I feel mushy cge na lang uy pagbigyan nyo nako i just want to remind to all those people who I care so much this thing that people tend to forget thru these words can make ur day worth living...

Have I told you lately that I love you
Have I told you there’s no one else above you
Fill my heart with gladness
Take away all my sadness
Ease my troubles that’s what you do

For the morning sun in all it’s glory
Greets the day with hope and comfort too
You fill my life with laughter
And somehow you make it better
Ease my troubles that’s what you do
There’s a love that’s divine
And it’s yours and it’s mine like the sun
And at the end of the day
We should give thanks and pray
To the one, to the one

Have I told you lately that I love you
Have I told you there’s no one else above you
Fill my heart with gladness
Take away all my sadness
Ease my troubles that’s what you do

There’s a love that’s divine
And it’s yours and it’s mine like the sun
And at the end of the day
We should give thanks and pray
To the one, to the one

And have I told you lately that I love you
Have I told you there’s no one else above you
You fill my heart with gladness
Take away my sadness
Ease my troubles that’s what you do
Take away all my sadness
Fill my life with gladness
Ease my troubles that’s what you do
Take away all my sadness
Fill my life with gladness
Ease my troubles that’s what you do

naicip mo ba na......?
Message: It hurts 2 luv sum1 who doesnt giv u d time of
day.but it hurts more wen u realize dat sum1
u dont giv d time of day luved u & gave it up
coz u luved another
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Looks may capture the eyes but it's the
personality that captures the heart.
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The virtue of love isnt finding the perfect
person, but by loving the imperfect person
perfectly.
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If love isnt a game then why are there so
many players?
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u luv coz u weep.u weep coz u hurt.u hurt coz
u fail.u fail coz u try.u try coz u need.u need
coz u want.u want coz u feel.u feel coz u live.u
live coz u luv
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Some thoughts are better kept unsaid.some
feelings are better kept to urself.because
love has its way of expressing itself despite
the silence.
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Dont find love.let love find you.That's why it's
called falling in love coz you dont force
yourself to fall- you just do!
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If you want me to fall for you- you have to give
me something worth tripping over.
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love is not how u 4get but how u forgive.not
how u listen but how u understand.not what
u
see but what u feel & not how u let go but
how u hold on.
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Love is like quicksand the deeper you fall in
the harder it is to get out
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People say dat wen luv comes knocking on
ur door let it in.But sumtimes luv comes
through a backdoor & by the time u notice its
on its way out.
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*In Reality*. The Player Isn't Actually
Playing The Other Person...He's Playing
Himself...You can close your eyes to things
you dont want to see. but u cant close your
heart to things you dont want to feel.


HAPPY VALENTINES (^_^)

My Way to start the year right! A Couple of Wild Angst :p

Para sa mga tanga at gago '05
Message: "May mga taong GAGO may mga taong TANGA
pagnagmahal kang ayaw sayo GAGO ka! pag di
mo alam na may nagmahal sayo TANGA ka! Alam
ko GAGO ako sana lang di ka TANGA"

Sa Ma-igo Lang Phuleaze!!! c",)

Should auld acquaintance be forgot,
And never brought to mind?
Should auld acquaintance be forgot,
And auld lang syne?

CHORUS:
For auld lang syne, my dear,
For auld lang syne,
We'll tak a cup of kindness yet,
For auld lang syne!

And surely ye'll be your pint-stowp,
And surely I'll be mine,
And we'll tak a cup o kindness yet,
For auld lang syne!

We twa hae run about the braes,
And pou'd the gowans fine,
But we've wander'd monie a weary fit,
Sin auld lang syne.

We twa hae paidl'd in the burn
Frae morning sun till dine,
But seas between us braid hae roar'd
Sin auld lang syne.

And there's a hand my trusty fiere,
And gie's a hand o thine,
And we'll tak a right guid-willie waught,
For auld lang syne

This is your certified friendster Gary
wishing you a brand new start this new
year let's jive at 2005!!!

