter", "LOTR" & "Star Wars"

Best Filipino Movie- "Abandonada"

Best Foreign Movie- "The Patriot"



Television:
Best Teen Series- Dawson's Creek and Smallville

Best Comedy Series- "Ok fine Whatever" " Will and Grace"
"Just Shoot Me" "Spin City"

Best Action Series- "24" "CSI" & "Alias"

Best Reality Series- "Survivor All Series" "Amazing Race" "Star Struck"

Best Drama Series- Cge aaminin ko lahat ng Pinoy Soap Opera

at Teleserye Dyan sorry walang mapanood! Endless Love series

Best News- "Insider"

Best Gameshow- "Extra Challenge" "K!"

Best Fantasy Series- "Charmed" "Buffy"

Best Talk Show- "Morning Girls" "The Buzz"

Best Horror Series- "The twilight zone"

Best Variety Show- "ASAP Mania"

Best Noontime Show- "MTB"

Best Music Channel- "Myx"

Best Cartoon- "Spongebob!"

Best Anime- "Fushigi Yuugi"



Books: "Irreverent Acting" by Eric Morris

Heroes: Jose Rizal

10 important things in yar bag(10 is the highest)

10. Cellphone!
9. Extra T-Shirt
8. Cd's
7. ballpen
6. notebooks (cyempre skul eh..)
5. keys ng bahay
4. Diskettes for Saving
3. Tickler for my Orgs
2. Timezone Card
1. ID

9 things you wear everyday:
1. brief
2. pants
3. socks
4. belt
5. sapatos
6. bracelet given by my cousin
7. my killer smile
8. optional- Hood or Cap
9. shmpre shirt ko


8 of your favorite foods:
1. spaghetti
2. pizza pie
3. pancit canton
4. piattos and nova
5. mashed potato
6. ngohiong! ngohiong!
7. sitaw
8. carrots n corn


7 of your closest friends(ters)(those on your
friendster account):

1. John ( he introduced me into this)
2. Kittin(certified friendster addict)
3. Toffee(1st friendster na hindi ko kilala pero in-add ko)
4. Bennizza (one of the best testimonials for me ngek!)
5. Julius (the longest testimonial for me!)
6. Ryjan ( the dumbest testimonial for me)
7. Kapamilyang TG(My first na Org sa Friendster!)

6 of your favorite movies:

1. My Sassy Girl!
2. Life or something like that
3. A walk to remember
4. Chicago
5. She's all that
6. Crying Ladies

5 things in your room:

1. My CPU
2. Old Files and memorabilias
3. mirror, bed and other ek ek
4. Clock
5. Electric Fan

4 things you ate today:

1. Century Tuna
2. Cafe Latte + Omelet Raisin Cookie
3. Sandwich
4. kanin!

3 THINGS you could not live without:

1. cellphone
2. money
3. a home

2 books/magazine you recently read:

1. Irrevent Acting by Eric Morris
2. El Filibusterismo/ Noli Me Tangere

1 person you can't go a day without mentioning:
1. Me, My other Self, my other other self and I

TOP 10 REASONS TO DATE AN ENGINEER

10. the world does revolve around us... we chose
the coordinate system.
9. no "couple" enjoy a better "moment".
8. we know how to handle stress and strain in a
relationship.
7. we have significant figures.
6. we have taken a course on the motion of rigid
bodies.
5. projectile motion... need we say more?
4. engineers do it to specification.
3. according to Newton, if two bodies interact,
their forces are equal and opposite.
2. we know it's not the length of the vector
that counts, but how you apply the force.
1. we know the Right Hand Rule.

