The Guys' Rules
At last a guy has taken the time to write this all down Finally , the guys' side of the story.
(I must admit, it's pretty good.)
We always hear "the rules"
From the female side.
Now here are the rules from the male side.
These are our rules!
Please note.. these are all numbered "1"
ON PURPOSE!
1. Men ARE not mind readers.
1. Learn to work the toilet seat.
You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down.
We need it up, you need it down.
You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down.
1. Sunday sports. It's like the full moon
or the changing of the tides.
Let it be.
1. Shopping is NOT a sport.
And no, we are never going to think of it that way.
1. Crying is blackmail.
1. Ask for what you want.
Let us be clear on this one:
Subtle hints do not work!
Strong hints do not work!
Obvious hints do not work!
Just say it!
1. Yes and No are perfectly Acceptable answers to almost every question.
1. Come to us with a problem only If you want help solving it. That's what we do.
Sympathy is what your girlfriends are for.
1. A headache that lasts for 17 months is a problem See a doctor.
1. Anyth ing we said 6 months ago is inadmissible in an argument.
In fact, all comments become null and void after 7 Days.
1. If you won't dress like the Victoria's Secret girls, don't Expect us to act like soap opera guys.
1. If you think you're fat, you probably are.
Don't ask us.
1. If something we said can be interpreted two ways and one of the ways makes you sad or angry, we meant the other one
1. You can either ask us to do something
Or tell us how you want it done.
Not both.
If you already know best how to do it, just do it yourself.
1. Whenever possible, Please say whatever you have to say during commercials.
1. Christopher Columbus did NOT need directions and neither do we.
1. ALL men see in only 16 colors, like Windows default settings.
Peach, for example, is a fruit, not! A color. Pumpkin is also a fruit. We have no idea what mauve is.
1. If it itches, it will Be scratched.
We do that.
1. If we ask what is wrong and you say "nothing," We will act like nothing's wrong.
We know you are lying, but it is just not worth the hassle.
1. If you ask a question you don't want an answer to, Expect an answer you don't want to hear.
1. When we have to go somewhere, absolutely anything you wear Is fine... Really .
1. Don't ask us what we're thinking about unless you are prepared to discuss such topics as baseball, the shotgun formation,
or golf.
1. You have enough clothes.
1. You have too many shoes.
1. I am in shape. Round IS a shape!
1. Thank you for reading this.
Yes, I know, I have to sleep on the couch tonight;
But did you know men really don't mind that? It's like camping.
Pass this to as many men as you can -
to give them a laugh.
Pass this to as many women as you can
to give them a bigger laugh
Thursday, June 14, 2007
Give a man a match, and he'll be warm for a minute, but set him on fire, and he'll be warm for the rest of his life.
I once prayed to god for a bike, but quickly found out he didnt work that way...so I stole a bike and prayed for his forgiveness.
Actual Headline: Typhoon Rips Through Cemetery; Hundreds Dead
If pro is opposite of con, then what is the opposite of progress?
If you think things can't get worse it's probably only because you lack sufficient imagination.
A train station is where the train stops. A bus station is where the bus stops. On my desk, I have a work station...
Parents spend the first part of our lives teaching us to walk and talk, and the rest of it telling us to sit down and shut up.
Expecting the world to treat you fairly because you are good is like expecting the bull not to charge because you are a vegetarian.
books have knowledge, knowledge is power, power corrupts, corruption is a crime, and crime doesn't pay..so if you keep reading, you'll go broke
"Computer games don't affect kids; I mean if Pac-Man affected us as kids, we'd all be running around in darkened rooms, munching magic pills and listening to repetitive electronic music." -- Kristian Wilson, Nintendo, Inc, 1989
Beware of he who would deny you access to information, for in his heart, he dreams himself your master.
You never learn anything by doing it right.
Why do our noses run and our feet smell?
If you're not on somebody's shit list, you're not doing anything worthwhile.
I once prayed to god for a bike, but quickly found out he didnt work that way...so I stole a bike and prayed for his forgiveness.
Actual Headline: Typhoon Rips Through Cemetery; Hundreds Dead
If pro is opposite of con, then what is the opposite of progress?
If you think things can't get worse it's probably only because you lack sufficient imagination.
A train station is where the train stops. A bus station is where the bus stops. On my desk, I have a work station...
Parents spend the first part of our lives teaching us to walk and talk, and the rest of it telling us to sit down and shut up.
Expecting the world to treat you fairly because you are good is like expecting the bull not to charge because you are a vegetarian.
books have knowledge, knowledge is power, power corrupts, corruption is a crime, and crime doesn't pay..so if you keep reading, you'll go broke
"Computer games don't affect kids; I mean if Pac-Man affected us as kids, we'd all be running around in darkened rooms, munching magic pills and listening to repetitive electronic music." -- Kristian Wilson, Nintendo, Inc, 1989
Beware of he who would deny you access to information, for in his heart, he dreams himself your master.
You never learn anything by doing it right.
Why do our noses run and our feet smell?
If you're not on somebody's shit list, you're not doing anything worthwhile.
13 Things About You
1. Someone in this world Loves you , in some way.
2. A smile from you, can bring happiness to anyone, even if they
don't like you.
3. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to
sleep.
4. You mean the world to someone.
5. Without you , someone may not be living.
6. You are special and unique, in your own way.
7. Someone that you don't know even exists, loves you.
8. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes
from it.
9. When you think the world has turned it's back on you, take a
look, you most likely turned your back on the world.
10. When you think you have no chance at getting what you want,
you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself,
you probably sooner or later will get it.
11.Always remember complements you received, forget about the
rude remarks.
12.Always tell someone how you feel about them, you will feel
much better when they know.
13
If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know
that they are great. If you choose, send this letter to as
many people as you care about, you'll brighten up someone's
day, and might change their perspective on life, for the better!
1. Someone in this world Loves you , in some way.
2. A smile from you, can bring happiness to anyone, even if they
don't like you.
3. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to
sleep.
4. You mean the world to someone.
5. Without you , someone may not be living.
6. You are special and unique, in your own way.
7. Someone that you don't know even exists, loves you.
8. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes
from it.
9. When you think the world has turned it's back on you, take a
look, you most likely turned your back on the world.
10. When you think you have no chance at getting what you want,
you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself,
you probably sooner or later will get it.
11.Always remember complements you received, forget about the
rude remarks.
12.Always tell someone how you feel about them, you will feel
much better when they know.
13
If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know
that they are great. If you choose, send this letter to as
many people as you care about, you'll brighten up someone's
day, and might change their perspective on life, for the better!
"When You Divorce Me, Carry Me Out in Your Arms"
On my wedding day, I carried my wife in my arms. The bridal car stopped in
front of our one-room flat. My buddies insisted that I carry her out of the
car in my arms. So I carried her into our home. She was then plump and shy.
I was a strong and happy bridegroom.
This was the scene ten years ago.
The following days were as simple as a cup of pure
water: we had a kid; I
went into business and tried to make more money. When the assets were
steadily increasing, the affection between us seemed to ebb. She was a civil
servant. Every morning we left home together and got home almost at the same
time. Our kid was studying in a boarding school.
Our marriage life seemed to be enviably happy. But the calm life was more
likely to be affected by unpredictable changes.
Dew came into my life.
It was a sunny day. I stood on a spacious balcony. Dew
hugged me from
behind. My heart once again was immersed in her stream
of love. This was the
apartment I bought for her.
Dew said, you are the kind of man who best draws
girls' eyeballs. Her words
suddenly reminded me of my wife. When we were just
married, my wife said,
Men like you, once successful, will be very attractive
to girls.
Thinking of this, I became somewhat hesitant. I knew I
had betrayed my wife.
But I couldn't help doing so.
I moved Dew's hands aside and said you go to select
some furniture, O.K.?
I've got something to do in the company. Obviously she
was unhappy, because
I had promised to do it together with her. At the
moment, the idea of
divorce became clearer in my mind although it used to
be something
impossible to me.
However, I found it rather difficult to tell my wife
about it. No matter how
mildly I mentioned it to her, she would be deeply
hurt.
Honestly, she was a good wife. Every evening she was
busy preparing dinner. I was sitting in front of the TV. The dinner was ready
soon. Then we watched
TV together. Or, I was lounging before the computer,
visualizing Dew's body.
This was the means of my entertainment.
One day I said to her in a slightly joking way,
suppose we divorce, what
will you do? She stared at me for a few seconds
without a word. Apparently
she believed that divorce was something too far away
from her. I couldn't imagine how she would react once she got to know I was
serious.
When my wife went to my office, Dew had just stepped
out. Almost all the staff looked at my wife with a sympathetic eye and
tried to hide something while talking to her. She seemed to have got some
hint. She gently smiled at my subordinates. But I read some hurt in her eyes.
Once again, Dew said to me, He Ning, divorce her,
O.K.? Then we live
together. I nodded. I knew I could not hesitate any
more.
When my wife served the last dish, I held her hand.
I've got something to
tell you, I said. She sat down and ate quietly. Again
I observed the hurt in
her eyes. Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth.
But I had to let her
know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised
the serious topic
calmly.
She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she
asked me softly, why?
I'm serious. I avoided her question. This so-called
answer made her angry.
She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you
are not a man!
That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was
weeping. I knew she wanted
to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I
could hardly give her a
satisfactory answer, because my heart had gone to Dew.
With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce
agreement which stated that
she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my
company. She glanced
at it and then tore it into pieces. I felt a pain in
my heart. The woman who
had been living ten years with me would become a
stranger one day. But I
could not take back what I had said.
Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was
what I had expected to
see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The
idea of divorce which
had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer
and clearer.
Late that night, I came back home after entertaining
my clients. I saw her
writing something at the table. I fall asleep fast.
When I woke up, I found
she was still there. I turned over and was asleep
again.
She brought up her divorce conditions: she didn't want
anything from me, but
I was supposed to give her one month s time before
divorce, and in the
month's time we must live as normal a life as
possible. Her reason was
simple: our son would finish his summer vacation a
month later and she
didn't want him to see our marriage was broken.
She passed me the agreement she drafted, and then
asked me, He Ning, do you
still remember how I entered our bridal room on the
wedding day? This
question suddenly brought back all those wonderful
memories to me. I nodded
and said, I remember. You carried me in your arms, she
continued, so, I have
a requirement, that is, you carry me out in your arms
on the day when we
divorce. From now to the end of this month, you must
carry me out from the
bedroom to the door every morning.
I accepted with a smile. I knew she missed those sweet
days and wished to
end her marriage romantically.
I told Dew about my wife s divorce conditions. She
laughed loudly and
thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she does,
she has to face the
result of divorce, she said scornfully. Her words more
or less made me feel
uncomfortable.
My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my
divorce intention was
explicitly expressed. We even treated each other as a
stranger. So when I
carried her out on the first day, we both appeared
clumsy. Our son clapped
behind us, daddy is holding mummy in his arms. His
words brought me a sense
of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to
the door, I walked
over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her
eyes and said softly,
Let us start from today, don't tell our son. I nodded,
feeling somewhat
upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to
wait for a bus, I drove
to the office.
On the second day, both of us acted much more easily.
She leaned on my
chest. We were so close that I could smell the
fragrance of her blouse. I
realized that I hadn't looked at this intimate woman
carefully for a long
time. I found she was not young any more. There were
some fine wrinkles on
her face.
On the third day, she whispered to me, the outside
garden is being
demolished. Be careful when you pass there.
On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I seemed to
feel that we were still
an intimate couple and I was holding my sweetheart in
my arms. The
visualization of Dew became vague.
On the fifth and sixth day, she kept reminding me
something, such as, where
she put the ironed shirts, I should be careful while
cooking, etc. I nodded.
The sense of intimacy was even stronger. I didn't tell
Dew about this.
I felt it was easier to carry her. Perhaps the
everyday workout made me
stronger. I said to her, It seems not difficult to
carry you now. She was
picking her dresses. I was waiting to carry her out.
She tried quite a few
but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed,
all my dresses have
grown bigger. I smiled. But I suddenly realized that
it was because she was
thinner that I could carry her more easily, not
because I was stronger. I
knew she had buried all the bitterness in her heart.
Again, I felt a sense
of pain. Subconsciously I reached out a hand to touch
her head.
Our son came in at the moment. Dad, it's time to carry
mum out. He said. To
him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had
been an essential part of
his life. She gestured our son to come closer and
hugged him tightly. I
turned my face because I was afraid I would change my
mind at the last
minute. I held her in my arms, walking from the
bedroom, through the sitting
room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck
softly and naturally. I
held her body tightly, as if we came back to our
wedding day. But her much
lighter weight made me sad.
On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could
hardly move a step. Our
son had gone to school. She said, actually I hope you
will hold me in your
arms until we are old.
I held her tightly and said, both you and I didn't
notice that our life
lacked intimacy.
I jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the
door. I was afraid any
delay would make me change my decision. I walked
upstairs. Dew opened the
door. I said to her, Sorry, Dew, I won't divorce. I'm
serious.
She looked at me, astonished. The she touched my
forehead. You got no fever.
She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Dew, I
said, I can only say
sorry to you, I won't divorce. My marriage life was
boring probably because
she and I didn't value the details of life, not
because we didn't love each
other any more. Now I understand that since I carried
her into the home, she
gave birth to our child, I am supposed to hold her
until I am old. So I have
to say sorry to you.
Dew seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud
slap and then slammed the
door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and
drove to the office.
When I passed the floral shop on the way, I ordered a
bouquet for my wife
which was her favorite. The salesgirl asked me what to
write on the card. I
smiled and wrote,
"I'll carry you out every morning
until we are old."
Very touching, right? If you think it's touching,
please forward it to your
friends and me too, if you think it's not touching at
all, just ignored this
email.
On my wedding day, I carried my wife in my arms. The bridal car stopped in
front of our one-room flat. My buddies insisted that I carry her out of the
car in my arms. So I carried her into our home. She was then plump and shy.
I was a strong and happy bridegroom.
This was the scene ten years ago.
The following days were as simple as a cup of pure
water: we had a kid; I
went into business and tried to make more money. When the assets were
steadily increasing, the affection between us seemed to ebb. She was a civil
servant. Every morning we left home together and got home almost at the same
time. Our kid was studying in a boarding school.
Our marriage life seemed to be enviably happy. But the calm life was more
likely to be affected by unpredictable changes.
Dew came into my life.
It was a sunny day. I stood on a spacious balcony. Dew
hugged me from
behind. My heart once again was immersed in her stream
of love. This was the
apartment I bought for her.
Dew said, you are the kind of man who best draws
girls' eyeballs. Her words
suddenly reminded me of my wife. When we were just
married, my wife said,
Men like you, once successful, will be very attractive
to girls.
Thinking of this, I became somewhat hesitant. I knew I
had betrayed my wife.
But I couldn't help doing so.
I moved Dew's hands aside and said you go to select
some furniture, O.K.?
I've got something to do in the company. Obviously she
was unhappy, because
I had promised to do it together with her. At the
moment, the idea of
divorce became clearer in my mind although it used to
be something
impossible to me.
However, I found it rather difficult to tell my wife
about it. No matter how
mildly I mentioned it to her, she would be deeply
hurt.
Honestly, she was a good wife. Every evening she was
busy preparing dinner. I was sitting in front of the TV. The dinner was ready
soon. Then we watched
TV together. Or, I was lounging before the computer,
visualizing Dew's body.
This was the means of my entertainment.
One day I said to her in a slightly joking way,
suppose we divorce, what
will you do? She stared at me for a few seconds
without a word. Apparently
she believed that divorce was something too far away
from her. I couldn't imagine how she would react once she got to know I was
serious.
When my wife went to my office, Dew had just stepped
out. Almost all the staff looked at my wife with a sympathetic eye and
tried to hide something while talking to her. She seemed to have got some
hint. She gently smiled at my subordinates. But I read some hurt in her eyes.
Once again, Dew said to me, He Ning, divorce her,
O.K.? Then we live
together. I nodded. I knew I could not hesitate any
more.
When my wife served the last dish, I held her hand.
I've got something to
tell you, I said. She sat down and ate quietly. Again
I observed the hurt in
her eyes. Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth.
But I had to let her
know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised
the serious topic
calmly.
She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she
asked me softly, why?
I'm serious. I avoided her question. This so-called
answer made her angry.
She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you
are not a man!
That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was
weeping. I knew she wanted
to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I
could hardly give her a
satisfactory answer, because my heart had gone to Dew.
