Lei! This song is for you dedicated sa yo my angel I may be damn sad and miserable tonight but I think of you take care always!

My Boo
Usher

[Usher intro:]

There's always that one person
That will always have your butt
You'll never see it coming
Cause you're blinded from the start
Know that you're that one for me
It's clear for everyone to see
Ooh baby ooh you'll always be my boo. You gotta rock your way to this one.

[Alicia intro:]

I don't know bout cha'll
But I know about us and uh
This is the only way
We know how to rock
I don't know bout cha'll
But I know about us and uh
This is the only way
We know how to rock

[Usher Verse:]

Do you remember girl
I was the one who gave you your first kiss
Cause I remember girl
Cause you was the one, who said put your lips like this
Even before all the fame and
People screaming your name
Girl I was there when you were my baby

[Chorus:]
[Usher:]
It started when we were younger
You were mine my boo
Now another brother's taking over
But its still in your eyes my boo
Even though we used to argue it's alright
I know we haven't seen each other my boo
In awhile but you will always be my boo

[Alicia:]
I was in love with you when we were younger
You were mine my boo
And I see it from time to time
I still feel like my boo
And I can see it no matter
How I try to hide my boo
Even though there's another man in my life
You will always be my boo

[Alicia Verse:]

It's like remember boy
Cause after we kissed
I could only think about your lips
Yes I remember boy
The moment I knew
You were the one
I could spend my life with
Even before all the fame
And people screaming your name
I was there and you were my baby

[Chorus:]
[Usher:]
It started when we were younger
You were mine my boo
Now another brother's taking over
But its still in your eyes my boo
Even though we used to argue it's alright
I know we haven't seen each other
In awhile but you will always be my boo

[Alicia:]
I was in love with you when we were younger
You were mine my boo
And I see it from time to time
I still feel like my boo
And I can see it no matter
How I try to hide my boo
Even though there's another man in my life
You will always be my boo

[Usher:]
My oh, My oh, My oh, My oh, My Boo

[Alicia:]
My oh, My oh, My oh, My oh, My Boo

[Chorus:]
[Usher:]
It started when we were younger
You were mine my boo
Now another brother's taking over
But its still in your eyes my boo
Even though we used to argue it's alright
I know we haven't seen each other
In awhile but you will always be my boo

[Alicia & Usher:]

I don't know bout cha'll
But I know about us and uh
This is the only way
We know how to rock
I don't know bout cha'll
But I know about us and uh
This is the only way
We know how to rock

A Song of Angst Part 2

In life there are times na when reality bites hard and challenges seems to be that heavy, we fall and try to rise up to the occassion kasi kailangan, hindi lahat nang tao nakakarecover lalong lalo na kung napakasakit or personally nakakasira sa relationship itself,
my pdhr teacher told me it's either you sink or swim to the deep waters of life's challenges. napakadaling sabihin mahirap gawin especially kung malakas manghigop ang tubig... minsan kasi hindi natin nakikita ang tunay na dahilan kung bakit ang tao ganyang ganyan na lang ang pagdaramdam sa mga bagay-bagay na para sa atin ay wala lang na para sa atin "no big deal"na para sa atin kaya pang lumangoy
people break down through a lot of reasons and excusesacceptance? I remember a friend who said " hindi ko pa kayang maaccept ito but eventually I can but hindi pa sa ngayon"and you know what tama sya...hindi sa lahat ng bagay accept lang nang accept na ganun kadali
A person can only accepts it kung walang pumipilit, may sumosuporta at taos puso nya itong kukunin....
You cannot force a person to eat something that he doesn't want to eatkasi kung pipilitin mo, madidigest nga nya ito, pero one of this days isusuka rin nya ito pabalik
I am in the state of breaking down and grabe kadepressed but we all know that suicide is not an option, I'm stupid enough to get drunk with all these emotions but not that stupid to end my life....
My intention in my previous post is to express how I felt in the last semester and I am crying and thinking out loud... "Am I ready?" Ready ba ko next sem, for more emotions I might encounter. And honestly, I didn't expect someone to reply on my post I thought bumabasa lang sila then turn to the next post from their friends but there is and good or bad man ang naging comment nya he/she should be ready for the response for I have humbly accepted his/her reply... masakit man yun or hindi.
"Let us all remember that when we post something in the board whether your intention is to motivate, cheer, kill, iasar or whatever it is, expect a reply painful man or joyful it is something that we should know before we do something and never expect na lahat mo agree nimo iba iba ang emotions and reaction nang tao do not compare do not differentiate ... offended ka ba or you just can't understand why this guy is suddenly became way pessimistic about life. its so hard to analyze this person... why? have you been to his shoes lately? Do you know what this guy has been going through? "
sa mga nagreply thank you sa mga bumasa thank you sa mga nakakarelate I'm with you sa hindi naman I understand