Tuesday, September 14, 2004

BURN BY USHER
[Intro]
I don't understand why
See it's burning me to hold onto this
I know this is something I gotta do
But that don't mean I want to
What I'm trying to say is that I-love-you I just
I feel like this is coming to an end
And its better for me to let it go
now than hold on and hurt you
I gotta let it burn
[Verse 1]
It's gonna burn for me to say this
But it's comin from my heart
It's been a long time coming
But we been fell apart
Really wanna work this out
But I don't think you're gonna change
I do but you don't
Think it's best we go our separate ways
Tell me why I should stay in this relationship
When I'm hurting baby
I ain't happy baby
Plus theres so many other things
I gotta deal with
I think that you should let it burn
[Chorus]
When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might bruise you
Let it burnLet it burn
Gotta let it burn
Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
We know that it's through
Let it burnLet it burn
Gotta let it burn
[Verse 2]Sendin' pages I ain't supposed toGot somebody here but I want youCause the feelin ain't the same find myselfCallin' her your nameLadies tell me do you understand?Now all my fellas do you feel my pain?It's the way I feelI know I made a mistakeNow it's too lateI know she ain't comin backWhat I gotta do nowTo get my shorty backOoo ooo ooo oooohMan I don't know what I'm gonna doWithout my boooYou've been gone for too longIt's been fifty-leven days, um-teen hoursImma be burnin' till you return (let it burn)[Chorus]When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want toBut you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used toEven though this might bruise youLet it burnLet it burnGotta let it burnDeep down you know it's best for yourself but youHate the thought of her being with someone elseBut you know that it's overWe know that it's throughLet it burnLet it burnGotta let it burn[Bridge]I'm twisted cuz one side of me is tellin' me that I need to move onOn the other side I wanna break down and cry (ooooh)I'm twisted cuz one side of me is tellin' me that I need to move onOn the other side I wanna break down and cry (yeah)[Breakdown]Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooohOoh ooh oooh (can ya feel me burnin'?)Ooh ooh ooh oooh ooh ooohSo many days, so many hoursI'm still burnin' till you return[Chorus]When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want toBut you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used toEven though this might ruin youLet it burnLet it burnGotta let it burnDeep down you know it's best for yourself but youHate the thought of her being with someone elseBut you know that it's overWe know that it's throughLet it burnLet it burnGotta let it burn

Monday, September 6, 2004

From the bottom of my broken heart

"Never look back," we said how was I to know I'd miss you so? Loneliness up ahead, emptiness behind Where do I go?
And you didn't hear all my joy through my tears all my hopes through my fears did you know, still I miss you somehow?
From the bottom of my broken heart there's just a thing or two I'd like you to know you were my first love, you were my true love from the first kisses to the very last rose from the bottom of my broken heart even through time may find me somebody new you were my real love I never knew love 'til there was you from the bottom of my broken heart
"Baby," I said, "please stay. Give our love a chance for one more day" we could have worked things out taking time is what love's all about
But you put a dart through my dreams through my heart and I'm back where I started again never thought it would end
From the bottom of my broken heart there's just a thing or two I'd like you to know you were my first love, you were my true love from the first kisses to the very last rose from the bottom of my broken heart even through time may find me somebody new you were my real love I never knew love 'til there was you from the bottom of my broken heart
You promised yourself but to somebody else and you made it so perfectly clear still I wish you were here
From the bottom of my broken heart there's just a thing or two I'd like you to know you were my first love, you were my true love from the first kisses to the very last rose from the bottom of my broken heart even through time may find me somebody new you were my real love I never knew love 'til there was you from the bottom of my broken heart
"Never look back," we said how was I to know I'd miss you so?