With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce
agreement which stated that
she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my
company. She glanced
at it and then tore it into pieces. I felt a pain in
my heart. The woman who
had been living ten years with me would become a
stranger one day. But I
could not take back what I had said.
Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was
what I had expected to
see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The
idea of divorce which
had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer
and clearer.
Late that night, I came back home after entertaining
my clients. I saw her
writing something at the table. I fall asleep fast.
When I woke up, I found
she was still there. I turned over and was asleep
again.
She brought up her divorce conditions: she didn't want
anything from me, but
I was supposed to give her one month s time before
divorce, and in the
month's time we must live as normal a life as
possible. Her reason was
simple: our son would finish his summer vacation a
month later and she
didn't want him to see our marriage was broken.
She passed me the agreement she drafted, and then
asked me, He Ning, do you
still remember how I entered our bridal room on the
wedding day? This
question suddenly brought back all those wonderful
memories to me. I nodded
and said, I remember. You carried me in your arms, she
continued, so, I have
a requirement, that is, you carry me out in your arms
on the day when we
divorce. From now to the end of this month, you must
carry me out from the
bedroom to the door every morning.
I accepted with a smile. I knew she missed those sweet
days and wished to
end her marriage romantically.
I told Dew about my wife s divorce conditions. She
laughed loudly and
thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she does,
she has to face the
result of divorce, she said scornfully. Her words more
or less made me feel
uncomfortable.
My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my
divorce intention was
explicitly expressed. We even treated each other as a
stranger. So when I
carried her out on the first day, we both appeared
clumsy. Our son clapped
behind us, daddy is holding mummy in his arms. His
words brought me a sense
of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to
the door, I walked
over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her
eyes and said softly,
Let us start from today, don't tell our son. I nodded,
feeling somewhat
upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to
wait for a bus, I drove
to the office.
On the second day, both of us acted much more easily.
She leaned on my
chest. We were so close that I could smell the
fragrance of her blouse. I
realized that I hadn't looked at this intimate woman
carefully for a long
time. I found she was not young any more. There were
some fine wrinkles on
her face.
On the third day, she whispered to me, the outside
garden is being
demolished. Be careful when you pass there.
On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I seemed to
feel that we were still
an intimate couple and I was holding my sweetheart in
my arms. The
visualization of Dew became vague.
On the fifth and sixth day, she kept reminding me
something, such as, where
she put the ironed shirts, I should be careful while
cooking, etc. I nodded.
The sense of intimacy was even stronger. I didn't tell
Dew about this.
I felt it was easier to carry her. Perhaps the
everyday workout made me
stronger. I said to her, It seems not difficult to
carry you now. She was
picking her dresses. I was waiting to carry her out.
She tried quite a few
but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed,
all my dresses have
grown bigger. I smiled. But I suddenly realized that
it was because she was
thinner that I could carry her more easily, not
because I was stronger. I
knew she had buried all the bitterness in her heart.
Again, I felt a sense
of pain. Subconsciously I reached out a hand to touch
her head.
Our son came in at the moment. Dad, it's time to carry
mum out. He said. To
him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had
been an essential part of
his life. She gestured our son to come closer and
hugged him tightly. I
turned my face because I was afraid I would change my
mind at the last
minute. I held her in my arms, walking from the
bedroom, through the sitting
room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck
softly and naturally. I
held her body tightly, as if we came back to our
wedding day. But her much
lighter weight made me sad.
On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could
hardly move a step. Our
son had gone to school. She said, actually I hope you
will hold me in your
arms until we are old.
I held her tightly and said, both you and I didn't
notice that our life
lacked intimacy.
I jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the
door. I was afraid any
delay would make me change my decision. I walked
upstairs. Dew opened the
door. I said to her, Sorry, Dew, I won't divorce. I'm
serious.
She looked at me, astonished. The she touched my
forehead. You got no fever.
She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Dew, I
said, I can only say
sorry to you, I won't divorce. My marriage life was
boring probably because
she and I didn't value the details of life, not
because we didn't love each
other any more. Now I understand that since I carried
her into the home, she
gave birth to our child, I am supposed to hold her
until I am old. So I have
to say sorry to you.
Dew seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud
slap and then slammed the
door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and
drove to the office.
When I passed the floral shop on the way, I ordered a
bouquet for my wife
which was her favorite. The salesgirl asked me what to
write on the card. I
smiled and wrote,
"I'll carry you out every morning
until we are old."
Very touching, right? If you think it's touching,
please forward it to your
friends and me too, if you think it's not touching at
all, just ignored this
email.
"When You Divorce Me, Carry Me Out in Your Arms"
On my wedding day, I carried my wife in my arms. The bridal car stopped in
front of our one-room flat. My buddies insisted that I carry her out of the
car in my arms. So I carried her into our home. She was then plump and shy.
I was a strong and happy bridegroom.
This was the scene ten years ago.
The following days were as simple as a cup of pure
water: we had a kid; I
went into business and tried to make more money. When the assets were
steadily increasing, the affection between us seemed to ebb. She was a civil
servant. Every morning we left home together and got home almost at the same
time. Our kid was studying in a boarding school.
Our marriage life seemed to be enviably happy. But the calm life was more
likely to be affected by unpredictable changes.
Dew came into my life.
It was a sunny day. I stood on a spacious balcony. Dew
hugged me from
behind. My heart once again was immersed in her stream
of love. This was the
apartment I bought for her.
Dew said, you are the kind of man who best draws
girls' eyeballs. Her words
suddenly reminded me of my wife. When we were just
married, my wife said,
Men like you, once successful, will be very attractive
to girls.
Thinking of this, I became somewhat hesitant. I knew I
had betrayed my wife.
But I couldn't help doing so.
I moved Dew's hands aside and said you go to select
some furniture, O.K.?
I've got something to do in the company. Obviously she
was unhappy, because
I had promised to do it together with her. At the
moment, the idea of
divorce became clearer in my mind although it used to
be something
impossible to me.
However, I found it rather difficult to tell my wife
about it. No matter how
mildly I mentioned it to her, she would be deeply
hurt.
Honestly, she was a good wife. Every evening she was
busy preparing dinner. I was sitting in front of the TV. The dinner was ready
soon. Then we watched
TV together. Or, I was lounging before the computer,
visualizing Dew's body.
This was the means of my entertainment.
One day I said to her in a slightly joking way,
suppose we divorce, what
will you do? She stared at me for a few seconds
without a word. Apparently
she believed that divorce was something too far away
from her. I couldn't imagine how she would react once she got to know I was
serious.
When my wife went to my office, Dew had just stepped
out. Almost all the staff looked at my wife with a sympathetic eye and
tried to hide something while talking to her. She seemed to have got some
hint. She gently smiled at my subordinates. But I read some hurt in her eyes.
Once again, Dew said to me, He Ning, divorce her,
O.K.? Then we live
together. I nodded. I knew I could not hesitate any
more.
When my wife served the last dish, I held her hand.
I've got something to
tell you, I said. She sat down and ate quietly. Again
I observed the hurt in
her eyes. Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth.
But I had to let her
know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised
the serious topic
calmly.
She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she
asked me softly, why?
I'm serious. I avoided her question. This so-called
answer made her angry.
She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you
are not a man!
That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was
weeping. I knew she wanted
to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I
could hardly give her a
satisfactory answer, because my heart had gone to Dew.
With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce
agreement which stated that
she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my
company. She glanced
at it and then tore it into pieces. I felt a pain in
my heart. The woman who
had been living ten years with me would become a
stranger one day. But I
could not take back what I had said.
Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was
what I had expected to
see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The
idea of divorce which
had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer
and clearer.
Late that night, I came back home after entertaining
my clients. I saw her
writing something at the table. I fall asleep fast.
When I woke up, I found
she was still there. I turned over and was asleep
again.
She brought up her divorce conditions: she didn't want
anything from me, but
I was supposed to give her one month s time before
divorce, and in the
month's time we must live as normal a life as
possible. Her reason was
simple: our son would finish his summer vacation a
month later and she
didn't want him to see our marriage was broken.
She passed me the agreement she drafted, and then
asked me, He Ning, do you
still remember how I entered our bridal room on the
wedding day? This
question suddenly brought back all those wonderful
memories to me. I nodded
and said, I remember. You carried me in your arms, she
continued, so, I have
a requirement, that is, you carry me out in your arms
on the day when we
divorce. From now to the end of this month, you must
carry me out from the
bedroom to the door every morning.
I accepted with a smile. I knew she missed those sweet
days and wished to
end her marriage romantically.
I told Dew about my wife s divorce conditions. She
laughed loudly and
thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she does,
she has to face the
result of divorce, she said scornfully. Her words more
or less made me feel
uncomfortable.
My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my
divorce intention was
explicitly expressed. We even treated each other as a
stranger. So when I
carried her out on the first day, we both appeared
clumsy. Our son clapped
behind us, daddy is holding mummy in his arms. His
words brought me a sense
of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to
the door, I walked
over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her
eyes and said softly,
Let us start from today, don't tell our son. I nodded,
feeling somewhat
upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to
wait for a bus, I drove
to the office.
On the second day, both of us acted much more easily.
She leaned on my
chest. We were so close that I could smell the
fragrance of her blouse. I
realized that I hadn't looked at this intimate woman
carefully for a long
time. I found she was not young any more. There were
some fine wrinkles on
her face.
On the third day, she whispered to me, the outside
garden is being
demolished. Be careful when you pass there.
On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I seemed to
feel that we were still
an intimate couple and I was holding my sweetheart in
my arms. The
visualization of Dew became vague.
On the fifth and sixth day, she kept reminding me
something, such as, where
she put the ironed shirts, I should be careful while
cooking, etc. I nodded.
The sense of intimacy was even stronger. I didn't tell
Dew about this.
I felt it was easier to carry her. Perhaps the
everyday workout made me
stronger. I said to her, It seems not difficult to
carry you now. She was
picking her dresses. I was waiting to carry her out.
She tried quite a few
but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed,
all my dresses have
grown bigger. I smiled. But I suddenly realized that
it was because she was
thinner that I could carry her more easily, not
because I was stronger. I
knew she had buried all the bitterness in her heart.
Again, I felt a sense
of pain. Subconsciously I reached out a hand to touch
her head.
Our son came in at the moment. Dad, it's time to carry
mum out. He said. To
him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had
been an essential part of
his life. She gestured our son to come closer and
hugged him tightly. I
turned my face because I was afraid I would change my
mind at the last
minute. I held her in my arms, walking from the
bedroom, through the sitting
room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck
softly and naturally. I
held her body tightly, as if we came back to our
wedding day. But her much
lighter weight made me sad.
On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could
hardly move a step. Our
son had gone to school. She said, actually I hope you
will hold me in your
arms until we are old.
I held her tightly and said, both you and I didn't
notice that our life
lacked intimacy.
I jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the
door. I was afraid any
delay would make me change my decision. I walked
upstairs. Dew opened the
door. I said to her, Sorry, Dew, I won't divorce. I'm
serious.
She looked at me, astonished. The she touched my
forehead. You got no fever.
She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Dew, I
said, I can only say
sorry to you, I won't divorce. My marriage life was
boring probably because
she and I didn't value the details of life, not
because we didn't love each
other any more. Now I understand that since I carried
her into the home, she
gave birth to our child, I am supposed to hold her
until I am old. So I have
to say sorry to you.
Dew seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud
slap and then slammed the
door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and
drove to the office.
When I passed the floral shop on the way, I ordered a
bouquet for my wife
which was her favorite. The salesgirl asked me what to
write on the card. I
smiled and wrote,
"I'll carry you out every morning
until we are old."
Very touching, right? If you think it's touching,
please forward it to your
friends and me too, if you think it's not touching at
all, just ignored this
email.
On my wedding day, I carried my wife in my arms. The bridal car stopped in
front of our one-room flat. My buddies insisted that I carry her out of the
car in my arms. So I carried her into our home. She was then plump and shy.
I was a strong and happy bridegroom.
This was the scene ten years ago.
The following days were as simple as a cup of pure
water: we had a kid; I
went into business and tried to make more money. When the assets were
steadily increasing, the affection between us seemed to ebb. She was a civil
servant. Every morning we left home together and got home almost at the same
time. Our kid was studying in a boarding school.
Our marriage life seemed to be enviably happy. But the calm life was more
likely to be affected by unpredictable changes.
Dew came into my life.
It was a sunny day. I stood on a spacious balcony. Dew
hugged me from
behind. My heart once again was immersed in her stream
of love. This was the
apartment I bought for her.
Dew said, you are the kind of man who best draws
girls' eyeballs. Her words
suddenly reminded me of my wife. When we were just
married, my wife said,
Men like you, once successful, will be very attractive
to girls.
Thinking of this, I became somewhat hesitant. I knew I
had betrayed my wife.
But I couldn't help doing so.
I moved Dew's hands aside and said you go to select
some furniture, O.K.?
I've got something to do in the company. Obviously she
was unhappy, because
I had promised to do it together with her. At the
moment, the idea of
divorce became clearer in my mind although it used to
be something
impossible to me.
However, I found it rather difficult to tell my wife
about it. No matter how
mildly I mentioned it to her, she would be deeply
hurt.
Honestly, she was a good wife. Every evening she was
busy preparing dinner. I was sitting in front of the TV. The dinner was ready
soon. Then we watched
TV together. Or, I was lounging before the computer,
visualizing Dew's body.
This was the means of my entertainment.
One day I said to her in a slightly joking way,
suppose we divorce, what
will you do? She stared at me for a few seconds
without a word. Apparently
she believed that divorce was something too far away
from her. I couldn't imagine how she would react once she got to know I was
serious.
When my wife went to my office, Dew had just stepped
out. Almost all the staff looked at my wife with a sympathetic eye and
tried to hide something while talking to her. She seemed to have got some
hint. She gently smiled at my subordinates. But I read some hurt in her eyes.
Once again, Dew said to me, He Ning, divorce her,
O.K.? Then we live
together. I nodded. I knew I could not hesitate any
more.
When my wife served the last dish, I held her hand.
I've got something to
tell you, I said. She sat down and ate quietly. Again
I observed the hurt in
her eyes. Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth.
But I had to let her
know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised
the serious topic
calmly.
She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she
asked me softly, why?
I'm serious. I avoided her question. This so-called
answer made her angry.
She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you
are not a man!
That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was
weeping. I knew she wanted
to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I
could hardly give her a
satisfactory answer, because my heart had gone to Dew.
With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce
agreement which stated that
she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my
company. She glanced
at it and then tore it into pieces. I felt a pain in
my heart. The woman who
had been living ten years with me would become a
stranger one day. But I
could not take back what I had said.
Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was
what I had expected to
see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The
idea of divorce which
had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer
and clearer.
Late that night, I came back home after entertaining
my clients. I saw her
writing something at the table. I fall asleep fast.
When I woke up, I found
she was still there. I turned over and was asleep
again.
She brought up her divorce conditions: she didn't want
anything from me, but
I was supposed to give her one month s time before
divorce, and in the
month's time we must live as normal a life as
possible. Her reason was
simple: our son would finish his summer vacation a
month later and she
didn't want him to see our marriage was broken.
She passed me the agreement she drafted, and then
asked me, He Ning, do you
still remember how I entered our bridal room on the
wedding day? This
question suddenly brought back all those wonderful
memories to me. I nodded
and said, I remember. You carried me in your arms, she
continued, so, I have
a requirement, that is, you carry me out in your arms
on the day when we
divorce. From now to the end of this month, you must
carry me out from the
bedroom to the door every morning.
I accepted with a smile. I knew she missed those sweet
days and wished to
end her marriage romantically.
I told Dew about my wife s divorce conditions. She
laughed loudly and
thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she does,
she has to face the
result of divorce, she said scornfully. Her words more
or less made me feel
uncomfortable.
My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my
divorce intention was
explicitly expressed. We even treated each other as a
stranger. So when I
carried her out on the first day, we both appeared
clumsy. Our son clapped
behind us, daddy is holding mummy in his arms. His
words brought me a sense
of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to
the door, I walked
over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her
eyes and said softly,
Let us start from today, don't tell our son. I nodded,
feeling somewhat
upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to
wait for a bus, I drove
to the office.
On the second day, both of us acted much more easily.
She leaned on my
chest. We were so close that I could smell the
fragrance of her blouse. I
realized that I hadn't looked at this intimate woman
carefully for a long
time. I found she was not young any more. There were
some fine wrinkles on
her face.