Pls Suport Joy and Bevs by Requesting their song "Kulang na Kulang" at your favorite radio stations before their media and mtv launch on december 16, 6pm Dish ABS CBN, QC Thanks

for more info about their them log in to http://joyandbevs.tk/

KULANG NA KULANG
(J.Salera)

Sa tuwing magkasama
Parang bale wala
Nagmumukhang hangin
Dumaang bale wala
Ni ayaw mong hawakan aking kamay

Kulang na kulang ba
Hindi pa ba sapat
Inubos kong lahat
Panahon ko sa iyo
Anong gagawin
Di mo pinapansin
Etong damdamin
Aking Paglalambing

Minsan ako’y nakahalata
Ika’y tulala
Malalim ang iniisip
Malayo ang tingin
Aking nalaman
Nabaling sa iba
ang nilalaman ng iyong damdamin

Repeat chorus

Bridge:

Buong magdamag, nag-isip kung bakit
Paanong nangyari, ito sa akin
Ayaw mo na pala, ba’t di mo sinabi
Nagsawa ka na, paano na?



Repeat Chorus (2x)

huwag na huwag mong sasabihin
kitchie nadal


May gusto ka bang sabihin
Ba't 'di mapakali
Ni hindi makatingin
Sana'y 'wag mo na itong palipasin
At subukang lutasin
Sana'y sinabi mo na


REFRAIN
Iba'ng nararapat sa akin
Na tunay kong mamahalin


CHORUS
Oh, huwag na huwag mong sasabihin
Na hindi mo nadama itong
Pag-ibig kong handang
Ibigay kahit pa kalayaan mo


Ano man ang iyong akala
Na ako'y isang bituin
Na walang sasambahin
'Di ko man ito ipakita
Abot-langit ang daing
Sana'y sinabi mo na


[Repeat REFRAIN]
[Repeat CHORUS]


At sa gabi, sinong duduyan sa 'yo
At sa umaga, ang hangin ang hahaplos sa 'yo


Oh oh


[Repeat CHORUS]

Liwanag Sa Dilim
[ Rivermaya ]

Ituring ang iyong sariling
Tagahawi ng ulap
Sa kalangitang kulimlim
Kampanang yayanig
Sa bawat nilalang
Magigising ang lupang
Kulang sa dilig

Ikaw ang magsasabing
“Kaya mo to!”
Tulad ng isang tanglaw
Sa gitna ng bagyo

Isigaw mo sa hangin
Tumindig at magsilbing
Liwanag
Liwanag sa Dilim
Harapin mong magiting
Ang bagong awitin
Ikaw ang
Liwanag sa Dilim

At sa paghamon mo
Sa agos ng ating kasaysayan
Uukit ka ng bagong daan

Ikaw ang aawit ng
“Kaya mo to!”
‘Sang panalangin
Sa gitna ng gulo

Lei! This song is for you dedicated sa yo my angel I may be damn sad and miserable tonight but I think of you take care always!

My Boo
Usher

[Usher intro:]

There's always that one person
That will always have your butt
You'll never see it coming
Cause you're blinded from the start
Know that you're that one for me
It's clear for everyone to see
Ooh baby ooh you'll always be my boo. You gotta rock your way to this one.

[Alicia intro:]

I don't know bout cha'll
But I know about us and uh
This is the only way
We know how to rock
I don't know bout cha'll
But I know about us and uh
This is the only way
We know how to rock

[Usher Verse:]

Do you remember girl
I was the one who gave you your first kiss
Cause I remember girl
Cause you was the one, who said put your lips like this
Even before all the fame and
People screaming your name
Girl I was there when you were my baby

[Chorus:]
[Usher:]
It started when we were younger
You were mine my boo
Now another brother's taking over
But its still in your eyes my boo
Even though we used to argue it's alright
I know we haven't seen each other my boo
In awhile but you will always be my boo

[Alicia:]
I was in love with you when we were younger
You were mine my boo
And I see it from time to time
I still feel like my boo
And I can see it no matter
How I try to hide my boo
Even though there's another man in my life
You will always be my boo

[Alicia Verse:]

It's like remember boy
Cause after we kissed
I could only think about your lips
Yes I remember boy
The moment I knew
You were the one
I could spend my life with
Even before all the fame
And people screaming your name
I was there and you were my baby