Saturday, August 28, 2004

A Comment from a Stressful and Overly Workaholic Me hehehe

Whoa today is a very busy day! Sabi pa nga ni Rosana "Walang Pahinga" harharharharhar Imagine ha! For the whole month of August ang mga sunday ko may appointment swerte swerte lang kung may holiday, Let's see Foundation day sa USC ngayong Sunday na to meron kaming Grand Opening ng USC Foundation Day sa Talamban Campus, practice dito practice doon, and for the first time magsasama ang USC Choristers, USC Dance Troupe at USC Theatre Guild in one Grande Performance 6pm po (hehehe parang nagpuplug!) ok go!
After that next day USC Coronation Day of course pupunta kaming mga taga-TG. We're going to support our Kapamilya na si Reza from the College of Education!! Anyways, mga Sundays ko puro na lang Workshops with Ma'am Daisy Baad ang saya! overnight pa. Meron pa! eto wala sa schedule ko pero pag tumawag ay! kailangan gawin Shooting ng Movie "Usahay" grabe! Can't Wait!
Yeah I admit mas masaya pa ko kaysa nag cocomplain sa mga schedules ko, pero hindi naman maiiwasan na mastress out ka talaga at magkaroon ng mga black eyes ang mata mo sa kakapuyat hehehehe. Finally I can visit talamban campus sana nandun sila pero I doubt it! Its a sunday man Family Day and Stuff.
Message Koh!
John: Nice Web Site I fits your mood! Grabe I'm happy for you, Sorry pala hindi ako nakapunta sa TC nung Birthday mo busy talaga ako dito next time na lang at sana hindi ka rin Busy no! thanks
Lisa: Hi Lis hows helsinki! How totful of you for the pasalubong thingie thanks a lot I'm looking forward of seeing you well I hope my advice did help a lot rather than cause enough destruction hehehe be happy and BELIEVE!
Lea: Hi I miss you na mag message ka naman sa tag board if you're reading this again sensya busy na masyado ako ahalo hindi ako makauwi sa bahay dahil sa work ko. Yeah you might be wondering na first pa ko andami ko nang ginagawa well you know naman I have to catch up na para sabay akong makagraduate with my fellow batch mates ayokong ma late kakahiya na nun.
Maia: OI! Musta naman ka! Pagblog daw!
Everyone: have a happy vacation or foundation week!!!!!


Saturday, August 14, 2004

All Apologies

Hi leigh! musta ka na hey I'm really sorry kung mga times na tumatawag ka then wala ako honestly hindi ako nagtatago swear! heheheh talagang ginagabi na ako ng paguwi because of my work and school stuff I'm sorry sorry sorry talaga I plan nga to do this blog for you kaso nga lang naunahan mo nanaman ako ng tag board mo I owe you a lot na hope you got me I keep on thinking how many times ka nang mainis dahil wala ako sa bahay sensya na talaga don't worry pag makaluwag luwag ako at ma "timingan" mo ako promise I'll talk to yeha hehehehe
musta na life me? ok lang kakatapos lang ng exam namin though merong napospone na exam its Business Math namin sayang ganadong ganado pa kong mag aral sa subject na yun na pospone na lang bigla kakakinis! anyways, I have to park na my keyboard when you read this letter I'll be at somewhere baka sa bahay na or baka nasa TG office pa take a while guess hehehh stupid ko no? Wala kasing net sa bahay im in a cafe rightnow :( hope to hear form you soon ok

oh by the way you know this song wala lang :)


I miss you by Klymaxx

I thought I heard your voice yesterday
When I turned around to say
That I loved you than I realized
And it was just my mind
Playing tricks on meIt seems colder lately at night
And I try to sleep with the lights on
Everytime when the phone rings
I pray to God it's youI just can`t believe
That we`re through
I miss you
There`s no other way to say it
And I, and I can deny itI miss you
It`s so easy to see

Saturday, July 31, 2004


Marc Dorsey - I Crave

I wake up to shadows,touching your pillow looking,for a trace of your smile. And that’s when it hit me, you’re no longer with me, in fact is been quite a while, since I sit here drinking coffee as you sipped your tea, and you swore you’d always love ,and care for me. And even though there is no more us to save.
Its you I crave
I crave your touch, I crave your lips, I miss so much, the excitement of your kiss, and since your gone, my heart won’t behave, its your love that I still crave.
It may look like I’m happy, people who know me, they know I’m not doing so well. I heard that you been dating, and though I been waiting, I had found you and no one else. And just the thought of never waking up with, you again, always turned me inside out, how could, we let it end, And even there is no more us to save.
Its you I crave
I crave your touch, I crave your lips, I miss so much, the excitement of your kiss, and since your gone, my heart won’t behave, its your love that I still crave.
I should have known, I should have seen, cause you were always, there, inside my every dream.
know that I will try, love will never die, I think of you and I, Night and day, though, my, mind, knows, its too late, to say, your love I crave>
I crave your touch, I crave your lips, I miss so much, the excitement of your kiss, and since your gone, my heart won’t behave, its your love that I still crave
I crave your touch, I crave your lips, I miss so much, the excitement of your kiss, and since your gone, my heart won’t behave, its your love that I still crave>
crave for, your, touch, crave, for your lips, since you been gone, my heart won’t behave>
I crave for your touch, I crave for your lips, I’m missing you so much, I need your kiss, and since you been gone, my heart just won’t behave…its your love that I still crave>I crave your love love love....crave in the morning(fade out)

