Blog Update OH my Garsh! I 200th hit thanks guys

Where the Hell I am I'm here at San Carlos TC Tap Specifically (John! Where are you hehe) anyways, I'm here to get my final grades but unfortunately I arrive at their lunch break (darn!) so how to spend the whole lunch break wisely what else blog blog blog.

Smallville Continues.. I can't wait to watch the 2nd Season of Smallville hmm what happend to Lana? Will Lionel Die? I'm really in favor with the CLark/ Chloe relationship too bad it had to end so soon poor Chloe!

WHat's up Bloggers Claire Welcome Back and Doncha Worry I'm Keeping my promise like I said as long as all of you are there I'm keeping it. Lets just say you guys mean a lot to me okhay. Pay really did a great job at your Site now I can See stars heehehhe, spaeking of Sites, Fries better late than never nice kaayo imongs site the new blogger in town er I mean in the web. I wish Feona and the others would have their own blog too hehehe can't wait okhay Feon Gud Luck Big Sis!

Some Mind Buglers Claire you remind me of the forum I posted at your site Q: What's the most craziest thing you'll ever do for love>? hmmm

Song In Mind : Time After Time- Eva Cassidy, two words : SMALLVILLE RULES This is one virus you want to get infected hehehe

Time After Time
Eva Cassidy

Lying in my bed I hear the clock tick,
And think of you
Caught up in circles confusion
Is nothing new
Flashback warm nights
Almost left behind
Suitcases of memories,
Time after

Sometimes you picture me
I'm walking too far ahead
You're calling to me, I can't hear
What you've said
Then you say go slow
I fall behind
The second hand unwinds

If you're lost you can look and you will find me
Time after time
If you fall I will catch you I'll be waiting
Time after time

If you're lost you can look and you will find me
Time after time
If you fall I will catch you I'll be waiting
Time after time

After my picture fades and darkness has
Turned to gray
Watching through windows you're wondering
If I'm OK
Secrets stolen from deep inside
The drum beats out of time

If you're lost you can look and you will find me
Time after time
If you fall I will catch you I'll be waiting
Time after time

You said go slow
I fall behind
The second hand unwinds

If you're lost you can look and you will find me
Time after time
If you fall I will catch you I'll be waiting
Time after time

If you're lost you can look and you will find me
Time after time
If you fall I will catch you I'll be waiting
Time after time

Time after time
Time after time
Time after time

 

Blog Update to Date (Well Supposed to be
blogged yesterday but I'm not yet through with my hibernation :)

If you not famous, get infamous! Oh what
a day! My family and I went to S.M. to watch Chicago a great getaway from
the boredom of our house, The movie is a comedy musical and personally it good
but not as good as Moulin Rouge, Anyways, I like the way Catherine Zita Jones
shake her bootie (as Velma) but nothing beats off Roxie Hart (she deserves that
best actress award!) she can act, she can sing and man she can dance! My lil
sister and I enjoyed the movie while my dad, bro and helper just slept the whole
2 hrs too bad, they missed the razzle dazzle life n cellophane and
"Mama" big show hheehhe well what have I learned in the movie hmmm...
"You can acheive your dreams even if your in prison, al you need is a
razzle dazzle attorney and let him be your ventriloquist and get the heart of
the media oh did I mention you have to act pregnant and look like Roxie
Hart" c",)

Just a Some Mind Buglers. OKhay peeps I
just need ur P.O.V. you see I watched a partial portion of "Kay Tagal
Kitang Hinintay.." and I saw Yuri and his best friend (who was
gone for a long time after she confessed her love to her best friend) were
talking but we know na si Yuri man is in love already with Eleana's Sister but
how can he deal with this dilemma when somebody (not just a somebody but your
best friend!) whim he also learned to loved comeback from nowhere and ask if he
still loves her. Grabe! I was in deep shi# when I saw them talk and they began
to cry and all I can't wait for Monday 

 Song in Mind Save
Me - Remy Zero. Maia its all your fault! I got addicted to Smallville
now I got addicted at Lana Lang then I fell in love with Chloe and just can't
get enough of Lex Luther's Evil smirks darn it! Seriously, since the season
finally end new conflict will arise and more discoveries are now left to be
learned like what's behind Clark Kent's true parents and all the stuff okhay I'm
not going to spoil everything here's Remy Zero..