[Chorus:]
[Usher:]
It started when we were younger
You were mine my boo
Now another brother's taking over
But its still in your eyes my boo
Even though we used to argue it's alright
I know we haven't seen each other
In awhile but you will always be my boo

[Alicia:]
I was in love with you when we were younger
You were mine my boo
And I see it from time to time
I still feel like my boo
And I can see it no matter
How I try to hide my boo
Even though there's another man in my life
You will always be my boo

[Usher:]
My oh, My oh, My oh, My oh, My Boo

[Alicia:]
My oh, My oh, My oh, My oh, My Boo

[Chorus:]
[Usher:]
It started when we were younger
You were mine my boo
Now another brother's taking over
But its still in your eyes my boo
Even though we used to argue it's alright
I know we haven't seen each other
In awhile but you will always be my boo

[Alicia & Usher:]

I don't know bout cha'll
But I know about us and uh
This is the only way
We know how to rock
I don't know bout cha'll
But I know about us and uh
This is the only way
We know how to rock

A Song of Angst Part 2

In life there are times na when reality bites hard and challenges seems to be that heavy, we fall and try to rise up to the occassion kasi kailangan, hindi lahat nang tao nakakarecover lalong lalo na kung napakasakit or personally nakakasira sa relationship itself,
my pdhr teacher told me it's either you sink or swim to the deep waters of life's challenges. napakadaling sabihin mahirap gawin especially kung malakas manghigop ang tubig... minsan kasi hindi natin nakikita ang tunay na dahilan kung bakit ang tao ganyang ganyan na lang ang pagdaramdam sa mga bagay-bagay na para sa atin ay wala lang na para sa atin "no big deal"na para sa atin kaya pang lumangoy
people break down through a lot of reasons and excusesacceptance? I remember a friend who said " hindi ko pa kayang maaccept ito but eventually I can but hindi pa sa ngayon"and you know what tama sya...hindi sa lahat ng bagay accept lang nang accept na ganun kadali
A person can only accepts it kung walang pumipilit, may sumosuporta at taos puso nya itong kukunin....
You cannot force a person to eat something that he doesn't want to eatkasi kung pipilitin mo, madidigest nga nya ito, pero one of this days isusuka rin nya ito pabalik
I am in the state of breaking down and grabe kadepressed but we all know that suicide is not an option, I'm stupid enough to get drunk with all these emotions but not that stupid to end my life....
My intention in my previous post is to express how I felt in the last semester and I am crying and thinking out loud... "Am I ready?" Ready ba ko next sem, for more emotions I might encounter. And honestly, I didn't expect someone to reply on my post I thought bumabasa lang sila then turn to the next post from their friends but there is and good or bad man ang naging comment nya he/she should be ready for the response for I have humbly accepted his/her reply... masakit man yun or hindi.
"Let us all remember that when we post something in the board whether your intention is to motivate, cheer, kill, iasar or whatever it is, expect a reply painful man or joyful it is something that we should know before we do something and never expect na lahat mo agree nimo iba iba ang emotions and reaction nang tao do not compare do not differentiate ... offended ka ba or you just can't understand why this guy is suddenly became way pessimistic about life. its so hard to analyze this person... why? have you been to his shoes lately? Do you know what this guy has been going through? "
sa mga nagreply thank you sa mga bumasa thank you sa mga nakakarelate I'm with you sa hindi naman I understand