Something worth reading

Sometimes, in our relentless efforts to find the person we love we fail to recognize and appreciate the people who love us. We miss out on so many beautiful things simply because we allow ourselves to be enslaved by our own selfish concerns. Go for the man of deeds and not for the man of words for you will find rewarding happiness not with the man you love but the man who loves you more. The best lovers are those capable of loving from a distance far enough to allow the person to grow, but never too far to feel the love deep within your being. TO LET GO OF SOMEONE DOESN'T MEAN YOU HAVE TO STOP LOVING, IT ONLY MEANS THAT YOU ALLOW THAT PERSON TO FIND HIS OWN HAPPINESS WITHOUT EXPECTING HIM TO COME BACK. Letting go is not just setting the other person free, but it is also setting yourself free from all bitterness, hatred, and anger that you keep in your heart. Do not let the bitterness rare away your strength and weaken your faith, and never allow pain to dishearten you, but rather let yourself grow with wisdom in bearing it. You may find peace in just loving someone from a distance not expecting anything in return. But be careful, for this can sustain life but can never give enough room for us to grow. We can all survive with just beautiful memories of the past but real peace and happiness come only with open acceptance of what reality is today. There comes a time in our lives when we chance upon someone so nice and beautiful and we just find ourselves getting so intensely attracted to that person. This feeling soon becomes a part of our everyday lives and eventually consumes our thoughts and actions. The sad part of it is when we begin to realize that this person feels nothing more for us than just friendship, we start our desperate attempt to get noticed and be closer but in the end our efforts are still unrewarded and we end up being sorry for ourselves. You don't have to forget someone you love. What you need to learn is how to accept the verdict of reality without being bitter or sorry for yourself. Believe me, you would be better off giving that dedication and love to someone more deserving. Don't let your heart run your life, be sensible and let your mind speak for itself. Listen not only to your feelings but to reason as well. Always remember that if you lose someone today, it means that someone better is coming tomorrow: If you lose love that doesn't mean that you failed in love. Cry if you have to, but make it sure that the tears wash away the hurt and the bitterness that the past has left you. Let go of yesterday and love will find its way back to you. And when it does, pray that it may be the love that will stay and last a lifetime. There are two ways to live your life. One is through nothing is a miracle. The other is through everything is a miracle.

"Everybody's Changing"
You say you wander your own land
But when I think about itI don't see how you can
You're aching, you're breaking
And I can see the pain in your eyes
Says everybody's changing
And I don't know why

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same

You're gone from here
And soon you will disappear
Fading into beautiful light
Cause everybody's changing
And I don't feel right

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same

A Song of Angst
WARNING: CONTAINS VULGAR WORDS NOT FOR THE WEAK HEARTED
warning: if you're tired and just want to read something good, read somewhere else thanks you

gikapoy nako!!!!! what has the world has gone gaga na ay ambut lang. I can't believe it!!! for the 2nd time around!!! wa ko nagrant ng scholarship sa TG!!! I hate this!!! its so ironic here I am doing the follow up sa among scholarship only to find out na na disqualified ako bullshit kaaayo I'm suffering from this fucking fatigue that affected my game sa air hockey competition ni walang taong nagcheer sakin nobody was there to support me..... I spent the whole afternoon doing a file sa registration sa akong org which is ironically the job of my secretary shit tang ina!!@!!!!!! ang sama mo this should be your job mangiiwan ka sa ere takte ka!!!!!!!
I hate you people ang sama nyo grabe kayo mangdiscriminate kabaw mo nakakapatay yang ginagawa nyo how could you alam ko ng mag grupo grupo kayo mga elitista i tot tayo tayo yung pala kayokayo grabe naman! and to think na moaccept mo ng people and thier uniqueness putchang ina!!!!!!! motherfucker!!!!! malisyoso as if magtatagal kayo wish ko lang maranasan at maramdaman nyo yung nang yayari sakin !!!!!!!!!! Grabeha gud ninyo aren't you happy na i got a position sa another org a higher position pa yung iba naman dyan ganun din ah bat ayaw nyong sabiohin sa iba bakit jsut because i am a mother fucking underdog gaganyanin nyo ko well dont you worry pagnamastwer ko na tong art na to I'l,l change to a job na hindi magugustuhan fuck shit nyo uy if you don;'t understand people like me well fine i just hope na hindi kayo makarating sa event na ganunin din kayo an sama nyo ...... i hope you are happy you traitor backstabber ka who cant go on with your life becuase hindi nya madawat na naapakan ang iyang pride how could tang ina mo SHITTT AS IN SHIT KA SHIT KA HOPE YOU BURN IN HELL