Save Me Remy Zero I feel my wings have broken in your hands i feel the words unspoken inside when they pull you under and i would give you any thing you want you were all i wanted all my dreams are fallin' down crawlin round and round and round Chorus: Somebody save me Let your warm hands break right through me Somebody save me I don't care how you do it Just save me, save Come on I've been waiting for you i see the world has folded in your heart i feel the waves crash down inside and they pull me under and i would give you anything you want you were all i wanted all my dreams have fallen down crawlin round and round and round Repeat Chorus all my dreams are on the ground crawlin' round and round and round Somebody save me Let your warm hands break right through me Somebody save me i dont' care how you do it just save me, save me i've made this whole world shine for you just save me, save come on i'm still waiting for you

 

OKhay I'm so imitator that I can't help doing this. here are some of song lyrics that caught me attention hope u like dit

You’ve got to get yourself together
You’ve got stuck in a moment and now you can’t get out of it
Don’t say that later will be better now
You’re stuck in a moment and you can’t get out of it

— U2, “Stuck in a Moment You Can’t Get Out Of

Hello
Do you miss me?
I hear you say you do
But not the way I’m missing you
— Billie Myers, “Kiss the Rain”

So I speak to you in riddles because
My words get in my way

— Staind, “Epiphany”


And you say,
“…stay”
— Lisa Loeb, “Stay”

On an evening such as this
It’s hard to tell if I exist
Pack the car and leave this town
Who’ll notice that I’m not around?
— Barenaked Ladies, “Pinch Me”

” I like you the way you are
When we’re driving in your car
And you’re talking to me one-on-one
But you become
Somebody else ’round everyone else
You’re watching your back like you can’t relax
You’re trying to be cool
You look like a fool to me

— Avril Lavigne, “Complicated”


Announcement, This blog will be hibernating for few days for some financial and emotional reasons pls. stand by.....

Song in mind 2 Because you loved me- Celine Dion. The reason love exist is the reason I continue to love. here are some reasons "how do i love thee" type but this time "I am loved and.." Maia I hope I sound sensible bai hehe



Because You Loved Me
Celine Dion

For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I’ll be forever thankful, baby
You’re the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You’re the one who saw me through
Through it all

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn’t speak
You were my eyes when I couldn’t see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn’t reach
You gave me faith ’cause you believed
I’m everything I am
Because you loved me

You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand; I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love; I had it all
I’m grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don’t know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was
Loved by you, ooooh

You were my strength when I was weak (you were my strength)
You were my voice when I couldn’t speak
You were my eyes when I couldn’t see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn’t reach
You gave me faith ’cause you believed
I’m everything I am
Because you loved me, oh

You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love
Into my life
You’ve been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place
Because of you

You were my strength when I was weak (you were my strength)
You were my voice when I couldn’t speak (oh, when I couldn’t speak)
You were my eyes when I couldn’t see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn’t reach
You gave me faith ’cause you believed
I’m everything I am
Because you loved me, hey, yeah

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn’t speak (my voice)
You were my eyes when I couldn’t see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn’t reach
You gave me faith ’cause you believed
I’m everything I am
Because you loved me, oh

I’m everything I am
Because you loved me

React Reinteract Counteract Maia's Blog: QUOTE FOR THE DAY

I don't want the world to see us together but I always want to be with you. I want you to miss me like crazy but I don't want to be away from you. I want to give you all of me but I can't give it away for all of me is you.

