Halo guys! Belated Merry Christmas and an Advance Happy New Year! But before say goodbye to 2005 let us remember the song that touched our hearts, the hit makers of 2005 thanks to MYX.. your choice your music!

Top 20 Myx Video of the Year 2005

20. Since you've been gone - Kelly Clarkson (I think kelly delivered a big shout on goodbye relationship... a dont give a fu** no more attitude)

19. Helena - My Chemical Romance (The song I guess is a tribute to Helena the heartbreaker)

18. Wake me up when September ends - Green Day (This is my tribute song to those who are graduating or leaving too its not wake me up when march ends :p)

17. Kung wala ka - Hale (Whenever I hear this song I cant help but sing with it and get depress.. its a heartbreaking song as in!)

16. Bright Lights - Billy Crawford (Song reminds me of the TG Variety Show in Leyte)

15. I need you - Mark Bautista (didn't bother I'm not martir anymore or am I? hehehe)

14. You'll be safe here - Rivermaya (Ah! Spirits! seriously, its a very nice song makes you feel secure talaga when somebody you love will sing it to ya)

13. Same Ground - Kitchie Nadal ( I really dont get the song but some people love it!)

12. Beautiful Soul - Jesse McCarthey (nah! I like she's no you rather than this one)

11. Gemini - Sponge Cola (ha! whenver I hear the chorus of this song, I imagine a self-conscious guy who wants to check himself whether its ok if I do like this or not hehehehe Mas Nice ang KLSP)

10. Incomplete - Backstreet Boys (first it sucks but when you try to hear the song carefully... it still sucks even more so better listen to it once)

09. Untitled - Simple Plan (Angst! Angst! Angst!)

08. Stay - Cueshe (I'm Proud of Cebuano Bands maybe that's why I fell in love with this song!)

07. Kahit Pa - Hale (Reminds me of highschool days!)

06. Do Something - Britney Spears (reminds me of britney being a cute bitch to an instant mommy ayan kasi!)

05. True - Ryan Cabrera (I ignored this song at first but when I saw that it was on the charts it sounds kewl!)

04. We Belong together - Mariah Carey (A Shout of Love: We Belong together damn it! I'm proud of Mariah its a great year for her syempre! she's an Arian!)

03. Tell Me Where it Hurts - MYMP (Asan ang be ang masakit! MYMP rocks! they really know how to choose their music and do remake at lalo na yung Especially for You)

02. Love Moves in Mysterious Ways - Nina (Reminds me of Reza and Jondee! Need to say more?)

01. The Day you said goodnight - Hale (The #2 most use and abuse song of 2005 if I might add but then again... the song really made me cry but not anymore hehehe)

Pero for me that song is pang number 2 yan sa Pinoy Big Brother Theme oi! nummber 1 parin ang Pinoy Ako coz it always kicks my minds cant help but sing and dance into it!)

THIS IS MY YEARR!!

According to an advertisment from Studio 23 "Make this year... your year!" and It did coz you know what 2005 really rocked my world in so many ways possible from the ups to the downs from the dark and bright you name it... it happened!

January
Haay! My Sinulog was not a solo act anymore becuase I walked under the heat of the sun from Fuente Osmena and back with my Family. Watched a Capoeira Show, My first non-itchy henna tatoo(which is an element- Recca!), And not to mention freebies!

February

- The Red Letter Day was such an ordinary day until Dong Karyo came in! No its not actually Dong Karyo, Its the Dong Karyo Inter-skit Competition which the USC Theatre Guild (Yep that's us!) Won the 1st prize even though its our first time! Our Entry which entitled "Hagit" was directed by Ofelia Ancajas and Written/Stage Managed by Loyd Sato (a "lethal" combination...for success!). I personally felt the power of unity and passion among the peeps in TG as well as a big accomplishment for me connecting new org. and I meet a new friend in the name of Ms. Rudynah Entera.

Another wonderful event was that Ate Shaula got married to her long time bf kuya Jeff plus not to mention the blessing the bahay and it happened in a day whew!

March

I got a blast at SM where in there was an audition for MTV next VJ which only happens twice a month. With much confindence and guts I was so happy to be in the 2nd place in the TOP 10 Selected VJ's in Cebu... well too bad I didn't make it in manila but hell! I'm happy.

Another greatt thing that happened to me was I got MARRIED! Yes I got Married um well in the internet that is! hheehehe actually Level Up! (Ragnarok Online) launched their 5th installment of the game which entitled "Amatsu and Kunlun: the tale of two cities". There was a game there that we have to do 4 task in order to win some goodies. Unfortunately, the game also required a partner, since I'm alone I immediately snatch a girl who is crazy enough (like me) to join the game. Our first task was to know each other and a series of questions shall be asked and if we answer them right we'll proceed to the next task. Next was for my partner do a sing "Rock the Boat" while I'm dancing in to it. After that tiring (yet fun!) task was a big shocker... WE HAVE TO GET MARRIED! In order to do that we have to kidnap two people who will serve as a witness to our marraige as well as wear a wedding outfit and take our pic as an evidence that we got married. Finally, after that blushing moment hehehe we got our fortune told.... what lies ahead now that we're a couple. After all the task has been made we we're declare the 1st Ragna Couple to got married at Ayala Center Cebu kewl diba! I brought home some goodies.