On the third day, she whispered to me, the outside
garden is being
demolished. Be careful when you pass there.
On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I seemed to
feel that we were still
an intimate couple and I was holding my sweetheart in
my arms. The
visualization of Dew became vague.
On the fifth and sixth day, she kept reminding me
something, such as, where
she put the ironed shirts, I should be careful while
cooking, etc. I nodded.
The sense of intimacy was even stronger. I didn't tell
Dew about this.
I felt it was easier to carry her. Perhaps the
everyday workout made me
stronger. I said to her, It seems not difficult to
carry you now. She was
picking her dresses. I was waiting to carry her out.
She tried quite a few
but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed,
all my dresses have
grown bigger. I smiled. But I suddenly realized that
it was because she was
thinner that I could carry her more easily, not
because I was stronger. I
knew she had buried all the bitterness in her heart.
Again, I felt a sense
of pain. Subconsciously I reached out a hand to touch
her head.
Our son came in at the moment. Dad, it's time to carry
mum out. He said. To
him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had
been an essential part of
his life. She gestured our son to come closer and
hugged him tightly. I
turned my face because I was afraid I would change my
mind at the last
minute. I held her in my arms, walking from the
bedroom, through the sitting
room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck
softly and naturally. I
held her body tightly, as if we came back to our
wedding day. But her much
lighter weight made me sad.
On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could
hardly move a step. Our
son had gone to school. She said, actually I hope you
will hold me in your
arms until we are old.
I held her tightly and said, both you and I didn't
notice that our life
lacked intimacy.
I jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the
door. I was afraid any
delay would make me change my decision. I walked
upstairs. Dew opened the
door. I said to her, Sorry, Dew, I won't divorce. I'm
serious.
She looked at me, astonished. The she touched my
forehead. You got no fever.
She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Dew, I
said, I can only say
sorry to you, I won't divorce. My marriage life was
boring probably because
she and I didn't value the details of life, not
because we didn't love each
other any more. Now I understand that since I carried
her into the home, she
gave birth to our child, I am supposed to hold her
until I am old. So I have
to say sorry to you.
Dew seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud
slap and then slammed the
door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and
drove to the office.
When I passed the floral shop on the way, I ordered a
bouquet for my wife
which was her favorite. The salesgirl asked me what to
write on the card. I
smiled and wrote,
"I'll carry you out every morning
until we are old."
Very touching, right? If you think it's touching,
please forward it to your
friends and me too, if you think it's not touching at
all, just ignored this
email.
Below is a winning piece in the latest contest sa UP Creative writing
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Its been 4 months since i saw him and talagang namimiss ko na siya...
pero what can i do? it seems that i have loved the wrong person....
but still the pain keeps on hurting me and kung walang magbibigay ng gamot para dito sa nararamdaman ko.... baka mamatay na ako....
to give you a background about my life, everthing seems to be fine
except dun sa time na dumating na sa buhay ko yung hinayupak na
lalake na yon.... hehehehe....
kung curious kayo about dun sa guy...
bestfriend ko po yon kaso lang iba na ang nangyari as time passes
by.....
classmate ko sya nung highschool. pards pa nga ang tawagan namen....
o db ang sweet? di na ako iba sa kanya and ganon na ren sya sa
aken....
kung di nga lang ako naging babae baka naiuwi na ako nun sa bahay
nila and baka lahat ng gawaing pang brusko eh ipagawa na nun sa ken eh.....
pero cyempre mukha pa ren naman akong babae noh!!
highskul cyempre may pr om.... wala cyang date, wla ren ako.... i know that he wanted to invite me to be his date pero ang ogag nga kasi nun kaya the last minute tsaka lang sya nag-ask. he went to our house...
nakamotor po sya and medyo pawisan pero infairness....
mabango pa ren....
he ask my permission to see my dress for the prom....
cyempre para maloka sya sa aken at may konting surprise...
i refuse....
o sige, medyo nafrustrate sya pero hindi yon naging hadlang para
invite nya ko....
sa ganda ko na to.....
cyempre ang dami munang pa-echeng....
hanggang sa tanungin nya ako kung may date na ba me....
e kung di ba naman siya abnormal eh....
papayag ba akong makipagdate sa iba eh sya lang ang gusto ko....
lam mo yon...
sarap sampalin.... so in short, papilit pa ba ako?
syempre.....
the night of my life came, i was so pretty sabi ng nang-uuto kong
nanay...
pero naniwala lang ako nang sya na ang nagsabi....
b lush ako ever....
kahit alam kong maganda ako since birth(hehehehe) iba pa ren yung sa kanya galing diba?
we enjoyed that night and lalo ko lang napatunayan sa sarili ko na
mahal ko na pala ang hinayupak na bestfrend ko......
syempre ano pa ba ang sunod na event sa prom kundi ang graduation na db?
the night before the graduation, we talked on the phone na para bang it would be the last time na maririnig namen ang boses ng isat-isa.....
ive waited for the moment na mabanggit nya na may feelings din sya
and hindi naman ako nagkamali....
tinanong nya akokung may possibilty daw na maging kame....
i know na maiinis kayo sa ken dahil alam nyo ba ang sagot ko?
ah, eh....
hindi pwede kase bestfrends tayo eh....
yung mga anak na lang
naten yung ipag-partner naten....
sa isip-isip ko....
ang tanga!
pano ko nasabi ang ganong words? pero wala na akong magagawa.....
alam namang bawiin ko pa eh di nahuli naman ako db? pe ro ang tanga
ko talga....
cyempre college na....
im so proud to say na napunta naman ako sa magandang school and take note...
pareho kame ng skul.....
ano to? kailangan bang ituloy ang naudlot na pagmamahalan namen?....
hehehe....
nagkaboyfriend ako for a year and a half....
minahal ko sya pero there are these conflicts and problems na di na
kayang ayusin....
in short.... nagbreak kame.....
i guess god meant that to happen kasi yon din yung time na nagkita
kame ng bestfrend ko.....
sa sobrang miss namen ang isa't-isa....
sabay na kameng umuwi, kumain, pumasok.....
im happy pero parang lalo ko lang pinahirapan ang sarili ko dahil my feelings for that guy grows each and everytime that
we are together...
buti na lang magaling akong magtago at magpigil....
hehehe....bilib kayo noh?.....
one morning, im so busy preparing my project that would be passed on that same day....
alam kong dumati ng na sya at nasa likuran ko na ang mokong
pero dahil sobrang pressure sa project....
gusto ko man syang dambahan...
cyempre mamayang gabi na lang di ba? hehehe....
di ko sya masyadong napansin.....
may inabot syang sulat sa aken and he asked if i could join him sa
lunch....
i said yes....
then, alis na cya....
alam naman kc nyang im busy.....
when i was about to enter the room, somebody bumped me and my precious project fell...
gusto ko mang magalet... what can i do db?
instead i asked my prof to give me another chance to do my
project....
naalala ko si mokong.... the lunch date....
kinuha ko ang cell ko to text him that i cant come to our meeting....
e kaso.... pag tinamaan k nga naman ng malas.... check operator
service daw....
i tried to look for friends or other kakilala pero malas that day
talaga....
and so i took my lunch all by my self....
naalala ko yung letter....
hinanap ko sa bag... WALA !!!!
bumalik me sa corridor praying na andon pa yung sulat.... wala ren....
god! why? minsan lang magbigay ng sulat yon.... nawala pa.... dont
know how to tell him about the letter....
and so days and weeks passed, pag nagkikita kame...
di nya ako pinapansin...
ako, i tried to talk to him pero alam kong may kasalanan ako
pero ganon ba kalaki ang nagawa kong di pagpunta at ganon na lang ang i was nya?... sige... hinayaan ko na lang....
months na ang binilang...
i heard that he was dating a girl from the same school that we are
in... masakit.... na sa iba ko pa narinig na sila na....
mas masakit na wala na akong halaga sa kanya.....
basta...
ilang araw din yon na ganon ang nararamdaman ko.... weeks....
months....
gagraduate na po ako.... i wonder what's instore for me in my last
day in school....
and so i thought na puntahan yung favorite hang out namen....
when i was about to get near the place.... i saw him... with the
girl....
umiiyak ang bruha but i cant hear what they are talking about....
so ive decided to get out of that place before my tears burst out....
and then a common frend ang sumalubong sa aken....
saying na buntis ang girl....
syempre.... durog na durog ang puso ko....
kung kaya nyo lang ma-imagine yung naramdaman ko.....
the night of that same day.... naloka ang lola nyo....
nagparamdam ang mokong pagkaraan ng pagkatagal-tagal na panahon...
i thought it was something good for me... for us.... pero i was
wrong....
so wrong.....
he gave me a wedding invitation and isa ako sa bridesmaids.....
the girl... she was waiting in the car....
o db? dati motor lang ngaun... car na....
and so the wedding came....
maganda po ako nun.... sabi ng nanay ko pero wala ng nagsecond the
motion eh.... so naniwala na lang ako sa nanay ko....
then, there was this professor who came to see me....
he handed over a letter with my name carefully printed on the
enveloped....
he said that he looked for the owner of that letter kaso lang po
malaki po ang skul namin kaya mahirap magkahanapan db? and so nung nakita nya ang name ko sa invitation, he decided to bring the letter thinking that it could save souls... daw....
and so i was about to open the letter when the priest ask kung sino daw ang tututol...
dedma ako....
alangan namang manggulo pa ko noh....
binasa ko na ang letter.....
nakakatouch po talaga....
he opened up his feelings for me....
hoping na meron din daw akong feelings for him....
he ask that if i will show up to our hang- out the next day after he gave his letter, then it means that i also have feelings for him and that he
would love me for the rest of our lives....
but if i wont.... then he will never ope n that topic again....
he pleaded to me na sana pumunta ako... ...
if only i have that letter....
if only i knew about it....
kung di lang ako clumsy and careless to keep that letter...
things would be different....
if only.....
and so i heard the priest announced the couple as husband and wife....
ang sakit......
picture taking.....
gusto mang sumabog ng nararamdaman ko....
as you know....
magaling akong magpigil....
pero masakit po talaga.... sobra......
after the picture taking......
niyakap ako ng bestfrend ko....
ang higpit.... and teary eyed nyang cnabi na.........
i still love you......
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Its been 4 months since i saw him and talagang namimiss ko na siya...
pero what can i do? it seems that i have loved the wrong person....
but still the pain keeps on hurting me and kung walang magbibigay ng gamot para dito sa nararamdaman ko.... baka mamatay na ako....
to give you a background about my life, everthing seems to be fine
except dun sa time na dumating na sa buhay ko yung hinayupak na
lalake na yon.... hehehehe....
kung curious kayo about dun sa guy...
bestfriend ko po yon kaso lang iba na ang nangyari as time passes
by.....
classmate ko sya nung highschool. pards pa nga ang tawagan namen....
o db ang sweet? di na ako iba sa kanya and ganon na ren sya sa
aken....
kung di nga lang ako naging babae baka naiuwi na ako nun sa bahay
nila and baka lahat ng gawaing pang brusko eh ipagawa na nun sa ken eh.....
pero cyempre mukha pa ren naman akong babae noh!!
highskul cyempre may pr om.... wala cyang date, wla ren ako.... i know that he wanted to invite me to be his date pero ang ogag nga kasi nun kaya the last minute tsaka lang sya nag-ask. he went to our house...
nakamotor po sya and medyo pawisan pero infairness....
mabango pa ren....
he ask my permission to see my dress for the prom....
cyempre para maloka sya sa aken at may konting surprise...
i refuse....
o sige, medyo nafrustrate sya pero hindi yon naging hadlang para
invite nya ko....
sa ganda ko na to.....
cyempre ang dami munang pa-echeng....
hanggang sa tanungin nya ako kung may date na ba me....
e kung di ba naman siya abnormal eh....
papayag ba akong makipagdate sa iba eh sya lang ang gusto ko....
lam mo yon...
sarap sampalin.... so in short, papilit pa ba ako?
syempre.....
the night of my life came, i was so pretty sabi ng nang-uuto kong
nanay...
pero naniwala lang ako nang sya na ang nagsabi....
b lush ako ever....
kahit alam kong maganda ako since birth(hehehehe) iba pa ren yung sa kanya galing diba?
we enjoyed that night and lalo ko lang napatunayan sa sarili ko na
mahal ko na pala ang hinayupak na bestfrend ko......
syempre ano pa ba ang sunod na event sa prom kundi ang graduation na db?
the night before the graduation, we talked on the phone na para bang it would be the last time na maririnig namen ang boses ng isat-isa.....
ive waited for the moment na mabanggit nya na may feelings din sya
and hindi naman ako nagkamali....
tinanong nya akokung may possibilty daw na maging kame....
i know na maiinis kayo sa ken dahil alam nyo ba ang sagot ko?
ah, eh....
hindi pwede kase bestfrends tayo eh....
yung mga anak na lang
naten yung ipag-partner naten....
sa isip-isip ko....
ang tanga!
pano ko nasabi ang ganong words? pero wala na akong magagawa.....
alam namang bawiin ko pa eh di nahuli naman ako db? pe ro ang tanga
ko talga....
cyempre college na....
im so proud to say na napunta naman ako sa magandang school and take note...
pareho kame ng skul.....
ano to? kailangan bang ituloy ang naudlot na pagmamahalan namen?....
hehehe....
nagkaboyfriend ako for a year and a half....
minahal ko sya pero there are these conflicts and problems na di na
kayang ayusin....
in short.... nagbreak kame.....
i guess god meant that to happen kasi yon din yung time na nagkita
kame ng bestfrend ko.....
sa sobrang miss namen ang isa't-isa....
sabay na kameng umuwi, kumain, pumasok.....
im happy pero parang lalo ko lang pinahirapan ang sarili ko dahil my feelings for that guy grows each and everytime that
we are together...
buti na lang magaling akong magtago at magpigil....
hehehe....bilib kayo noh?.....
one morning, im so busy preparing my project that would be passed on that same day....
alam kong dumati ng na sya at nasa likuran ko na ang mokong
pero dahil sobrang pressure sa project....
gusto ko man syang dambahan...
cyempre mamayang gabi na lang di ba? hehehe....
di ko sya masyadong napansin.....
may inabot syang sulat sa aken and he asked if i could join him sa
lunch....
i said yes....
then, alis na cya....
alam naman kc nyang im busy.....
when i was about to enter the room, somebody bumped me and my precious project fell...
gusto ko mang magalet... what can i do db?
instead i asked my prof to give me another chance to do my
project....
naalala ko si mokong.... the lunch date....
kinuha ko ang cell ko to text him that i cant come to our meeting....
e kaso.... pag tinamaan k nga naman ng malas.... check operator
service daw....
i tried to look for friends or other kakilala pero malas that day
talaga....
and so i took my lunch all by my self....
naalala ko yung letter....
hinanap ko sa bag... WALA !!!!
bumalik me sa corridor praying na andon pa yung sulat.... wala ren....
god! why? minsan lang magbigay ng sulat yon.... nawala pa.... dont
know how to tell him about the letter....
and so days and weeks passed, pag nagkikita kame...
di nya ako pinapansin...
ako, i tried to talk to him pero alam kong may kasalanan ako
pero ganon ba kalaki ang nagawa kong di pagpunta at ganon na lang ang i was nya?... sige... hinayaan ko na lang....
months na ang binilang...
i heard that he was dating a girl from the same school that we are
in... masakit.... na sa iba ko pa narinig na sila na....
mas masakit na wala na akong halaga sa kanya.....
basta...
ilang araw din yon na ganon ang nararamdaman ko.... weeks....
months....
gagraduate na po ako.... i wonder what's instore for me in my last
day in school....
and so i thought na puntahan yung favorite hang out namen....
when i was about to get near the place.... i saw him... with the
girl....
umiiyak ang bruha but i cant hear what they are talking about....
so ive decided to get out of that place before my tears burst out....
and then a common frend ang sumalubong sa aken....
saying na buntis ang girl....
syempre.... durog na durog ang puso ko....
kung kaya nyo lang ma-imagine yung naramdaman ko.....
the night of that same day.... naloka ang lola nyo....
nagparamdam ang mokong pagkaraan ng pagkatagal-tagal na panahon...
i thought it was something good for me... for us.... pero i was
wrong....
so wrong.....
he gave me a wedding invitation and isa ako sa bridesmaids.....
the girl... she was waiting in the car....
o db? dati motor lang ngaun... car na....
and so the wedding came....
maganda po ako nun.... sabi ng nanay ko pero wala ng nagsecond the
motion eh.... so naniwala na lang ako sa nanay ko....
then, there was this professor who came to see me....
he handed over a letter with my name carefully printed on the
enveloped....
he said that he looked for the owner of that letter kaso lang po
malaki po ang skul namin kaya mahirap magkahanapan db? and so nung nakita nya ang name ko sa invitation, he decided to bring the letter thinking that it could save souls... daw....
and so i was about to open the letter when the priest ask kung sino daw ang tututol...
dedma ako....
alangan namang manggulo pa ko noh....
binasa ko na ang letter.....
nakakatouch po talaga....
he opened up his feelings for me....
hoping na meron din daw akong feelings for him....
he ask that if i will show up to our hang- out the next day after he gave his letter, then it means that i also have feelings for him and that he
would love me for the rest of our lives....
but if i wont.... then he will never ope n that topic again....
he pleaded to me na sana pumunta ako... ...
if only i have that letter....
if only i knew about it....
kung di lang ako clumsy and careless to keep that letter...
things would be different....
if only.....
and so i heard the priest announced the couple as husband and wife....
ang sakit......
picture taking.....
gusto mang sumabog ng nararamdaman ko....
as you know....
magaling akong magpigil....
pero masakit po talaga.... sobra......
after the picture taking......
niyakap ako ng bestfrend ko....
ang higpit.... and teary eyed nyang cnabi na.........
i still love you......