Something worth reading

Sometimes, in our relentless efforts to find the person we love we fail to recognize and appreciate the people who love us. We miss out on so many beautiful things simply because we allow ourselves to be enslaved by our own selfish concerns. Go for the man of deeds and not for the man of words for you will find rewarding happiness not with the man you love but the man who loves you more. The best lovers are those capable of loving from a distance far enough to allow the person to grow, but never too far to feel the love deep within your being. TO LET GO OF SOMEONE DOESN'T MEAN YOU HAVE TO STOP LOVING, IT ONLY MEANS THAT YOU ALLOW THAT PERSON TO FIND HIS OWN HAPPINESS WITHOUT EXPECTING HIM TO COME BACK. Letting go is not just setting the other person free, but it is also setting yourself free from all bitterness, hatred, and anger that you keep in your heart. Do not let the bitterness rare away your strength and weaken your faith, and never allow pain to dishearten you, but rather let yourself grow with wisdom in bearing it. You may find peace in just loving someone from a distance not expecting anything in return. But be careful, for this can sustain life but can never give enough room for us to grow. We can all survive with just beautiful memories of the past but real peace and happiness come only with open acceptance of what reality is today. There comes a time in our lives when we chance upon someone so nice and beautiful and we just find ourselves getting so intensely attracted to that person. This feeling soon becomes a part of our everyday lives and eventually consumes our thoughts and actions. The sad part of it is when we begin to realize that this person feels nothing more for us than just friendship, we start our desperate attempt to get noticed and be closer but in the end our efforts are still unrewarded and we end up being sorry for ourselves. You don't have to forget someone you love. What you need to learn is how to accept the verdict of reality without being bitter or sorry for yourself. Believe me, you would be better off giving that dedication and love to someone more deserving. Don't let your heart run your life, be sensible and let your mind speak for itself. Listen not only to your feelings but to reason as well. Always remember that if you lose someone today, it means that someone better is coming tomorrow: If you lose love that doesn't mean that you failed in love. Cry if you have to, but make it sure that the tears wash away the hurt and the bitterness that the past has left you. Let go of yesterday and love will find its way back to you. And when it does, pray that it may be the love that will stay and last a lifetime. There are two ways to live your life. One is through nothing is a miracle. The other is through everything is a miracle.

"Everybody's Changing"
You say you wander your own land
But when I think about itI don't see how you can
You're aching, you're breaking
And I can see the pain in your eyes
Says everybody's changing
And I don't know why

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same

You're gone from here
And soon you will disappear
Fading into beautiful light
Cause everybody's changing
And I don't feel right

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same

A Song of Angst
WARNING: CONTAINS VULGAR WORDS NOT FOR THE WEAK HEARTED
warning: if you're tired and just want to read something good, read somewhere else thanks you

gikapoy nako!!!!! what has the world has gone gaga na ay ambut lang. I can't believe it!!! for the 2nd time around!!! wa ko nagrant ng scholarship sa TG!!! I hate this!!! its so ironic here I am doing the follow up sa among scholarship only to find out na na disqualified ako bullshit kaaayo I'm suffering from this fucking fatigue that affected my game sa air hockey competition ni walang taong nagcheer sakin nobody was there to support me..... I spent the whole afternoon doing a file sa registration sa akong org which is ironically the job of my secretary shit tang ina!!@!!!!!! ang sama mo this should be your job mangiiwan ka sa ere takte ka!!!!!!!
I hate you people ang sama nyo grabe kayo mangdiscriminate kabaw mo nakakapatay yang ginagawa nyo how could you alam ko ng mag grupo grupo kayo mga elitista i tot tayo tayo yung pala kayokayo grabe naman! and to think na moaccept mo ng people and thier uniqueness putchang ina!!!!!!! motherfucker!!!!! malisyoso as if magtatagal kayo wish ko lang maranasan at maramdaman nyo yung nang yayari sakin !!!!!!!!!! Grabeha gud ninyo aren't you happy na i got a position sa another org a higher position pa yung iba naman dyan ganun din ah bat ayaw nyong sabiohin sa iba bakit jsut because i am a mother fucking underdog gaganyanin nyo ko well dont you worry pagnamastwer ko na tong art na to I'l,l change to a job na hindi magugustuhan fuck shit nyo uy if you don;'t understand people like me well fine i just hope na hindi kayo makarating sa event na ganunin din kayo an sama nyo ...... i hope you are happy you traitor backstabber ka who cant go on with your life becuase hindi nya madawat na naapakan ang iyang pride how could tang ina mo SHITTT AS IN SHIT KA SHIT KA HOPE YOU BURN IN HELL