My day wasn't over yet! I did the most daring thing I ever done in my life (exag!) I joined the Ragna CosPlay Contest! I wore the Bakulaw costume and painted myself put some colored paint in a mineral water bottle that looks like a potion and whala! I'm an Alchemist! Though I didnt won the contest because there is only 3 of us, we all took home another goody bag and 2000 pesos kewl! di ba!

Final Exam Saturday! the last day to end the 2nd semester. Sunsilk promoted the Mirror Mirror on the Bus! again at Ayala so before I miss anything I immediately passed my papers and head my way to Ayala to have a make over in my hair. I also texted Diana, classmate of mine to join the fun and taught her some of my tricks and stuff to be gutsy and have fun. I convinced her to join the Sunsilk Promo where in you have to make state ur story about some bad hair day until sunsilk came into her/his life and guess what she is got invited in the top 10 women all over the Philippines in chance of winning 1 million pesos! kewl! di ba?!

Let's not forget about TG! As the probees are now members after their hardwork, sweat, tears and (blood?! hehe) courage they DID IT! Congrats Peeps!

March also means my birthday Oh well! Another number 1 is added in the number 20. I celebrated my bday actually with myself but before my bday, I treated the TG peeps with some burger steak from Jollibee! Ang saya di ba! Happy Birthday Gar!

April

- Summa Time means back to books! Yep! for me to advance in my course I have to take Summer Classes its actually a tough summer since you have to take two hours per subject everyday but amidst all that I meet new friends, discoveries and being an INQUESTOR! Get intrigued, baffled and be a detective yep! Philippine Daily Inquirer Launched a reality based multi-media game last March which is entitled: "Inquest: The Mystery Game Adventure"!! It all started when Jerson Morales who was killed in the Purple Pear Bar in Makati last March and 6 people are suspected, my job is to track down the killer by gathering clues from newspaper (PDI), the internet (Inquestor Site even friendster!) and even in TV (Inquirer TV c/o ABC 5 ).

If you think na summer means wala ang TG Lifestyle ko well think again coz even in summer we got this oppurtunity to have a variety show not in Cebu but in Leyte kewl! di ba its a 3 days affair meaning I'll be absent for 3 days heheh ok lang I can catch up naman di ba Sir Mandane


May
as books continue to insert on my head so as my sleuthing in discovering who killed Jerson Morales... comes a more intense part! Coz Inquestor goes to Cebu yes!! a jump for joy for me. I can be able to meet the 6 suspects who now become popular as well as Jerson himself. Alas! disappointment changed my happy mood as only the promoter we're only there well at least they are here so what better way to spend my time in Ayala is by helping them promoting the game to our fellow Cebuanos. And what more kewl to end summer is to have a summer get away sa Moalboal thanks for the invite Zyra! its actually Zyra's Post Birthday heheehe

June-

as the Inquestor reached its climatic conclusion... starts the 1st semester of my 2nd year life in the office admin course. New class of friends, enemies and new org I joined in! as the OAd course finally merged with BA so does SOAd with SYBE as I became the accidental PRO of the Org. so thus my 3rd term as the PRO Internal of TG.

July-

In preparation for The 30th Anniv. of USC Theatre Guild, I got the most challenging task in TG its to be part of the business in the field of marketing, finance, house, documentation and publicity. It took a lot of energy and effort to accomplish almost all of it and at the end of the day it was my greatest contribution for the guild.

If you think my task is over think again! The Return of Bakulaw! yeah! I guess the role of Bakulaw was really meant for me after all and to think si Reich unta to para sa 2nd time ng Silangan kaso nga lang he hindi cya nakacommit because of some other responsibilities.

July also ended with a bang an almost a disaster bang when the SYBE Acquaintance Party in Maribago Blue Waters cause a lot of issues and problems which made some of the officers crash down but on the other hand I enjoyed the event since the people really showed a lot of effort to make the party a success.

August

- Midterms exam means cramming time!

USC Foundation Day also kicked off but for me, SYBE - CES launched the Market Exhibit 2005 with all corporations showcased their products. Yep work work work but at least I'm also helping the less fortunate people from Barrio Luz and Saint Arnold Janssen Parish.