Saturday, May 12, 2007
how to control ur emotions <---we could use some tips bout anger management...*wink* Message: This would give you guides on how to control your emotions towards your better-half, friends, officemates and all the people around you, especially your "boss".
The rules of practicing "ugaling langit, ugaling kaaya-aya" :
#1 Ang naunang magalit ang may karapatang magalit. Pag naunahan ka na ng galit niya, tumahimik ka na lang muna.
#2 Walang taong nag-aaway mag-isa. Pag hindi kayo sumagot o pumatol, titigil din daw ang taong nakikipag- away sa inyo.
#3 Ang taong galit, 'bingi.' If someone is angry, wala raw pinakikinggan, so, don't try to explain and fight back. Hindi ka niya iintindihin dahil wala siyang naririnig kundi ang sarili nya.
#4 Ang taong galit, 'abnoy.' Ayon sa pastor, Biblical daw ito? because the Lord said when He was crucified, "Father, patawarin mo sila dahil hindi nila alam ang kanilang ginagawa." Modern term for these kinds of people are abnoys, so you better not get angry para huwag kang matawag na abnoy.
You should also know and realize that the persons who make your day bad are jewels, because you need them for you to mature. Hangga't andyan daw sila at kinaiinisan mo, ibig sabihin, immature ka pa. God will not take away those people; it's for you to take away your bad feelings towards them. You'll know na mature ka na pag dumating 'yung time na hindi ka na naiinis sa mga taong ito because you have learned to accept them and to have patience with them.
#5 Finally, the best part of this is to tell yourself na, because of this person, "I will grow mature," and that DAHIL SA CONTRIBUTION NIYA SA MATURITY MO, KUKUNIN DIN SYA NI LORD. :p
~~~hehehehe~~~
The rules of practicing "ugaling langit, ugaling kaaya-aya" :
#1 Ang naunang magalit ang may karapatang magalit. Pag naunahan ka na ng galit niya, tumahimik ka na lang muna.
#2 Walang taong nag-aaway mag-isa. Pag hindi kayo sumagot o pumatol, titigil din daw ang taong nakikipag- away sa inyo.
#3 Ang taong galit, 'bingi.' If someone is angry, wala raw pinakikinggan, so, don't try to explain and fight back. Hindi ka niya iintindihin dahil wala siyang naririnig kundi ang sarili nya.
#4 Ang taong galit, 'abnoy.' Ayon sa pastor, Biblical daw ito? because the Lord said when He was crucified, "Father, patawarin mo sila dahil hindi nila alam ang kanilang ginagawa." Modern term for these kinds of people are abnoys, so you better not get angry para huwag kang matawag na abnoy.
You should also know and realize that the persons who make your day bad are jewels, because you need them for you to mature. Hangga't andyan daw sila at kinaiinisan mo, ibig sabihin, immature ka pa. God will not take away those people; it's for you to take away your bad feelings towards them. You'll know na mature ka na pag dumating 'yung time na hindi ka na naiinis sa mga taong ito because you have learned to accept them and to have patience with them.
#5 Finally, the best part of this is to tell yourself na, because of this person, "I will grow mature," and that DAHIL SA CONTRIBUTION NIYA SA MATURITY MO, KUKUNIN DIN SYA NI LORD. :p
~~~hehehehe~~~
Leo - Your Love Profile |
 Your positive traits: You're almost always the center of attention - and easy for potential dates to spot Your happiness and optimism is appealing to all... and contagious! You don't hold grudges - getting over little fights is no problem for you Your negative traits: You tend to ignore relationship problems, until they are too big to handle You crave luxury, and you are disappointed with partners who can't provide you with it If someone does you wrong, you'll coldly and cruelly break their heart Your ideal partner: Someone high status enough to bring you more attention - but not so great that they upstage you Makes you laugh and brings excitement to everything you do together Is aggressive and confident enough to butt heads with you every so often Your dating style: High expectations. You need to be impressed with an incredible first date for a second one to occur. Your seduction style: You like to make the first move - you're fearless about initiating things Passionate. You really get into any intimate act. Aggressive. Most of the time, you find yourself wanting sex more than your partner. Tips for the future: Try to not need so much attention. You'll feel less ignored, guaranteed. Learn to love your partner for who they are - not how they help advance your life. Let your partner shine occasionally. You don't always have to be the alpha dog. Best color to attract mate: Gold Best day for a date: Sunday |
Pisces - Your Love Profile |
 Your positive traits: You're very tuned into your lover's feelings - and always doing something caring. Sweetness - you're the most romantic person your partner has ever met. You get easily swept away and are a total delight to fall in love with. Your negative traits: You are super duper sensitive and find it hard to get out of a sad mood. It's difficult for you to tell your sweetie no, even when you should. You often tell your partner what they want to hear, instead of being honest. Your ideal partner: Is straight from a fairy tale - the man or woman of your dreams Is a total romantic, with an artistic or creative side Loves to express their love to you, in all sorts of unique ways Your dating style: Dreamy. You like traditional romantic dates, like picnics in the park and candlelight dinners. Your seduction style: Fearless - you try what your partner suggests, no matter how unusual. Loving. You'll take your pleasure second, if necessary. Internal. A lot of your enjoyment takes place within your head. Tips for the future: Be more realistic. Your romantic ideal is nice, but it may just not happen. Let go of your fear of rejection - it's holding you back from being with your true love. Open yourself up to a new love. The person you think you want make not be the one.. Best color to attract mate: Seafoam green Best day for a date: Friday |
Scorpio - Your Love Profile |
 Your positive traits: You're red hot passion makes anyone you date feel extremely wanted Loyalty, to the point of doing anything to protect your lover You are mysterious and charismatic - and you easily draw people in Your negative traits: You tend to be paranoid and think that the worst is going on with your lover You turn cold and mean at the first sign of conflict in relationship You sometimes become obsessed with dates - so much so that you develop jealousy early on Your ideal partner: Someone who will take the time to win you over. Not an easy task! Is able to keep up with your carnal appetite... lots of stamina needed. Reassures you of their love and loyalty on a daily basis. Your dating style: Intense. You prefer to stay in with take out and conversation - so that no one else is distracting you and your date. Your seduction style: Hot. New partners have trouble believing that your libido is for real. You have incredible sexual intuition - you always know what your lover craves A bit bossy. You know what you want, and you certainly aren't afraid to ask for it. Tips for the future: Don't be so secretive with your love - they want you the way you are Let go of your jealousy. Your partner has chosen *you* Spend more time alone, doing things you love. It will help you be less obsessive. Best color to attract mate: Dark red Best day for a date: Tuesday |
Thursday, January 5, 2006
Song in Mind: Sandalan 6 cycle mind
This song is so supportive hehehe I makes me think na I dont want to be the one who will cry on somebody's shoulder ... I want to be the kuya this time sandal ka lang!
SANDALAN
6 Cycle Mind
Kanina pa kitang pinag mamasdan
Mukha mo'y di maipinta
Malungkot ka nanaman
Kanina pa kita
Inaalok ng kwentuhang masaya
Parang sayo'y balewala
Chorus:
Sige lang, sandala ka na
At wag mong pipigilan
Iiyak mo na ang lahat sa langit
Iiyak mo na ang lahat sa akin2x
Andito lang naman ako
Makikinig sayo sa buong magdamag
Sakin di ka balewala
Repeat chorus
This song is so supportive hehehe I makes me think na I dont want to be the one who will cry on somebody's shoulder ... I want to be the kuya this time sandal ka lang!
SANDALAN
6 Cycle Mind
Kanina pa kitang pinag mamasdan
Mukha mo'y di maipinta
Malungkot ka nanaman
Kanina pa kita
Inaalok ng kwentuhang masaya
Parang sayo'y balewala
Chorus:
Sige lang, sandala ka na
At wag mong pipigilan
Iiyak mo na ang lahat sa langit
Iiyak mo na ang lahat sa akin2x
Andito lang naman ako
Makikinig sayo sa buong magdamag
Sakin di ka balewala
Repeat chorus
What is your true color: Red
Your color is red, the color of racy sportscars, blushing cheeks, and luscious roses. Red symbolizes passion, romance, and love. So, since you're ruled by red, you probably trust your feelings more than your brain and tend to act spontaneously. If you see something you want, you go for it without thinking twice — impulsive is your middle name. You don't wait around for people to make decisions, either; you dive right in. Quite the romantic, you pay close attention to your emotions. In fact, if your heart isn't in what you're doing, you won't be satisfied. Of course, even when you do pour all your energy into the projects you tackle, your impetuous nature means your passions can shift as frequently as the wind. That's why some reds have trouble with commitment. Our advice? Next time you're feeling fickle, think before you act, if possible. You might be surprised at the results. Overall, though, it's great to be red. No one lives life more completely than you do.
Your color is red, the color of racy sportscars, blushing cheeks, and luscious roses. Red symbolizes passion, romance, and love. So, since you're ruled by red, you probably trust your feelings more than your brain and tend to act spontaneously. If you see something you want, you go for it without thinking twice — impulsive is your middle name. You don't wait around for people to make decisions, either; you dive right in. Quite the romantic, you pay close attention to your emotions. In fact, if your heart isn't in what you're doing, you won't be satisfied. Of course, even when you do pour all your energy into the projects you tackle, your impetuous nature means your passions can shift as frequently as the wind. That's why some reds have trouble with commitment. Our advice? Next time you're feeling fickle, think before you act, if possible. You might be surprised at the results. Overall, though, it's great to be red. No one lives life more completely than you do.
Monday, January 2, 2006
Resolution 101
Hey Guys! First of all, I would like to greet you all a Happy New Year!! Wow its like yesterday was 2005 and now, you're saying hello to 2006. But looking back in 2005 I made a lot of accomplishments, mistake, triump, frustration and a little angst of course!
You know what? whenever another year has started, I got only one thing in my mind "A Fresh Start!". A Fresh start for a better you, for something new to do, to beat out the bad habit etc etc etc. Which all blends into one thing every start of the year... A NEW YEAR RESOLUTION
But would it work this time.... I mean some people make a new year resolution but not fulfilling it in the end. but in fairness, it makes you reflect on what you have been last year and try to do something about it, awareness.
Well my 2005 new year's resolution was not to make one so I guess I fullfilled it. Pero this time, I want to challenge myself and hopefully I could accomplish it. hmm ano kaya??
1. Lose weight - I'm *beep*beep* pounds and actually its making me insecure coz my old clothes that I miraculously fit can't perform any miracles anymore hehe in short masikip na
2. Try learning new skill per month - well I read the Z-Signs sa Yes mag and it sez there that I should focus in my education, abilities and skills, I believe that being versitile (aka multi talented) goes a long way remember: Jack of all trades slave of none.
3. New image? - well that one's kinda not sure but since I'm growing up(in numbers nga lang hindi height!) I guess its time to grow a little
slowly but surely I'm sure I can do it syempre nandyan kayo to support me di ba ?
huling hirit sa 2005
The ASAP Top 10 OPM Ballad
10. Sakayan ng Jeep - Nikki Gil (I fell in love with Nikki ever since I saw her in the Coca Cola Commercial and now that she has a single mas lalo akong nain-love hehehe)
09. So It's You - Christian Baustista (Hmm the song reminds me of the movie ni Piolo na nagflop!)
08. Pag-ibig koy Pansinin - Faith Cuneta (Langit ka..Lupa ako...)
07. Ikaw Lamang - Gary Valenciano (Dubai is a blockbuster talaga for those who failed to watch it grab a DVD in you favorite pirated stand now jokjokjok)
06. I Know - Yasmien Kurdi (The song is great! isama mo pa yung video! a lot of people thinks its a revival kaya maganda I dunno sino naman ang original any ideas?)
05. How could you say you love me - Sarah Geronimo (ang pinaka tanga na video... bakit hindi kasi ini-specify kung am ba or pm magkikita sila ni Mark ayun hindi na abutan still the song is kewl!)
04. I'll Never Go - Eric Santos (another revival from Nexxus)
03. I Need You - Mark Baustista (isa pa to from Leann Rimes tama ba spelling?)
02. Tell me where it hurts - mymp (revival nanaman! pero this one gave justice to the song. I dont think this was a hit noon, its actually my fave song noon pa man)
01. Love moves in mysterious ways - Nina another song that gave justice a ganda talaga the song inspired me a lot.
Hey Guys! First of all, I would like to greet you all a Happy New Year!! Wow its like yesterday was 2005 and now, you're saying hello to 2006. But looking back in 2005 I made a lot of accomplishments, mistake, triump, frustration and a little angst of course!
You know what? whenever another year has started, I got only one thing in my mind "A Fresh Start!". A Fresh start for a better you, for something new to do, to beat out the bad habit etc etc etc. Which all blends into one thing every start of the year... A NEW YEAR RESOLUTION
But would it work this time.... I mean some people make a new year resolution but not fulfilling it in the end. but in fairness, it makes you reflect on what you have been last year and try to do something about it, awareness.
Well my 2005 new year's resolution was not to make one so I guess I fullfilled it. Pero this time, I want to challenge myself and hopefully I could accomplish it. hmm ano kaya??
1. Lose weight - I'm *beep*beep* pounds and actually its making me insecure coz my old clothes that I miraculously fit can't perform any miracles anymore hehe in short masikip na
2. Try learning new skill per month - well I read the Z-Signs sa Yes mag and it sez there that I should focus in my education, abilities and skills, I believe that being versitile (aka multi talented) goes a long way remember: Jack of all trades slave of none.
3. New image? - well that one's kinda not sure but since I'm growing up(in numbers nga lang hindi height!) I guess its time to grow a little
slowly but surely I'm sure I can do it syempre nandyan kayo to support me di ba ?
huling hirit sa 2005
The ASAP Top 10 OPM Ballad
10. Sakayan ng Jeep - Nikki Gil (I fell in love with Nikki ever since I saw her in the Coca Cola Commercial and now that she has a single mas lalo akong nain-love hehehe)
09. So It's You - Christian Baustista (Hmm the song reminds me of the movie ni Piolo na nagflop!)
08. Pag-ibig koy Pansinin - Faith Cuneta (Langit ka..Lupa ako...)
07. Ikaw Lamang - Gary Valenciano (Dubai is a blockbuster talaga for those who failed to watch it grab a DVD in you favorite pirated stand now jokjokjok)
06. I Know - Yasmien Kurdi (The song is great! isama mo pa yung video! a lot of people thinks its a revival kaya maganda I dunno sino naman ang original any ideas?)
05. How could you say you love me - Sarah Geronimo (ang pinaka tanga na video... bakit hindi kasi ini-specify kung am ba or pm magkikita sila ni Mark ayun hindi na abutan still the song is kewl!)
04. I'll Never Go - Eric Santos (another revival from Nexxus)
03. I Need You - Mark Baustista (isa pa to from Leann Rimes tama ba spelling?)
02. Tell me where it hurts - mymp (revival nanaman! pero this one gave justice to the song. I dont think this was a hit noon, its actually my fave song noon pa man)
01. Love moves in mysterious ways - Nina another song that gave justice a ganda talaga the song inspired me a lot.
Friday, December 30, 2005
Halo guys! Belated Merry Christmas and an Advance Happy New Year! But before say goodbye to 2005 let us remember the song that touched our hearts, the hit makers of 2005 thanks to MYX.. your choice your music!