okhay I guess the quote reminded me of some people I seen in television as well as in real life. here my interpretation:
"I don't want the world to see us together but I always want to be with you." It means "Please dont tell anyone na mag-on ta okhay unless the coast is clear"
"I want you to miss me like crazy but I don't want to be away from you. " which means "Never get out of my sight.. okhay dear"
"I want to give you all of me but I can't give it away for all of me is you." in other words "save me some loving for myself"

okhay seriously, I like you but I don't love you because if I love you. I wouldn't keep this relationship a secret, I'll fight against who oppose this and its you and me against the world. I like you but I dont love you becuase if I love you, I trust you and wherever you will go you're thinking of me the way I'm thinking of you minus a gurl on your arms.
I like you but I don't love you because if I love you I wouldn't expect to be loved in return for I am not loving I am profitting. ka gets mo c",) okhay for more informations pls pls read Maia's blog descriptio. hehehehehe

Song in Mind I love you, Goodbye- Celine dion, when you love you sacrifice when you like you overprice

I Love you, Goodbye
Celine Dion


Wish I could be the one
The one who could give you love
The kind of love you really need
Wish I could say to youThat I'll always stay with you
But baby that's not me
You need someoneWilling to give their heart and soul to you
Promise you forever
Baby that's something I can't do

Oh I could say that I'll be all you need
But that would be a lie
I know I'd only hurt you
I know I'd only make you cry
I'm not the one you're needing
I love you, goodbye

I hope somedayYou can find someway to understand
I'm only doing this for you
I don't really wanna go
But deep in my heart I know
That is the kindest thing to do
You'll find someone
Will be the oneThat I could never be
Who'll give you something better
Than the love you'll find with me

Oh I could say that I'll be all you need
But that would be a crime
I know I'd only hurt you
I know I'd only make you cry
I'm not the one you're needing
I love you, goodbye

Leaving someone
When you love someone
Is the hardest thing to do
When you love someone as much as I love you

Oh I don't wanna leave you
Baby it tears me up inside
But I'll never be the one you're needing
I love you, goodbye
Baby it's never gonna work out
I love you, goodbye

Uhh OKhay its a fab day 2day don't just sit there spend 2 hrs on the tube let's have fun and enjoy the sun watch a movie (hope i got money for chicago) speaking of movies... who won the best picture and best actor in the Oscars hmm I wish its Chicago "I am A Cellophane " hehehe

Haillie's Song.
You are lucky indeed. You have found someone you
love, and now, you will never let them go.
There is nothing more important to you than
this one person. But remember that you have to
think of yourself too


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It tried it twice its still the same c",)


You come from Heaven. You're the purest of pure, a
saint. You're probably an angel sent directly
from Heaven.


Where Did Your Soul Originate?
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Better Late than Never okahy its what the peeps says "Unofficial Summer" id here thus coming unofficial grades and unofficial plans for the week heheh. I'm here at the SkulPad, still stuck at school since I'm late on passing my admission slip and without it I can't get my midterms as well as my finals anyways, I want to say thanks to the people here in blog world nice kaayo ang feeling being part of a sumthing and like Pay said being myself speaking of being myself...


Recognition Rights ... I mean Rites CONGRATULATIONS!! TO THE NEW THEATER GUILD MEMBERS!! you deserve a warm of applause and good luck at your life as the member of our well loved organization. Speaking of rites. What's up? Well there are some changes I got during the event. I finally see some part of myself arising and part of it is good while the other part is um yeah .


Revelations Honestly, I'm not sure if I have to say it officially coz I don't know what the people would react, well somemight get the "isn't it obvious" reaction while some will get the shocked of a lifetime. Well lets just say I'm a little bit not confused anymore and i'm sick and tired being neutral na with my .. preferences kay I think people would agree with me na sila sad kapoy na maganalyze na "unsa ba si Gar" well your thought and mind boggling puzzles are now over I'M GAY,,, Discreetly gay of course hehehe okhay peeps its up to you if you can adjust with me now but I hope it would bring a bright understanding on you guys na okhay okhay


Whew.. that's over well ano pa hmm oh yeah . It's time to move na to sumthing new and maybe straighten things up na I want to have a direction in life and I could only get it if I decide on my own and ask for my independence, I'm afraid of this change but if that's the way to have direction in life, I'll try to be brave enough to face reality and stop dreamming...