And Of Course! Ang Kinaaabangan na Pinoy Big Brother and PBB Uplate na halos kinababaliwan ng lahat ng Pilipino. I met Rico, JB, Racquel, Jenny, Bob, Chix, Sam, Franzen, Say, Uma, Cass, Jason and Nene. kaya mga dude! maki Pinoy Big Brother na hehehe "Pinoy AKo Pinoy tayo! - Orange and Lemons".

September- Happy 30th Anniversary USC-Theatre Guild!!! Need to say more!

October-

Semestral Break Guys! at Oktoberfest na!! And what more to enjoy oktoberfest by drinking a mug of San Miguel Beer but for me why not work at mismong SMB Oktoberfest sa SM Fiesta Strip! It all started when Kuya Alvin, TG Alumni recruited us to be the program committee of the event, we met Kuya March, DJ Iceman and almost everybody who made the event successful, my job? Its actually my debut as a Stage Manager! Whopee! Manage the prizes, invite contestants, even do documentations, check bands status etc etc etcetera and of course the prize for hard work is sweet! As I got a San Mig Bag and sweldo! hehehe

November

2nd Sem strikes! and I'm glad to announce that I am now at my 3rd year in my OAd Curriculum! thanks to my summer class of course :) One of the best job landed in this month when THe 19th Phil. Advertising Congress was held in Cebu and man! it was the best! talaga! With all the new learnings and insights about the world of advertising and of course freebies, freebies and lotsa lotsa freebies sobrang dami parang nagshopping ka literally hehehehe I also met new friends coming from STC, UP, UC and even in La Salle in Manila just to join the best job in Phil. Ad Congress... being a student volunteer yeah!

With choices comes consequences and resposibility because of the said congress, I was absent for almost 2 weeks and thats a big problem... thankfully, my teachers we're really helpful (well not all of them but thanks anyways!). Another is a miss! Since the Philippines hosted the 23rd Sea Games and one of the chosen provinces is Cebu where there is also a need to student volunteer. Unfortunately, I wasn't able to join it because if I joined pa I might flunk my subjects and I won't risk it!

December

Naririto na ang paglilitis! "Ang Paglilitis ni Mang Serapio" directed by Loyd Sato which I think the gave impact to audiences and delivered the message of the play very well! Dec 3, 2005 Saturday at CAP! On my view, it was a war in the field the struggle to satisfy our sponsor was our main objective during that time (well magpicture picture sad!) but the weather is really not cooperating that morning becuase it rained hard fortunately, the rain stopped in the afternoon and we we're able to generate sales!

Premidterms attack but I guess the Christmas Vacation Virus infected everyone even the teachers got so excited on the 21st of December and have a vacation.

December also is a historical event for the 1st Pinoy Big Brother Winner, Nene Tamayo!

One of the coolest part of December is of course party! party! Party! (a.k.a. calorie calorie calorie!!! teehee!) One is a sybe Christmas Party wherein we celebrated at the B.A. Dept. yum yum!

Before Classes is over SYBE-CES ask for one last time event Dec. 19, Monday was also a big success as "CES: Forging Partnerships" where in big companies, firms and groups who made partnership with USC are recognized and be appreciated for their service.

And with the end of the Serapio play comes the production party ang saya! coz I consider it the one of the best party of the year!!! The party was help at Villa Teresita even though we encounter a lot of obstacles like being lost and everything we still enjoyed ourselves! We played games (aaaaahhh white team!), eat a lot (I mean pig alot!), swim and exchanged gifts even dance the PBB Theme together ang saya talaga!

If that's not enough another oppurtunity pops in as TG got invited to present a Christmas Presentation in Waterfront on Dec 25 pa dyud! (And to think I won't be back to waterfront after a long time! here comes a play!).

and of course Dec. 25 also calls for a family get together! As we meet my aunts, cousins and uncles and have Christmas Party(not to mention gifts !hehehe)

Haay Grabee the year that was! Indeed 2005 was my year! and sana 2006 would also be my year and y not?! only you can decide whether it'll be or not to be! The will to do it! ika nga :) so to all Have a Merry Christmas and A Happy New Year!!! : )

somethings money cant buy.