Top 20 Myx Video of the Year 2005
20. Since you've been gone - Kelly Clarkson (I think kelly delivered a big shout on goodbye relationship... a dont give a fu** no more attitude)
19. Helena - My Chemical Romance (The song I guess is a tribute to Helena the heartbreaker)
18. Wake me up when September ends - Green Day (This is my tribute song to those who are graduating or leaving too its not wake me up when march ends :p)
17. Kung wala ka - Hale (Whenever I hear this song I cant help but sing with it and get depress.. its a heartbreaking song as in!)
16. Bright Lights - Billy Crawford (Song reminds me of the TG Variety Show in Leyte)
15. I need you - Mark Bautista (didn't bother I'm not martir anymore or am I? hehehe)
14. You'll be safe here - Rivermaya (Ah! Spirits! seriously, its a very nice song makes you feel secure talaga when somebody you love will sing it to ya)
13. Same Ground - Kitchie Nadal ( I really dont get the song but some people love it!)
12. Beautiful Soul - Jesse McCarthey (nah! I like she's no you rather than this one)
11. Gemini - Sponge Cola (ha! whenver I hear the chorus of this song, I imagine a self-conscious guy who wants to check himself whether its ok if I do like this or not hehehehe Mas Nice ang KLSP)
10. Incomplete - Backstreet Boys (first it sucks but when you try to hear the song carefully... it still sucks even more so better listen to it once)
09. Untitled - Simple Plan (Angst! Angst! Angst!)
08. Stay - Cueshe (I'm Proud of Cebuano Bands maybe that's why I fell in love with this song!)
07. Kahit Pa - Hale (Reminds me of highschool days!)
06. Do Something - Britney Spears (reminds me of britney being a cute bitch to an instant mommy ayan kasi!)
05. True - Ryan Cabrera (I ignored this song at first but when I saw that it was on the charts it sounds kewl!)
04. We Belong together - Mariah Carey (A Shout of Love: We Belong together damn it! I'm proud of Mariah its a great year for her syempre! she's an Arian!)
03. Tell Me Where it Hurts - MYMP (Asan ang be ang masakit! MYMP rocks! they really know how to choose their music and do remake at lalo na yung Especially for You)
02. Love Moves in Mysterious Ways - Nina (Reminds me of Reza and Jondee! Need to say more?)
01. The Day you said goodnight - Hale (The #2 most use and abuse song of 2005 if I might add but then again... the song really made me cry but not anymore hehehe)
Pero for me that song is pang number 2 yan sa Pinoy Big Brother Theme oi! nummber 1 parin ang Pinoy Ako coz it always kicks my minds cant help but sing and dance into it!)
February
- The Red Letter Day was such an ordinary day until Dong Karyo came in! No its not actually Dong Karyo, Its the Dong Karyo Inter-skit Competition which the USC Theatre Guild (Yep that's us!) Won the 1st prize even though its our first time! Our Entry which entitled "Hagit" was directed by Ofelia Ancajas and Written/Stage Managed by Loyd Sato (a "lethal" combination...for success!). I personally felt the power of unity and passion among the peeps in TG as well as a big accomplishment for me connecting new org. and I meet a new friend in the name of Ms. Rudynah Entera.
Another wonderful event was that Ate Shaula got married to her long time bf kuya Jeff plus not to mention the blessing the bahay and it happened in a day whew!
March
I got a blast at SM where in there was an audition for MTV next VJ which only happens twice a month. With much confindence and guts I was so happy to be in the 2nd place in the TOP 10 Selected VJ's in Cebu... well too bad I didn't make it in manila but hell! I'm happy.
Another greatt thing that happened to me was I got MARRIED! Yes I got Married um well in the internet that is! hheehehe actually Level Up! (Ragnarok Online) launched their 5th installment of the game which entitled "Amatsu and Kunlun: the tale of two cities". There was a game there that we have to do 4 task in order to win some goodies. Unfortunately, the game also required a partner, since I'm alone I immediately snatch a girl who is crazy enough (like me) to join the game. Our first task was to know each other and a series of questions shall be asked and if we answer them right we'll proceed to the next task. Next was for my partner do a sing "Rock the Boat" while I'm dancing in to it. After that tiring (yet fun!) task was a big shocker... WE HAVE TO GET MARRIED! In order to do that we have to kidnap two people who will serve as a witness to our marraige as well as wear a wedding outfit and take our pic as an evidence that we got married. Finally, after that blushing moment hehehe we got our fortune told.... what lies ahead now that we're a couple. After all the task has been made we we're declare the 1st Ragna Couple to got married at Ayala Center Cebu kewl diba! I brought home some goodies.
My day wasn't over yet! I did the most daring thing I ever done in my life (exag!) I joined the Ragna CosPlay Contest! I wore the Bakulaw costume and painted myself put some colored paint in a mineral water bottle that looks like a potion and whala! I'm an Alchemist! Though I didnt won the contest because there is only 3 of us, we all took home another goody bag and 2000 pesos kewl! di ba!
Final Exam Saturday! the last day to end the 2nd semester. Sunsilk promoted the Mirror Mirror on the Bus! again at Ayala so before I miss anything I immediately passed my papers and head my way to Ayala to have a make over in my hair. I also texted Diana, classmate of mine to join the fun and taught her some of my tricks and stuff to be gutsy and have fun. I convinced her to join the Sunsilk Promo where in you have to make state ur story about some bad hair day until sunsilk came into her/his life and guess what she is got invited in the top 10 women all over the Philippines in chance of winning 1 million pesos! kewl! di ba?!
Let's not forget about TG! As the probees are now members after their hardwork, sweat, tears and (blood?! hehe) courage they DID IT! Congrats Peeps!
March also means my birthday Oh well! Another number 1 is added in the number 20. I celebrated my bday actually with myself but before my bday, I treated the TG peeps with some burger steak from Jollibee! Ang saya di ba! Happy Birthday Gar!
April
- Summa Time means back to books! Yep! for me to advance in my course I have to take Summer Classes its actually a tough summer since you have to take two hours per subject everyday but amidst all that I meet new friends, discoveries and being an INQUESTOR! Get intrigued, baffled and be a detective yep! Philippine Daily Inquirer Launched a reality based multi-media game last March which is entitled: "Inquest: The Mystery Game Adventure"!! It all started when Jerson Morales who was killed in the Purple Pear Bar in Makati last March and 6 people are suspected, my job is to track down the killer by gathering clues from newspaper (PDI), the internet (Inquestor Site even friendster!) and even in TV (Inquirer TV c/o ABC 5 ).
If you think na summer means wala ang TG Lifestyle ko well think again coz even in summer we got this oppurtunity to have a variety show not in Cebu but in Leyte kewl! di ba its a 3 days affair meaning I'll be absent for 3 days heheh ok lang I can catch up naman di ba Sir Mandane
May
as books continue to insert on my head so as my sleuthing in discovering who killed Jerson Morales... comes a more intense part! Coz Inquestor goes to Cebu yes!! a jump for joy for me. I can be able to meet the 6 suspects who now become popular as well as Jerson himself. Alas! disappointment changed my happy mood as only the promoter we're only there well at least they are here so what better way to spend my time in Ayala is by helping them promoting the game to our fellow Cebuanos. And what more kewl to end summer is to have a summer get away sa Moalboal thanks for the invite Zyra! its actually Zyra's Post Birthday heheehe
June-
as the Inquestor reached its climatic conclusion... starts the 1st semester of my 2nd year life in the office admin course. New class of friends, enemies and new org I joined in! as the OAd course finally merged with BA so does SOAd with SYBE as I became the accidental PRO of the Org. so thus my 3rd term as the PRO Internal of TG.
as the Inquestor reached its climatic conclusion... starts the 1st semester of my 2nd year life in the office admin course. New class of friends, enemies and new org I joined in! as the OAd course finally merged with BA so does SOAd with SYBE as I became the accidental PRO of the Org. so thus my 3rd term as the PRO Internal of TG.
July-
In preparation for The 30th Anniv. of USC Theatre Guild, I got the most challenging task in TG its to be part of the business in the field of marketing, finance, house, documentation and publicity. It took a lot of energy and effort to accomplish almost all of it and at the end of the day it was my greatest contribution for the guild.
If you think my task is over think again! The Return of Bakulaw! yeah! I guess the role of Bakulaw was really meant for me after all and to think si Reich unta to para sa 2nd time ng Silangan kaso nga lang he hindi cya nakacommit because of some other responsibilities.
July also ended with a bang an almost a disaster bang when the SYBE Acquaintance Party in Maribago Blue Waters cause a lot of issues and problems which made some of the officers crash down but on the other hand I enjoyed the event since the people really showed a lot of effort to make the party a success.
In preparation for The 30th Anniv. of USC Theatre Guild, I got the most challenging task in TG its to be part of the business in the field of marketing, finance, house, documentation and publicity. It took a lot of energy and effort to accomplish almost all of it and at the end of the day it was my greatest contribution for the guild.
If you think my task is over think again! The Return of Bakulaw! yeah! I guess the role of Bakulaw was really meant for me after all and to think si Reich unta to para sa 2nd time ng Silangan kaso nga lang he hindi cya nakacommit because of some other responsibilities.
July also ended with a bang an almost a disaster bang when the SYBE Acquaintance Party in Maribago Blue Waters cause a lot of issues and problems which made some of the officers crash down but on the other hand I enjoyed the event since the people really showed a lot of effort to make the party a success.
August
- Midterms exam means cramming time!
USC Foundation Day also kicked off but for me, SYBE - CES launched the Market Exhibit 2005 with all corporations showcased their products. Yep work work work but at least I'm also helping the less fortunate people from Barrio Luz and Saint Arnold Janssen Parish.
And Of Course! Ang Kinaaabangan na Pinoy Big Brother and PBB Uplate na halos kinababaliwan ng lahat ng Pilipino. I met Rico, JB, Racquel, Jenny, Bob, Chix, Sam, Franzen, Say, Uma, Cass, Jason and Nene. kaya mga dude! maki Pinoy Big Brother na hehehe "Pinoy AKo Pinoy tayo! - Orange and Lemons".
- Midterms exam means cramming time!
USC Foundation Day also kicked off but for me, SYBE - CES launched the Market Exhibit 2005 with all corporations showcased their products. Yep work work work but at least I'm also helping the less fortunate people from Barrio Luz and Saint Arnold Janssen Parish.
And Of Course! Ang Kinaaabangan na Pinoy Big Brother and PBB Uplate na halos kinababaliwan ng lahat ng Pilipino. I met Rico, JB, Racquel, Jenny, Bob, Chix, Sam, Franzen, Say, Uma, Cass, Jason and Nene. kaya mga dude! maki Pinoy Big Brother na hehehe "Pinoy AKo Pinoy tayo! - Orange and Lemons".
October-
Semestral Break Guys! at Oktoberfest na!! And what more to enjoy oktoberfest by drinking a mug of San Miguel Beer but for me why not work at mismong SMB Oktoberfest sa SM Fiesta Strip! It all started when Kuya Alvin, TG Alumni recruited us to be the program committee of the event, we met Kuya March, DJ Iceman and almost everybody who made the event successful, my job? Its actually my debut as a Stage Manager! Whopee! Manage the prizes, invite contestants, even do documentations, check bands status etc etc etcetera and of course the prize for hard work is sweet! As I got a San Mig Bag and sweldo! hehehe
Semestral Break Guys! at Oktoberfest na!! And what more to enjoy oktoberfest by drinking a mug of San Miguel Beer but for me why not work at mismong SMB Oktoberfest sa SM Fiesta Strip! It all started when Kuya Alvin, TG Alumni recruited us to be the program committee of the event, we met Kuya March, DJ Iceman and almost everybody who made the event successful, my job? Its actually my debut as a Stage Manager! Whopee! Manage the prizes, invite contestants, even do documentations, check bands status etc etc etcetera and of course the prize for hard work is sweet! As I got a San Mig Bag and sweldo! hehehe
November
2nd Sem strikes! and I'm glad to announce that I am now at my 3rd year in my OAd Curriculum! thanks to my summer class of course :) One of the best job landed in this month when THe 19th Phil. Advertising Congress was held in Cebu and man! it was the best! talaga! With all the new learnings and insights about the world of advertising and of course freebies, freebies and lotsa lotsa freebies sobrang dami parang nagshopping ka literally hehehehe I also met new friends coming from STC, UP, UC and even in La Salle in Manila just to join the best job in Phil. Ad Congress... being a student volunteer yeah!
With choices comes consequences and resposibility because of the said congress, I was absent for almost 2 weeks and thats a big problem... thankfully, my teachers we're really helpful (well not all of them but thanks anyways!). Another is a miss! Since the Philippines hosted the 23rd Sea Games and one of the chosen provinces is Cebu where there is also a need to student volunteer. Unfortunately, I wasn't able to join it because if I joined pa I might flunk my subjects and I won't risk it!
2nd Sem strikes! and I'm glad to announce that I am now at my 3rd year in my OAd Curriculum! thanks to my summer class of course :) One of the best job landed in this month when THe 19th Phil. Advertising Congress was held in Cebu and man! it was the best! talaga! With all the new learnings and insights about the world of advertising and of course freebies, freebies and lotsa lotsa freebies sobrang dami parang nagshopping ka literally hehehehe I also met new friends coming from STC, UP, UC and even in La Salle in Manila just to join the best job in Phil. Ad Congress... being a student volunteer yeah!
With choices comes consequences and resposibility because of the said congress, I was absent for almost 2 weeks and thats a big problem... thankfully, my teachers we're really helpful (well not all of them but thanks anyways!). Another is a miss! Since the Philippines hosted the 23rd Sea Games and one of the chosen provinces is Cebu where there is also a need to student volunteer. Unfortunately, I wasn't able to join it because if I joined pa I might flunk my subjects and I won't risk it!
December
Naririto na ang paglilitis! "Ang Paglilitis ni Mang Serapio" directed by Loyd Sato which I think the gave impact to audiences and delivered the message of the play very well! Dec 3, 2005 Saturday at CAP! On my view, it was a war in the field the struggle to satisfy our sponsor was our main objective during that time (well magpicture picture sad!) but the weather is really not cooperating that morning becuase it rained hard fortunately, the rain stopped in the afternoon and we we're able to generate sales!
Premidterms attack but I guess the Christmas Vacation Virus infected everyone even the teachers got so excited on the 21st of December and have a vacation.
December also is a historical event for the 1st Pinoy Big Brother Winner, Nene Tamayo!
One of the coolest part of December is of course party! party! Party! (a.k.a. calorie calorie calorie!!! teehee!) One is a sybe Christmas Party wherein we celebrated at the B.A. Dept. yum yum!
Before Classes is over SYBE-CES ask for one last time event Dec. 19, Monday was also a big success as "CES: Forging Partnerships" where in big companies, firms and groups who made partnership with USC are recognized and be appreciated for their service.
And with the end of the Serapio play comes the production party ang saya! coz I consider it the one of the best party of the year!!! The party was help at Villa Teresita even though we encounter a lot of obstacles like being lost and everything we still enjoyed ourselves! We played games (aaaaahhh white team!), eat a lot (I mean pig alot!), swim and exchanged gifts even dance the PBB Theme together ang saya talaga!
If that's not enough another oppurtunity pops in as TG got invited to present a Christmas Presentation in Waterfront on Dec 25 pa dyud! (And to think I won't be back to waterfront after a long time! here comes a play!).
and of course Dec. 25 also calls for a family get together! As we meet my aunts, cousins and uncles and have Christmas Party(not to mention gifts !hehehe)
Haay Grabee the year that was! Indeed 2005 was my year! and sana 2006 would also be my year and y not?! only you can decide whether it'll be or not to be! The will to do it! ika nga :) so to all Have a Merry Christmas and A Happy New Year!!! : )
Naririto na ang paglilitis! "Ang Paglilitis ni Mang Serapio" directed by Loyd Sato which I think the gave impact to audiences and delivered the message of the play very well! Dec 3, 2005 Saturday at CAP! On my view, it was a war in the field the struggle to satisfy our sponsor was our main objective during that time (well magpicture picture sad!) but the weather is really not cooperating that morning becuase it rained hard fortunately, the rain stopped in the afternoon and we we're able to generate sales!