Beauty queen of only eighteenShe had some trouble with herselfHe was always there to help herShe always belonged to someone elseI drove for miles and milesAnd wound up at your doorI?ve had you so many times but somehowI want moreI don?t mind spending everydayOut on your corner in the pouring rainLook for the girl with the broken smileAsk her if she wants to stay awhileAnd she will be lovedShe will be lovedTap on my window knock on my doorI want to make you feel beautifulI know I tend to get insecureIt doesn?t matter anymoreIt?s not always rainbows and butterfliesIt?s compromise that moves us alongMy heart is full and my door?s always openYou can come anytime you wantI don?t mind spending everydayOut on your corner in the pouring rainLook for the girl with the broken smileAsk her if she wants to stay awhileAnd she will be lovedShe will be lovedI know where you hideAlone in your carKnow all of the things that make you who you areI know that goodbye means nothing at allComes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls

usic: All kinds of music actually depende sa mood... like If its a party then Hiphop and Dance Remixesbut kung relax-relax opm acoutics and soul-out rnb's. I can be baduy sometimes especially pagtinotopak ako I could sing the most baduy songs from otso otso to cutie cute cute. I am a sucker for snetimental love songs and those classics that's my lullaby whenever I get to sleep. My fave song as of now ? its "Rainbow" by Southborders and "Hinahanap ng Puso" by Gloc 9.


Movies:
Best Romantic Movie-"My Sassy Girl"

Best Horror Movie- "The Ring""

Best Reality Movie- "American Adobo" & "Life or something like it"

Best Comedy Movie- "Crying Ladies"

Best Musical Movie- "Chicago" & "Moulin Rouge"

Best Teen Movie- "She's all that" & "A Walk to Remember"

Best Drama Movie-"Tanging Yaman"

Best Action Movie- "Clean Swept"

Best Fantasy- "Harry Potter", "LOTR" & "Star Wars"

Best Filipino Movie- "Abandonada"

Best Foreign Movie- "The Patriot"



Television:
Best Teen Series- Dawson's Creek and Smallville

Best Comedy Series- "Ok fine Whatever" " Will and Grace"
"Just Shoot Me" "Spin City"

Best Action Series- "24" "CSI" & "Alias"

Best Reality Series- "Survivor All Series" "Amazing Race" "Star Struck"

Best Drama Series- Cge aaminin ko lahat ng Pinoy Soap Opera

at Teleserye Dyan sorry walang mapanood! Endless Love series

Best News- "Insider"

Best Gameshow- "Extra Challenge" "K!"

Best Fantasy Series- "Charmed" "Buffy"

Best Talk Show- "Morning Girls" "The Buzz"

Best Horror Series- "The twilight zone"

Best Variety Show- "ASAP Mania"

Best Noontime Show- "MTB"

Best Music Channel- "Myx"

Best Cartoon- "Spongebob!"

Best Anime- "Fushigi Yuugi"



Books: "Irreverent Acting" by Eric Morris

Heroes: Jose Rizal

10 important things in yar bag(10 is the highest)

10. Cellphone!
9. Extra T-Shirt
8. Cd's
7. ballpen
6. notebooks (cyempre skul eh..)
5. keys ng bahay
4. Diskettes for Saving
3. Tickler for my Orgs
2. Timezone Card
1. ID

9 things you wear everyday:
1. brief
2. pants
3. socks
4. belt
5. sapatos
6. bracelet given by my cousin
7. my killer smile
8. optional- Hood or Cap
9. shmpre shirt ko


8 of your favorite foods:
1. spaghetti
2. pizza pie
3. pancit canton
4. piattos and nova
5. mashed potato
6. ngohiong! ngohiong!
7. sitaw
8. carrots n corn


7 of your closest friends(ters)(those on your
friendster account):

1. John ( he introduced me into this)
2. Kittin(certified friendster addict)
3. Toffee(1st friendster na hindi ko kilala pero in-add ko)
4. Bennizza (one of the best testimonials for me ngek!)
5. Julius (the longest testimonial for me!)
6. Ryjan ( the dumbest testimonial for me)
7. Kapamilyang TG(My first na Org sa Friendster!)