Message: life has been so bad lately, pero eto ako
pa2loy na humihinga, d naman maiiwasan
ang mga ganyang bagay, oo maiinis ka pero
dapat tangapin mo na lang. . . wag mo
pairalin ng higit ang emotion sa iyong utak. . .
dahil kung puro emosyon ang iyong
gagamitin, wala kang mapupuntahan. hay
buhay nga naman.
bkit ba lagi na lang ako iniiwan, ni wala man
lang nakaka-alala sakin, nakikita lng nila
pag may kailangan sila, pero sa mga oras na
kaw ang may kailangan wala na. . oo alam ko,
ilang beses nang paulitulit sinabi ng iba-ibat
tao ito. pero eto nnaman ako sinasabi, para
sana kahit papaano maramdaman ng
magbabasa nito na heto ako lagi handang
tumulong, pero kahit ganoon kailangan ko
parin ng tulong mula sa inyo. ewan ko kung
bakit ko ginagawa to, d ko na alam kung bakit
ba puro problema na lang dumadating sa
buhay, hindi ko nmn kinekwestyon pero, bakit
lagi nlng masama naririnig ko sa iba. . . wala
n b ko karapatan maging masaya? para tlga
kong timang. lam ko nmn walang
magbabasa nito. sa hinabahaba nito. . . at
alam ko ring walang panahon dahil exams
week na. . .ewan,
bakit kaya hanggang ngaun hindi parin ako
nakakakita ng taong pde kong tawagin na
tunay na kaibigan. . . bakit ikaw? masasabi
mo b na yang lagi mong kasama tunay na
kaibigan? hindi rin e. . . wala nmn patunay. . .d
m tlga malalaman. . . hay.. . ako? tanging
hiling ko lang. sana may taong lalapit sakin at
magiging kasama ko sa araw araw.. hehe. d
nmn ako mapili. . . basta gus2 sakin nung tao
ok na. . . ewan sadyang magulo akong tao d
ko nga alam kng bkit ko tlga ginagawa to.
haha. .
ewan. eh.. . . alam ko d lahat ng tao
nagugustuhan ugali ko. . . baka nga wala e.
pero sana kahit papaano magkaroon ako ng
something money cant buy.. isang kaibigan. .
....

As the rain pours hard tonight I was Fallen in Heaven naks!

Fallen

I can't believe it, you're a dream comin' true.
I can't believe how I have fallen for you.
And I was not looking, was content to remain.
And it's ironic to be back in the game.

You are the one who's led me to the sun.
How could I know that I was lost without you...

And I want to tell you, you control my rain..
And you should know that you are life in my veins.

You are the one who's led me to the sun.
How could I know that I was lost without you...

I can't believe it, you're a dream comin' true.
I can't believe how I have fallen for you.

And I was not looking, was content to remain.
And it's erotic to be back in the game.

1. YOUR HOROScope?
-- Aries

2. SINGLE OR TAKEN?
-- SINGLE soon to TAKEN!!!

3. IN LOVE ?
-- This might be love

4. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN SERIOUSLY HURT
BY THE PERSON YOU LOVED?
-- Yeah but we have to learn from it not bragg about
it

5. WHAT WOULD BE YOUR REASON IF YOU
TURNED SUICIDAL?
-- Can't right now sorry

6. IS SUICIDE REALLY KILLING YOURSELF?
-- its not the answer to the problems but the
thought of it is an escape route away from reality
better than end up crazy

7. COUNTRY OR CLASSIC?
-- classic

8. PREFER CUTE/IDIOT OR SMART/UGLY
-- smart

9. ARE YOU IN A STABLE RELATIONSHIP
WITH YOUR BF/GF?
-- cant tell hindi pa kami

10. YOU`D EXPECT A TEXT MESSAGE
USUALLY FROM???
-- somebody who know will ease your day and
recharge ur batteries from a stressfull day haaaaay!

11. HAVE A BEST FRIEND THAT IS IN THE
OPPOSITE GENDER?
-- yes yes!!

12. WHAT DO YOU LIKE DOING WHEN
YOU`RE DEPRESSED!
-- Do something after the rainy day

13. CHEERFUL OR BORING?
-- CHEERTFUL!!! ^_^

14. DESCRIBE A PERFECT DATE
-- Me and my date at the beach

15. EVER WONDERED WHY NOBODY
KNOWS WHY THE SKY IS BLUE?
-- cause they dont mind if the sky is blue?

16. EVER BEEN HURT BY LOVE?
-- a lot of times

17. WILL YOU EVER MAKE THE SAME
MISTAKE AGAIN? WITH LOVE?
-- there a 2nd Chances kung if it doesnt work
theres a lot of chances kung mahal mo ang tao
patience is the key there's a lot of changes
happening the other party will prove it... ay kinsa
ba hehehe basta mahal ko cya magkamali man
ako o cya pwedeng maayos yan kung pagbibigyan

18. EVER HATED ANYONE LIKE HELL?
-- animosity tsktsktsk

20. GIVE ONE WORD THAT BEST
DESCRIBES WHAT YOU`RE FEELING NOW:
-- luvstruckd! tired yet the rain pours so hard it feels
liek heaven

21. DO YOU BELIEVE IN YOURSELF?
-- yeah

22. EVER PHYSICALLY HURT YOURSELF?
-- minsan

23. EVER VERBALLY HURT YOURSELF?
-- minsan

24. MOTTO IN LIFE!
-- Oppurtunity doesn't knock once it's actually
everyone all you have to do is grab it

25. HAVE YOU EVER DOUBTED THAT
SOMETIMES?
-- It works! and it shows!

26. HAVE YOU EVER HAD FEELINGS FOR A
FRIEND FROM THE OPPOSITE GENDER?
-- yah...

27. IF YES, WHAT DID YOU DO ABOUT IT?
-- the song "heart of mine" by Janno Gibbs started
to bug my head over and over... trying to repressed
the feeling then suddenly it got me...