Premidterms attack but I guess the Christmas Vacation Virus infected everyone even the teachers got so excited on the 21st of December and have a vacation.
December also is a historical event for the 1st Pinoy Big Brother Winner, Nene Tamayo!
One of the coolest part of December is of course party! party! Party! (a.k.a. calorie calorie calorie!!! teehee!) One is a sybe Christmas Party wherein we celebrated at the B.A. Dept. yum yum!
Before Classes is over SYBE-CES ask for one last time event Dec. 19, Monday was also a big success as "CES: Forging Partnerships" where in big companies, firms and groups who made partnership with USC are recognized and be appreciated for their service.
And with the end of the Serapio play comes the production party ang saya! coz I consider it the one of the best party of the year!!! The party was help at Villa Teresita even though we encounter a lot of obstacles like being lost and everything we still enjoyed ourselves! We played games (aaaaahhh white team!), eat a lot (I mean pig alot!), swim and exchanged gifts even dance the PBB Theme together ang saya talaga!
If that's not enough another oppurtunity pops in as TG got invited to present a Christmas Presentation in Waterfront on Dec 25 pa dyud! (And to think I won't be back to waterfront after a long time! here comes a play!).
and of course Dec. 25 also calls for a family get together! As we meet my aunts, cousins and uncles and have Christmas Party(not to mention gifts !hehehe)
Haay Grabee the year that was! Indeed 2005 was my year! and sana 2006 would also be my year and y not?! only you can decide whether it'll be or not to be! The will to do it! ika nga :) so to all Have a Merry Christmas and A Happy New Year!!! : )
Friday, August 12, 2005
somethings money cant buy.
Message: life has been so bad lately, pero eto ako
pa2loy na humihinga, d naman maiiwasan
ang mga ganyang bagay, oo maiinis ka pero
dapat tangapin mo na lang. . . wag mo
pairalin ng higit ang emotion sa iyong utak. . .
dahil kung puro emosyon ang iyong
gagamitin, wala kang mapupuntahan. hay
buhay nga naman.
bkit ba lagi na lang ako iniiwan, ni wala man
lang nakaka-alala sakin, nakikita lng nila
pag may kailangan sila, pero sa mga oras na
kaw ang may kailangan wala na. . oo alam ko,
ilang beses nang paulitulit sinabi ng iba-ibat
tao ito. pero eto nnaman ako sinasabi, para
sana kahit papaano maramdaman ng
magbabasa nito na heto ako lagi handang
tumulong, pero kahit ganoon kailangan ko
parin ng tulong mula sa inyo. ewan ko kung
bakit ko ginagawa to, d ko na alam kung bakit
ba puro problema na lang dumadating sa
buhay, hindi ko nmn kinekwestyon pero, bakit
lagi nlng masama naririnig ko sa iba. . . wala
n b ko karapatan maging masaya? para tlga
kong timang. lam ko nmn walang
magbabasa nito. sa hinabahaba nito. . . at
alam ko ring walang panahon dahil exams
week na. . .ewan,
bakit kaya hanggang ngaun hindi parin ako
nakakakita ng taong pde kong tawagin na
tunay na kaibigan. . . bakit ikaw? masasabi
mo b na yang lagi mong kasama tunay na
kaibigan? hindi rin e. . . wala nmn patunay. . .d
m tlga malalaman. . . hay.. . ako? tanging
hiling ko lang. sana may taong lalapit sakin at
magiging kasama ko sa araw araw.. hehe. d
nmn ako mapili. . . basta gus2 sakin nung tao
ok na. . . ewan sadyang magulo akong tao d
ko nga alam kng bkit ko tlga ginagawa to.
haha. .
ewan. eh.. . . alam ko d lahat ng tao
nagugustuhan ugali ko. . . baka nga wala e.
pero sana kahit papaano magkaroon ako ng
something money cant buy.. isang kaibigan. .
....
Message: life has been so bad lately, pero eto ako
pa2loy na humihinga, d naman maiiwasan
ang mga ganyang bagay, oo maiinis ka pero
dapat tangapin mo na lang. . . wag mo
pairalin ng higit ang emotion sa iyong utak. . .
dahil kung puro emosyon ang iyong
gagamitin, wala kang mapupuntahan. hay
buhay nga naman.
bkit ba lagi na lang ako iniiwan, ni wala man
lang nakaka-alala sakin, nakikita lng nila
pag may kailangan sila, pero sa mga oras na
kaw ang may kailangan wala na. . oo alam ko,
ilang beses nang paulitulit sinabi ng iba-ibat
tao ito. pero eto nnaman ako sinasabi, para
sana kahit papaano maramdaman ng
magbabasa nito na heto ako lagi handang
tumulong, pero kahit ganoon kailangan ko
parin ng tulong mula sa inyo. ewan ko kung
bakit ko ginagawa to, d ko na alam kung bakit
ba puro problema na lang dumadating sa
buhay, hindi ko nmn kinekwestyon pero, bakit
lagi nlng masama naririnig ko sa iba. . . wala
n b ko karapatan maging masaya? para tlga
kong timang. lam ko nmn walang
magbabasa nito. sa hinabahaba nito. . . at
alam ko ring walang panahon dahil exams
week na. . .ewan,
bakit kaya hanggang ngaun hindi parin ako
nakakakita ng taong pde kong tawagin na
tunay na kaibigan. . . bakit ikaw? masasabi
mo b na yang lagi mong kasama tunay na
kaibigan? hindi rin e. . . wala nmn patunay. . .d
m tlga malalaman. . . hay.. . ako? tanging
hiling ko lang. sana may taong lalapit sakin at
magiging kasama ko sa araw araw.. hehe. d
nmn ako mapili. . . basta gus2 sakin nung tao
ok na. . . ewan sadyang magulo akong tao d
ko nga alam kng bkit ko tlga ginagawa to.
haha. .
ewan. eh.. . . alam ko d lahat ng tao
nagugustuhan ugali ko. . . baka nga wala e.
pero sana kahit papaano magkaroon ako ng
something money cant buy.. isang kaibigan. .
....
Sunday, August 7, 2005
As the rain pours hard tonight I was Fallen in Heaven naks!
Fallen
I can't believe it, you're a dream comin' true.
I can't believe how I have fallen for you.
And I was not looking, was content to remain.
And it's ironic to be back in the game.
You are the one who's led me to the sun.
How could I know that I was lost without you...
And I want to tell you, you control my rain..
And you should know that you are life in my veins.
You are the one who's led me to the sun.
How could I know that I was lost without you...
I can't believe it, you're a dream comin' true.
I can't believe how I have fallen for you.
And I was not looking, was content to remain.
And it's erotic to be back in the game.
Fallen
I can't believe it, you're a dream comin' true.
I can't believe how I have fallen for you.
And I was not looking, was content to remain.
And it's ironic to be back in the game.
You are the one who's led me to the sun.
How could I know that I was lost without you...
And I want to tell you, you control my rain..
And you should know that you are life in my veins.
You are the one who's led me to the sun.
How could I know that I was lost without you...
I can't believe it, you're a dream comin' true.
I can't believe how I have fallen for you.
And I was not looking, was content to remain.
And it's erotic to be back in the game.
1. YOUR HOROScope?
-- Aries
2. SINGLE OR TAKEN?
-- SINGLE soon to TAKEN!!!
3. IN LOVE ?
-- This might be love
4. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN SERIOUSLY HURT
BY THE PERSON YOU LOVED?
-- Yeah but we have to learn from it not bragg about
it
5. WHAT WOULD BE YOUR REASON IF YOU
TURNED SUICIDAL?
-- Can't right now sorry
6. IS SUICIDE REALLY KILLING YOURSELF?
-- its not the answer to the problems but the
thought of it is an escape route away from reality
better than end up crazy
7. COUNTRY OR CLASSIC?
-- classic
8. PREFER CUTE/IDIOT OR SMART/UGLY
-- smart
9. ARE YOU IN A STABLE RELATIONSHIP
WITH YOUR BF/GF?
-- cant tell hindi pa kami
10. YOU`D EXPECT A TEXT MESSAGE
USUALLY FROM???
-- somebody who know will ease your day and
recharge ur batteries from a stressfull day haaaaay!
11. HAVE A BEST FRIEND THAT IS IN THE
OPPOSITE GENDER?
-- yes yes!!
12. WHAT DO YOU LIKE DOING WHEN
YOU`RE DEPRESSED!
-- Do something after the rainy day
13. CHEERFUL OR BORING?
-- CHEERTFUL!!! ^_^
14. DESCRIBE A PERFECT DATE
-- Me and my date at the beach
15. EVER WONDERED WHY NOBODY
KNOWS WHY THE SKY IS BLUE?
-- cause they dont mind if the sky is blue?
16. EVER BEEN HURT BY LOVE?
-- a lot of times
17. WILL YOU EVER MAKE THE SAME
MISTAKE AGAIN? WITH LOVE?
-- there a 2nd Chances kung if it doesnt work
theres a lot of chances kung mahal mo ang tao
patience is the key there's a lot of changes
happening the other party will prove it... ay kinsa
ba hehehe basta mahal ko cya magkamali man
ako o cya pwedeng maayos yan kung pagbibigyan
18. EVER HATED ANYONE LIKE HELL?
-- animosity tsktsktsk
20. GIVE ONE WORD THAT BEST
DESCRIBES WHAT YOU`RE FEELING NOW:
-- luvstruckd! tired yet the rain pours so hard it feels
liek heaven
21. DO YOU BELIEVE IN YOURSELF?
-- yeah
22. EVER PHYSICALLY HURT YOURSELF?
-- minsan
23. EVER VERBALLY HURT YOURSELF?
-- minsan
24. MOTTO IN LIFE!
-- Oppurtunity doesn't knock once it's actually
everyone all you have to do is grab it
25. HAVE YOU EVER DOUBTED THAT
SOMETIMES?
-- It works! and it shows!
26. HAVE YOU EVER HAD FEELINGS FOR A
FRIEND FROM THE OPPOSITE GENDER?
-- yah...
27. IF YES, WHAT DID YOU DO ABOUT IT?
-- the song "heart of mine" by Janno Gibbs started
to bug my head over and over... trying to repressed
the feeling then suddenly it got me...
28. IS FAME & MONEY THE MOST
IMPORTANT THINGS IN YOUR LIFE?
-- hell no
29. DO YOU MAKE ANY MOVEMENTS OR
SOUNDS WHEN YOU`RE SLEEPING?
-- yeah esp if im dead tired as in technical knock
out!
30. ARE YOU DIFFICULT TO WAKE UP?
--hahah!! very!!
31. HOW OFTEN DO YOU SLEEP?
--i've been sleeping for less than 5 hours for the
past weeks...
NOTE: PLEASE KEEP THE TITLE OF THIS
SURVEY "31 THINGS ABOUT ME."
"Love moves if you simple believes"
"It aint over til its over for love doesn't die instantly
it simple fades yet ironically bounces back all u
have to do is believe"
"Pls refer to the song lyrics "The Past" Jed Medalla
and yes naa koy ganahang ipa igo "peace!
-- Aries
2. SINGLE OR TAKEN?
-- SINGLE soon to TAKEN!!!
3. IN LOVE ?
-- This might be love
4. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN SERIOUSLY HURT
BY THE PERSON YOU LOVED?
-- Yeah but we have to learn from it not bragg about
it
5. WHAT WOULD BE YOUR REASON IF YOU
TURNED SUICIDAL?
-- Can't right now sorry
6. IS SUICIDE REALLY KILLING YOURSELF?
-- its not the answer to the problems but the
thought of it is an escape route away from reality
better than end up crazy
7. COUNTRY OR CLASSIC?
-- classic
8. PREFER CUTE/IDIOT OR SMART/UGLY
-- smart
9. ARE YOU IN A STABLE RELATIONSHIP
WITH YOUR BF/GF?
-- cant tell hindi pa kami
10. YOU`D EXPECT A TEXT MESSAGE
USUALLY FROM???
-- somebody who know will ease your day and
recharge ur batteries from a stressfull day haaaaay!
11. HAVE A BEST FRIEND THAT IS IN THE
OPPOSITE GENDER?
-- yes yes!!
12. WHAT DO YOU LIKE DOING WHEN
YOU`RE DEPRESSED!
-- Do something after the rainy day
13. CHEERFUL OR BORING?
-- CHEERTFUL!!! ^_^
14. DESCRIBE A PERFECT DATE
-- Me and my date at the beach
15. EVER WONDERED WHY NOBODY
KNOWS WHY THE SKY IS BLUE?
-- cause they dont mind if the sky is blue?
16. EVER BEEN HURT BY LOVE?
-- a lot of times
17. WILL YOU EVER MAKE THE SAME
MISTAKE AGAIN? WITH LOVE?
-- there a 2nd Chances kung if it doesnt work
theres a lot of chances kung mahal mo ang tao
patience is the key there's a lot of changes
happening the other party will prove it... ay kinsa
ba hehehe basta mahal ko cya magkamali man
ako o cya pwedeng maayos yan kung pagbibigyan
18. EVER HATED ANYONE LIKE HELL?
-- animosity tsktsktsk
20. GIVE ONE WORD THAT BEST
DESCRIBES WHAT YOU`RE FEELING NOW:
-- luvstruckd! tired yet the rain pours so hard it feels
liek heaven
21. DO YOU BELIEVE IN YOURSELF?
-- yeah
22. EVER PHYSICALLY HURT YOURSELF?
-- minsan
23. EVER VERBALLY HURT YOURSELF?
-- minsan
24. MOTTO IN LIFE!
-- Oppurtunity doesn't knock once it's actually
everyone all you have to do is grab it
25. HAVE YOU EVER DOUBTED THAT
SOMETIMES?
-- It works! and it shows!
26. HAVE YOU EVER HAD FEELINGS FOR A
FRIEND FROM THE OPPOSITE GENDER?
-- yah...
27. IF YES, WHAT DID YOU DO ABOUT IT?
-- the song "heart of mine" by Janno Gibbs started
to bug my head over and over... trying to repressed
the feeling then suddenly it got me...
28. IS FAME & MONEY THE MOST
IMPORTANT THINGS IN YOUR LIFE?
-- hell no
29. DO YOU MAKE ANY MOVEMENTS OR
SOUNDS WHEN YOU`RE SLEEPING?
-- yeah esp if im dead tired as in technical knock
out!
30. ARE YOU DIFFICULT TO WAKE UP?
--hahah!! very!!
31. HOW OFTEN DO YOU SLEEP?
--i've been sleeping for less than 5 hours for the
past weeks...
NOTE: PLEASE KEEP THE TITLE OF THIS
SURVEY "31 THINGS ABOUT ME."
"Love moves if you simple believes"
"It aint over til its over for love doesn't die instantly
it simple fades yet ironically bounces back all u
have to do is believe"
"Pls refer to the song lyrics "The Past" Jed Medalla
and yes naa koy ganahang ipa igo "peace!
Thursday, August 4, 2005
Song in my head bear with me bai! i ned to teach my heart a lesson..
One day I may find true love that will last forever and ever
Till then I'll spend a lifetime wishing us together
I never thought she'd say goodbye
And I'll never understand the reason why
Heart of mine
How will you keep from dying
Stop reministing
Who is she kissing
Heart of mine
Oh what's the use in trying
No one can mend you know
Oh love plays cruel games
I can't believe she'd found another to love her
Does she miss me?
Sometime I just can't help but wonder
If I could stop the hands of time
Then I'd know she'd always be forever mine
One day I may find true love that will last forever and ever
Till then I'll spend a lifetime wishing us together
I never thought she'd say goodbye
And I'll never understand the reason why
Heart of mine
How will you keep from dying
Stop reministing
Who is she kissing
Heart of mine
Oh what's the use in trying
No one can mend you know
Oh love plays cruel games
I can't believe she'd found another to love her
Does she miss me?