Sunday, July 25, 2004











A Lesson on Letting Go and Acceptance

Sometimes, in our relentless efforts to find the
person we love we fail to recognize and
appreciate the
people who love us. We miss out on so many
beautiful
things and simply because we allow ourselves to be
enslaved by our own selfish concerns. Go for the
man
of deeds and not for the man of words for you will
find rewarding happiness not with the man you
love but
the man who loves you more.

The best lovers are those who are capable of
loving
from a distance, far enough to allow the other
person
to grow, but never too far to feel the love deep
within your being. To let go of someone doesn't
mean
you have to stop loving, it only means that you
allow
that person to find his own HAPPINESS without
expecting him to come back. Letting go is not just
setting the other person free, but it is also
setting
yourself free from all fears, bitterness, hatred,
and
anger that you keep in your heart.

Do not let the bitterness rare away your strength
and
weaken your faith, and never allow pain to
dishearten
you, but rather let you grow with wisdom in
bearing
it. You may have found peace in just loving
someone
from a distance not expecting anything in return.
But
be careful, for this can sustain life but can
never
give enough room for us to grow. We can all
survive
with just beautiful memories of the past but real
peace and happiness come only with open
acceptance of
what reality is today.

There comes a time in our lives when we chance
upon
someone so nice and we just find ourselves
getting so
intensely attracted to that person. This feeling
soon
become a part of our everyday lives and eventually
consumes our thoughts and actions. The sad part
of it
is when we begin to realize that this person feels
nothing more for us than just friendship, or the
feelings he might have for u is just too far from
how
you love him. We start our desperate attempt to
get
noticed and be closer but in the end our efforts
are
still unrewarded and we end up being sorry for
ourselves.

You don't have to be bitter on love. What you
need to
learn is how to accept the verdict of reality
without
being bitter or sorry for yourself Believe me, you
would be better off giving that dedication and
love to
someone more deserving. Don't let your heart run
your
life, be sensible and let your mind speak for
itself.
Listen not only to your feelings but to reason as
well.

Always remember that if you lose someone today, it
means that someone better is coming tomorrow: If
you
lose love that doesn't mean that you failed in
love.
Cry, if you have to, but make it sure that the
tears
wash away the hurt and the bitterness that the
past
has left with you. Let go of yesterday and love
will
find its way back to you. And when it does, pray
that it may be the love that will stay and last a
lifetime.

"When you lose someone... and you think you were
the
one who loved most, between the two of you... he
lost
more. For someday you can love someone the way
that
you loved him...But he will never be loved again
the
way that you did."

Saturday, June 26, 2004

Better late than never ever and ever ah men!

yeh right lets enlist my problems for this month of may and june

one my big sis got my computer and flee to samar that's why i can t edit my skins grrr well good thing i snatched my hardisk before she left so its good as way gamit both ways heheeh

two my cell got snatched again! pucha naman oh! not to worry i got Chikka to reinforce me so that's settled

now my skin.. hmm kailan ko kaya ipapaayos to grabe na sa summer pa rin ako while the others are at school pa hehehe ok not funny i wan tmy chicago skins na time to put it na aaarg but how

ay meron pa pala my pic see napaka executive tingan (pls wag na kayong umangal sit eko to eh!! heheeh)

i owe you guys not to worry ill make apas talaga

Monday, May 24, 2004

My Summer Break is over now back to work!!!