28. IS FAME & MONEY THE MOST
IMPORTANT THINGS IN YOUR LIFE?
-- hell no

29. DO YOU MAKE ANY MOVEMENTS OR
SOUNDS WHEN YOU`RE SLEEPING?
-- yeah esp if im dead tired as in technical knock
out!

30. ARE YOU DIFFICULT TO WAKE UP?
--hahah!! very!!

31. HOW OFTEN DO YOU SLEEP?
--i've been sleeping for less than 5 hours for the
past weeks...


NOTE: PLEASE KEEP THE TITLE OF THIS
SURVEY "31 THINGS ABOUT ME."

"Love moves if you simple believes"
"It aint over til its over for love doesn't die instantly
it simple fades yet ironically bounces back all u
have to do is believe"
"Pls refer to the song lyrics "The Past" Jed Medalla
and yes naa koy ganahang ipa igo "peace!

Song in my head bear with me bai! i ned to teach my heart a lesson..

One day I may find true love that will last forever and ever
Till then I'll spend a lifetime wishing us together
I never thought she'd say goodbye
And I'll never understand the reason why
Heart of mine
How will you keep from dying
Stop reministing
Who is she kissing
Heart of mine
Oh what's the use in trying
No one can mend you know
Oh love plays cruel games
I can't believe she'd found another to love her
Does she miss me?
Sometime I just can't help but wonder
If I could stop the hands of time
Then I'd know she'd always be forever mine

The True You

You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to do more for you.

With respect to money, you spend as little as possible.

You think good luck depends on maintaining good relationships with others.

The hidden side of your personality tends to be satisfied to care for things with a minimal amount of effort.

You are tend to think about others' feelings a lot, perhaps because you are so eager to be liked.

When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you base your search on information from your friends.

Who's the True You?

"Head Over Feet"

I had no choice but to hear you
You stated your case time and again
I thought about it

You treat me like I'm a princess
I'm not used to liking that
You ask how my day was

You've already won me over in spite of me
And don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet
Don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are
I couldn't help it
It's all your fault

Your love is thick and it swallowed me whole
You're so much braver than I gave you credit for
That's not lip service

You've already won me over in spite of me
And don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet
Don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are
I couldn't help it
It's all your fault

You are the bearer of unconditional things
You held your breath and the door for me
Thanks for your patience

You're the best listener that I've ever met
You're my best friend
Best friend with benefits
What took me so long

I've never felt this healthy before
I've never wanted something rational
I am aware now
I am aware now

You've already won me over in spite of me
And don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet
Don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are
I couldn't help it
It's all your fault

Its a wild afternoon and adjustment period is driving me crazy grrr especially if your an enrollment staff ay naks! kakainis you deal with students like angry mob or flesh eating zombie waiting for an attack of asking questions in chorus ready to react if you got the wrong answers ehehe ok lang yan but i must say i am quite tired with all this work and expect another one bukas haaaay can't wait to recharge battle up for tomorrow as of now magrest sa ko and get ready for another energy draining meeting sa TG nakakapagod nga sya but I love it it makes my mind work as well as my calories burn hehehe as of now there's a song that is in my mind and i want to post it here it reminded me last week so can't help but sing it reminds me of my bro singing it with me and the content of the song really burst some energy grid in my body ah basta Hallelujah... sinong sawa sinong GALIT SUMIGAW NGAYONG GABI HALLELUJAH!!! later...

Hallelujah
[ Bamboo ]

Anong balita sa radio at TV
Ganun pa rin kumakapa sa dilim
Minsa’y naisip ko nang umalis na lang dito
Kalimutan ang lahat lumipad, lumayo

Bato-bato sa langit
tamaan wag magalit
Alam naman natin kung sino ang tuso

Sa bawat sumpang umiiyak singil ko ay piso
Sa bawat lumuluhang dukha — alay ko’y dugo

May kasama ka kapatid, kaibigan
Hangga’t ako’y humihinga may pag-asa pa

Hallelujah

Sinong sawa, sinong galit
Sumigaw ngayong gabi

Blinded by the light
I could barely see the faces in front of me
Asking me where do we begin
Well for starters from within
I’m ashamed of what I’ve become in the mirror
The face of my one true enemy
Hallelujah, it’s a new day
Let’s take control. If i have to take this message door to door
Save myself, save every soul
With permission I make this my personal mission
Save me from the fire… from the fire