Sometime I just can't help but wonder
If I could stop the hands of time
Then I'd know she'd always be forever mine
Friday, June 24, 2005
The True You |
| You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to do more for you. |
| With respect to money, you spend as little as possible. |
| You think good luck depends on maintaining good relationships with others. |
| The hidden side of your personality tends to be satisfied to care for things with a minimal amount of effort. |
| You are tend to think about others' feelings a lot, perhaps because you are so eager to be liked. |
| When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you base your search on information from your friends. |
Sunday, June 19, 2005
"Head Over Feet"
I had no choice but to hear you
You stated your case time and again
I thought about it
You treat me like I'm a princess
I'm not used to liking that
You ask how my day was
You've already won me over in spite of me
And don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet
Don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are
I couldn't help it
It's all your fault
Your love is thick and it swallowed me whole
You're so much braver than I gave you credit for
That's not lip service
You've already won me over in spite of me
And don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet
Don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are
I couldn't help it
It's all your fault
You are the bearer of unconditional things
You held your breath and the door for me
Thanks for your patience
You're the best listener that I've ever met
You're my best friend
Best friend with benefits
What took me so long
I've never felt this healthy before
I've never wanted something rational
I am aware now
I am aware now
You've already won me over in spite of me
And don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet
Don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are
I couldn't help it
It's all your fault
I had no choice but to hear you
You stated your case time and again
I thought about it
You treat me like I'm a princess
I'm not used to liking that
You ask how my day was
You've already won me over in spite of me
And don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet
Don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are
I couldn't help it
It's all your fault
Your love is thick and it swallowed me whole
You're so much braver than I gave you credit for
That's not lip service
You've already won me over in spite of me
And don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet
Don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are
I couldn't help it
It's all your fault
You are the bearer of unconditional things
You held your breath and the door for me
Thanks for your patience
You're the best listener that I've ever met
You're my best friend
Best friend with benefits
What took me so long
I've never felt this healthy before
I've never wanted something rational
I am aware now
I am aware now
You've already won me over in spite of me
And don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet
Don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are
I couldn't help it
It's all your fault
Tuesday, June 14, 2005
Its a wild afternoon and adjustment period is driving me crazy grrr especially if your an enrollment staff ay naks! kakainis you deal with students like angry mob or flesh eating zombie waiting for an attack of asking questions in chorus ready to react if you got the wrong answers ehehe ok lang yan but i must say i am quite tired with all this work and expect another one bukas haaaay can't wait to recharge battle up for tomorrow as of now magrest sa ko and get ready for another energy draining meeting sa TG nakakapagod nga sya but I love it it makes my mind work as well as my calories burn hehehe as of now there's a song that is in my mind and i want to post it here it reminded me last week so can't help but sing it reminds me of my bro singing it with me and the content of the song really burst some energy grid in my body ah basta Hallelujah... sinong sawa sinong GALIT SUMIGAW NGAYONG GABI HALLELUJAH!!! later...
Hallelujah
[ Bamboo ]
Anong balita sa radio at TV
Ganun pa rin kumakapa sa dilim
Minsa’y naisip ko nang umalis na lang dito
Kalimutan ang lahat lumipad, lumayo
Bato-bato sa langit
tamaan wag magalit
Alam naman natin kung sino ang tuso
Sa bawat sumpang umiiyak singil ko ay piso
Sa bawat lumuluhang dukha — alay ko’y dugo
May kasama ka kapatid, kaibigan
Hangga’t ako’y humihinga may pag-asa pa
Hallelujah
Sinong sawa, sinong galit
Sumigaw ngayong gabi
Blinded by the light
I could barely see the faces in front of me
Asking me where do we begin
Well for starters from within
I’m ashamed of what I’ve become in the mirror
The face of my one true enemy
Hallelujah, it’s a new day
Let’s take control. If i have to take this message door to door
Save myself, save every soul
With permission I make this my personal mission
Save me from the fire… from the fire
Ngayong gabi ako ang sundalo mo
Habang ika’y tulog ako’y gising nakabantay sa iyo — kasi mahal kita
Tingnan mo pag-ibig ko sa’yo lamang
Hallelujah
[ Bamboo ]
Anong balita sa radio at TV
Ganun pa rin kumakapa sa dilim
Minsa’y naisip ko nang umalis na lang dito
Kalimutan ang lahat lumipad, lumayo
Bato-bato sa langit
tamaan wag magalit
Alam naman natin kung sino ang tuso
Sa bawat sumpang umiiyak singil ko ay piso
Sa bawat lumuluhang dukha — alay ko’y dugo
May kasama ka kapatid, kaibigan
Hangga’t ako’y humihinga may pag-asa pa
Hallelujah
Sinong sawa, sinong galit
Sumigaw ngayong gabi
Blinded by the light
I could barely see the faces in front of me
Asking me where do we begin
Well for starters from within
I’m ashamed of what I’ve become in the mirror
The face of my one true enemy
Hallelujah, it’s a new day
Let’s take control. If i have to take this message door to door
Save myself, save every soul
With permission I make this my personal mission
Save me from the fire… from the fire
Ngayong gabi ako ang sundalo mo
Habang ika’y tulog ako’y gising nakabantay sa iyo — kasi mahal kita
Tingnan mo pag-ibig ko sa’yo lamang
Friday, June 10, 2005
I'm so sad... kala ko ill be going to manila for the inquest party wala pala waaah
much sad coz im so broken hearted waaah :(
I beleive that love is a faraway distant of being metamorphosized...
it is the cradle of one's being.
People must learn to forgive and forget.
It is the act of learning to love by letting go'''''''''''''
despite of longingness to the one's you loved before,
It must be done...though its hard to forget,you must move on...
The art of letting go simplifies notionless craving for true love,
But it is the reason why we are loving..learning to let go is "Loving"!!!
Don't try to mend the pieces of your broken heart co'z it might drown you to the deepest ocean of REGRETS!!!
The main reason of all is that "Learning to love ,is learning to forsee the future of you in the sense of touching one's life,but you need to wave a heavy goodbye like the waters flowing through the streams".........
much sad coz im so broken hearted waaah :(
I beleive that love is a faraway distant of being metamorphosized...
it is the cradle of one's being.
People must learn to forgive and forget.
It is the act of learning to love by letting go'''''''''''''
despite of longingness to the one's you loved before,
It must be done...though its hard to forget,you must move on...
The art of letting go simplifies notionless craving for true love,
But it is the reason why we are loving..learning to let go is "Loving"!!!
Don't try to mend the pieces of your broken heart co'z it might drown you to the deepest ocean of REGRETS!!!
The main reason of all is that "Learning to love ,is learning to forsee the future of you in the sense of touching one's life,but you need to wave a heavy goodbye like the waters flowing through the streams".........
Monday, June 6, 2005
Moving on...
IM here in the BA Department still stuck with the enrollment period helping the needy and bitch slapping the "pasaway" hehehe so since its break time i got the priveledge to surf the net and i bump into old friends and classmates... from the Computer Engineering Peeps sa TC let's see... I went to John's site wherein there's a new template from bare white to a cozy blue and green. well not only that, I was suprised when I read his entry he's from "a different gateway" na pala hindi man lang nagsasabi grrr well anyways, I wish him luck and happiness where ever he is I'm so happy for him graduate na instant abroad pa kewl no?
Next Maia's site is still sleeping with the aftermath of Constantine getting eliminated sa Amrican Idol hehehe mish u mai! Van got some pics sa bantayan and some other activities sa CompE (Gods I miss the projects and parties hehee)
And yes, I admit I'm a bit envy and sad as I trip down to memory lane but I should be happy for them and for myself since I'm in this new world where new people to be friend and enemies to be known in the future heheehe a whole new ballgame ika nga can't wait to start the school year and I wnt it with a bang bang bang cannon time na sasabog where everyone would hear it even from other country and they would detect it coming from our country and they'll probably get scared and maybe recognize our country as the powerful yet humble country in the whole world ok ok dream on Garr outta here
song in head: You'll be in my heart - Phil Colins
Chorus lang--> You'll be in my heart
Yes You'll be in my heart
From this day on, Now and forever more
IM here in the BA Department still stuck with the enrollment period helping the needy and bitch slapping the "pasaway" hehehe so since its break time i got the priveledge to surf the net and i bump into old friends and classmates... from the Computer Engineering Peeps sa TC let's see... I went to John's site wherein there's a new template from bare white to a cozy blue and green. well not only that, I was suprised when I read his entry he's from "a different gateway" na pala hindi man lang nagsasabi grrr well anyways, I wish him luck and happiness where ever he is I'm so happy for him graduate na instant abroad pa kewl no?
Next Maia's site is still sleeping with the aftermath of Constantine getting eliminated sa Amrican Idol hehehe mish u mai! Van got some pics sa bantayan and some other activities sa CompE (Gods I miss the projects and parties hehee)
And yes, I admit I'm a bit envy and sad as I trip down to memory lane but I should be happy for them and for myself since I'm in this new world where new people to be friend and enemies to be known in the future heheehe a whole new ballgame ika nga can't wait to start the school year and I wnt it with a bang bang bang cannon time na sasabog where everyone would hear it even from other country and they would detect it coming from our country and they'll probably get scared and maybe recognize our country as the powerful yet humble country in the whole world ok ok dream on Garr outta here
song in head: You'll be in my heart - Phil Colins
Chorus lang--> You'll be in my heart
Yes You'll be in my heart
From this day on, Now and forever more
Ay Peeps second half na of the year 2005 and personally it made a lot of impact to mixed emotions of triumph and loss, failure and achievements I can only help but reminise the from jan to may haaaay whats next pa this coming june basta ecto lang cguro maka explain sa feelings ko ngayon emphasize ang highlights kewl kaayo cya!
JENNIFER LOPEZ (f/ Fat Joe) LYRICS
Hold You Down
[Verse 1]
[Jennifer:]
Now you've been holding me down
For such a long time now
From back then
To now in my story
Straight from the hood
You've always been there for me
And ya had my back
(When they) Back when everybody said
I wasn't anything
It was you who had me holdin' on
No matter what was goin' on
So no whatever ya need I got you
[Fat Joe:]
Reminiscing that 6 train from way back
Now its sky blue phantoms and stretch may backs
Sweepin' them floors in them Bronx apartments
Mira esta que on that red carpet
With Pun died you was the first to call me
I never told you but you was there for me
Whatever you need, I'll be there for you
Crack - I got ya back for real (True story)
[Bridge]
[Jennifer:]
Now my loyalty, will always be
With you, if you just promise me
That you'll stay real just like you are
'Cause baby you don't have to change (no)
[Chorus]
[Jennifer:]
You don't know how much you mean to me
Whenever you down
You know that you can lean on me
No matter the situation
Boy, I'm gon' hold you down
[Fat Joe:]
You don't know how much you mean to me
Whenever you down
You know that you can lean on me
No matter the situation
Girl, I'm gon' hold you down
[Verse 2]
[Fat Joe:]
2005 Rakim and Jody Watley
Why'd she paint such a picture so perfect
Quite possibly
The real expression from BX
To South Beach
I'ma always hold you down, girl
You can count on me
[Jennifer:]
So remember this whenever I call
We go back too far
We've been through it all
Even though we haven't spoke
In so long
Ain't nothing has changed
Not a damn thing, baby
[Bridge]
[Jennifer:]
Now my loyalty, will always be
With you, if you just promise me
That you'll stay real just like you are
'Cause baby you don't have to change because
[Chorus]
[Jennifer:]
You don't know how much you mean to me
Whenever you down
You know that you can lean on me
No matter the situation
Boy, I'm gon' hold you down
[Fat Joe:]
You don't know how much you mean to me
Whenever you down
You know that you can lean on me
No matter the situation
Girl, I'm gon' hold you down
[Verse 3]
[Fat Joe:]
Like green, it's the autumns
Things will stay
This industry, yeah, I fought
Made me this way
Get between me and J.Lo
I simply stay
You better off sweepin' leaves
On a windy day (no)
[Jennifer:]
So I don't care about the situation
I'ma ride for you if there's a complication
Every time you had my back and all
When we were young
Now you Joe, we crackin' off
[Bridge]
[Jennifer:]
Now my loyalty, will always be
With you, if you just promise me
That you'll stay real just like you are
'Cause baby you don't have to change because
[Chorus]
[Jennifer:]
You don't know how much you mean to me
Whenever you down
You know that you can lean on me
No matter the situation
Boy, I'm gon' hold you down
[Fat Joe:]
You don't know how much you mean to me
Whenever you down
You know that you can lean on me
No matter the situation
Girl, I'm gon' hold you down
[Jennifer and Fat Joe:]
You don't know how much you mean to me
Whenever you down
You know that you can lean on me
No matter the situation
I'm gon' hold you down
JENNIFER LOPEZ (f/ Fat Joe) LYRICS
Hold You Down
[Verse 1]
[Jennifer:]
Now you've been holding me down
For such a long time now
From back then
To now in my story
Straight from the hood
You've always been there for me
And ya had my back
(When they) Back when everybody said
I wasn't anything
It was you who had me holdin' on
No matter what was goin' on
So no whatever ya need I got you
[Fat Joe:]
Reminiscing that 6 train from way back
Now its sky blue phantoms and stretch may backs
Sweepin' them floors in them Bronx apartments
Mira esta que on that red carpet
With Pun died you was the first to call me
I never told you but you was there for me
Whatever you need, I'll be there for you
Crack - I got ya back for real (True story)
[Bridge]
[Jennifer:]
Now my loyalty, will always be
With you, if you just promise me
That you'll stay real just like you are
'Cause baby you don't have to change (no)
[Chorus]
[Jennifer:]
You don't know how much you mean to me
Whenever you down
You know that you can lean on me
No matter the situation
Boy, I'm gon' hold you down
[Fat Joe:]
You don't know how much you mean to me
Whenever you down
You know that you can lean on me
No matter the situation
Girl, I'm gon' hold you down
[Verse 2]
[Fat Joe:]
2005 Rakim and Jody Watley
Why'd she paint such a picture so perfect
Quite possibly
The real expression from BX
To South Beach
I'ma always hold you down, girl
You can count on me
[Jennifer:]
So remember this whenever I call
We go back too far
We've been through it all
Even though we haven't spoke
In so long
Ain't nothing has changed
Not a damn thing, baby
[Bridge]
[Jennifer:]
Now my loyalty, will always be
With you, if you just promise me
That you'll stay real just like you are
'Cause baby you don't have to change because
[Chorus]
[Jennifer:]
You don't know how much you mean to me
Whenever you down
You know that you can lean on me
No matter the situation
Boy, I'm gon' hold you down
[Fat Joe:]
You don't know how much you mean to me
Whenever you down
You know that you can lean on me
No matter the situation
Girl, I'm gon' hold you down
[Verse 3]
[Fat Joe:]
Like green, it's the autumns
Things will stay
This industry, yeah, I fought
Made me this way
Get between me and J.Lo
I simply stay
You better off sweepin' leaves
On a windy day (no)
[Jennifer:]
So I don't care about the situation
I'ma ride for you if there's a complication
Every time you had my back and all
When we were young
Now you Joe, we crackin' off
[Bridge]
[Jennifer:]
Now my loyalty, will always be
With you, if you just promise me
That you'll stay real just like you are
'Cause baby you don't have to change because
[Chorus]
[Jennifer:]
You don't know how much you mean to me
Whenever you down
You know that you can lean on me
No matter the situation
Boy, I'm gon' hold you down
[Fat Joe:]
You don't know how much you mean to me
Whenever you down
You know that you can lean on me
No matter the situation
Girl, I'm gon' hold you down
[Jennifer and Fat Joe:]
You don't know how much you mean to me
Whenever you down
You know that you can lean on me
No matter the situation
I'm gon' hold you down
Monday, April 25, 2005
Yeah-eahhh, hmmmm
yeaaahhh
CHORUS:
I'm not your every day, around the way
Don't go car-hoppin', chillin' on the block
On a cell phone frontin',
Never that, cuz I'm not that kinda girl
I need to know how you roll
And how you get down low
Drop my money in the bank
Take me home and meet your mama
Can you handle that?
Cuz I'm that kinda girl
I'm that kinda girl
VERSE 1:
Boy you aint impressin' me
With your jewelry, your designer clothes
Or the games that you try to play
Think you need to know, I got my own
Dont need you for your dough
Hearin' me, maybe then we can flow, let me know
Make me smile, maybe we can chill
Keep it real, show me something I can feel
Cause I'm not your average ordinary type
Could you be that kinda guy I like?
CHORUS
VERSE: 2
Everytime I be up at the spot, chilling with my crew
We'll be hanging out, get in a little late
You start bugging out
I dont think it's fair
You don't like the clothes I wear
How I do my hair
I don't really care
But it's not for you
And I aint got nothin' to prove
There cant be any us, if there can't be any trust
Nothin' to discuss, no doubt
I'm not that kinda girl to let you play me out
CHORUS
BRIDGE:
You might take me shopping, but I'm not your property
If I dont like it, I decided
I can make it on my own
As long as we disagree to agree
Down for you and you're down for me
Baby I'm what you want and we can build a love so strong
CHORUS
Oooh Oooh Oooh Oooh
Not That Kinda Girl
Oooh Oooh Oooh Oooh
Not That Kinda Girl
Oooh Oooh Oooh Oooh
Do you know what kinda girl I am?