6 of your favorite movies:

1. My Sassy Girl!
2. Life or something like that
3. A walk to remember
4. Chicago
5. She's all that
6. Crying Ladies

5 things in your room:

1. My CPU
2. Old Files and memorabilias
3. mirror, bed and other ek ek
4. Clock
5. Electric Fan

4 things you ate today:

1. Century Tuna
2. Cafe Latte + Omelet Raisin Cookie
3. Sandwich
4. kanin!

3 THINGS you could not live without:

1. cellphone
2. money
3. a home

2 books/magazine you recently read:

1. Irrevent Acting by Eric Morris
2. El Filibusterismo/ Noli Me Tangere

1 person you can't go a day without mentioning:
1. Me, My other Self, my other other self and I

TOP 10 REASONS TO DATE AN ENGINEER

10. the world does revolve around us... we chose
the coordinate system.
9. no "couple" enjoy a better "moment".
8. we know how to handle stress and strain in a
relationship.
7. we have significant figures.
6. we have taken a course on the motion of rigid
bodies.
5. projectile motion... need we say more?
4. engineers do it to specification.
3. according to Newton, if two bodies interact,
their forces are equal and opposite.
2. we know it's not the length of the vector
that counts, but how you apply the force.
1. we know the Right Hand Rule.

BURN BY USHER

[Intro]

I don't understand why

See it's burning me to hold onto this

I know this is something I gotta do

But that don't mean I want to

What I'm trying to say is that I-love-you I just

I feel like this is coming to an end

And its better for me to let it go

now than hold on and hurt you

I gotta let it burn

[Verse 1]

It's gonna burn for me to say this

But it's comin from my heart

It's been a long time coming

But we been fell apart

Really wanna work this out

But I don't think you're gonna change

I do but you don't

Think it's best we go our separate ways

Tell me why I should stay in this relationship

When I'm hurting baby

I ain't happy baby

Plus theres so many other things

I gotta deal with

I think that you should let it burn

[Chorus]

When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to

But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to

Even though this might bruise you

Let it burnLet it burn

Gotta let it burn

Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you

Hate the thought of her being with someone else

But you know that it's over

We know that it's through

Let it burnLet it burn

Gotta let it burn

[Verse 2]Sendin' pages I ain't supposed toGot somebody here but I want youCause the feelin ain't the same find myselfCallin' her your nameLadies tell me do you understand?Now all my fellas do you feel my pain?It's the way I feelI know I made a mistakeNow it's too lateI know she ain't comin backWhat I gotta do nowTo get my shorty backOoo ooo ooo oooohMan I don't know what I'm gonna doWithout my boooYou've been gone for too longIt's been fifty-leven days, um-teen hoursImma be burnin' till you return (let it burn)[Chorus]When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want toBut you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used toEven though this might bruise youLet it burnLet it burnGotta let it burnDeep down you know it's best for yourself but youHate the thought of her being with someone elseBut you know that it's overWe know that it's throughLet it burnLet it burnGotta let it burn[Bridge]I'm twisted cuz one side of me is tellin' me that I need to move onOn the other side I wanna break down and cry (ooooh)I'm twisted cuz one side of me is tellin' me that I need to move onOn the other side I wanna break down and cry (yeah)[Breakdown]Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooohOoh ooh oooh (can ya feel me burnin'?)Ooh ooh ooh oooh ooh ooohSo many days, so many hoursI'm still burnin' till you return[Chorus]When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want toBut you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used toEven though this might ruin youLet it burnLet it burnGotta let it burnDeep down you know it's best for yourself but youHate the thought of her being with someone elseBut you know that it's overWe know that it's throughLet it burnLet it burnGotta let it burn

From the bottom of my broken heart

"Never look back," we said how was I to know I'd miss you so? Loneliness up ahead, emptiness behind Where do I go?
And you didn't hear all my joy through my tears all my hopes through my fears did you know, still I miss you somehow?
From the bottom of my broken heart there's just a thing or two I'd like you to know you were my first love, you were my true love from the first kisses to the very last rose from the bottom of my broken heart even through time may find me somebody new you were my real love I never knew love 'til there was you from the bottom of my broken heart
"Baby," I said, "please stay. Give our love a chance for one more day" we could have worked things out taking time is what love's all about
But you put a dart through my dreams through my heart and I'm back where I started again never thought it would end
From the bottom of my broken heart there's just a thing or two I'd like you to know you were my first love, you were my true love from the first kisses to the very last rose from the bottom of my broken heart even through time may find me somebody new you were my real love I never knew love 'til there was you from the bottom of my broken heart
You promised yourself but to somebody else and you made it so perfectly clear still I wish you were here
From the bottom of my broken heart there's just a thing or two I'd like you to know you were my first love, you were my true love from the first kisses to the very last rose from the bottom of my broken heart even through time may find me somebody new you were my real love I never knew love 'til there was you from the bottom of my broken heart
"Never look back," we said how was I to know I'd miss you so?