Ngayong gabi ako ang sundalo mo
Habang ika’y tulog ako’y gising nakabantay sa iyo — kasi mahal kita
Tingnan mo pag-ibig ko sa’yo lamang

I'm so sad... kala ko ill be going to manila for the inquest party wala pala waaah
much sad coz im so broken hearted waaah :(

I beleive that love is a faraway distant of being metamorphosized...
it is the cradle of one's being.
People must learn to forgive and forget.
It is the act of learning to love by letting go'''''''''''''
despite of longingness to the one's you loved before,
It must be done...though its hard to forget,you must move on...
The art of letting go simplifies notionless craving for true love,
But it is the reason why we are loving..learning to let go is "Loving"!!!
Don't try to mend the pieces of your broken heart co'z it might drown you to the deepest ocean of REGRETS!!!
The main reason of all is that "Learning to love ,is learning to forsee the future of you in the sense of touching one's life,but you need to wave a heavy goodbye like the waters flowing through the streams".........

Moving on...

IM here in the BA Department still stuck with the enrollment period helping the needy and bitch slapping the "pasaway" hehehe so since its break time i got the priveledge to surf the net and i bump into old friends and classmates... from the Computer Engineering Peeps sa TC let's see... I went to John's site wherein there's a new template from bare white to a cozy blue and green. well not only that, I was suprised when I read his entry he's from "a different gateway" na pala hindi man lang nagsasabi grrr well anyways, I wish him luck and happiness where ever he is I'm so happy for him graduate na instant abroad pa kewl no?

Next Maia's site is still sleeping with the aftermath of Constantine getting eliminated sa Amrican Idol hehehe mish u mai! Van got some pics sa bantayan and some other activities sa CompE (Gods I miss the projects and parties hehee)

And yes, I admit I'm a bit envy and sad as I trip down to memory lane but I should be happy for them and for myself since I'm in this new world where new people to be friend and enemies to be known in the future heheehe a whole new ballgame ika nga can't wait to start the school year and I wnt it with a bang bang bang cannon time na sasabog where everyone would hear it even from other country and they would detect it coming from our country and they'll probably get scared and maybe recognize our country as the powerful yet humble country in the whole world ok ok dream on Garr outta here

song in head: You'll be in my heart - Phil Colins

Chorus lang--> You'll be in my heart
Yes You'll be in my heart
From this day on, Now and forever more

Ay Peeps second half na of the year 2005 and personally it made a lot of impact to mixed emotions of triumph and loss, failure and achievements I can only help but reminise the from jan to may haaaay whats next pa this coming june basta ecto lang cguro maka explain sa feelings ko ngayon emphasize ang highlights kewl kaayo cya!

JENNIFER LOPEZ (f/ Fat Joe) LYRICS

Hold You Down


[Verse 1]

[Jennifer:]
Now you've been holding me down
For such a long time now
From back then
To now in my story
Straight from the hood
You've always been there for me
And ya had my back
(When they) Back when everybody said
I wasn't anything
It was you who had me holdin' on
No matter what was goin' on
So no whatever ya need I got you

[Fat Joe:]
Reminiscing that 6 train from way back
Now its sky blue phantoms and stretch may backs
Sweepin' them floors in them Bronx apartments
Mira esta que on that red carpet
With Pun died you was the first to call me
I never told you but you was there for me
Whatever you need, I'll be there for you
Crack - I got ya back for real (True story)

[Bridge]

[Jennifer:]
Now my loyalty, will always be
With you, if you just promise me
That you'll stay real just like you are
'Cause baby you don't have to change (no)

[Chorus]

[Jennifer:]
You don't know how much you mean to me
Whenever you down
You know that you can lean on me
No matter the situation
Boy, I'm gon' hold you down
[Fat Joe:]
You don't know how much you mean to me
Whenever you down
You know that you can lean on me
No matter the situation
Girl, I'm gon' hold you down

[Verse 2]

[Fat Joe:]
2005 Rakim and Jody Watley
Why'd she paint such a picture so perfect
Quite possibly
The real expression from BX
To South Beach
I'ma always hold you down, girl
You can count on me

[Jennifer:]
So remember this whenever I call
We go back too far
We've been through it all
Even though we haven't spoke
In so long
Ain't nothing has changed
Not a damn thing, baby

[Bridge]

[Jennifer:]
Now my loyalty, will always be
With you, if you just promise me
That you'll stay real just like you are
'Cause baby you don't have to change because

[Chorus]

[Jennifer:]
You don't know how much you mean to me
Whenever you down
You know that you can lean on me
No matter the situation
Boy, I'm gon' hold you down

[Fat Joe:]
You don't know how much you mean to me
Whenever you down
You know that you can lean on me
No matter the situation
Girl, I'm gon' hold you down

[Verse 3]