Song in mind: Life goes on- Leann Rimes Time to move one guys but that doesn't mean I have to left some things behind right? I'll keep a part of you guys in my heart and maybe if the time comes when we meet again we'll be much batter than classmates or as friends as well!


Life Goes On
Leann Rimes

Life goes on, life goes on
Life goes on, life goes on
You sucked me in
And played my mind
Just like a toy
You were crank and wind

Baby I would give till you wore it out
You left me lyin' in a pool of doubt
And you're still thinkin' you're the Daddy Mac
You should've known better but you didn't
And I can't go back

Oh life goes on
And it's only gonna make me strong
It's a fact, once you get on board
Say good-bye cause you can't go back
Oh it's a fight, and I really wanna get it right
Where I'm at, is my life before me
And this feelin' that I can go back
Life goes on [repeat 2X]

Wish I knew then
What I know now
You held all the cards
And sold me out

Baby shame on you, if you fool me once
Shame on me if you fool me twice
You've been a pretty hard case to crack
Should've known better but I didn't
And I can't go back

Oh life goes on
And it's only gonna make me strong
It's a fact, once you get on board
Say good-bye cause you can't go back
Oh it's a fight, and I really wanna get it right
Where I'm at, is my life before me
And this feelin' that I can go back
Life goes on

Na, na, na, na, na
Life goes on
Na, Na, Na, Na,
It made me strong
Oh yeah, got this feeling that I can't go back

Life goes on, life goes on, and it's only gonna me strong
Life goes on, life goes on, and on and on

shame on you, if you fool me once
Shame on me if you fool me twice
You've been a pretty hard case to crack
Should've known better but I didn't
And I can't go back

Na, na, na, na, na
Life goes on
Na, Na, Na, Na
It made me strong

Oh yeah
Gotta feelin' that I can't go back
No I can't go back
Oh yeah
I've gotta go now
I'm moving on
No turning back
'Cause you made me strong

[repeat refrain]

I am infinity You may worship me, but from afar _

what number are you?

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wERE THE HELL i AM! OK I have to do it fast since I'm here at Skul Pad doing some take home exams sa Calculus (Thanks you Sir Pastoril Grabe ka hehehe) as I was doing my typos typos I heard the song langit na bituin (not familliar? ) yup you guess it Bituin sa ch. 3 guys and since I remember my fave soap..

Song in mind: Lanigt na Bituin- Carol Banawa. Yeah the song is darn great. Its relating, and I guess I left me a message in the chorus , gee I really hope I could find the star hehehe so here it is guys:

LANGIT NA BITUIN
Carol Banawa

Hanggang saan kaya
hanggang kailan pa ba
maghihintay ang puso kong
nangungulila

sana'y malaman mo
ako'y naririto
pakinggan mo't, sumasamo
damdamin kong ito

kailan makakamit
langit na bituin
kailan masisilayan
ganda ng yong ningning
sana'y iyong dinggin
bulong ng damdamin
sana'y makapiling
sana'y mahalin
sana'y makamit
ang langit na bituin


Ba't ligaya'y di ganap
gayong nasakin ng pangarap
nalulungkot, hinahanap
ang mga yakap


Kailn makakamit
Langit na bituin
kailan masisilayan
ganda ng yong ningning
sana'y iyong dinggin
bulong ng damdamin
sana'y makamit
ang langit na bituin

nagkamali ako
ng minsang iwan ka
ngayo'y batid ko na
ikaw lang palang
hinahanap
ang nag-iisang
langit kong bituin

sana'y iyong dinggin

bulong ng damdamin
sana'y makamit
ang langit na
ang langit kong...

Kailan makakamit
langit na bituin
kailan masisilayan
ganda ng yong ningning
sana'y iyong dinggin
bulong ng damdamin
sana'y makapiling
sana'y mahalin
sana'y makamit
ang langit na bituin...