A Comment from a Stressful and Overly Workaholic Me hehehe Whoa today is a very busy day! Sabi pa nga ni Rosana "Walang Pahinga" harharharharhar Imagine ha! For the whole month of August ang mga sunday ko may appointment swerte swerte lang kung may holiday, Let's see Foundation day sa USC ngayong Sunday na to meron kaming Grand Opening ng USC Foundation Day sa Talamban Campus, practice dito practice doon, and for the first time magsasama ang USC Choristers, USC Dance Troupe at USC Theatre Guild in one Grande Performance 6pm po (hehehe parang nagpuplug!) ok go! After that next day USC Coronation Day of course pupunta kaming mga taga-TG. We're going to support our Kapamilya na si Reza from the College of Education!! Anyways, mga Sundays ko puro na lang Workshops with Ma'am Daisy Baad ang saya! overnight pa. Meron pa! eto wala sa schedule ko pero pag tumawag ay! kailangan gawin Shooting ng Movie "Usahay" grabe! Can't Wait! Yeah I admit mas masaya pa ko kaysa nag cocomplain sa mga schedules ko, pero hindi naman maiiwasan na mastress out ka talaga at magkaroon ng mga black eyes ang mata mo sa kakapuyat hehehehe. Finally I can visit talamban campus sana nandun sila pero I doubt it! Its a sunday man Family Day and Stuff. Message Koh! John: Nice Web Site I fits your mood! Grabe I'm happy for you, Sorry pala hindi ako nakapunta sa TC nung Birthday mo busy talaga ako dito next time na lang at sana hindi ka rin Busy no! thanks Lisa: Hi Lis hows helsinki! How totful of you for the pasalubong thingie thanks a lot I'm looking forward of seeing you well I hope my advice did help a lot rather than cause enough destruction hehehe be happy and BELIEVE! Lea: Hi I miss you na mag message ka naman sa tag board if you're reading this again sensya busy na masyado ako ahalo hindi ako makauwi sa bahay dahil sa work ko. Yeah you might be wondering na first pa ko andami ko nang ginagawa well you know naman I have to catch up na para sabay akong makagraduate with my fellow batch mates ayokong ma late kakahiya na nun. Maia: OI! Musta naman ka! Pagblog daw! Everyone: have a happy vacation or foundation week!!!!!

All Apologies

Hi leigh! musta ka na hey I'm really sorry kung mga times na tumatawag ka then wala ako honestly hindi ako nagtatago swear! heheheh talagang ginagabi na ako ng paguwi because of my work and school stuff I'm sorry sorry sorry talaga I plan nga to do this blog for you kaso nga lang naunahan mo nanaman ako ng tag board mo I owe you a lot na hope you got me I keep on thinking how many times ka nang mainis dahil wala ako sa bahay sensya na talaga don't worry pag makaluwag luwag ako at ma "timingan" mo ako promise I'll talk to yeha hehehehe
musta na life me? ok lang kakatapos lang ng exam namin though merong napospone na exam its Business Math namin sayang ganadong ganado pa kong mag aral sa subject na yun na pospone na lang bigla kakakinis! anyways, I have to park na my keyboard when you read this letter I'll be at somewhere baka sa bahay na or baka nasa TG office pa take a while guess hehehh stupid ko no? Wala kasing net sa bahay im in a cafe rightnow :( hope to hear form you soon ok

oh by the way you know this song wala lang :)