Oooh Oooh Oooh Oooh
I'm that kinda girl
ooohoohh-yeaaahh
yeaaahhh
CHORUS:
I'm not your every day, around the way
Don't go car-hoppin', chillin' on the block
On a cell phone frontin',
Never that, cuz I'm not that kinda girl
I need to know how you roll
And how you get down low
Drop my money in the bank
Take me home and meet your mama
Can you handle that?
Cuz I'm that kinda girl
I'm that kinda girl
VERSE 1:
Boy you aint impressin' me
With your jewelry, your designer clothes
Or the games that you try to play
Think you need to know, I got my own
Dont need you for your dough
Hearin' me, maybe then we can flow, let me know
Make me smile, maybe we can chill
Keep it real, show me something I can feel
Cause I'm not your average ordinary type
Could you be that kinda guy I like?
CHORUS
VERSE: 2
Everytime I be up at the spot, chilling with my crew
We'll be hanging out, get in a little late
You start bugging out
I dont think it's fair
You don't like the clothes I wear
How I do my hair
I don't really care
But it's not for you
And I aint got nothin' to prove
There cant be any us, if there can't be any trust
Nothin' to discuss, no doubt
I'm not that kinda girl to let you play me out
CHORUS
BRIDGE:
You might take me shopping, but I'm not your property
If I dont like it, I decided
I can make it on my own
As long as we disagree to agree
Down for you and you're down for me
Baby I'm what you want and we can build a love so strong
CHORUS
Oooh Oooh Oooh Oooh
Not That Kinda Girl
Oooh Oooh Oooh Oooh
Not That Kinda Girl
Oooh Oooh Oooh Oooh
Do you know what kinda girl I am?
Oooh Oooh Oooh Oooh
I'm that kinda girl
ooohoohh-yeaaahh
Thursday, March 17, 2005
Tell Me Where It Hurts lyrics
Just tell me where it hurts now baby,
And I'll love you with a love so tender
And if you let me stay I'll love all the hurt away
Why is that sad look in you eyes
Why are you crying
Tell me now tell me now
Tell me why you're feeling this way
I hate to see you so down
Oh baby is it your heart
Ooh Breakin' all in pieces
Makin' you cry
Makin' you feel blue
Is there anything I can do
Why don't you tell me where it hurts now baby
And I'll do my best to make it better
I'll do my best to make the tears all go away
Just tell me where it hurts now tell me
And I'll love you with a love so tender
And if you let me stay I'll love all the hurt away
Girl tell me, where are all those tears coming from
Why are they fallin'
Did somebody somebody leave your heart in the cold
You just need somebody to hold give me a chance to put back all the pieces
Take your broken heart
Make it just like new
There's so many things that I can do
Why don't you tell me where it hurts now baby
And I'll do my best to make it better
I'll do my best to make the tears all go away
Just tell me where it hurts now tell me
And I'll love you with a love so tender
And if you let me stay I'll love all the hurt away
Baby, If you'd only tell me where it hurts I know I can make it better.
If I could wrap my arms around your heart
I'd would hold you tight, and let you know everything is gonna be allright.
So take a chance with me baby. I dont wanna see you cry.
Is it your heart Ooh that's breakin' all in pieces
Makin' you cry Makin' you feel blue
Is there anything I can do
Tell me where it hurts now baby
And I'll do my best to make it better
I'll do my best to make the tears all go away Just tell me where
it hurts now tell me
And I'll love you with a love so tender
And if you let me stay I'll love all the hurt away
Just tell me where it hurts now baby,
And I'll love you with a love so tender
And if you let me stay I'll love all the hurt away
Why is that sad look in you eyes
Why are you crying
Tell me now tell me now
Tell me why you're feeling this way
I hate to see you so down
Oh baby is it your heart
Ooh Breakin' all in pieces
Makin' you cry
Makin' you feel blue
Is there anything I can do
Why don't you tell me where it hurts now baby
And I'll do my best to make it better
I'll do my best to make the tears all go away
Just tell me where it hurts now tell me
And I'll love you with a love so tender
And if you let me stay I'll love all the hurt away
Girl tell me, where are all those tears coming from
Why are they fallin'
Did somebody somebody leave your heart in the cold
You just need somebody to hold give me a chance to put back all the pieces
Take your broken heart
Make it just like new
There's so many things that I can do
Why don't you tell me where it hurts now baby
And I'll do my best to make it better
I'll do my best to make the tears all go away
Just tell me where it hurts now tell me
And I'll love you with a love so tender
And if you let me stay I'll love all the hurt away
Baby, If you'd only tell me where it hurts I know I can make it better.
If I could wrap my arms around your heart
I'd would hold you tight, and let you know everything is gonna be allright.
So take a chance with me baby. I dont wanna see you cry.
Is it your heart Ooh that's breakin' all in pieces
Makin' you cry Makin' you feel blue
Is there anything I can do
Tell me where it hurts now baby
And I'll do my best to make it better
I'll do my best to make the tears all go away Just tell me where
it hurts now tell me
And I'll love you with a love so tender
And if you let me stay I'll love all the hurt away
Tuesday, March 8, 2005
Happy International Womans Month!!
I would like to dedicate this song to all the woman, ladies, mother, girlfriend, basta female you gals rock!!
» She's Always A Woman To Me
Billy Joel
She can kill with a smile, she can wound with her eyes
She can ruin your faith with her casual lies
And she only reveals what she wants you to see
She hides like a child, but she's always a woman to me
She can lead you to love, she can take you or leave you
She can ask for the truth, but she'll never believe
And she'll take what you give her as long it's free
Yeah, She steals like a thief, but she's always a woman to me
CHORUS
Ohhh... she takes care of herself
She can wait if she wants, she's ahead of her time
Ohhh... and she never gives out
And she never gives in, she just changes her mind
And she'll promise you more than the garden of Eden
Then she'll carelessly cut you and laugh while you're bleeding
But she?ll bring out the best and the worst you can be
Blame it all on yourself 'cause she's always a woman to me
CHORUS
She's frequently kind and she's suddenly cruel
She can do as she pleases, she's nobody's fool
And she can't be convicted, she's earned her degree
And the most she will do is throw shadows at you,
But she's always a woman to me
CHORUS
I would like to dedicate this song to all the woman, ladies, mother, girlfriend, basta female you gals rock!!
» She's Always A Woman To Me
Billy Joel
She can kill with a smile, she can wound with her eyes
She can ruin your faith with her casual lies
And she only reveals what she wants you to see
She hides like a child, but she's always a woman to me
She can lead you to love, she can take you or leave you
She can ask for the truth, but she'll never believe
And she'll take what you give her as long it's free
Yeah, She steals like a thief, but she's always a woman to me
CHORUS
Ohhh... she takes care of herself
She can wait if she wants, she's ahead of her time
Ohhh... and she never gives out
And she never gives in, she just changes her mind
And she'll promise you more than the garden of Eden
Then she'll carelessly cut you and laugh while you're bleeding
But she?ll bring out the best and the worst you can be
Blame it all on yourself 'cause she's always a woman to me
CHORUS
She's frequently kind and she's suddenly cruel
She can do as she pleases, she's nobody's fool
And she can't be convicted, she's earned her degree
And the most she will do is throw shadows at you,
But she's always a woman to me
CHORUS
Thursday, February 17, 2005
I feel mushy cge na lang uy pagbigyan nyo nako i just want to remind to all those people who I care so much this thing that people tend to forget thru these words can make ur day worth living...
Have I told you lately that I love you
Have I told you there’s no one else above you
Fill my heart with gladness
Take away all my sadness
Ease my troubles that’s what you do
For the morning sun in all it’s glory
Greets the day with hope and comfort too
You fill my life with laughter
And somehow you make it better
Ease my troubles that’s what you do
There’s a love that’s divine
And it’s yours and it’s mine like the sun
And at the end of the day
We should give thanks and pray
To the one, to the one
Have I told you lately that I love you
Have I told you there’s no one else above you
Fill my heart with gladness
Take away all my sadness
Ease my troubles that’s what you do
There’s a love that’s divine
And it’s yours and it’s mine like the sun
And at the end of the day
We should give thanks and pray
To the one, to the one
And have I told you lately that I love you
Have I told you there’s no one else above you
You fill my heart with gladness
Take away my sadness
Ease my troubles that’s what you do
Take away all my sadness
Fill my life with gladness
Ease my troubles that’s what you do
Take away all my sadness
Fill my life with gladness
Ease my troubles that’s what you do
Have I told you lately that I love you
Have I told you there’s no one else above you
Fill my heart with gladness
Take away all my sadness
Ease my troubles that’s what you do
For the morning sun in all it’s glory
Greets the day with hope and comfort too
You fill my life with laughter
And somehow you make it better
Ease my troubles that’s what you do
There’s a love that’s divine
And it’s yours and it’s mine like the sun
And at the end of the day
We should give thanks and pray
To the one, to the one
Have I told you lately that I love you
Have I told you there’s no one else above you
Fill my heart with gladness
Take away all my sadness
Ease my troubles that’s what you do
There’s a love that’s divine
And it’s yours and it’s mine like the sun
And at the end of the day
We should give thanks and pray
To the one, to the one
And have I told you lately that I love you
Have I told you there’s no one else above you
You fill my heart with gladness
Take away my sadness
Ease my troubles that’s what you do
Take away all my sadness
Fill my life with gladness
Ease my troubles that’s what you do
Take away all my sadness
Fill my life with gladness
Ease my troubles that’s what you do
Monday, February 7, 2005
naicip mo ba na......?
Message: It hurts 2 luv sum1 who doesnt giv u d time of
day.but it hurts more wen u realize dat sum1
u dont giv d time of day luved u & gave it up
coz u luved another
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Looks may capture the eyes but it's the
personality that captures the heart.
-----------------------
The virtue of love isnt finding the perfect
person, but by loving the imperfect person
perfectly.
---------------------
If love isnt a game then why are there so
many players?
---------------------
u luv coz u weep.u weep coz u hurt.u hurt coz
u fail.u fail coz u try.u try coz u need.u need
coz u want.u want coz u feel.u feel coz u live.u
live coz u luv
---------------------
Some thoughts are better kept unsaid.some
feelings are better kept to urself.because
love has its way of expressing itself despite
the silence.
----------------------
Dont find love.let love find you.That's why it's
called falling in love coz you dont force
yourself to fall- you just do!
---------------------------------
If you want me to fall for you- you have to give
me something worth tripping over.
---------------------------------
love is not how u 4get but how u forgive.not
how u listen but how u understand.not what
u
see but what u feel & not how u let go but
how u hold on.
---------------------------------
Love is like quicksand the deeper you fall in
the harder it is to get out
--------------------------------
People say dat wen luv comes knocking on
ur door let it in.But sumtimes luv comes
through a backdoor & by the time u notice its
on its way out.
--------------------------------
*In Reality*. The Player Isn't Actually
Playing The Other Person...He's Playing
Himself...You can close your eyes to things
you dont want to see. but u cant close your
heart to things you dont want to feel.
HAPPY VALENTINES (^_^)
Message: It hurts 2 luv sum1 who doesnt giv u d time of
day.but it hurts more wen u realize dat sum1
u dont giv d time of day luved u & gave it up
coz u luved another
-----------------------
Looks may capture the eyes but it's the
personality that captures the heart.
-----------------------
The virtue of love isnt finding the perfect
person, but by loving the imperfect person
perfectly.
---------------------
If love isnt a game then why are there so
many players?
---------------------
u luv coz u weep.u weep coz u hurt.u hurt coz
u fail.u fail coz u try.u try coz u need.u need
coz u want.u want coz u feel.u feel coz u live.u
live coz u luv
---------------------
Some thoughts are better kept unsaid.some
feelings are better kept to urself.because
love has its way of expressing itself despite
the silence.
----------------------
Dont find love.let love find you.That's why it's
called falling in love coz you dont force
yourself to fall- you just do!
---------------------------------
If you want me to fall for you- you have to give
me something worth tripping over.
---------------------------------
love is not how u 4get but how u forgive.not
how u listen but how u understand.not what
u
see but what u feel & not how u let go but
how u hold on.
---------------------------------
Love is like quicksand the deeper you fall in
the harder it is to get out
--------------------------------
People say dat wen luv comes knocking on
ur door let it in.But sumtimes luv comes
through a backdoor & by the time u notice its
on its way out.
--------------------------------
*In Reality*. The Player Isn't Actually
Playing The Other Person...He's Playing
Himself...You can close your eyes to things
you dont want to see. but u cant close your
heart to things you dont want to feel.
HAPPY VALENTINES (^_^)
Saturday, January 1, 2005
Should auld acquaintance be forgot,
And never brought to mind?
Should auld acquaintance be forgot,
And auld lang syne?
CHORUS:
For auld lang syne, my dear,
For auld lang syne,
We'll tak a cup of kindness yet,
For auld lang syne!
And surely ye'll be your pint-stowp,
And surely I'll be mine,
And we'll tak a cup o kindness yet,
For auld lang syne!
We twa hae run about the braes,
And pou'd the gowans fine,
But we've wander'd monie a weary fit,
Sin auld lang syne.
We twa hae paidl'd in the burn
Frae morning sun till dine,
But seas between us braid hae roar'd
Sin auld lang syne.
And there's a hand my trusty fiere,
And gie's a hand o thine,
And we'll tak a right guid-willie waught,
For auld lang syne
This is your certified friendster Gary
wishing you a brand new start this new
year let's jive at 2005!!!
And never brought to mind?
Should auld acquaintance be forgot,
And auld lang syne?
CHORUS:
For auld lang syne, my dear,
For auld lang syne,
We'll tak a cup of kindness yet,
For auld lang syne!
And surely ye'll be your pint-stowp,
And surely I'll be mine,
And we'll tak a cup o kindness yet,
For auld lang syne!
We twa hae run about the braes,
And pou'd the gowans fine,
But we've wander'd monie a weary fit,
Sin auld lang syne.
We twa hae paidl'd in the burn
Frae morning sun till dine,
But seas between us braid hae roar'd
Sin auld lang syne.
And there's a hand my trusty fiere,
And gie's a hand o thine,
And we'll tak a right guid-willie waught,
For auld lang syne
This is your certified friendster Gary
wishing you a brand new start this new
year let's jive at 2005!!!
Sunday, December 12, 2004
Pls Suport Joy and Bevs by Requesting their song "Kulang na Kulang" at your favorite radio stations before their media and mtv launch on december 16, 6pm Dish ABS CBN, QC Thanks
for more info about their them log in to http://joyandbevs.tk/
KULANG NA KULANG
(J.Salera)
Sa tuwing magkasama
Parang bale wala
Nagmumukhang hangin
Dumaang bale wala
Ni ayaw mong hawakan aking kamay
Kulang na kulang ba
Hindi pa ba sapat
Inubos kong lahat
Panahon ko sa iyo
Anong gagawin
Di mo pinapansin
Etong damdamin
Aking Paglalambing
Minsan ako’y nakahalata
Ika’y tulala
Malalim ang iniisip
Malayo ang tingin
Aking nalaman
Nabaling sa iba
ang nilalaman ng iyong damdamin
Repeat chorus
Bridge:
Buong magdamag, nag-isip kung bakit
Paanong nangyari, ito sa akin
Ayaw mo na pala, ba’t di mo sinabi
Nagsawa ka na, paano na?
Repeat Chorus (2x)
for more info about their them log in to http://joyandbevs.tk/
KULANG NA KULANG
(J.Salera)
Sa tuwing magkasama
Parang bale wala
Nagmumukhang hangin
Dumaang bale wala
Ni ayaw mong hawakan aking kamay
Kulang na kulang ba
Hindi pa ba sapat
Inubos kong lahat
Panahon ko sa iyo
Anong gagawin
Di mo pinapansin
Etong damdamin
Aking Paglalambing
Minsan ako’y nakahalata
Ika’y tulala
Malalim ang iniisip
Malayo ang tingin
Aking nalaman
Nabaling sa iba
ang nilalaman ng iyong damdamin
Repeat chorus
Bridge:
Buong magdamag, nag-isip kung bakit
Paanong nangyari, ito sa akin
Ayaw mo na pala, ba’t di mo sinabi
Nagsawa ka na, paano na?
Repeat Chorus (2x)
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