Yep I'm doing an early stop, no more tv couch potatoes, no more trying to think of something to do at home, no more sleeping and no more tv and computers....eeps no way cross that out...(erase erase erase). My plan for this week is to start back at square one enroll...
My famous quote a semester after the other: "I'm going to shift" has just become a sickness

A Friend told me that if I'm so sick and tired of those things that makes you feel like a screw up and that my problems and complaints seems to be so redundant that I keep on asking the same fucking question and seek for a friends advice, why not do something about it? and MOVE ON

CompE? not anymore. sadly, I'm going to shift a course.. where in my conscience wouldn't bother me, shut me up for complaining F&*king Physics Teachers not doing their Job (hehehe). Reasoning out to myself why I flunk the damn subject, trying to reason back to my parents why I flunk as well as stopping myself on asking "Is this where am I suppose to be heading???", and put an end at a painstalkingly constant nagging of my relatives and siblings why the hell I chose my previous course than the course I am taking.

Wishful Thinking

Hopefully, I can go on with my life and leave all the things that's been blocking my way and focus what really matters... Its true what they say "we are students we are here to learn, graduate and get a decent job and get a life" Damn how did I ever forget that! I do wish its not too late.. regrets? I can feel some of it but I would always remember what John told me... you learn something in every moments in our lives its either the easy way or the hard way. No such thing as regrets yep that's what I've learned.. (see I learned something!). Life is what you make it...

The Biggest Question: Where to now?

I remember the phrase "Do you know where you're going to? Do you like the things that life's been showing you? Do you know?" I'll skip this part.. when I come back I guess I can answer that question confident and true enough... (Hey lets start at the CompE Dept. and get my grades and do this and that...)

Thursday, May 13, 2004

Previewing the new template this June!
All that Jazz!
All That Jazz Lyrics



Velma.

C'mon babe
Why don't we paint the town?
And all that jazz

I'm gonna rouge my knees
And roll my stockings down
And all that jazz

Start the car
I know a whoopee spot
Where the gin is cold
But the piano's hot

It's just a noisy hall
Where there's a nightly brawl
And all that jazz!

Slick you hair
And wear you buckle shoes
And all that jazz

I heat that father dip
Is gonna blow the blues
and all that jazz

Hold on, hon
We're gonna bunny hug
I bought some aspirin
Down at united drug

In case you shake apart
And want a brand new start
To do that-

Velma and company.
Jazz.

Person.
Skidoo

Velma
And all that jazz

Person 2
Hot-cha

Person 3
Whoopee

Velma
And all that jazz

Company.
(soft and diabolic)
Ha! ha! ha!

Velma
It's just a noisy hall
Where there's a nightly brawl
And all that-

Company.
Jazz

(dialog)

Velma.
Find a flask
We're playing fast and loose

All.
And all that jazz

Velma
Right up here
Is where I store the juice

All.
And all that jazz

Velma.
Come on, babe
We're gonna brush the sky
I betcha lucky lindy
Never flew so high

'cause in the stratosphere
How could he lend an ear
To all that jazz?
Company.
Oh, you're gonna see you sheba
Shimmy shake
Velma.
And all that jazz
Company.
Oh, she's gonna shimmy till her garters
break
Velma.
And all that jazz
Company.
Show her where to park her girdle
Oh, her mother's blood'd curdle
If she'd hear
Her baby's queer
For all that jazz!
velma.
C'mon babe
Why don't we paint the town?
And all that jazz
I'm gonna rouge my knees
And roll my stockings down
And all that jazz

Start the car
I know a whopee spot
Where the gin is cold
But the piano's hot

It's just a noisy hall
Where there's a nightly brawl
And all that jazz!
company.
Oh, you're gonna see you sheba
Shimmy shake
And all that jazz

Oh, shey's gonna shimmy till her garters
break

And all that jazz

Show her where to park her girdle
Oh, her mother's blood'd curdle
If she'd hear
Her baby's queer
For all that jazz!



velma.
no, I'm no one's wife
But, oh I love my life
And all that jazz!