Finale II If you can't forgive me because of my wrong doings because you think its really worth not forgiving and it really hurts you a lot, I'll respect that decision. I don't want to force people to like me I want people to be transparent and say what it in my face cause I'm no mind reader I'm am insensitive at times. I don't know if you care but honestly whether you believe it or not it is one of my personal blocks cause I'm so damn clueless of what the people are thinking about me. Wy would I give a damn about what people feel about me? Because as much as I can do I don't want a people to get angry at me, rejection rejection rejection....sorry peeps but if you son understand me ok ra but if you're willing to settle I'm willing to settle it as well...

Finale (Dreams over Reality starts). Okay this is really difficult for me to express it but i'll do my best to write it. Ipay Thanks you very much! It was really what I have been longing for since first yr. pa after the election sa 1st yr. your block has been treating me cold as if I got a heavy grudge on them Pay, it was a nightmare going to school people treating me bad some back stabs ,some has to do the "do not listen" stuff like our class sa English. if I did a mistake to you guys, it was one, I tried to amends the wounds you got during the first yr. election and two forcing myself to swallow the pain I'm getting. You know what? I taste rejection a thousand of times now and It ain't sweet. The feeling na nagjoin forces ang tanang tawo against you. Nobody gave me the chance to speak up and explain myself. That is why I'm so assuming that is why I'm irritating and annoying its because of rejection. I am a reject. You know why I edit the tag, its stupid but I want to fell good about myself cause my self-esteem is desingtigrating everyday you praises gives me the smile it makes me feel safe fell important cause for the first time that I did something I felt no rejection. yeah I know its too self centered and I need transparent people hu can criticize me in a constructive manner in a constructive way. when I realized what I have been doing, I got guilty coz these tags are their opinion and I to respect them.

Just a glimpse yawn what a day I'm starting fisrt day of me being 19 yeay! morning palang conflicts and problems starts to arise okhay lets see project sa calculus way nitunga agay sa Tuesday na baya and pasahan peeps where are you?, Blog War Okhay. Then my Mom and Dad did'nt greet me ka nice! then I'll be facing a lot of NC in my finals . these and more. but Its okhay 18 was my greatest and toughest lets have a taste of 19 i'll be freaky optimistic on life and be strong enough to be independent to rise my education. No parents who wants to suport then I'll support myself this marks my first day as long as I got you guys I'll be strong enough to move . thanks for reading c",)

Guess who the next MTV VJ Guys, believe it or not (or you better believe)! I 'm on eof the 10 semi-finalist at recently held MTV VJ Hunt at SM Cebu yesterday, It was really breath taking but I did well I never though na madawat ,. I was at the no. 6 spot and hope I could make it in the finals I can't wait!!after the show I receive some freebies courtesy of Samsung Digital . Grabe not bad for my Friday.

Errata! Okhay okahy I would also Hhumbly apologize for editing my tag in the first place I really honestly didn't know about it and I didn't know it was illegal okhay . I guess it was self-centered of me to . On the brighter Side I'm thankful because I got some people who cares so much about my blog and comments my blog and the tag board thanks for being the conscience it just proves na you love visiting my site and you are so observable that whatever mistake I'm doing it you 'll be just my conscience to make me aware that i was wrong okhay. Oh by the ways, Since I declared the war I'm stopping it as well even if it is a joke um right guys hehe c",).

Happy birthday Gar!!. Okhay I have to do this since its my birthday I'm thankful to the peeps who been with me through thick and thin and to those peeps who macde my life a living hell and for others who are rough on me, I know why na thanks for your concern and care even if you don't show it I know it . oo

Isang tulog na lang! but to those early
birds who are excited to go home and spend their Holy Week and all, Ingatz peeps
and have a great time with your friends and family, As for the us , get back to
work! hehehe my last exam is ComE 222 I hope Ma'am Go would give us a break and
pass us all instead of taking the test. Well we cannot force Ma'am from doing it
(Just a suggestion *raising a hand*).Anyways, because of my ambitious minded
attitude plus the baga'g nawong I'll apply for a job after the exams, hmmm.. I
hope I got hired its kinda rough and hard to speak fluent english then you're
killer smile pa hehehe what do you guys? Am I the next MTV VJ their looking for?
(Bangag Nawong !)