[Fat Joe:]
Like green, it's the autumns
Things will stay
This industry, yeah, I fought
Made me this way
Get between me and J.Lo
I simply stay
You better off sweepin' leaves
On a windy day (no)

[Jennifer:]
So I don't care about the situation
I'ma ride for you if there's a complication
Every time you had my back and all
When we were young
Now you Joe, we crackin' off

[Bridge]

[Jennifer:]
Now my loyalty, will always be
With you, if you just promise me
That you'll stay real just like you are
'Cause baby you don't have to change because

[Chorus]

[Jennifer:]
You don't know how much you mean to me
Whenever you down
You know that you can lean on me
No matter the situation
Boy, I'm gon' hold you down

[Fat Joe:]
You don't know how much you mean to me
Whenever you down
You know that you can lean on me
No matter the situation
Girl, I'm gon' hold you down

[Jennifer and Fat Joe:]
You don't know how much you mean to me
Whenever you down
You know that you can lean on me
No matter the situation
I'm gon' hold you down

And Confucious says "Do not be concerned about others appreciating you. Be concerned about appreciating others".

Yeah-eahhh, hmmmm
yeaaahhh

CHORUS:
I'm not your every day, around the way
Don't go car-hoppin', chillin' on the block
On a cell phone frontin',
Never that, cuz I'm not that kinda girl
I need to know how you roll
And how you get down low
Drop my money in the bank
Take me home and meet your mama
Can you handle that?
Cuz I'm that kinda girl
I'm that kinda girl

VERSE 1:
Boy you aint impressin' me
With your jewelry, your designer clothes
Or the games that you try to play
Think you need to know, I got my own
Dont need you for your dough
Hearin' me, maybe then we can flow, let me know
Make me smile, maybe we can chill
Keep it real, show me something I can feel
Cause I'm not your average ordinary type
Could you be that kinda guy I like?

CHORUS

VERSE: 2
Everytime I be up at the spot, chilling with my crew
We'll be hanging out, get in a little late
You start bugging out
I dont think it's fair
You don't like the clothes I wear
How I do my hair
I don't really care
But it's not for you
And I aint got nothin' to prove
There cant be any us, if there can't be any trust
Nothin' to discuss, no doubt
I'm not that kinda girl to let you play me out

CHORUS

BRIDGE:
You might take me shopping, but I'm not your property
If I dont like it, I decided
I can make it on my own
As long as we disagree to agree
Down for you and you're down for me
Baby I'm what you want and we can build a love so strong

CHORUS

Oooh Oooh Oooh Oooh
Not That Kinda Girl
Oooh Oooh Oooh Oooh
Not That Kinda Girl
Oooh Oooh Oooh Oooh
Do you know what kinda girl I am?
Oooh Oooh Oooh Oooh
I'm that kinda girl
ooohoohh-yeaaahh

Happy BiRTHDAY TO ME

Tell Me Where It Hurts lyrics

Just tell me where it hurts now baby,
And I'll love you with a love so tender
And if you let me stay I'll love all the hurt away
Why is that sad look in you eyes
Why are you crying
Tell me now tell me now
Tell me why you're feeling this way
I hate to see you so down
Oh baby is it your heart
Ooh Breakin' all in pieces
Makin' you cry
Makin' you feel blue
Is there anything I can do
Why don't you tell me where it hurts now baby
And I'll do my best to make it better
I'll do my best to make the tears all go away
Just tell me where it hurts now tell me
And I'll love you with a love so tender
And if you let me stay I'll love all the hurt away
Girl tell me, where are all those tears coming from
Why are they fallin'
Did somebody somebody leave your heart in the cold
You just need somebody to hold give me a chance to put back all the pieces
Take your broken heart
Make it just like new
There's so many things that I can do
Why don't you tell me where it hurts now baby
And I'll do my best to make it better
I'll do my best to make the tears all go away
Just tell me where it hurts now tell me
And I'll love you with a love so tender
And if you let me stay I'll love all the hurt away
Baby, If you'd only tell me where it hurts I know I can make it better.
If I could wrap my arms around your heart
I'd would hold you tight, and let you know everything is gonna be allright.
So take a chance with me baby. I dont wanna see you cry.
Is it your heart Ooh that's breakin' all in pieces
Makin' you cry Makin' you feel blue
Is there anything I can do
Tell me where it hurts now baby
And I'll do my best to make it better
I'll do my best to make the tears all go away Just tell me where
it hurts now tell me
And I'll love you with a love so tender
And if you let me stay I'll love all the hurt away

Happy International Womans Month!!
I would like to dedicate this song to all the woman, ladies, mother, girlfriend, basta female you gals rock!!