I miss you by Klymaxx

I thought I heard your voice yesterday

When I turned around to say

That I loved you than I realized

And it was just my mind

Playing tricks on meIt seems colder lately at night

And I try to sleep with the lights on

Everytime when the phone rings

I pray to God it's youI just can`t believe

That we`re through

I miss you

There`s no other way to say it

And I, and I can deny itI miss you

It`s so easy to see

Marc Dorsey - I Crave I wake up to shadows,touching your pillow looking,for a trace of your smile. And that’s when it hit me, you’re no longer with me, in fact is been quite a while, since I sit here drinking coffee as you sipped your tea, and you swore you’d always love ,and care for me. And even though there is no more us to save. Its you I crave I crave your touch, I crave your lips, I miss so much, the excitement of your kiss, and since your gone, my heart won’t behave, its your love that I still crave. It may look like I’m happy, people who know me, they know I’m not doing so well. I heard that you been dating, and though I been waiting, I had found you and no one else. And just the thought of never waking up with, you again, always turned me inside out, how could, we let it end, And even there is no more us to save. Its you I crave I crave your touch, I crave your lips, I miss so much, the excitement of your kiss, and since your gone, my heart won’t behave, its your love that I still crave. I should have known, I should have seen, cause you were always, there, inside my every dream. know that I will try, love will never die, I think of you and I, Night and day, though, my, mind, knows, its too late, to say, your love I crave> I crave your touch, I crave your lips, I miss so much, the excitement of your kiss, and since your gone, my heart won’t behave, its your love that I still crave I crave your touch, I crave your lips, I miss so much, the excitement of your kiss, and since your gone, my heart won’t behave, its your love that I still crave> crave for, your, touch, crave, for your lips, since you been gone, my heart won’t behave> I crave for your touch, I crave for your lips, I’m missing you so much, I need your kiss, and since you been gone, my heart just won’t behave…its your love that I still crave>I crave your love love love....crave in the morning(fade out)

A Lesson on Letting Go and Acceptance

Sometimes, in our relentless efforts to find the
person we love we fail to recognize and
appreciate the
people who love us. We miss out on so many
beautiful
things and simply because we allow ourselves to be
enslaved by our own selfish concerns. Go for the
man
of deeds and not for the man of words for you will
find rewarding happiness not with the man you
love but
the man who loves you more.

The best lovers are those who are capable of
loving
from a distance, far enough to allow the other
person
to grow, but never too far to feel the love deep
within your being. To let go of someone doesn't
mean
you have to stop loving, it only means that you
allow
that person to find his own HAPPINESS without
expecting him to come back. Letting go is not just
setting the other person free, but it is also
setting
yourself free from all fears, bitterness, hatred,
and
anger that you keep in your heart.

Do not let the bitterness rare away your strength
and
weaken your faith, and never allow pain to
dishearten
you, but rather let you grow with wisdom in
bearing
it. You may have found peace in just loving
someone
from a distance not expecting anything in return.
But
be careful, for this can sustain life but can
never
give enough room for us to grow. We can all
survive
with just beautiful memories of the past but real
peace and happiness come only with open
acceptance of
what reality is today.

There comes a time in our lives when we chance
upon
someone so nice and we just find ourselves
getting so
intensely attracted to that person. This feeling
soon
become a part of our everyday lives and eventually
consumes our thoughts and actions. The sad part
of it
is when we begin to realize that this person feels
nothing more for us than just friendship, or the
feelings he might have for u is just too far from
how
you love him. We start our desperate attempt to
get
noticed and be closer but in the end our efforts
are
still unrewarded and we end up being sorry for
ourselves.

You don't have to be bitter on love. What you
need to
learn is how to accept the verdict of reality
without
being bitter or sorry for yourself Believe me, you
would be better off giving that dedication and
love to
someone more deserving. Don't let your heart run
your
life, be sensible and let your mind speak for
itself.
Listen not only to your feelings but to reason as
well.

Always remember that if you lose someone today, it
means that someone better is coming tomorrow: If
you
lose love that doesn't mean that you failed in
love.
Cry, if you have to, but make it sure that the
tears
wash away the hurt and the bitterness that the
past
has left with you. Let go of yesterday and love
will
find its way back to you. And when it does, pray
that it may be the love that will stay and last a
lifetime.

"When you lose someone... and you think you were
the
one who loved most, between the two of you... he
lost
more. For someday you can love someone the way
that
you loved him...But he will never be loved again
the
way that you did."