Happy Birthdays.
James Happy Birthday! May your 20 years living here on earth is
worthwhile, bitaw oi The more you grow you grow more ...beautiful unsay Birthday
wish mo diay?. Karl! Advance Happy Birthday!
Grabe Bilib ko nimo bai thanks for making my day yesterday, yeah I know I was a
jerk in the psychology exams but at least you lessen my guilt trip thanks kaayo
bai! Who else... hmmm

Guilt Trip. yeah I did something stupid
sowy guys I'm not thinking well that time. I ask my teacher in psychology if a
portion of our test needs explanation so she said of course then she stand up
and add the darn thing "Explain Briefly" then what comes next? let's see there
were Grunts, Complains, Violent Reactions and Name Cursing whee! what a day!

Whaaat! A Gay Blog ?! .
Leslie! yeah I guess its too gay and gurlie but I like the way it was
made colorful, simple and no sexual preferences hehehe well thanks for your
comment, It was quite funny, I didn't realized that. Ok I'll try to research
more on the possible effects of my site like possible blindness and inferiority
complex hahaha just kidding!

A Reinforcement. Hey
T.G. Peeps especially the Probes grabe ka nindot daw ang impromptu
nyo, Oh yeah! Congrats sad Kay Divine Betty La TG, you made Julius Laugh a lot,
You also made my day great I made me forget the guilt trip moment hehe thanks
Keep It Up!!

Turn Over and Over Again! Because of some
hectic schedules of the members as well as the probes, the Recognition rites was
move from Sun-Mon to Tue-Wed sched, therefore I am sexy and excited to tell you
na I can come to the turnover ceremnies ng CEC yeah!
John you have to be there ok and so as Mitch
lets just say its worth a million of dollars if you  missed this one I
guarantee you peeps.

2 days to go! Hala hapit na ang vacation!
I hope you got you're priorities straight ha? Remember: its better fail once,
twice and trice ...if you are an engineer but if you're not tsk tsk tsk.

Blog Addiction. OMG! I got infected by
the blog virus which cause me to log in every hour just to update my blog and
see if people tag etc etc. oh will somebody help me ... but then again its
starting to become a vice more than a habit (very bad). But it also doesn't mean
that I'm neglecting my studies no way! I'll just have to make ways to adjust
myself and maybe control myself from logging on an hour after or so (I hope
so...). You know the brighter side of it, it made me recall my 4th yr. days in
High School in our Computer class, on how to marquee, create table etc. not only
that I'm making a personal thesis on html and how to improve them better , see
its not that all bad c",)

CD Write and Read. Not only I got
addicted in blogs and html's I got also tempted to buy blank C.D.s I got
addicted to write mp3's and all the songs that is craving my ears to hear and
the good thing is, its for free (well not that free I guess a condition or
agreement). So, peeps don't hesitate and grab the opportunity especially if its
for free yay!

Song in mind: Walkin on sunshine- J. Lopez  
this song is ironic but when you try to
think of it .. hey wouldn't it be great that you don't care what time it is as
long as you're having fun walking on sunshine in the middle of the night with
your friends.

"Walking On Sunshine"
Jennifer Lopez

I can't wait, wanna see
How this night is gonna be
Just a touch, away
From a feeling that is here to stay

We can make it last forever baby
Our love will stand the test of time
In the middle of our world
I'll be waiting for you to be all mine

1 - We're walkin' on sunshine
In the middle of the night
And it feels like I'm somewhere above the sky, I, I, I

Take my hand and close your eyes
Say the sweet little things that make me cry
Catch my tears with a kiss
These special moments do exist

We can make it last forever baby
Our love will stand the test of time
In the middle of our world
I'll be waiting for you to be all mine

Repeat 1

2 - Let's take a chance and try love baby
No I'm not givin' up
Till you tell me that you'll be in my life
Until the end of time

Repeat 1
Repeat 2
Repeat 1 till end

You are GHOST! Cheeky & sneaky in a creative way. You're the jack-in-the-box that's the life of the party, but your sense of humour shields a softer, more sensitive self that you like to keep a secret.

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