» She's Always A Woman To Me
Billy Joel

She can kill with a smile, she can wound with her eyes
She can ruin your faith with her casual lies
And she only reveals what she wants you to see
She hides like a child, but she's always a woman to me

She can lead you to love, she can take you or leave you
She can ask for the truth, but she'll never believe
And she'll take what you give her as long it's free
Yeah, She steals like a thief, but she's always a woman to me

CHORUS
Ohhh... she takes care of herself
She can wait if she wants, she's ahead of her time
Ohhh... and she never gives out
And she never gives in, she just changes her mind

And she'll promise you more than the garden of Eden
Then she'll carelessly cut you and laugh while you're bleeding
But she?ll bring out the best and the worst you can be
Blame it all on yourself 'cause she's always a woman to me

CHORUS

She's frequently kind and she's suddenly cruel
She can do as she pleases, she's nobody's fool
And she can't be convicted, she's earned her degree
And the most she will do is throw shadows at you,
But she's always a woman to me

CHORUS

I feel mushy cge na lang uy pagbigyan nyo nako i just want to remind to all those people who I care so much this thing that people tend to forget thru these words can make ur day worth living...

Have I told you lately that I love you
Have I told you there’s no one else above you
Fill my heart with gladness
Take away all my sadness
Ease my troubles that’s what you do

For the morning sun in all it’s glory
Greets the day with hope and comfort too
You fill my life with laughter
And somehow you make it better
Ease my troubles that’s what you do
There’s a love that’s divine
And it’s yours and it’s mine like the sun
And at the end of the day
We should give thanks and pray
To the one, to the one

Have I told you lately that I love you
Have I told you there’s no one else above you
Fill my heart with gladness
Take away all my sadness
Ease my troubles that’s what you do

There’s a love that’s divine
And it’s yours and it’s mine like the sun
And at the end of the day
We should give thanks and pray
To the one, to the one

And have I told you lately that I love you
Have I told you there’s no one else above you
You fill my heart with gladness
Take away my sadness
Ease my troubles that’s what you do
Take away all my sadness
Fill my life with gladness
Ease my troubles that’s what you do
Take away all my sadness
Fill my life with gladness
Ease my troubles that’s what you do

naicip mo ba na......?
Message: It hurts 2 luv sum1 who doesnt giv u d time of
day.but it hurts more wen u realize dat sum1
u dont giv d time of day luved u & gave it up
coz u luved another
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Looks may capture the eyes but it's the
personality that captures the heart.
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The virtue of love isnt finding the perfect
person, but by loving the imperfect person
perfectly.
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If love isnt a game then why are there so
many players?
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u luv coz u weep.u weep coz u hurt.u hurt coz
u fail.u fail coz u try.u try coz u need.u need
coz u want.u want coz u feel.u feel coz u live.u
live coz u luv
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Some thoughts are better kept unsaid.some
feelings are better kept to urself.because
love has its way of expressing itself despite
the silence.
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Dont find love.let love find you.That's why it's
called falling in love coz you dont force
yourself to fall- you just do!
---------------------------------
If you want me to fall for you- you have to give
me something worth tripping over.
---------------------------------
love is not how u 4get but how u forgive.not
how u listen but how u understand.not what
u
see but what u feel & not how u let go but
how u hold on.
---------------------------------
Love is like quicksand the deeper you fall in
the harder it is to get out
--------------------------------
People say dat wen luv comes knocking on
ur door let it in.But sumtimes luv comes
through a backdoor & by the time u notice its
on its way out.
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*In Reality*. The Player Isn't Actually
Playing The Other Person...He's Playing
Himself...You can close your eyes to things
you dont want to see. but u cant close your
heart to things you dont want to feel.


HAPPY VALENTINES (^_^)

My Way to start the year right! A Couple of Wild Angst :p

Para sa mga tanga at gago '05
Message: "May mga taong GAGO may mga taong TANGA
pagnagmahal kang ayaw sayo GAGO ka! pag di
mo alam na may nagmahal sayo TANGA ka! Alam
ko GAGO ako sana lang di ka TANGA"

Sa Ma-igo Lang Phuleaze!!! c",)

Should auld acquaintance be forgot,
And never brought to mind?
Should auld acquaintance be forgot,
And auld lang syne?

CHORUS:
For auld lang syne, my dear,
For auld lang syne,
We'll tak a cup of kindness yet,
For auld lang syne!

And surely ye'll be your pint-stowp,
And surely I'll be mine,
And we'll tak a cup o kindness yet,
For auld lang syne!

We twa hae run about the braes,
And pou'd the gowans fine,
But we've wander'd monie a weary fit,
Sin auld lang syne.

We twa hae paidl'd in the burn
Frae morning sun till dine,
But seas between us braid hae roar'd
Sin auld lang syne.

And there's a hand my trusty fiere,
And gie's a hand o thine,
And we'll tak a right guid-willie waught,
For auld lang syne

This is your certified friendster Gary
wishing you a brand new start this new
year let's jive at 2005!!!