Company.
That jazz!
Don't Tell Me Lyrics
Avril Lavigne

You held my hand and walked me home I know
While you gave me that kiss you were something like this
It made me go ooh ooh
You wiped my tears got rid of all my fears
Why did you have to go?
Guess it wasn't enough to take up some of my love
Guys are so hard to trust
Did I not tell you that I'm not like that
girl the one who,who gives it all away

Did you think that I was gonna give it up to you,this time?
Did you think that It was somethin' I was gonna tell,and cry?
Don't try to tell me what to do
Don't try to tell me what to say
You're better off that way

Don't think that you're charmin' the fact that your arm
is now around my neck
Will get you in my pants I'll have to kick your ass
and make you never forget
I'm gonna ask you to stop thought I liked you a lot
But I'm really upset,I'm really upset
Get outta my head get off of my bed
yeah that's what I said
Did I not tell you that I'm not like that
girl the one who throws it all away

Did you think that I was gonna give it up to you,this time?
Did you think that it was somethin' I was gonna tell,and cry?
Don't try to tell what to do
Don't try to tell me what to say
You're better off that way

This guilt trip that you put me on won't
mess me up but you're no wrong
Any thoughts of you and me have gone away

Did you think that I was gonna give it up to you,this time?
Did you think that it was somethin' I was gonna tell,and cry?
Don't try to tell me what to do
Don't try to tell me what to say
You're better off that way

Better off that way
I'm better off alone anyway

Friday, April 23, 2004

Leah this is for you



"I Miss You"

Hello there, the angel from my nightmare
The shadow in the background of the morgue
The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley
We can live like Jack and Sally if we want
Where you can always find me
We'll have Halloween on Christmas
And in the night we'll wish this never ends
We'll wish this never ends

(I miss you I miss you)
(I miss you I miss you)

Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting every time
And as I stare I counted
Webs from all the spiders
Catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
and hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
Stop this pain tonight

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (miss you miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (miss you miss you)

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)


Public announcment Lang Po


Watch out for 2 Way Mirrors - A Caution for the Ladiez


Message: Do you know how to determine if a mirror is 2-way
or not?

This is not to scare you, but to make you aware.

A policewoman who travels all over the US and
gives seminars and techniques for businesswomen
passed this on.
When we visit toilets, bathrooms, hotel rooms,
changing rooms, etc.,
How many of you know for sure that the seemingly
ordinary mirror hanging on the wall is a real
mirror, or actually a 2-way mirror?
(i.e., they can see you, but you can't see them.)
There have been many cases of people installing
2-way mirrors in female changing rooms. It is very
difficult to positively identify the surface by
just looking at it.
So, how do we determine any amount of certainty
what type of mirror we are looking at?
Just conduct this simple test:
Place the tip of your fingernail against the
reflective surface and if there is a GAP between
your fingernail and the image of the nail, then it
is a GENUINE mirror.
However, if your fingernail DIRECTLY TOUCHES the
image of your nail, then BEWARE, FOR IT IS a 2-WAY
MIRROR! "No Space, Leave the Place"
So remember, every time you see a Mirror, do the
"fingernail test." It doesn't cost you anything.
Remember: "No Space, Leave the Place" Ladies:
Share this with your girlfriends, sisters,
daughters, etc. Men: Share this with your wives,
daughters, daughters-in law, mothers, girlfriends
and/or friends. .
And to my friends...please pass this mail on to
all your online friends.
Remember: "No Space, Leave the Place" Better safe
than sorry.

Regards

Monday, April 19, 2004

Its a crazy week and its only getting started

hey peeps you know this song nice kaayo try to listen at myx

A Little Bit

I was kinda hesitant to tell you
Should I let you know
I was never really like this before
Need I say more


Or maybe I'm confused when you are near me
I don't know what to do or I should be
There's only one thing in my mind
That's you and me


CHORUS
I'm a little bit of crazy
I'm a little bit of a fool
I'm a little bit of lonely
I'm a little bit of all
Oh, I need a cure
Just a little bit of you
And I will fall


I'm always on the run to see you
Would you allow me to
It wasn't my attention to hurt you
This feeling is true

Or maybe I'm confused when you are near me
I don't know what to do or I should be
There's only one thing in my mind
That's you and me



CHORUS
I'm a little bit of crazy
I'm a little bit of a fool
I'm a little bit of lonely
I'm a little bit of all
Oh, I need a cure
Just a little bit of you
And I will fall

Sunday, April 18, 2004

Swim or Sink

Hey peeps long time no blog hope everybody's not angry nor worry about me not blogging hehehe assuming ka nanaman Garr, I'm here at home making tambay, its actually boooring here but thank God, that I have something to do every MWF and the fact that love seems to be in the waiting list but as far as I'm concern maghihintay ako sana mga lang maghintay ang academics ko. By the ways, may bagong akong ina abalahan ngayon, and its to SWIM. Yep! USC PE Dept. got this Learn to swim program and it only cost 800 pesos di ba barato, what's better was it is scheduled 5:30 to 7:30 MWF, and masaya! well beside the fact na puro halos babae mga kasama ko and classmate ko ang insan ni Van, I met a lot of ka-friendster connection like friend ko yung insan ng classmate ni blah blah like that. Actually it wasn't a class type of approached, its like wala , we're just having fun like swim ka lang and learning it. OUr instructor was Sir Lopez, he's good, kasi he gives tips and some comment on how we do some strokes and everything. How did I do in the program? well let's just say I'll be joining the varsity after this hehehe yabang! marami akong naiinom na chlorine, parati akong umuubo at nacramps pero ok lang coz I'm really learning at leas tthe next time I jump into deep water hindi na ako malulunod hahahaha! kakahiya

Heat Wave in the from North to South

one things for sure MA- INIT ang panahon kahit sa gabi ang init parin I really wish it rained, I was really expecting for the super typhoon to arrive in the Philippines last week well cguro kaya hindi nakarating kasi nainitan. Well speaking of heat, summer is the best oppurtunity to meet some new people at makipag chat yeah I got an eyeball nga last time well ok naman cya kaso nga lang iba kasi ang hinahanap nya so I got disappointed and left dala na rin cguro ng init kaya nag iinit hay baad! Me? I can't deny sad the fact that It's HOT na pati ang hormones mo kumukulo but thank god may cold shower at ice nakakayanan pa ang heat sa body.

Friday, April 16, 2004

Summa Hotta Hotta Summa!

Walking On Sunshine Lyrics



I can't wait, wanna see, how this night is gonna be,
Just a touch away, from this feeling that is here to stay,
We can make it last forever baby,
our love will stand the test of time,
and in the middle of our world,
i'll be waiting for you to be all mine,

[Chorus:]
We're walking on sunshine,
in the middle of the night,
and it feels like I'm somewhere above the sky, I, I, I

Take my hand, and close your eyes,
say the sweet little things, that make me cry,
catch my tears with a kiss,
these special moments do exsist,
We can make it last forever baby,
our love will stand the test of time,
and in the middle of our world,
i'll be waiting , for you to be all mine,

[Chorus:]
It'll take much more thatn a life time baby,
for this love to end, and it feels so good to know,
that we are here in love again.

[Chorus:]
We're walkin on sunshine, in the middle of the night,
and it feels like i'm somewhere above the sky, I, I, I

Let's take a chance, and try love baby,
No I'm not kiddin now,
til, you tell me that you'll be in my life, until the end of time,
[break]

[Chorus:]
We're walkin on sunshine, in the middle of the night,
and it feels like i'm somewhere above the sky, I, I, I [again]

Let's take a chance, and try love baby,
No I'm not kiddin now,
til, you tell me that you'll be in my life, until the end of time,

oooooo, ooooo, ewo, ewo,

[Chorus:]
We're walkin on sunshine, in the middle of the night,
and it feels like i'm somewhere above the sky, I, I, I [times 4]

Tuesday, April 6, 2004

Sunday, April 4, 2004

Just a lenten reflection part 2
I am 59% evil.




I'm getting there. I haven't done all the damage I could do but I've done quite a bit. I'm just over the border into the Evil Zone.



Are you evil? find out at Hilowitz.com